unresponsive love

Chapter 140 He will come back

He didn't like to be exaggerated by sadness, and he didn't like to magnify his unpleasant emotions. Listening to what she said with a smile, Chu Xiu raised his lips casually, which belonged to his usual truth and falsehood, "If you don't want to part with it, let's die for love together."

Xia Lin laughed, lowered her eyes again, and said lightly, "Maybe I don't have the courage."

She still has people she cherishes, things she cherishes, things she cherishes, everything in this world, death, and now suddenly she can't do it.

People who have experienced death should no longer be afraid of death, but she is reluctant now. She still has too many obsessions with this world, and she doesn't want to die yet...

"Then don't act like I'm going to die soon." Chu Xiu put one hand on the backrest, and said lazily, "I'm still alive and well. There has never been a better time than now."

Although his legs are disabled, his body is broken, and many things have exceeded his expectations, he has never felt such a feeling of peace and solidity.

He had experienced a lot of cruel things, and gradually he became very cruel. Life never took him seriously, but he never thought that he could have such a time, and suddenly one day, watching this Everything, feeling all this, will feel very good.

It's so beautiful, it seems that I have no regrets after dying like this...

Xia Lin curled her lips slightly, then turned her head and glanced at him, staring at him who seemed to be enjoying herself, and raised her eyebrows, "Isn't Xia Lin No. [-] by your side?"

Unexpectedly, she suddenly asked such a nonsensical question, Chu Xiu laughed secretly, "What? Afraid I'm too lonely?"

"No, just asking casually."

"She was sent away by me." Although he felt that this question was not important at all, since she asked, he still explained, "I don't need these people by my side, so I sent her away."

Subconsciously, that is to say, those people under his command were dismissed by him.

Xia Lin didn't know if she understood what he meant, she no longer cared about this issue, took a breath and said, "I'm a little tired, I'm dizzy after being in the sun for too long, I'm going back to the ward first, and you should go back early too."

She just wanted to get up, but he suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist, "Sit with me for a while."

"..."

"It will be fine in a while."

He stared fixedly at her, unable to distinguish the expression on his face, and his tone didn't seem to be pleading, but seemed to be saying a very plain thing.

Regardless of whether he said this out of any emotion, Xia Lin couldn't bear to refuse him after all, so he just sat down in his original position and replied softly, "Okay."

There was a slight smile on Chu Xiu's lips, and she let go of her wrist. Neither of them said a word to each other. The two of them sat quietly on the bench with a distance between them. .

If people who don't understand see it, they will definitely think that there is no intersection between them, and they just sit together because of the same position.

The warm spring breeze blew her face, and her long hair like blue silk was blown away, and his fine short hair was also slightly swaying...

Back in the ward again, Xia Lin was lying on the hospital bed, and took out a photo in his hand.

In the photo is a beautiful face of a woman. This is before she parted with Chu Xiu. He handed this photo to her and said, "Remember this woman, from now on, you can only allow me to be the last one to hurt you!" Those who have passed you, the rest are not allowed."

He didn't allow anyone to hurt her anymore, and he didn't allow others to touch her any more.

It's just that he is destined to be unable to protect her in the future, and he can only remind her when he is still here.

He didn't tell her who the woman in the photo was, nor did he tell her that he wanted to set up a chess game, so he indulged a person's freedom.

But now all of this is unnecessary, and he doesn't have the energy to eradicate others, so he can only rely on her in the future.

What's more, there are some things that always require her to make a real end by herself...

What Xia Lin really remembered was not the words he solemnly ordered, but what he said at the end, "I'm sorry."

This sentence of sorry is not because he injected her with the virus, but...about her miscarriage.

Part of her previous miscarriage was due to him, and this was his last sense of guilt towards her now.

After he said this, he himself felt extremely ridiculous. He never claimed to be a good person, but this matter was the first irreparable regret in his life...

Xia Lin put the photo under the pillow, just at that moment Wen Xin opened the door and came in, and said with a happy smile, "Xia Lin, I went to ask the doctor just now, and they said that you will be discharged from the hospital soon."

Hearing the news, for some reason, Xia Lin didn't feel the slightest joy, and she was a bit perfunctory in answering her warm words, "Really, it's pretty fast."

"Are you unhappy?" Wenxin walked up to her and sat down, observing that she was not in a happy mood.

Xia Lin pursed her lips and smiled, "No, maybe I have been hospitalized more times, and I have been hospitalized for a long time, so I have some feelings for places like hospitals."

Wen Xin blinked, "Should I laugh now?"

"A cold joke, you can't laugh."

"As long as you know."

"..."

Whether it is because she has feelings for a place like the hospital, or because there is a person here who makes her feel a little bit reluctant, Xia Lin herself is also half-aware.

Maybe some people, some things, are deeper in her heart than she thinks, hidden in the deepest part of her heart, and it will be difficult to detect without thinking too much, but he will always exist there forever, don't be surprised or not disturbing, quietly occupying the deepest and most hidden corner...

After chatting with Wenxin for a while, suddenly, a tumbling nausea surged in her heart.

Xia Lin's complexion changed, and she couldn't bear it, she got up quickly and rushed into the bathroom in the ward, retching fiercely with her hands on the washstand.

Wenxin was taken aback by her sudden change. As a nurse, she looked at Xia Lin's appearance and immediately thought of something.

She opened her eyes wide in surprise, fixed her eyes on Xia Lin who had retched, and said in disbelief, "Are you...are you pregnant?"

Xia Lin, who has experience, is very aware of her physical condition, and she has had such symptoms since yesterday. She remembered that she had been crazy with Lu Nansheng some time ago and did not take any contraceptive measures, and the time was calculated. Under the general situation, the result is obvious.

So she didn't show much reaction, walked over with a smile and said, "I think, it should be."

"..."

Wen Xin was shocked by her calm sentence in an instant, stood up and grabbed Xia Lin's shoulder, almost incoherently happy, "Are you really pregnant? Are you really pregnant? You are not lying to me, are you? You didn't lie to me, did you?"

As she spoke, her fragile tears came out again.

The reason why she was so excited was that Xia Lin's previous miscarriage had left a deep impression on her, and it was always lingering in her mind. She still had a fresh memory of Xia Lin's appearance and every move at that time.

Seeing that she was more excited than she was pregnant, Xia Lin smiled and patted her on the shoulder, "This is just my personal feeling, I have to go for an examination to be sure, don't be too happy, in case I understand Is it wrong that you are not pregnant?"

Before the words fell, a deafening exclamation suddenly sounded at the door, "Young Madam! Are you pregnant?!"

Neither of the two people in the ward expected Zuo Tang's roar to suddenly sound at the door, Wen Xin was taken aback, while Xia Lin's eyelids trembled heavily, and her forehead ached.

Liu Yuechuan next to Zuo Tang walked in a few steps, stood on the edge of the bed, glanced at Xia Lin up and down, especially focused on her abdomen, and then didn't know whether it was happiness or something else, so he burst out laughing. head.

After forcing back the inexplicable sourness in his eyes, he had the courage to lower his head, look at her, opened his mouth a few times, and finally said, "This is really an unexpected surprise."

Surprisingly, none of them thought of it.

After experiencing such a long period of despair, there is really no more surprising news than this.

This little life came too unexpectedly and suddenly, but it cannot be denied that this little life gave them a different new dawn in their long despair.

I am grateful for the arrival of this little life, and at the same time, I am also grateful for everything I have experienced. If I hadn’t been so desperate, maybe I wouldn’t have such a wonderful and full of vitality and happiness now.

There has never been a day like this that makes people feel that the world is so beautiful. After experiencing the coldness and scorching heat of the twelfth lunar month, and in the season of warm spring and flowers blooming and everything recovering, the world will really become extraordinarily beautiful...

Zuo Tang couldn't help being delighted, subconsciously excited, "Young Master Lu will be happy if he finds out!"

"..."

After he said this, everyone was silent, and Zuo Tang realized that he had said a topic that they regarded as taboo, and he wanted to slap himself hard.

Damn it, why is he so stingy! ! !

After Lu Nansheng disappeared without a sound, almost half a month has passed so far, and so far there is still no impact. Since Xia Lin stopped bringing up the topic of Lu Nansheng, they all regarded Lu Nansheng as a taboo and dared not Say one more word in front of her.

But now...

Zuo Tang bit his lip, wishing he could find a hole in the ground with remorse, Wen Xin glared at him unceremoniously, while Liu Yuechuan frowned.

Knowing what everyone was worried about, Xia Lin smiled nonchalantly, curled her lips, and said firmly, "He will be back."

"..."

The eyes of the three of them suddenly turned to her, the shock in their eyes could not be concealed, whether it was because they told her about Lu Nansheng for the first time after being with her for so long, or because of her trust.

On an unknown isolated island, after half a month of bloody fighting, plundering, scheming, and cruelty, someone was reborn from Nirvana and crawled out of hell...

(End of this chapter)