Your warmth, my love

Chapter 119 You Are Used To It!
"You..." Zou Moyan looked at me, he should have had a lot to say, but he held back, he was obviously the kind who couldn't express his anger, so I didn't care about that, and after glaring at him, he said, "What's wrong with me? Is it because you always like to bring up old things again, endlessly talking about what happened two years ago, I said that I was young, I was self-willed, and I was wrong, isn't this all your habit?"

"It's you who always mention Lu Chengying."

"Zou Moyan, why are you so unconfident in yourself? What's wrong with him, Lu Chengying? Can't I have my own friends? I really admire you. Where did your low self-esteem come from?"

"Jiajia." Zou Moyan stood up and came to my side, wrapping his arms around me from behind. He didn't make any inappropriate gestures, just put his face on my neck, "The two years when Lu Chengying was with you , is irreplaceable, just like you said that his position in your heart is very important, I know you love me, but I can't bear the existence of this person."

"Is it because of these two years?"

"There are other things, for example, he hid your father, for example, he deliberately took you adrift, let you see me pick up Li Nan, and wanted you to know the relationship between me and Li Nan, and" Zou Moyan didn't go any further, seeing that I was tightening in his arms, "In short, these things are a contest between us men, you don't care about it, and there's no need to help him intercede with me, you have to know, from your mouth Saying the word Lu Chengying makes me very upset."

"You're talking lightly. What does that have to do with Lu Xiaoxiao? What about her and Pan Yiming?"

"Pan Yiming recently arranged other things for him. He doesn't participate in these things. As for the Lu Xiaoxiao you mentioned." Zou Moyan thought for a while and agreed to me, "I will leave a way out for her."

"Zou Moyan, don't you think that if the Lu family has something, how can Lu Xiaoxiao stay with Pan Yiming? From Pan Yiming's point of view, you are his brother, and Lu Xiaoxiao is his favorite woman. How would he choose? Besides, the Lu family really In any case, Lu Xiaoxiao won't be with Pan Yiming anymore, don't you understand this?"

"It's someone else's business."

"Others, others, others, in my eyes, she, Lu Xiaoxiao, and Lu Chengying are not others!"

Zou Moyan stopped talking, and slowly let go of me, and quickly walked to the balcony, he took out a cigarette, lit it skillfully, and looked into the distance.

I also don't think there's any need for us to talk anymore. Zou Moyan can't listen to anything at all. I'm digging a hole for myself when I talk, and it might make things worse.

I took the bag and said to Zou Moyan's back, "Mr. Zou, it looks like today is not a pleasant date. I have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

Zou Moyan just said 'um' lightly.Without looking back, I took my bag and went out quickly, but I didn't see the little fox waiting for me in the lobby. I think Zou Moyan was right, a person like the little fox is not an ordinary person, how could he be in danger.

Don't worry, I think it's still early, and I went to the nursing home where Aunt Cai is.

The reason why I haven't come to see her these days is because my father said that Aunt Cai's illnesses come and go. , she spends very little time awake in a day.

My father said that we don't have to worry about it since he is with us.

I'm naturally relieved, but I don't have anything to do today, so I just want to come and have a look.

Aunt Cai was still lying there quietly, her face seemed paler than before. There was a beautiful bouquet of flowers on the table. I thought it was from my father, but the nurse told me that it was from a young man.

This is the second time this young man has sent flowers. Who is this man?

I don't know, and I don't have any interest in guessing. I sat quietly beside Aunt Cai, and gently shook hands with hers.

Aunt Cai didn't respond to me, I told everything about myself during this period, including Zou Moyan and Li Nan, me and Lu Chengying, Aunt Cai didn't respond at all, I looked at her and sighed leisurely.

When I was about to leave, I felt that Aunt Cai was grasping my clenched hand. I looked at her face, she seemed to be waking up, and tried very hard to open her eyes. I called her name softly, "Aunt Cai, Aunt Cai."

Aunt Cai’s eyes still didn’t open in the end, so I called the nurse, who said that patients have been like this recently, if they wake up, they don’t speak, just look at the ceiling without any expression.

I gave the nurse a red envelope and asked her to take good care of it. The nurse smiled and said that if your family members can come to accompany you more, you may recover better.

"Has no one been here these days?"

The nurse smiled, "There is a young and handsome man who will come to deliver flowers every five or six days. He sits down for a while, looks around and then leaves. As for the others you mentioned, I haven't seen them."

Didn't my father say that he will be with you during the Chinese New Year?

"Thank you."

Leaving the hospital, I was curious to a certain extent. Aunt Cai had no relatives in the capital. After the accident that year, the relatives in the family basically cut off contact. Even my brother didn't come to see her, and I was the only one to take care of her. Who is the handsome young man that the nurse mentioned?

And my father also lied to me. He said that he was with Aunt Cai during the Spring Festival, but the nurse said that he had never seen her.

There is something strange about this matter.

I called Jing Qi and asked him to check for me. Jing Qi smiled and said that the salary would be tripled during the Spring Festival, and I said yes.

There is a saying called, Curiosity killed the cat, right?

But what I didn't expect was that the result Jing Qi gave me a few days later refreshed many of my memories of the past
It also made me realize that everything that happened two years ago was the result of someone's careful calculations. My love, my life, and my dreams were completely ruined.
I went back to my apartment, Zou Moyan called to ask me where I was, I said I was at home, he said he wanted to come up and sit down, I said it was late, let's go another day.

In fact, I don't know how to face him. When he feels that what he does has its own reasons, I really don't know how to express what I want to say, and those words often have the opposite effect.

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After the seventh day of the first lunar month, many units started to go to work. I found several companies to apply for on the Internet. There is nothing redeeming.

I received a call just after posting the job application, and the person on the phone asked me if I could go for an interview today. I had no preparations, but I still wanted to give it a try.

For a formal occasion such as an interview, I still have a certain degree of confidence. I put on a suit and high heels, and hurried to the interview location mentioned on the phone.

When I got to this company, I found out that it was a trade finance company, and I applied for a marketing specialist.

After entering the interview room, I looked at Lu Chengying who was sitting in front of me, and my eyes froze for a while, and several households opened the door without any hesitation.

Lu Chengying chased him out: "Jiajia, why are you in such a hurry?"

"This is your company. Isn't your family in business? When did you start trading?"

"This is my own company, and the HR department is looking for people. I saw your name and came over to take a look." Lu Chengying looked at me with a playful smile, "What's the matter? Don't want to be the woman behind Zou Moyan?"

"Cut!" I glared at him, "Since it's your company, I won't come."

"why?"

"Because I want to rely on myself." I looked at Lu Chengying seriously, "You took care of me too much in the past, whether it's work or house, I can't always be like this, I want to break through on my own."

"You don't have to work so hard." Lu Chengying sighed, "Zou Moyan holds you in his palm, why do you have to do this?"

"It's not hard work, it's my own path in life. Do your work first, don't affect the interviewees later, I'll go first."

As soon as I took a few steps, Lu Chengying hugged me gently from behind, "If you need me to do something, just talk, I, Lu Chengying, can do it, and I will do it."

"I know, I know, don't say the next thing, if you say anything else, I'm going to run away!"

Lu Chengying smiled, very easily, we chatted for a while, and then I left the company.

It is really not easy to completely get rid of my previous self. I only have two years of bank work experience, no education, no experience, and I feel that it is really difficult in this highly competitive imperial capital.

The failure of this job search also allowed me to further see my situation clearly. I can either stay quietly in Zou Moyan's arms, or make a living by myself, although the latter is difficult.

On the way home, I wanted to see if there was any place suitable for opening a small store. With the money my brother gave me, I was going to do something myself.

At this time, the phone rang, and it was a person I was super surprised by, Sun Yao.

Since Sun Yao went to my house last time, although we have settled down, we each have some awkwardness in our hearts. She called me suddenly, there must be something wrong.

"He Jiaran, where are you?"

"on the street."

"Can you come to my place, I'm in some trouble."

Sun Yao can find me in trouble?Couldn't He Changan solve it in minutes?I had a bad premonition in my heart, so I asked casually:

"What's the trouble?"

"Fuli Mansion, 1301."

Sun Yao hung up the phone after finishing speaking, and I called Zou Moyan, but he didn't answer, so I had to take a taxi to that place by myself.

And when I arrived at the Fuli Building, I saw Sun Yao standing at the door waiting for me, she smiled and said to me, "Come in."

I don't know what happened, but suddenly all the lights in the room were turned off, and the lights of the sky full of stars were exposed on the roof, twinkling, and in front of me was an aisle with red candles and white roses. The light hit Zou Moyan who was not far away, he walked towards me gracefully, and suddenly knelt down on one knee, holding a dazzling diamond ring, his eyes were full of affection.

"Jiajia, marry me, will you?"

(End of this chapter)