unresponsive love

Chapter 155 Definitely has something to do with him

Lu Nansheng narrowed his black eyes, and his magnetic voice was slightly stiff, "Who did you meet?"

Lu Jingrong raised his small head again, and with a charming smile in his innocent and clear beautiful eyes, he replied honestly, "Uncle Xu Hao."

"..."

"Uncle Xu Hao came down to see me just now, so I ran into him." Seeing that the man who made more than one cut by himself suddenly darkened, Lu Jingrong blinked his big eyes in confusion, "Dad, did I say What's wrong?"

He felt that he was right, he just met Uncle Xu Hao just now.

The man didn't answer his question, but squinted at him from the corner of his eye, "Where's your Uncle Zuo Tang?"

The little guy has always been an honest child, he curled his lips and said, "After sending me here, I went back."

The man seemed to be too lazy to talk to him, so he directly lifted his clothes and walked outside the gate of the group with long legs, "Don't come here if you have nothing to do in the future, come back with me now."

For a child, not being able to go to the place where his father works really makes him sad. He loves his father so much, why can't he come to the place where he works?

So Lu Jingrong pouted, looked at the man from the corner of his eyes, and muttered displeasedly, "Father, you actually picked me up by mistake, right?"

He was answered by the sound of the door slamming shut.

Few people in Huanyu know about Lu Jingrong's affairs. Since Lu Jingrong was born, the number of times he has been to Huanyu can be counted on the palm of his hand.

Lu Nansheng's marriage to Xia Lin was also considered a hidden marriage, and very few people in Huanyu knew about it. Five years ago, Lu Nansheng was away from Huanyu for a period of time, and Xu Hao was fully responsible for all matters, so for Lu Jingrong Except for a few people who are so familiar with it, few people usually know about it.

When someone saw Lu Nansheng and Lu Jingrong, they either suspected that they were illegitimate children or that they were other people's children, but no matter how suspicious they were, except for private discussions, no one dared to speak out without fear of death.

It is said that once a media newspaper once published this personal incident of his, doubted Lu Jingrong's life experience, and even secretly ridiculed that Lu Jingrong's background was unknown, and then the next day that newspaper announced its closure for some reason.

It is conceivable that the topic of this four or five-year-old child is such a taboo thing that it cannot be brought up.

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Lan Xi took advantage of being alone and bored to go shopping in the mall. When she came back, she was carrying full shopping bags in both hands. She knew that it was off-duty time. According to Xia Lin, who doesn't like going out, shopping or lively, now It must be back, she just wanted to ask her dear baby to come out and help her get things, but just stepped into the door, her keen nose smelled a different atmosphere.

She raised her beautiful willow eyebrows, casually kicked her ten-inch high shoes aside, threw the bag in her hand on the sofa, stepped on the smooth and clean floor with bare feet, and opened Xia Lin's room door.

As soon as the door was opened, a sad and desolate atmosphere came over her face. Seeing the woman sitting on the bay window with her legs crossed and facing the outside alone, holding a can of beer in her hand, Lan Xi was stunned.

"Smelly girl." She walked over a few steps, and put her arm around Xia Lin, "How about I pour and drink by myself?"

Xia Lin tilted her head, aiming at Lan Xi's beautiful and delicate face, and curled her lips, "It seems pretty good to drink by yourself once in a while."

The keen Lan Xi immediately sensed something was wrong in her words, and without saying anything, she let go of her neck, simply sat on the bay window, took a bottle of beer beside her, opened the lid and took a sip for herself .

Xia Lin was taken aback by her action, and subconsciously asked, "What are you doing?"

Lan Xi glanced at her, "I'll accompany you."

I was moved again in my heart, Lan Xi has always been a woman like this, she will not ask you anything first, but she will accompany you and comfort people in her way.

Xia Lin tilted her head to her shoulder, whispered softly and was full of gratitude, "Meeting you must be the best gift God arranged for me."

"You're so sensational." Lan Xi couldn't bear the goosebumps all over her body, "You're more sensual than me."

Xia Lin poked her shoulder, "I just learned from you."

Lan Xi glanced at her out of the corner of her eyes, raised her head and took another sip of beer, and said after swallowing it whole, "What happened? If you want to say something, I don't mind being a loyal listener. If you don't say it, you can do whatever you want."

She could tell that something was wrong with Xia Lin today. At least in the past five years, no matter how hard Xia Lin was going through, she never had the habit of drinking alone.

Lowering her eyes, the expression on Xia Lin's face dimmed, she pursed her lips and remained silent for a long time, and then said softly, "I saw someone else's child today, and I thought it was very cute, so I almost impulsively went over to say hello to him. "

Hearing that, Lan Xi's eyes froze.

"That child is really cute..." So cute that she took a look at him, and his appearance could not be dispelled in her mind. She clearly knew that it was someone else's child, but she couldn't help thinking about him. "I was thinking, if my two children were still there, the younger one would be about the same age as the one I saw."

"..."

"I thought that five years have passed, and now I should be more or less able to accept seeing other people's children will be fine." He smiled silently, and said softly, "But after seeing that child today, I realized that , It turned out that I still didn’t do what I imagined.”

"..."

"Actually, I'm not what I imagined. I'm really having a good time." With sour and red eyes, she took a deep breath, her voice was nasally, "I admit, when I see Lu Nansheng today, I still think of the past. many things."

"..."

"Those things are like a knife, piercing my heart fiercely." With a smile, she shook her head, "When I faced him, I still felt a little pain, but seeing that he is doing well now , People seem to have nothing wrong with it, so I feel a lot more at ease."

"..."

"I'm actually a very selfish woman, really selfish, because I didn't dare to face his feelings again, so I escaped for five years." Taking a deep breath, she calmed down her stinging heart, and took a sip of wine , and then smiled and said, "Five years, five years will really miss a lot of things, many times I think about what he will be like after I leave, does he eat well, does he have a good time?" Sleeping... But I dare not inquire about his news, I dare not pay attention to anything about him, I am afraid that once I know his news, I can't help but run back impulsively, and will return to him desperately ... I don't want him to miss me, and I don't want him to feel sorry for those two children, as long as he can be good every day, he will feel satisfied."

Even Lan Xi, who has a bold and bold personality, couldn't help but her nose tingled sharply after hearing her words. She pushed Xia Lin away and grabbed her shoulders, "Since I still love you, why didn't you say it? Why not?" tell him?"

"Reality is cruel sometimes. If you want to stay together, you can't do it without love." Xia Lin shook her head, "There are too many obstacles between me and him, and continuing to be together will only increase sadness. Why bother, harm others and yourself, it is better to simply let go and give each other freedom."

"Then have you ever thought about how he feels?"

"Thinking about it, it might not be so easy to accept at the beginning, but seeing him today, he is more mature, stable and charming than five years ago, and suddenly I feel that there is nothing wrong with this... If it goes on like this, there is really nothing wrong Well, at least now, at least in the five years I've been apart from him, no one has ever been hurt for us, and he won't feel so depressed about not being with someone who nearly killed his beloved brother, no With a person my father hates, he won't be so heavy." She leaned her head on her shoulder again, and said with a quiet smile, "Suddenly I feel a little grateful to that child, because of his death, finally With my courage to leave, otherwise I dare not think, if I continue to be with Lu Nansheng, what will happen in the future, a woman like me is so selfish, isn't it a bit annoying?"

"Although in my world view, if you love or don't love, you stay together if you love, and separate if you don't love. There has never been any reason to separate because of love." Lan Xi rubbed her head and rubbed against her head. Nodding her head, she sighed helplessly, "But for you, no matter what you do, my sister is tolerant. I can't say whether you hate it or not, and I haven't thought about it. This is probably what we were destined to do in our previous life." Nie Yuan."

Regarding Xia Lin's matter, there are many helpless things mixed in. Although she does not agree with this kind of separation because of love, she doesn't feel that there is anyone. Everyone has different degrees of love and the way of love. It's also different, maybe it's because of too much love, in order not to hurt anymore, we have to separate.

But with her character, love is to die together, it doesn't matter what hurts you or not, if you don't love, then you should get out and stay, just do what you should do.

But in the end, only those who have experienced feelings can understand how warm and cold they are, so she has no right to say anything to Xia Lin. If she changes her identity, position, experience and people, maybe she will too. Make the same choice as her.

"Nie Yuan again." Xia Lin laughed, "Someone told me a similar problem a long time ago."

Lan Xi raised her eyebrows triumphantly, "It must have something to do with that man."

"You also know."

"Tsk tsk, I understand when you think about it with your toes. Except for that man, who else can get entangled with you for this reason." Lan Xi raised a bottle of soda can and shook it in front of her, "So, the man Such a creature, sometimes it is more troublesome than a woman, but the luckiest thing in a woman's life is to meet a man who loves and loves herself and spoils you to heaven."

Xia Lin also raised the can of beer in her hand, "And the worst thing in a woman's life is to have someone who hates and loathes herself at the beginning, but then loves you, protects you and loves you, making you love you to death A living 'scumbag'."

"That's right." Lan Xi smiled, held up the wine bottle and touched her mouth forcefully, "Come, come, drink, drink, men and so on, swallow them all with the wine."

(End of this chapter)