A romance novel written only for you

Chapter 20

After that intimate contact, the relationship between Mengyang and I did not develop rapidly.I go to their school every week, and sometimes I go there to have a meal with her and then come back.She smiles brightly every time she sees me, as if she knows that I like to see her smile.The place where we meet is always at their school.She hadn't mentioned visiting where I lived, and I hadn't invited her.She never took me to go shopping, as if she knew that I didn't like shopping.In short, the relationship between me and Mengyang is like this, but we maintain a rare tacit understanding.

Of course, sometimes she would irritate me, saying that the boy named Shao Shuai chased her fiercely.One day, the boy placed candles in the shape of a heart in the open space downstairs of their dormitory, and wrote inside with fluorescent powder, Jia Mengyang, I love you.This romantic act attracted the attention of countless people, and finally the boy was taken away by the security department.Mengyang said that she was already moved, and that she might accept that boy on a whim one day.But I was still unmoved, and advised her to stop torturing her, and to agree as soon as possible.Every time I say that, Mengyang will ask me, do you really think so?I always say, I really do.Even if I say it so seriously, Mengyang will not be angry.When encountering such a situation, she would always smile and tell me that the revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard.

That boy named Shao Shuai chased Mengyang really hard.He actually walked into the cafeteria with a bouquet of roses and came in front of Mengyang and me who were eating.He wants to give the bouquet of roses to Mengyang.Mengyang didn't want it, he just stood there watching me and Mengyang having dinner.Mengyang had no choice but to tell him that she already had a boyfriend, and that was me.Shao Shuai didn't believe it.Mengyang just looked at me, hoping to get my affirmation again.Shao Shuai also looked at me, and he asked me neither humble nor overbearing, are you Mengyang's boyfriend?I thought about it and said, no.My answer made Mengyang angry.She accepted the bouquet of roses.Put the roses by the table, and eat.The boy is gone.Mengyang and I fell into a terrible silence.

Mengyang didn't ask me why.I asked myself.I suddenly felt that the boy was very much like myself back then.Back then, I devoted almost all my madness and romance to Shi Lei.It took me three months to write her a love letter with a length of [-] words, which was written in a notebook that I drew with a pencil.After finishing writing, I used scissors to cut out the [-] characters one by one.Then put them into a transparent tall glass bottle and gave it to Shi Lei.Shi Lei is also crazy enough, she found out that I marked every word with a number.She marked the notebook with an oil pen, ranging from one to one hundred thousand, and then poured out the words from the bottle, and then pasted the words on the corresponding position in the notebook after seeing the number on the back. It took her longer Finally, I saw the love letter I wrote to her.I am fully aware of how much such a love affair can affect a person.Just like now, when I face Mengyang, I can say that I like her very much.However, I will never try to please her like I did to Shi Lei back then.I wouldn't even say to her for sure, I like you.This is not only because of Shi Lei, but also because of my pessimism about reality.

That day Mengyang and I ate with our heads down.After eating, Mengyang didn't take the bouquet of roses.The two of us walked out of the cafeteria, and Mengyang said that she was going back to the dormitory.I said send her off.She said no.I didn't see her off and left alone.I thought that Mengyang might just ignore me like this.But within a few days, she asked me to go to school to have dinner with her as if nothing happened.I'm not a strong comrade either.When she said that, I went with joy.Thinking about it carefully, I still like to stay with Mengyang, even if we just go to the cafeteria to have a meal together.I like to see the way she smiles at me.Later, we not only ate together, but also played basketball and swam together.Sometimes I'd accompany her to a really boring class or just wander around the campus.I seem to have lived my college life again.I feel like I have a lot more sunshine, and I like this change very much.

(End of this chapter)