Over the mountain is the sea

Chapter 85 I am responsible for the mistakes I made ([-])
The sound of light footsteps came from behind, slowly moving from far to near, Yi Nan turned her face away on the sofa, and saw a graceful figure pacing down the spiral staircase, her heart beat suddenly violently.Soon, she saw the other person's entire face clearly. She had a beautiful face, fair complexion, wrapped in a plain shawl, and her jet-black hair was coiled up. It could be seen that she was well-maintained, with every gesture It is not difficult to see the charm of everyone's ladies, the expression is kind, and the eyes are quite soft, but there is no smile on the face.

She stopped two feet away from Yinan, no longer approached, and watched the uninvited guest from afar.

Yi Nan couldn't help standing up, and after waiting for seven hours, she finally appeared.

Yi Nan met Mrs. Liang, although only once, even though it was far away.

At that time, she had just recovered from a serious illness, and her whole body was like a dry seedling, as if it would fall if the wind blows. Although Liang Zhongming treated her more carefully and gentlely than before, Yinan understood that she had lost her heart. Lost with grandparents, in this life, it will never be possible to recover completely.

On a sunny afternoon, she walked out of the house and walked aimlessly along a street, wasting precious time extravagantly, and an English sentence "killing the time" (murder time) popped up in her mind , she thought it was really vivid and appropriate.A person's life is connected by a period of time, and time is used for "murder", even if it is not "murder" here, it will be "murder" elsewhere.And she also clearly knows that the time she can "murder" in this city is running out.

After walking for a long time, until she was too tired to move a step, she took a taxi.The driver asked her where she was going, but she hesitated for a few seconds before reporting a place name.

"Hey, what a great place, girl, where do you live?" the driver chatted cheerfully with her.

"No." She replied coldly, turning her face out of the window.

Most of the elder brothers are very good at observing words and expressions, and they can tell whether the guest is in a good mood or not after a few words, so they shut up immediately.

The mountain road twists and turns, like rolling waves, after turning one after another, the castle-like villa finally comes into view.

Yi Nan suddenly called a stop, but in fact it was more than 200 meters away from the villa.She leaned against the window, nervously watching the two children running and chasing each other inside the carved iron gate. Behind them, Liang Zhongming was walking slowly with a slender woman with a calm demeanor.

Yi Nan was suddenly suffocated, and she gasped for air, as if she had just finished running 1000 meters, and her lungs hurt.Of course she knew who it was!
From such a distance, she could still see the thin layer of smiles on the faces of the two of them. It was the smiles that would only emanate from a middle-aged couple who were still in love. But the smiles in Yi Nan's eyes It looks so glaring, like a shining sharp sword, piercing straight to the heart!

The pain of being stabbed by a sword can still be faintly felt, and it is precisely because of this that she finally made up her mind to leave Liang Zhongming.Because of her at that moment, she really understood the embarrassment and meanness of her existence.She was like a child who was always living in a dream, but suddenly she was slapped in the face and woke up completely!

Yan Jingling's slightly cold eyes swept her face lightly, Yinan hesitated for a moment, then nodded politely and called, "Mrs. Liang."

Jing Ling didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment. The girl in front of her was young and beautiful, and she couldn't see the slightest frivolity from head to toe. She couldn't guess her intention for coming.

When the maid came to report, she admitted that she was a little surprised, and refused without thinking.She didn't expect this girl to be so persevering. She waited from morning to dusk when the sun was slanting to the west. Every time she passed by the window intentionally or unintentionally, she could always see the girl standing silently with her luggage, like a Solidified sculpture.

She suddenly changed her mind and wanted to take a closer look at this girl, even she couldn't explain why.

She took a seat in a nearby chair, but did not tell Yi Nan to sit down, her hand gently stroking the tassels that fell from the armrest, as if playing a moving piece of music.

Yinan was already mentally prepared for such a predicament. Seeing that Yan Jingling was still refusing to talk to her, she had to take the initiative to say, "Mrs. Liang, today, heck, I'm taking the liberty to visit you. I, I'm here to apologize to you." of."

Jing Ling listened indifferently, her eyes fixed on the tassels that were drawn over and over again in her hands. Yi Nan had no way of knowing what she was thinking, so she could only continue with difficulty: "I know that you and Mr. Liang... have a very good relationship. Back then... ...It's also my wishful thinking to pester Mr. Liang...I...I don't know what to say." Yi Nan was forced out of breath by an invisible pressure, and the abdominal manuscripts that had been typed countless times before coming here were suddenly swept away. , Between sobriety and confusion, she just felt that the scene in front of her was so absurd, where was she?Who is this person sitting opposite?
She heard her voice still hovering above the living room like a gossamer, but it was no different from the thin air, and it disappeared in an instant, "It's all my fault. I clung to him tightly. His heart has always been there." Just you and your family. We cut off contact two years ago and he has nothing to do with me."

Jing Ling frowned, her expression became impatient, she raised her face and stared straight at Yi Nan, "What exactly do you want to say?"

Yi Nan was stunned, she was indeed a little incoherent, but Yan Jingling's sudden opening made her happy, because there was no disgust in her voice, she seemed to see hope all of a sudden, from the first sight she felt that Yan Jingling should not be that kind An unreasonable woman.

She cheered up, and her thoughts became clearer, "I hope...please, please...help him. As long as you are willing to help him, I promise you that I will never see him again in this life, is that okay?" She I finally stated the purpose of this trip, but I didn't feel relaxed. Whether it can be achieved is completely unknown.

Jing Ling smiled at her abruptly, with a slightly weird smile, "Do you know what you are doing? What position do you demand from me? Do you think it is great for you to sacrifice for love?" Her eyes finally turned sharp Get up, "Do you think I can forgive you just because you ran over and said a few words lightly? If you were me, would you be able to bear it? I thought you were a smart person, and you took that sum of money two years ago. You should go far away with money!"

Yi Nan's face turned red and white, and her heart felt pained like a knife. Her voice trembled, but she still insisted: "I know I am stupid. I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love, and dragged so many people down. I'm sorry My grandparents, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Mr. Liang." Tears slipped down her cheeks quietly, she lowered her head, let the tears fall down her chest, suppressed her sobs and continued: "I never thought that one day, I Will have the courage to stand in front of you and apologize to you personally. I have no other meaning, nor beg for your forgiveness. I just want to tell you that Mr. Liang loves you and your child very much. If you still love him, you will Please give him another chance."

Jing Ling closed her eyes, she hated to see the girl in front of her crying so pitifully, and she didn't want to hear her babbling confession, her heart was suddenly in a mess, as if a small stone had been thrown into her calm heart, splashing There were layers of waves, and she was confident that she had always been stable, but at this moment, the dark cloud gathering in her heart became more and more gloomy, and she suddenly became frightened.

"Ma'am, your tea." The servant carefully served the porcelain cup.

Jing Ling took it, but her eyes were still fixed on the window. Yi Nan's thin back gradually faded away. She could see clearly, but the cup in her hand trembled slightly.

The servant who was walking back heard a strange creaking sound from the rubbing of the porcelain cup, and frowned suspiciously. Suddenly, there was a crisp "bang", and the servant turned around in dismay, seeing the cup of tea Having been shattered on the clean floor tiles, Jing Ling lowered her head with a livid face, and saw the warm tea overflowing unobstructed, like a blooming flower with its teeth and claws open.

(End of this chapter)