Over the mountain is the sea

Chapter 86

Feng Yi drove slowly along the wide eight-lane road, looking at the opposite sidewalk from time to time.Yi Nan refused to let him go to see Mrs. Liang together.

"This is my business alone. It would be bad for you to go." She said, acting like a lonely hero, Feng Yi had no choice but to give up, after all, he still wanted to leave some room for the future.

In the deep dusk, he finally saw that thin figure, carrying the suitcase she came in, walking alone in Xiao Suo.He quickly adjusted his head in front of him, stepped on the gas pedal, and soon stopped beside her.

"Yi Nan!" He opened the door and came out, stopped her just in time, and walked up a few steps. Although he saw her gloomy face, he still asked habitually, "How is it?"

Yinan's eyes were slightly swollen, and she was silent with her eyelids down.

Feng Yi stopped asking, pursed his lips, and sighed softly, "Get in the car."

Sitting in the car, Yi Nan remained silent, staring blankly out the window in a daze.

Feng Yi drove the car quietly, this result was actually expected, he didn't expect Yi Nan to bring about a miracle, but seeing her so slumped at the moment, he felt a little pity in his heart.

"Let's find a place to eat and then take you to the airport, shall we?"

"No, I'm not hungry, let's go directly to the airport."

Feng Yi didn't object, and at the next fork, he chose the road leading to the airport viaduct.

"Do you think I'm stupid?" Yi Nan asked him suddenly.

He couldn't answer, but another question that she asked herself a long time ago popped up in his mind, "Feng Yi, do you think I'm shameless?"

In this matter, stupid or shameless, what's the difference?
He coughed dryly and said, "Don't think so much."

"Do you know what people are most afraid of?"

"..."

"Actually, what people are most afraid of is completely denying themselves...just now, I stood in front of Mrs. Liang...repenting, crying...When I walked out of that door, I kept asking myself: Is that you, Yao Yinan?" She leaned her head lightly against the car window, and an unclear shadow was reflected on the glass, her brow protruding slightly was smooth and smooth, but her face was full of pain and confusion.

Feng Yi slammed on the brakes, his heart was equally heavy, "I advised you not to come, but regretting it now won't help."

"No, Feng Yi." Yinan shook her head, "I don't regret coming here today to see Mrs. Liang, let alone apologize to her." She sat up straight, but her arms hugged her shoulders tightly, like Trying to grasp a support to prevent herself from sinking completely, her mind was in a mess, she couldn't find where her heart was, and she began to feel panic.

"In the past, I felt it was wrong to be with Mr. Liang, just because I felt sorry for my grandparents... As for Mr. Liang's family, I always regarded it as an insurmountable barrier, the source of my pain... But, until today I Only then did I truly understand that the person I hurt the most...is Mrs. Liang..."

"Do you think I can forgive you just because you came over and said a few words lightly? If you were me, would you be able to bear it?" Mrs. Liang's aggressive questioning words were still in her ears, and she closed her eyes in fear , just now, she had been afraid to answer, even dared to imagine, but at this time, she finally had the courage to face it, "If it were me, I would not be able to bear it either." Her hands gradually left her shoulders, turned And caressing his own cheeks, wanting to shatter the fear on his face.

An unspeakable emotion surged up in Feng Yi's heart, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

In the past few years, Yi Nan has always been a special individual to him. From the pure and bright smile he saw at the very beginning, to the moment when her face is so gray and dejected, there is no trace of happiness anymore. For him, there was an indescribable shock. He always felt that he was not wrong, even for Yi Nan—he just stood in the downstream and pushed her on the back, but even without his own help , she will also slide downstream, that is her destiny.However, he couldn't tell what kind of factors were mixed in his feelings for her, was it liking or loathing, pity or guilt?Or both?
He shook his head, wanting to get rid of this uneasy thought, persisted for so long, even if it was a mistake, he couldn't turn back.

"Feng Yi, I can't help him." Yi Nan shook her head sadly, the tears finally revived again and flowed wantonly, every drop was full of regret and despair. "I ruined everything about him, but now I can't help him recover..."

She lay on the back seat, crying uncontrollably, Feng Yi didn't turn around to persuade her, he was as heavy as her.Once a lot of things are caught up to a certain track, how to develop can no longer be determined by the initiators, they are all the same, and there is no turning back.

In the warm waiting hall, Yinan was gnawing on the hamburger Feng Yigang bought. She hadn't eaten all day, and her mood was always on the verge of collapse, and the smooth crying on the way exhausted her last energy. Sometimes I just feel hungry.

"Drink some water." Feng Yi unscrewed the bottle cap and passed the water bottle over.

Yi Nan took it and drank it too fast, unavoidably choking on two mouthfuls, and silently handed a clean handkerchief to her eyes.She froze for a moment, but accepted it gratefully.

"Feng Yi, I always thought you were not a good person." Yi Nan said frankly with some embarrassment, "Actually, thinking about it now, you are not too bad."

Feng Yi smiled wryly, thought for a moment, raised his eyebrows and said, "You're right, at least to you, I'm really not a good person—I used you."

Yi Nan shook her head and said, "If I have brains, no one will be able to take advantage of them. In fact, I'm not a good person. I know it's wrong, but I still do it without hesitation."

The two looked at each other, and laughed unconsciously, somewhat bitterly.

"What are your plans for the future? I heard...you want to study abroad?"

"Maybe." Yi Nan thought of the earth-shaking changes in the past few days, and felt like a lifetime ago, "What about you?"

"I don't know, let's talk about it after... Mr. Liang's matter is resolved."

Yi Nan looked at him, what a strange fate, the two of them were connected because of Liang Zhongming, every time they thought they had reached the end, they would collide miraculously again, and this time, how would it end? Woolen cloth?

Sitting in the cabin, Yi Nan sent Min Yu the last text message, telling her the approximate time of arrival at Hong Kong, and then turned off the phone without waiting for her reply.This time she returned without success, Min Yu was not sure how to ridicule herself.

During the two-and-a-half-hour journey, she always leaned on the back of the chair and closed her eyes to meditate. She felt exhausted, but she couldn't really fall asleep. Her nerves were tense in vain. She couldn't explain where her anxiety came from. .Maybe it's because it's not over yet, but she doesn't know what else she can do.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening when she arrived in Hong Kong. Yi Nan stepped out of the cabin with the surging crowd and walked on the corridor bridge. A gust of cold wind hit her face, and a layer of chicken skin immediately covered her body. She couldn't help shrinking her neck and speeding up. out of pace.

Go through the curved corridor and enter the arrival hall.Yi Nan only brought a small suitcase with her, and she didn't need to wait for her luggage. She could take a taxi by turning left when she went out. Yi Nan stopped near the exit and glanced around subconsciously, but she didn't see Min Yu.She thought for a while, put the luggage in her hands on the ground, took out her mobile phone and turned it on again. Although she was not sure about Minyu coming to pick her up, she still wanted to make sure before leaving so that the two of them would not miss it. Be furious.

Yi Nan had to admit, at this moment, how much she longed for a relative to be by her side, even if the words were not pleasant, at least her heart would be warm.

After waiting for a while, the phone rang cheerfully, and several text messages came in at once. She eagerly opened them and filtered out the boring real estate advertisements and weather forecasts. Before she had time to check, the light in front of her eyes suddenly dimmed, and a figure covered her face.

Yi Nan raised his face in surprise, and his whole body froze immediately—Liang Zhongming stood in front of her empty-handed, looking down at her, his expression as usual, with a calm smile on his face, as if nothing happened, just describing clearly It has been reduced a little, and the look of tiredness between the brows is still lingering, but the eyes staring at her are mixed with pity, shock and more complex emotions that she may never understand.

She opened her mouth and stammered: "Feng Yi, he... has been looking for you, and he is very worried about you."

He looked at her tenderly, and said softly, "I know, he contacted me."

Yi Nan woke up from the shock just now, and immediately asked anxiously: "How could you do that? Why are you so stupid? Why didn't you ask my opinion? You..."

Liang Zhongming suddenly reached out, clasped her wrist, pulled her in hard, and pulled her into his arms, then hugged her tightly, and said hoarsely: "The stupid one is you! Me, why did you run to find her?"

Yi Nan's tears couldn't be held back, and burst out like a gate, "I don't want you to have an accident... If you have an accident, I will not be happy for the rest of my life."

Her face was just rubbing against the front of his coat, it was dry and warm, mixed with a faint smell of tobacco, how much Yi Nan longed for this familiar warm current to continue along with the remaining warmth of the past, and flow into her for a long time. A dry heart.She pressed against his chest tightly, trying to absorb more warmth, but no matter how she adjusted, it seemed that his warmth could no longer be conveyed to her smoothly.She suddenly understood that there were too many shackles on her body, which firmly blocked her thoughts and desires for him.

Closing her eyes, the tears flowed even more crazily, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." She murmured, not knowing whether it was to herself or to him.

Liang Zhongming caressed her soft hair with his hand, "It's me who should say I'm sorry." He finally got her involved, "Don't worry, you won't be in any more trouble."

Yi Nan looked up at him, her eyes still red, "Did you agree to something? Feng Yi said that you want to sell Yuanda's legal person shares, is it true?"

Liang Zhongming avoided her eyes, "Stop asking."

She stared at him nervously, "Are you really...? Then what will you do in the future? After all, it's all my fault..."

"Yi Nan, don't blame yourself, some things are not because of you... what should happen will come sooner or later."

Yi Nan sniffed, only to feel that her heart was extremely sore, she leaned her head back against his chest again, her eyes were hazy again, as if the two of them were the only ones left in this world.

If that's the case, is she willing to accompany him to the ends of the world?

As soon as this thought that she had never dared to think deeply came up, she was suddenly stunned.

Liang Zhongming hugged Yi Nan lightly, and a strange look suddenly flashed across his face, "Yi Nan..." He mumbled, "If one day... I..."

Yi Nan looked over his shoulder and cast his gaze towards the exit where the figures intersected. With tears in his eyes, the world was like a living watercolor that was rubbed into the dampness. In the relief-like picture, there are two people stationed at the exit of one side, staring blankly at the embracing couple here, quiet and strange.

Yi Nan straightened her head a little, rubbed her teary eyes, and suddenly felt suffocated. She saw the two people clearly, one was Min Yu and the other was Meng Shaoyu.

The whole body that was originally somewhat warm suddenly dropped to freezing point, she instinctively straightened up from Liang Zhongming's arms, and gently pushed his arms around her, Liang Zhongming stopped talking, and glanced at her for no reason, Then he followed her gaze and looked to the side, and immediately lowered his hand.

Minyu's surprised and indignant eyes flicked across the faces of the other three from time to time, while Yi Nan had no other expressions except for the panic that flashed across her eyes when she first recognized Meng Shaoyu, she just looked at them quietly like that. Looking at him, as if waiting for the final judgment.

The calmness on Meng Shaoyu's face was suddenly broken, he couldn't bear to see her look like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, he rushed over with great strides, his face full of hostility, as if anger was suppressed in his heart, Min Yu was startled by him , shouted tongue-tiedly, "You, what do you want to do!" The first reaction was whether he would rush up and beat Liang Zhongming. Although she herself hated that man very much, she didn't want to watch the fight after all, especially Meng Shaoyu. Sure to win.

When he got to the front, Meng Shaoyu didn't even look at Liang Zhongming, he reached out and grabbed Yi Nan's arm, and said in a hoarse voice, "Follow me back."

Liang Zhongming stood quietly without hindrance.

From the moment she found Meng Shaoyu, Yinan's eyes never left him. She took every change in his expression firmly into her eyes, and she was very clear about the consequences of any of her reactions at this moment. as a result of.He used a lot of force, and her palms were hot and humid. She was dragged forward by him and stumbled forward for several steps. The feet of the steps are messy and fast, as if they want to save her from the dire straits.

She couldn't help turning her face to look, and her gaze passed Liang Zhongming's face, just in time to catch his melancholy and broken eyes. He stood alone by the side of the door, under the dark gray coat, it seemed that he was just a discarded man. body without a soul.

Yi Nan suddenly heard the crackling sound of her heart, so sharp and piercing, it was her former pillar, her belief, but now, he is nothing, because of herself, no matter how hard she brought him... .
Yinan suddenly threw Meng Shaoyu away forcefully, his whole body was shaken, and he fell straight down—he was about to reach the door, and he failed in the end.

He turned his head slowly, staring at her with bloodshot eyes.

She didn't dare to look into his eyes, and lowered her head, "I'm sorry, I can't go with you."

She could hear his heavy breathing, every sound seemed to pour directly into her own heart, the pressure was increasing, and there was a great sadness drifting down softly like a black mist, covering her whole being .

Seeing her lowering her head, Meng Shaoyu looked obsessed and unrepentant, and then looked at Liang Zhongming who was standing silently not far away. He suddenly turned around and ran towards the exit.Min Yu was taken aback for a moment, stomped her feet resentfully at Yi Nan, and followed her.

(End of this chapter)