Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 334

Her expression became rich in an instant, and the curling water vapor rose from the teacup in front of me, covering my sight, and everything about her became blurred. I closed my eyes, held the cup with both hands, and rotated it gently He said to himself, "That's it..."

It's all done, I can't be free again unless I smash the boat under my feet, but how could I do such a thing?So, let's start the journey, don't deliberately determine the direction, wherever you go... just let it be.

I looked up again, a little surprised that she hadn't answered my question for so long.

"Don't have time? Then..."

"Yes." She took out the finger she was biting on her mouth and answered hastily.

I looked at her, but she was silent again, her knees kept opening and closing, and her hands were stretched out to her lips to bite gently, her eyes were full of complex lights, and her eyebrows were also slightly wrinkled. mound.

"Don't think too much. I also know that asking you to make a decision so quickly will make you a little embarrassed. It's just my father's intention. I don't want to rebel, and I don't mean to refuse."

"Wait, please wait..." She interrupted me, put her elbows on her knees, covered her eyes, shook her head slightly, as if trying to shake something away, suddenly, she looked at me through her fingers, and hit He didn't look away from me, his heart was full of things.

I got up and walked to her side, but she didn't notice my action. When I sat down, she realized that she wanted to move some position. I put my fingers together, tilted my head to look at her, and said slowly: "Yaling, if you feel that this matter annoys you, reject me immediately. You should know that once... things go on, there is no chance of turning back. I can't ask you anything, but I don't want you I will feel oppressed and painful by my side, although I...can't guarantee whether I will...give you the happiness that a woman wants most, but I will love you very much and spoil you very much. If there is no change, I will live my whole life with you, this..."

She lowered her hand a little, with surprise in her eyes, she just looked at me like this for a long time, and then said dryly: "That's it, is it settled?"

I didn't quite understand which aspect she meant, so I nodded vaguely. She looked at me blankly, and put her hands down completely. I was also a little shaken, irritable again, and I had an urge to stand up and leave here.

"Su Wei, can you remember what you said today?"

What?my words?
What I said earlier?Or a sentence in it?
"Can you remember?" She repeated the question very persistently, her fingers grabbed my pants tightly.

I nodded, no matter which sentence she said, since I said it, of course I will remember it and will try my best to implement it.

I don't know if it was because my nodding was too easy, but she didn't show any joy, instead she was a little absent-minded.

I leaned over to see her condition, she stood up suddenly, strode towards the bathroom, closed the door without knowing what she was doing inside, I waited outside for a long time before she came out.

When she came out again, she had returned to her normal appearance. The living room with only the wall lamp turned on was dimly lit. I couldn't see her expression clearly. I just heard her walk in front of me, and she seemed to answer with ease: "Tomorrow I have a day. time."

One day many years later, when I was chatting occasionally, I suddenly heard her talking about what happened that day, and I couldn't help but feel anxious again.

She said that when I came in that day, my complexion was not very good. Although I smiled, it was very ugly. It was the first time that she and I were alone in such a closed space, so she was very nervous and very nervous. Afraid that something would disappoint me, after she was busy for a long time, I didn't see my eyes on her, so I felt a little sad in my heart, and then I heard me tiredly asking if I have time tomorrow, thinking about it? I took her to see my father. At that moment, my expression didn’t show any encouragement or expectation. Except for exhaustion and numbness, she clearly felt like a clown who brought me troubles. My unhappiness was all What she caused was normal, she didn't dare to speak, and she didn't know what to say, her position was very awkward, she didn't even know what expression she should change at that time?She could only sit there stiffly, suffering in her heart, but wanted to smile on the surface.

She wants to go back with me, even if the world collapses tomorrow, she also wants to go back with me, she thinks, of course she wants to, she has been in love for so long, and suddenly one day it almost becomes true, how can she not be happy?It's just that she saw me again, she saw my reluctance, my embarrassment, and the grievance in my heart, so she was silent, she was terrified, she bit her finger and thought whether she should give up and fulfill me or be selfish and fulfill her unknown all at once happiness……

And at this time, I just said something like that.

Of course she understood what it meant, and felt sad. Although she knew that I didn't love her, it still made people sad to say it. For a few seconds, she felt that she was very pitiful and irritating. Well, it's her own fault, but when I said the last sentence: If there is no accident, I will be with you for the rest of my life... After that, everything disappeared, and hope was cast in her heart again.

She was thinking, life is so long, if we all live long, then we can live to be a hundred years old or even longer!There are 360 ​​five days in a year, 24 hours in a day, 1 minutes in an hour, and 60 seconds in a minute. She has so much time to be with me, wouldn’t God Does a second of the day make us fall in love?Even if it is the last second of life, it is also her and my life and happiness. Although this hope is vague, it can be hoped for, and it is a thousand times better than no hope.

So she asked me if I remembered these words. She thought very childishly at the time, if I said I would remember, I would not regret it, and she was assured that she could let go and use all her body and mind to win my love.

What a fool!
The deep-seated eachother will disappear in smoke, let alone us who were so awkward at the time!

But I can't laugh at her. Her persistence and bravery have already surpassed me a hundred times. Thinking differently, if I become her, will I be blocked in such a situation just because of a nod from the other party? What about a lifetime?The answer is, no.

Therefore, my love will never be against her, no matter how hard I love, I will always be defeated in front of her!
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Dear friends, wash up and sleep after reading it.

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