unresponsive love

Chapter 139 I'm Alive, You're Dead

One day, two days, three days... More than a week passed, and Lu Nansheng still didn't show up.

No matter how Liu Yuechuan and Zuo Tang searched for Lu Nansheng, they still had no news of him. As time went by, until now, they didn't know how to explain to Xia Lin.

On the contrary, it was Xia Lin who asked a few questions at first, but now, strangely, she no longer mentioned a single word about Lu Nansheng.

Her silent indifference, neither noisy nor noisy, her overly quiet attitude is what makes people worry, because no one can guess what she is thinking right now.

A few times, Wen Xin wanted to insinuate her words, but as long as she had something to do with Lu Nansheng, Xia Lin would be silent. In the end, it was hard for them to say anything, except to wait, they still waited.

During this period of time, Xia Lin's sight, ears, skin, etc. gradually returned to normal. Now, she is almost the same as a normal person, but she still needs to be hospitalized for observation.

Every day, Wen Xin would accompany her in the ward, go out to accompany her to bask in the sun during the day, and let her walk around in a wheelchair to breathe fresh air.

She was originally a nurse and knew how to take care of patients. She almost took care of Xia Lin in every possible way.

Liu Yuechuan and Zuo Tang would also run here from time to time, but they stayed here for a short time. Once they were not in the hospital, Chu Xiu would visit her once in a while.

But in the past two days, Chu Xiu didn't seem to come here very much, at least when Xia Lin was awake, he didn't appear in front of her again.

However, in the middle of the night every night, she was always in a daze, feeling a pair of eyes watching her, and a person sitting beside her hospital bed for a long time, and when she woke up in the morning, there was nothing beside her...

"Mrs. Lu, you can be discharged from the hospital after a little more time." The nurse looked at her recovering appearance and smiled sincerely. There is nothing you can do about it, now that I see you, I can hardly believe this is reality."

Xia Lin was lying on the hospital bed, smiling slightly, "It's not that exaggerated."

"I'm telling the truth." Suddenly thinking of something, the nurse smiled and said, "Your friends don't seem to be here today, the sun outside is very good, and the doctor told you to go out in the sun every day to dispel your body. Why don't you let me push you out for a walk with the Yin Qi that was originally condensed in your body, as it happens that I'm fine."

During this period of time, I got along with the nurses here a lot, and everyone gradually became acquainted, so Xia Lin didn't refuse anything, and nodded slightly, "Then I will trouble you."

"No trouble."

The nurse put the wheelchair on the edge of the bed and was about to help her, but Xia Lin waved her hand, "I haven't walked for several days, let's walk today, if I take a wheelchair again, my bones will probably rust."

The nurse was amused by her words, "Well then, walking is also a good thing, it's good for your health."

Xia Lin curled her lips into a smile, let the nurse accompany her, and walked out of the ward to the garden behind the hospital.

The sun is warm, the spring is full, the flowers and birds are fragrant, and the green grass is faint.

Before you know it, it is already spring.

The clear world reflected in the black and white eyeballs suddenly made people fascinated. She sat on the white chair in the garden, staring at the clear picture in a daze for a long time, not knowing what she was thinking, until a voice came from not far behind her. A coughing sound brought her back from her thoughts.

She followed the sound and stared back, only to see Chu Xiu sitting in a wheelchair, with a middle-aged doctor wearing golden glasses behind him pushing him and walking aimlessly.

As if sensing her gaze, he turned his head to look at her, seeing her restored face and no longer cloudy eyes, he was startled, then curled his lips and greeted, "Hi."

Xia Lin twitched the corner of her mouth, and replied, "Hi."

Very common greeting, like a strange friend.

He raised his increasingly skinny fingers, dismissed the doctor behind him, sat there looking at her, parted his pale lips, "Come out to bask in the sun?"

"Yeah." She smiled slightly, "What about you?"

"Coincidentally." He said with a faint smile, "me too."

"The sun is very good today, it's suitable to come out and bask in the sun."

"I also believe so."

The nonchalant, rambunctious conversations are just like the first time, and they don't seem to feel anything wrong with each other.

Xia Lin stared at him deeply. He was wearing the same blue and white hospital gown as hers, with a wool blanket covering his legs. His hands on his legs were pale, with faint blue veins showing. He was originally slender and beautiful. fingers, almost bony.

His face also faded from the coquettish and evil spirit of the past, showing a kind of weak paleness and powerlessness, and his cold eyes are calm now, so calm that there is no emotion.

The warm-colored sunlight shrouded him, coating him with a layer of pale golden light. Suddenly, he felt that at this moment, he was not an evil demon, but a radiant god... If his face was not so White words.

Seeing that her eyes were on him for a long time, he raised his eyebrows and asked in a slightly ethereal voice, "Why are you staring at me like this?"

"It's nothing." She smiled and pulled her lips, "It's just that you suddenly feel that you are very vicissitudes, which is a bit different from what I remember about you, so I want to look at you more, so that I can see you back to your original appearance when I have a chance, and say Maybe I can make fun of you, so that you can no longer be arrogant in front of me."

"That's a pity." He smiled regretfully and shook his head, "I thought you were infatuated with me, so I wanted to see more... Cough cough... Cough cough..."

Before he could finish the sentence, he suddenly coughed violently. He covered his mouth with a handkerchief. The cough made him exhausted physically and mentally, and blue veins appeared on his neck.

Taking his weak appearance into his eyes, Xia Lin's eyes dimmed, "How are you?"

"Ahem, it's okay..."

"But it looks very ill."

"Probably so." Finally stopped coughing, he put the white handkerchief in his palm, raised his head and smiled at her again, "It seems that I made you laugh, has my image dropped again?"

"Your image has never been very good in my eyes, it's the same whether you fall or not."

"You hit people hard."

"Always been this way."

"..."

He suddenly didn't know what to say, but she smiled and said, "How long are you going to talk to me like this over there? My neck is getting sore, this chair is not short, can you come and sit?"

Raising his eyebrows, he half-jokingly said, "Are you inviting me?"

She didn't care, "Whatever you think, you can come here?"

"That's all." He said in a weak and tired voice, "I think this is fine."

"Then I'll go to your place."

As she said that, she was about to get up, but he stopped him first, "Don't be so persistent, I won't like it."

She paused, "Have I ever made you like me?"

"……probably."

"Then come and sit." She sighed, "It's too far away, it's a waste of energy to talk."

"I can't walk," he said, "I have broken legs and I don't want to move."

She suggested, "You can slide the wheelchair, there are no stones or obstacles here, just slide the wheelchair and you can come over, or can I come and push you?"

"But I want to walk in front of you. If I have to go there, I want to use my legs to walk in front of you." He said helplessly, "It's just that there are other patients not far from here, and I'm afraid I'll fall down later." Let them see the joke, you know, a man's self-esteem is very strong."

She froze for a moment, then smiled casually, "The meaning of being in a wheelchair is the same."

"It's different." His deep eyes fixed on her, "To me, the meaning is different."

He wanted to walk in front of her with his legs instead of sitting in a wheelchair like this...

She simply asked the last sentence, "Then did you pass or not?"

"..."

He hesitated, thought for a while, and then said, "Turn your head away."

"reason?"

"I don't want you to see me in a mess." He said without knowing the truth, "I don't have a good image in the first place, and if I let you see how I fell, I'm afraid I will regret this life."

She frowned and didn't quite agree, but seeing his insistence, she could only ask, "Can you do it? No, it's fine if you really want to sit over there."

"You know what men hate the most?"

"..."

"Being underestimated by women." He raised one corner of his lips, with an order that could not be disobeyed, "Turn your head away."

After struggling for a long time, she took a deep breath, and finally chose to turn her head back, and asked with her back to him, "Can I come and help you later?"

His firm two words, "No."

"..."

She pursed her lips, and didn't say another word. He watched her sitting on a white bench, wearing a blue and white hospital gown, her lips curled up, and a happy arc overflowed.

Then, he put his hands on the armrests of the wheelchair, put his legs on the ground, tried his best to support himself, slowly moved away from the wheelchair, and stood up bit by bit.

His legs with hamstrings were crippled, and he just stood up a little, when the wheelchair behind him slipped back because of too much support, and he suddenly fell to the ground without a supporting body.

Xia Lin could clearly hear the heavy and muffled sound of her body falling to the ground, but she didn't allow herself to speak, she pursed her lips tightly as if waiting for a friend who came towards her.

No one came forward to help him, and there was even a snickering sound not far away, but he didn't seem to care, with his hands on the ground, he stood up again.

Obviously there was only a short distance, only ten meters away, but it took him more than an hour to crawl to her side reluctantly.

Along the way, he didn't know how many times he fell down repeatedly, and how many times he got up again...

Exhausted, he climbed onto the bench next to her, supported the chair, and sat down on the bench half a meter away from her position. His forehead was already covered with sweat, and there were constant panting sounds, but Greeted her with a smile and relaxed tone, "Hi, I'm here."

Her eyes were a little wet, but there was a bright smile in her eyes, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

"It's also a good choice to wait occasionally, and you're not in a hurry to go somewhere." He chuckled lightly, his chest rising and falling due to panting, "I won't die after a while."

She suddenly stared at him seriously, "What about you? Will you die?"

"..."

"Suddenly remembered that when we first met, you told me that life is precious..."

"That's what other people said." He didn't think so, because he didn't know how many lives were lost in his hands and played with by him.

Including, originally she was played by him in the palm of his hand, but in the middle, something unexpected happened to him that he never thought of...

Xia Lin looked up at the sun hanging in the blue sky, the sun was a bit dazzling, she couldn't help squinting her eyes, wriggled her lower lip, and smiled, "Now, I seem to be getting better every day, but you seem to be getting better every day. I'm going to die day by day."

(End of this chapter)