Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 289

"Suddenly, I'm not used to being alone, because I'm used to following your figure, so I feel so empty in my heart, I don't know what to do, or I'm used to passing by the places I used to walk together, so, it is inevitable When we meet again, it is inevitable to be sad again. You always smile at me, because you never put me in your heart. If you don’t care much, you can always deal with it calmly. If you put me in your heart, every minute and every moment Every second affects your feelings, so I'm never thankful that you treat me so gently, never..."

It's really cold...tonight, it's really cold...

Yun Yu's footsteps came behind him, and his voice became clearer.

"I will often tell myself, forget it, it's just a secret love, without you, there will be others, so I also participated in fellowships, and I still go to classmates' dinners, and when I meet people who usually don't want to talk, hold back and stay patiently I got on the phone, but after breaking up, I never want to have any contact. Every time the party is over, the first thought in my heart is to go back to see you. It’s cold, and I want to know if he has prepared a thick coat for you. Rainy day, I am also worried that he will carelessly forget to bring your umbrella. In summer, you will occasionally feel dizzy. If it was the past, I would bring iced sour plum soup by my side every day and pass it to you pretending to be a coincidence. But I am gone, he Do you also notice your frown from time to time? Thinking in my heart, I will often walk to your building. If I happen to meet you, I will just say something silly, and then walk away quickly. If I meet you If not, I just stood there for a few minutes, thinking that I might have better luck next time, never dared to participate in the game of truth or dare, never dared to drink too much alcohol, never dared to look directly in front of everyone. Your eyes have always been behind you, and one day you accidentally fall, I will help you, but your front will always belong to him."

"On Valentine's Day that year, we no longer went to celebrate being single together. In the same place, I was the only one who sang until dawn. When I returned to school the next morning, I was discovered by the dormitory teacher, and I was prosecuted and punished. When you found out about this matter, you helped me write the prosecution and blamed me for running out alone. My voice was so hoarse that I couldn’t speak. You thought I knew I was wrong, so you bought medicine and stayed with me After sitting in the dormitory for a day, you were sleepy, so you leaned on the table and fell asleep, but I didn’t sleep, I just looked at you with my eyes open. I secretly threw the medicine you gave me under the table. I don’t know if you saw it or not. Yes, but if it can be done like this, I really hope that this disease will last longer."

"It's just that wishes are always beautiful, but reality is always a few degrees colder than it. Your man called, but he just failed a little exam, so he clamored for you to comfort him. You left very quickly, even The words of consolation that are most often said have been omitted. It can be seen that I am very anxious. It is the end of the semester, and the exams of all subjects have ended. After you left, no one came back from the dormitory. When I got confused, I called you at some point. You were very noisy, as if you were outside. You asked me what was wrong, and I said nothing. I just wanted to hear your voice. Then you noticed something. Soon, you pushed open the door of my dormitory, and when you saw me like this, you would send me to the hospital without saying a word. I was extremely stubborn, and I just pulled you and refused to let you go. You had no choice but to sit by the bed Stay with me, that night, you avoided the teacher, avoided the classmates, and you stayed with me at my bedside... After that day, your time suddenly became much less. I heard later that he I had a big temper tantrum with you, saying that you left halfway through his birthday party and didn’t return overnight, maybe it was to make up for it, maybe it was to avoid suspicion. Or the word thank you sometimes appears in the sentence, I laugh awkwardly, you smile alienated, we are developing in two farther and farther directions.”

"I'm sorry. Please don't say any more!" Ya Ling grabbed his sleeve and squatted beside him. His bright eyes were filled with mist, and his eyes were full of guilt. He turned his head and glanced at her. , Then, shaking his head, he seemed to be talking to himself and said, "How can this be your fault?"

"I really didn't know that I had treated you like this. It was my fault. It was really my fault." Yaling tried hard to admit his mistake, and looked at him with some distress, not knowing where to put his hand. Where, finally picked up the coat in his arms, hesitated for a moment, unfolded it lightly, put it on the two of them, leaned towards him, his ears were a little red, but he didn't let himself flinch.

"At that time, I was really a bastard. Even if I didn't know anything, I shouldn't give you such an illusion, so that you can't break your feelings for me, and keep you in such pain. Forgive me, I, I beat myself for you."

Suddenly he raised his arm, and hit his face heavily, the sound of slap woke him who was still in the middle of the battle, he hurriedly grabbed her hand and wrapped it in his hand, and went to examine her side of the face again. Feeling pity and heartbroken, Yaling saw his actions and felt even more unforgivable. After so long, he still couldn't get rid of it. Her sin was too great.

"I'm not worthy of your liking. For a person like me, you should punch me a few times, and then find someone better. You shouldn't waste your life on me." Ya Ling couldn't help crying Impulsive, if she knew that she had caused him such trouble, she would never hurt him again.

"Yeah, why do I still come to look for you again? Why can't I just let you go? Why am I so stupid, get hurt again and again, and still try my best to stand up and follow behind you? Why? En? Ya Ling, tell me why?"

The questioning words came out sentence by sentence, and he looked at Yaling intently, as if it was really Yaling he was asking, not himself.

And Ya Ling was also stunned, because she saw tears in Ning Siyuan's eyes, she panicked, opened her arms and hugged him, frantically comforting: "Not stupid, not stupid at all, It's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's my fault, my fault, I... Let's be together, okay?"

As soon as the words came out, the two embracing people froze, and another burst of thunder rolled by, and Ya Ling withdrew from Ning Siyuan's arms, with shyness on his face.

Ning Siyuan looked at her with her mouth slightly open, she hesitated again, lowered her head, but moved the umbrella in his hand to his direction, and said very firmly: "We are together! I was a bastard in the past! Please Forget me like that! And now, forget everything about me, I have feelings for you, so I'm not making up for it, it's because I want to be with you, can you accept this?"

(End of this chapter)