Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 350

On the phone, Jiaru didn't say much, just talking about me now, Yaling now, and there is no emotion in her words now, but I can hear some meaning, she seems to be calm Not very good.

"Back then, I left in a bit of a hurry, and I didn't have time to sort out many things. Later, I thought about it very clearly. I don't blame anyone. It's just a misunderstanding. It's just that I paid too much for this misunderstanding."

When Jiaru said this, there was a touch of self-mockery and regret in her words: "In these years abroad, I often think about the past, and I thought I wouldn't care about it. Who would have thought that I would feel sad even thinking about it? Will you still blame me for leaving suddenly?"

I was a little dumb, and heard her say again: "You will definitely say no, but I can't be happy. Your absence is to me. If you don't have it, you have it. Sometimes your silence is more frightening than a severe reprimand, hehe , let me know more about you."

I really don't know what to say this time.

Later, she talked about her life abroad, how blue the sky was over there, how hot the eyes were when the sea breeze blows, and said that she couldn't hear the familiar language there, but she had gotten used to biting her tongue. She is used to their strange skin color and weird living habits, but she still misses them a little.

My words are unusually small, and I can't even conceive the world in her mind in sync with her. I just look at the closed door and think that the kitchen seems to be still hot with soup. I don't know if it will be. to leak out?Yaling wouldn't just sleep on the sofa, right?Looking at the weather, it seems that the weather will change soon. Is the plan for the afternoon postponed indefinitely?
In fact, it was all because the call was so unreal. It seemed that if you hung up one second, the next second, the person on the phone would still be just a name in memory, not like Yaling downstairs, You can touch it with your hand, and there are happy, complaining, and self-talking thoughts in her ears every day. Sometimes at night, she will come to grab the quilt, sometimes she will say strange dreams, and sometimes she will even sit up. , After walking around the bedside, I touched my face and fell asleep again. And so on, the lock is broken but true.

"Then, I say goodbye first."

"Well, take care of yourself."

The two were silent together for a long time, and they didn't know who hung up the phone.

Pushing open the door, I let out a small sigh of relief, inexplicably.

After walking a few steps, I saw that Ya Ling was no longer on the sofa. When I walked downstairs, I saw her figure busy by the fence outside the house.

She dug out the flowers that had been made the day before, planted the soil again, planted the flowers again, watered them, dusted them, and arranged them neatly according to their colors.

Holding a small shovel and shoveling the soil, she bent over with her back to me, not knowing how much soil to shovel. It was clear that the flowerpots were already full, but her back straightened up. It's as if it's frozen, and it makes people feel annoyed for no reason.

"Yaling." I called her.

Only then did she move, put down the shovel, quickly passed her arms past her eyes, and then turned to look at me.

"Oh? What?"

"Soup, it should be ready." I answered unnaturally.

"Soup? Soup! I forgot there was still soup on the fire! It's over!" She ran away in a hurry, and I saw that the place where she left was completely intact, and there was no sign of being shoveled away.

This sudden phone call was quickly forgotten by me outside of work and life. During that time, the company was facing restructuring, and sometimes it was so busy that I didn’t even have time to eat. When I got home, I was so exhausted that I didn’t even think about Yaling’s words. Hey, my mind is full of plans that have been designed and overthrown. I have never faced such a complicated challenge. The fighting spirit all over my body has burned most of my energy, so when I got home, I was nervous. Eliminate, I just rest quietly.

In front of our loved ones, we are always undefended and undisguised, aren't we?

It's just that even this was realized later.

Because of the exhaustion during that time, I neglected Aling, and naturally did not consider the contradictions, entanglements, fears and anxieties in her heart.

A phone call, for me, can be forgotten in a few days.For her, it was nothing more than a storm of the century, blowing through her familiar homeland and completely overturning her life.

She interpreted my tiredness as absent-mindedness, my exhaustion as boredom, and even my early sleep was understood by her as rejection of her.

She was thinking a lot, but she didn't dare to ask me for confirmation. She was afraid that the answer she got would make her face even more embarrassing, so like a timid little turtle, she occasionally poked her head out to test the water temperature, and retracted if there was a slight fluctuation. The shell refuses to come out.

Perhaps, I imagined her too strong, or she was never as optimistic as I thought.

Once her sensitive nerves are tense, even the slightest sigh will make her think a lot.

When the lights were turned off at night, she approached me slightly apprehensively, the familiar smell aroused a faint movement in my body, I lay still, but felt her hand slowly touch my arm, I trembled slightly, still Do not move or speak.

In the darkness, we couldn't see each other's expressions. My breath was deliberately suppressed by me, but my body was in chaos, and there was a tendency to be uncontrollable. But at this moment, she let go of her hand, and her body quickly Backing away, her breath dissipated, she had to lie back again, covered with a quilt, and stopped moving.

Everything seems to be just an illusion of mine.

However, it took a long time for the inexplicable hotness caused by her to subside, and she couldn't help wondering, what was she doing?
It wasn't until later that she realized that this inexplicable initiative was actually her last temptation. She once told herself: If Su Wei responds, even if it's just a penny, then I will stay, no matter how hard it is, I will stay. Next, if not, then leave.

However, my stillness and silence made her really sad.

Just a few days before that night, she received a call from Jiaru. In the phone call, Jiaru said that she would come back, and said that she had already talked to me on the phone, saying that she and I were getting back together. Insinuating the intervention of Eladrin.

She doesn't have self-confidence in the first place, this marriage is not easy to get, and being cautious after marriage didn't bring me too much enthusiasm. She is already a little discouraged. At this juncture, Jiaru's words are undoubtedly A heavy punch can get twice the result with half the effort, so she made such a courageous attempt.

There will be a sudden departure the next day.

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