Your warmth, my love

Chapter 120 I'm Hypocritical
During the ten or so seconds I was surprised, melodious piano music sounded all around me, and I was completely stunned, really, completely stunned.

Zou Moyan called me in a low voice, "Jiajia?"

I came back to my senses, looked at the affectionate Zou Moyan who was kneeling on one knee in front of me, and looked around at the romantic atmosphere around me. I instinctively clenched my fists and didn't want to stretch them out at all.

How much I loved the man in front of me. At that time, my greatest wish was to be Mrs. Zou. I regarded love as the best goal in my life, and I regarded the man in front of me as my lifelong support.

But at this time, I surprisingly want to escape from this place.

"Jia Jia?"

Zou Moyan called my name again, I looked down at him, and said after a while, "Mo Yan, this is too sudden. I'm not ready yet."

"Jiajia, let's get married."

I bit my lower lip and didn't reply for a long time.

I guess there must be a lot of people around, because when I lowered my head and meditated, I heard the sound of a few people inhaling loudly. I looked at Sun Yao beside me. Kneeling.

"Mo Yan. You get up first."

Zou Moyan's affectionate gaze gradually became cloudy, and his tone of voice became a little lower: "What else do you need to think about?"

"I just think, I think we." I can't even say a reason now, but the distance between me and him in the past two years, and the missed time in the past two years have finally magnified some problems between us.

For example, his ruthless means, his unpredictable personality, and of course, his desire to control, completely make me unable to get through it!
I lowered my head in a daze, not daring to meet Zou Moyan's gaze. I know that I am self-willed now, but this is my true thought, because no matter from what point of view, now is not the time for us to get married, " Mo Yan, I."

"Stop it." Zou Moyan stood up, with a cold arrogance all over his body. He looked at me with a blank expression. The piano music on one side had stopped. I don't know who turned on the light. Zhou Luo, Zhou Ling, He Chang'an Sun Yao, Pan Yiming and Lu Xiaoxiao all looked at me from behind him, they were very embarrassed, I could see it from Sun Yao's posture of trying to escape.

Zou Moyan strode past me and left quickly. I stood where I was, looking at the red candles all over the place, feeling mixed feelings in my heart.

Candles are red and tears, flowers and stars.

I am brave because of love, because I was brave at the beginning, but now I am timid.
"Jiajia, that Zou Moyan proposed to you. He arranged it on the spot. The lamp was glued on by him bit by bit. He said that you like to watch the stars, and this rose was shipped from France. He Said that this is the rose in a manor you once went to, you liked it at the time, and that diamond ring, yes" Sun Yao glanced at He Changan, afraid that she would say something she shouldn't say again, "That, yes... yes precious."

Nothing about Zou Moyan is good enough, I know that.

But how precious it is, I can't imagine.

Lu Xiaoxiao walked to my side at this time and asked me in a low voice, "Why don't you agree?"

I don't know how to answer Lu Xiaoxiao, but I just stared blankly at everything around me. Although I am more or less hypocritical in their eyes, this is me.

"Let's go, the romantic love idol drama has become a one-man show, what else is there to watch!" Zhou Luo took Zhou Ling on his arm and left the room first, followed by He Changan, Sun Yao obviously had something to say, and was caught He Changan turned back with a frightened look, and followed him out obediently. Finally, Pan Yiming walked up to Lu Xiaoxiao's side and said, "I'll wait for you outside."

Lu Xiaoxiao sighed, "Jiajia, don't you love him very much?"

"I love him and want to be with him for the rest of my life, but now is really not a good time, Lu Xiaoxiao, do you know that I don't even have an equal chance with Zou Moyan, I know he loves me, but now he is the same as before It's very different. I'm like a domesticated pet in front of him. I don't have the ability to take care of myself. He pets me and loves me, but I don't want everyone in my family to rely on him. I feel very uncomfortable." "You are trying to be brave."

"I'm trying to be brave, but I can't help it. Since it is impossible for us to go back to two years ago, from now on, I hope that everything between me and him can be equal. He loves me because he loves me. , instead of loving our past."

Lu Xiaoxiao looked at me with a complicated expression, and said lightly, "He Jiaran, the stubbornness in your bones will make your heart hurt sooner or later."

"If there is a day, I will admit it."

"Jiajia, why do you let yourself live so hard? We all watched the two of you fall in love, and we have experienced so many things along the way. How come you didn't agree to the proposal? Is your pride, your self-esteem, really more important than Zou Moyan?"

"Xiaoxiao, I don't know, I don't know." I scratched my hair in a panic, flashing all the things that happened these days in my mind, and suddenly felt that Zou Moyan's marriage proposal made me very happy, but at the same time felt very sad. "Many things between us are really hard to explain in one or two sentences."

"I understand, Jiajia, I want you to be happy more than anyone else. Although you can't be with my brother, I always regard you as my best friend. No matter what decision you make, I will support you!"

Lu Xiaoxiao hugged me and went out. Her comforting words didn't make me feel any better. Now there was no one in the hall. Looking at the empty and beautiful surroundings, I felt an unprecedented loss.

Precious red wine is placed on the rectangular dining table, and the goblets are the style I like, and there are exquisite desserts next to them. I also saw champagne specially prepared for the celebration.
Zou Moyan thinks that I will agree.

But I am no longer the He Jiaran I used to be.

But think about it, He Jiaran two years ago didn't even go to the proposal ceremony.
I poured a glass of wine for myself, and drank it without hesitation by the candlelight.

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I don’t know how much wine I drank. When I woke up, I was lying on the floor of this room. The morning sun reflected on my face. I struggled to open my eyes. I was still surrounded by everything from last night. Burnt out candles, empty wine bottles, and still beautiful roses
I rubbed my face, stood up unsteadily, and walked slowly to the window. The city was shrouded in the morning light and was waking up, and I, He Jiaran, woke up too.

I didn't want to stay in this room for more than a minute. At this time, Jing Qi called me and said that I had some clues about what I was investigating. He asked when we could meet, and I said anytime.

According to my preference, Jing Qi made an appointment at a Chinese restaurant. My reason was simple, I was hungry.

I arrived a little earlier, took the menu and ordered a few dishes. Jing Qi, I didn’t know how the taste was, so I ordered some light sauce and delicious. The main food was meat pie with pimple soup. I’m so hungry that I can swallow a big one now. elephant!
I thought about Lu Chengying saying that I was heartless before, I didn't think so, but now, I really think about myself that way.

I rejected someone's romantic marriage proposal yesterday, and I was so drunk, and now I'm resurrected with full blood, eating meat pie soup, I'm a fucking weird one!

Jing Qi came very quickly, I asked the waiter to serve, Jing Qi looked at me, and suddenly laughed, "He Jiaran, why do you look so bad?"

"It's okay, tell me about your place, what did you find?"

"After you told me the general situation, I went to the nursing home to check the surveillance video by my own means. I found that the surveillance video of Aunt Cai's room was incomplete. A bouquet of flowers will appear. I asked a few flower shops according to the color and shape of the bouquet. The result was that they said that the bouquet was very simple. I couldn’t remember when I made it. I asked again. Several nurses said that the man was tall and thin and wore a mask, and he would leave after two or three minutes every time he came in, and never stayed longer."

"Why are you talking in such a panic?" I looked at him, "Didn't you find anything else?"

"There will be a fee in the account of the nursing home at the beginning of each month. I have inquired that the purpose of this fee is that they do not disclose it, but I have checked that after the money comes in, Aunt Cai's treatment fee will be deducted. Now Lots of savings."

What do you mean, that is to say, there are still people depositing money into the account of the nursing home every month?
Now I am getting more and more confused, and feel very strange, "Where is the account?"

"I haven't been able to find out about this yet, but one thing is certain is that there is indeed someone who is helping Aunt Cai to treat her illness."

I can't help but start guessing, who is this man?
"I've been checking the accounts and the videos of the entire hospital. I also found that someone is deliberately preventing me from discovering these things. Although it is a bit difficult, I will give you an answer as soon as possible."

I also had no idea in my heart, so I had to say, "Then this matter will trouble you."

"What are you being polite about? I already feel very embarrassed that I didn't help you before."

The dishes were all served, Jing Qi looked at the dishes on the table in surprise and didn't know what to say, "Why did you order so many?"

"I'm very hungry." I put a piece of tofu in my mouth, and I was still thinking about Aunt Cai. It seemed that this incident made me fall into a fog. Who is that person?Does he have anything to do with Aunt Cai's car accident?

I came back to my senses and saw Jing Qi was looking at me all the time, so I asked him: "You eat yours, don't be polite, I treat you to this meal."

(End of this chapter)