Over the mountain is the sea

Chapter 87

Yi Nan swallowed the soreness welling up in her throat and forced it back together with the tears. She turned around and walked towards Liang Zhongming.When she came to him, she reluctantly smiled at him, feeling powerless and having no desire to explain. I believe he can understand such a choice.

Liang Zhongming looked at her with no relief in his eyes.

"You don't have to," he said.

Yi Nan bowed his head and said nothing, with a sad expression on his face.

Liang Zhongming stared blankly at the exit of Qu Zhong Ren San, something was invisibly pulled out of his body, and he could never find it again.

Sighing, he said nothing, walked in front of her, and said softly: "Let's go." Soon, they were outside in the cold.

The heater in the car heated up quickly, Yi Nan's whole body stretched out as if melting, but his heart froze inch by inch, becoming more and more hardened, and finally sealed in the freezing point.She sighed unconsciously, looking at the street lights passing by outside the windshield, her mood also became dazed.

"Are you sympathizing with me just now?" Liang Zhongming asked her while driving the car.

Yi Nan woke up and turned around, without looking at him, she just asked quietly: "Do you need sympathy?"

Liang Zhongming smiled stiffly, and said after a while: "Actually, that boy really likes you, so you should too."

Yi Nan was stunned for a moment, his already confused mind became even more confused.

Liang Zhongming didn't bother her any more, some words were enough to stop, and it was the same for her and him.Let her lean against the glass window blankly and let her thoughts flow, she even forgot to ask him where he was taking her.It wasn't until he stepped on the brakes and then turned around to look at her in the driver's seat that she woke up and asked, "Are you there?"

Turning to look out the window, the familiar street scene and shops, it turned out that he sent her back to the apartment.

He pursed his lips and said softly: "You are tired, go back and rest early."

"What about you?" She looked at him worriedly.

He smiled, "Don't worry about me." After thinking for a while, he said, "I'll be leaving early tomorrow morning. Your troubles have been solved, and I have to solve mine."

Yi Nan was even more worried, "Are you really planning to sell stocks? Feng Yi has always been worried about you, and so have I. We..."

"Yi Nan!" Liang Zhongming interrupted her, "This is my own problem, and I know what to do. I know that you all want to help me, but sometimes, it's not a problem for me... A good thing, maybe, but the beginning of another trouble."

Yi Nan was stunned when she heard that, "You mean... I'll go find her..."

Liang Zhongming realized that his words were serious, smiled at her, and said in relief: "I didn't mean that, I know how much courage you mustered to take that step, I could hardly believe it when Feng Yi told me... "

"Yi Nan..." He called her softly, just like when they cuddled together to comfort each other a long time ago, his thoughts seemed to drift to that distant time and space, and the gentle look on his face became more and more indulgent, but Gradually, he began to fall into loneliness, as if waking up from a beautiful dream.

He stopped looking at her, and turned his eyes to the distance of nothingness, "I'm very happy, you finally found someone who can walk with you..."

Yi Nan was completely elusive about his thoughts at this time, and began to feel uneasy. She had rarely seen Liang Zhongming have such jumpy and irrelevant thoughts. Many times, he would rather bury his thoughts deep in his heart than Putting it on her face rashly like now, and his tenderness and silence also made her feel at a loss, and then felt sad. After all, this is the person she has loved for so long. Whether she chose to be with him or to leave later, now, she couldn't help wondering whether it was because of her intervention that he fell into a deeper dilemma?
And his last "blessing" can only make her more embarrassed and sad. She hasn't had time to explore the weight of these two people in her heart, and Meng Shaoyu obviously doesn't really want to accompany her to the end?
Who would want to choose a person who is entangled with the past?
She couldn't tell Liang Zhongming these words, he was no longer a pure mentor and friend like before, they had gone too far.

When Liang Zhongming turned his face again, he had regained his composure. Yi Nan looked at him, as if it was completely different from what he saw at the airport just now. It was difficult for her to describe it clearly in words. The calm and calm face in front of her made her I don't feel a little lonely and lonely.For a moment, she even wondered if the flood of pity she had just now was only due to her imagination?
She picked up the only luggage from the back seat and pushed open the door. Liang Zhongming held the steering wheel with his hands and watched her silently.

"Then I'm going back," she said finally.

"Yi Nan!" Liang Zhongming suddenly called out again, and when she looked back at him, he found that it was actually a bit difficult to say those words, so he only said briefly: "Treasure well."

Yi Nan stared at him blankly. It was a great irony to say this sentence at this time, but she didn't want to explain any more, she just nodded blankly.

After opening the lock, the room was cold, and there was no one in the house.With the neon light outside the window, she dropped her luggage, moved to the sofa, and then sat down tiredly, like a fool in the dark.

All kinds of clips are surging in my mind, like a movie, replayed clearly one by one.She felt as if she had lived half her life. After living so long and traveling so tiringly, she was still alone in the end. Is there anyone more failure than herself?
When Liang Zhongming held her in his arms, why didn't she feel the warmth and satisfaction as expected?She thought of the figure of Meng Shaoyu who gritted his teeth and turned to leave. Didn't she hesitate and regret at that moment?
"That boy... likes you very much, you...should also... cherish it."

It turned out that even Liang Zhongming had noticed that since some time, the balance of her feelings had been tilted slightly.

Is there still time?
She clenched the corner of the cushion tightly in her palm, and kept asking herself, is there still time?

After sitting for an unknown amount of time, her cell phone finally rang. She paused for a moment, and immediately fumbled to answer it. It seemed that she had been waiting for a call for so long.

It was Min Yu who called, "Is it convenient for you to come out now?"

Yi Nan swallowed nervously, "It's convenient, I'm at home, where are you?"

Minyu gave her name, and it turned out to be the place where the two drank last time, "He's a little drunk."

Yi Nan's heart trembled slightly, "Okay, let's come."

There were not many customers in the restaurant. Meng Shaoyu and Min Yu sat in the corner by the window, looking particularly eye-catching. His face was flushed, and he was fighting for a drink with the helpless Min Yu.On the small square table, several wine bottles and two wine glasses were snatched to the side, and a silver spoon was placed in the middle. Meng Shaoyu tried the angle seriously with a childish face, then closed his eyes, turned the spoon vigorously, After turning around a few times, the mouth of the spoon was facing Minyu. He slapped the table vigorously, screaming, "Finally it's your turn, drink!"

Minyu raised her wine glass with a frown, and reluctantly raised it to her lips. Under Meng Shaoyu's full stare, she still glanced at the door unwillingly, expecting rescuers to arrive.

The moment she saw Yinan, she immediately yelled out with relief, "Sister!"

Meng Shaoyu didn't turn his head, his face suddenly darkened, and he urged impatiently: "Do you want to drink?"

When Yi Nan walked in front of them, Min Yu put down her glass and got up quickly, "Well, let's chat."

Meng Shaoyu grabbed the cup, raised his neck, and drank it down.

Minyu looked at him worriedly, then looked at Yi Nan meaningfully, patted her arm, and walked away first.

Yinan sat down opposite him, and Meng Shaoyu immediately turned his gaze out of the window instead of looking at her.

She didn't know what to say, thought for a long time, and only said, "I'm sorry." In one day, she said this word to three people, and the words had become so scarce.

Meng Shaoyu murmured to the void: "In your heart, have I always been an insignificant person?"

She wanted to say no, but her throat felt like it was on fire, all the moisture evaporated, and she couldn't utter any moist syllables.

"My relationship with you is very flat, not as vigorous as he gave you, is it?"

Yi Nan felt like he was in the pitch blackness, his eyes were barren and he couldn't touch anything.

His voice had never been so deep before, "I'm not afraid of waiting, and I'm not afraid of spending my time." He finally turned his head and looked at her, the anger in his eyes had long since disappeared, and the rest was endless sadness, "I'm afraid It's because you can't meet the right person... No matter how warm it is, it's not warm, and you still stubbornly hug the person in the past!"

Yi Nan's heart was frozen by his gaze, and he couldn't even move his whole body, and the little expectation before was getting weaker and weaker.

"I'm sorry." She looked at him hopelessly and said again.

Meng Shaoyu stopped staring at her, threw away the spoon he was playing with, and said slowly: "It's me who should say I'm sorry, I'm actually not a patient person...I quit."

Yi Nan sat as if petrified, unable to speak or explain, how could she ask him to start over after breaking someone's heart?
When he walked past her, he stopped and stayed for a few seconds. Yi Nan held his breath, not daring to let out a breath. Her hands firmly grasped the hem of the tablecloth, as if holding the last ray of hope.

For five long but short seconds, no one spoke, he finally lifted his foot and left, staggering, tripping over a step at the door, the waiter leaning on the service desk instinctively let out a low cry, wanting to go up Helping him, Meng Shaoyu waved his hand at him, took out his wallet from his pocket, threw out a few banknotes, and waved his hand pretending to be cool, and walked away.

(End of this chapter)