I want to give my all to love you

Chapter 180 I Understand What You Mean

Wei Ran slowly tightened his fists. He really gave her time as she said before leaving, and came after meeting her request.

"Wei Ziqi, I didn't mean to chase after you." She said, "I don't want to be anyone's stand-in, I just want you to love me... woo woo woo woo..."

She covered her face with her hands, squatted down weakly, "I just want you to love me, Wei Ziqi... tell me, please tell me, you didn't use me as a substitute, come back and tell me... ...Don't give up on me...Wei Ziqi..."

"Young Master Qi..." From the car window in the distance, Wei Ran's figure became very small.

She was curled up in front of the building, her squatting body was staggering, as if she was about to fall at any time, so helpless.

Far away, he couldn't hear Wei Ran talking to himself.

But when she just rushed out of the building, he heard the phrase "Wei Ziqi, come back!".

Seeing Wei Ran's appearance, the bodyguard couldn't bear it.

Wei Ziqi was silent for a while, then got out of the car.

The bodyguard thought he was going back to find Wei Ran, but heard him say, "You guys continue to guard here."

After speaking, he turned and left.

"Qi..." The bodyguard opened his mouth, but Wei Ziqi didn't even turn his head, and he withdrew his voice helplessly.

The bodyguard looked at his watch, Wei Ran had been squatting like that for an hour, her feet should have been numb long ago.

At this time, Wei Ran shook his body several times.

She seemed to want to stand up, but just as she moved, a burst of unbearable pain suddenly came from her numb feet.

It was as if countless bundles of electroacupuncture pierced her legs and feet, causing Wei Ran to groan in pain.

Her legs were sore and she couldn't exert any strength. Just as she raised her butt a little, she fell directly to the ground.

Subconsciously, the bodyguard wanted to rush over to help her, but was caught by his companion in time, and shook his head wordlessly at him.

Then, he raised his hand and wiped away the tears with his sleeve, and even the black makeup on his eyes was wiped onto his sleeve, staining a black, wet lump.

She sat on the ground for a while, and finally stood up when the numbness in her legs disappeared completely, and walked back slowly.

Wei Ran walked with his head down, walking so lonely.

She went back to the house, entered the guest room where she lived, and looked down from the window, knowing that it was impossible, but she still thought that maybe she could see Wei Ziqi's figure.

But as she knew in her heart, there was no sign of Wei Ziqi at all.

Wei Ran turned around sullenly, but his gaze fell into the mirror again.

Her face in the mirror was blurred, because the tears melted her eye makeup, and the dark color spread from her eye sockets, making her face look like a clown.

The eye sockets were dizzy and black, which looked extremely scary.

At the elevator door just now, she cried to Wei Ziqi, is that just such a virtue?
"Hehehehe!" Wei Ran suddenly closed his eyes and laughed, "Wei Ran, you really look nothing like Cen Manrong now."

She slowly opened her eyes, approached the mirror, and looked at the magnified face in the mirror, "But, this is not you."

The person in the mirror is completely lost in himself.

Wearing makeup like a clown, her eyes showed a confused look in the dark circles of her eyes, as if she didn't know what she was doing here, where she was going in the future, and where her way out was.

That kind of pure bewildered gaze made her not recognize herself in the mirror.

Like a child with adult makeup, Wei Ran murmured.

She immediately ran to the bathroom, used makeup remover to remove all the makeup on her face, and used facial cleanser to clean off the greasy.

Then, there was another clean face in the mirror.

This is what she knew, and this was who she really was.

She lowered her head, looked at the clothes she was wearing, then went to change them, and put on the home clothes she brought from "No. [-] Yard".

After putting on the clothes she usually wears, she felt relaxed and comfortable all over.

In the evening, Wei Ran packed his luggage.

She wanted to go back to find Wei Ziqi, and she wanted to ask him exactly what he was thinking.

If he had brought her back because she looked like Cen Manrong, what about now?

Now, does he still regard her as Cen Manrong?

Because of the reason why he came to her today, she wanted to ask clearly.

She packed the clothes she bought at the night market separately. She can't wear these clothes anymore. I don't know if people will want them if they donate them. In fact, these styles are really abnormal.

Looking up at the luggage, it wasn't much, but she was worried about what to tell Qi Chengji.

It's a bit irresponsible for her to leave like this.

He kindly introduced her to live here, and she also agreed to show his friend the house, but she just left irresponsibly, with two weeks left, and she couldn't find anyone to look after her temporarily.

Wei Ran sat on the bed.However, Wei Ziqi's reaction before leaving really worried her.

While struggling, the doorbell rang.

Wei Ran looked at his phone strangely, it was almost nine o'clock, who could come at this time?
She has lived here for a short time, so she is not familiar with the neighbors upstairs and downstairs, and no one will come to visit or borrow things.

Wei Ran got up and walked towards the door, leaned over the cat's eye to look, and froze in shock.

She didn't dare to delay for a moment, she thought that Wei Ziqi would not come back after leaving, but she didn't expect to appear at the door again at this time.

And his eyes were as black as ink that could not be melted, as if he was holding back extremely strong anger.

Wei Ran hurriedly opened the door, "Wei...uh!"

She just yelled, but before she could react, a figure flashed in front of her eyes, and Wei Ziqi rushed in with strides.

Wei Ran was hurt by the bump, and with a "hiss", he took the opportunity to rush in.

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Wei Ziqi's direction, which was towards the master bedroom.

She hurriedly pushed his shoulder hard, throwing her head back.

Wei Ziqi followed closely, but did not let her go.

"Don't want that room..." Wei Ran panted heavily, "That's the master bedroom, which belongs to the owner and his wife. I don't live there."

Hearing this, Wei Ziqi finally relaxed and realized that she was not rejecting him.

"Where do you sleep?" He asked hoarsely and tensely.

"The guest room on the other side." Wei Ran whispered.

Wei Ziqi quickly carried her to the guest room. He looked at it out of the corner of his eye. The furniture inside was very simple, and it could be seen that it was only for temporary use.

But because Wei Ran lived here, even though it was simple, it felt a little warmer.

She thought, even if it was really in the sea, as long as she was with him, she would not be afraid.

She looked at Wei Ziqi without blinking, for fear that he would turn around and leave again.

As if she can't get enough of him now, she is so attached to his face.

Wei Ziqi lowered his head and kissed her deeply again.

"Wei Ziqi, what's wrong with you, you are... um..." His words were cut off by his lips again.

In the end, Wei Ran cried and begged, tears came out, not because he was uncomfortable, but because he was completely immersed in his love.

She had a lot to say, but she didn't know what to say in the first sentence.

"Wei..." Wei Ran opened his mouth and finally mustered up the courage to speak out.

But when she spoke, her throat was sore and uncomfortable.

Obviously Wei Ziqi was right in front of her eyes, but she felt that he was so far away.

She wanted to reach out to touch it, but tremblingly left the quilt with her fingertips, and timidly put them back.

Until Wei Ziqi turned to look at her, that mocking gaze hit Wei Ran's heart hard.

"Even if you think I'm using you as a stand-in, you still cooperate very well." Wei Ziqi sneered and taunted, "At this time, you don't care that you are a stand-in, and you think that I will treat you as another woman. acceptable?"

The blood on Wei Ran's face faded "shua", his face was like a layer of white paper, as pale as a paper man, without any blood at all.

Her pupils dilated, and her heart, which was beating wildly because of the intimacy just now, seemed to have stopped beating at this moment. Without the heart to supply blood, she felt cold all over her body, spreading from her chest to her limbs.

My brain is blank, I don't know how to think at all.

Suddenly, Wei Ziqi's voice kept echoing in her ears.

Even if Wei Ziqi is talking now, she can't hear anything else, only the two words that Wei Ziqi said just now.

Her body was getting colder and colder, and she was shaking violently, and goosebumps appeared on her exposed shoulders from the cold.

Wei Ran shook her pale lips, looked at Wei Ziqi as if she didn't know him, but still couldn't believe that he said such a thing.

"You..." Wei Ran felt that he was about to suffocate, and spoke with difficulty, "Are you?"

The only answer to her was Wei Ziqi's sneer.

She still couldn't believe that Wei Ziqi would treat her like this!

Wei Ran was flustered, and asked with a trembling voice: "Wei Ziqi, did you come back... just to insult me?"

His gloomy eyes were full of anger, and the tight lines of his lips were twitching.Twitching and beating.

"Do you think I insulted you?" Wei Ziqi's tight lips seemed to take great effort to squeeze out the words from between his teeth.

He felt that he was insulted by Wei Ran!
She didn't trust him so much, looked down on him so much, and felt that he was kind to her only because he used her as Cen Manrong's substitute!
In the past, he had substitutes, many Xia Ruirui, but the substitutes were all Wei Ran.

Besides, he wasn't that kind to them.

When did you help them vent their anger, take a bath, and have a massage?
Even when it was unbearable to ask them, he was never gentle.

If she was just a stand-in, why would he bother so much!

Is he a good guy for a stand-in?

Look at what happened to Xia Ruirui!

If he even took care of a substitute like this, would he be able to come over?

His kindness to her in the past has become a wolf-hearted dog!
Besides, with his temperament, if he really liked Cen Manrong, why marry her, he would have already taken Cen Manrong away.

He doesn't care about whether the family is in harmony or not, isn't he just a daughter-in-law from a side door?

Even if he grabbed it, Qi Chengze couldn't do anything to him.

But he spent so much effort, condescendingly, to fight such a brat like Qi Chengji, and snatched her away, and got so many slaps from Lin Qiuye in the middle, this is what he can do for his substitute something?

Now, for Wei Ran to say that about him, it's really wolf-hearted!

Wei Ran looked at Wei Ziqi's black face and tightened his grip on the quilt.

Vaguely, I feel that the meaning in his words is more than that simple on the surface.

It seems that it is the other way around.

She heard it, but couldn't figure out what he meant.

It would be great if Wei Ziqi could speak directly about something, so she doesn't have to keep guessing.

Being so entangled, she couldn't help but tighten the quilt, and the eyebrows were loosened and gathered again.

Her eyes fell on Wei Ziqi's face with nostalgia, even though he was angry now, he was still so good-looking, she couldn't help but look at it and miss him.

As if she was afraid that she would not be able to see it later, she explored his face with her eyes.

I'm afraid that if he leaves this door today, he will never come to her again.

She suddenly realized that without Wei Ziqi, she had nowhere to go.

Without his place, there is no home.

Over the years, she has regarded him as her home.

It's not those substantial brick walls. Following him, even if it's sleeping in the open, she feels like home and relying on.

As he got up, his eyes swept over her.

It was just such a light sweep, seemingly casual, as if she didn't take her seriously.

His gaze was full of sarcasm.

Wei Ran trembled desolately from his body to his heart.

Wei Ziqi has that kind of ability. When he thinks, he can let people know what he means with just a look, without saying a word at all.

But the mockery in his eyes cut her like a knife.

Her heart was broken into pieces.

Straightening up, he didn't say a word, his lips were still tightly pressed.

The big hand grabbed his coat casually, turned around and left without saying goodbye.

Wei Ran looked behind him in astonishment, but didn't react, he didn't expect him to leave like this.

Just as swiftly and abruptly as when he came, she left without leaving any room, without leaving any worries, light and unrestrained, without even turning her head back, she seemed nothing to him at all .

Anyway, he turned around to say goodbye to her.

What will happen to the two of them in the future? Anyway, let him say something!

Even if he doesn't want her anymore, he should make it clear to her and give her a good time, let her die as soon as possible, and don't hang her heart on him all the time.

Even if it hurts, let her suffer earlier.

In this way, the pain can go away sooner.

Give her time to heal herself and accept life without him.

But he left just like that, and didn't say whether he wanted her or not.

She is like a child who is at a loss and doesn't know if she has a home.

In fact, now, since she found out about Cen Manrong, it was as if she no longer had him.

(End of this chapter)