Qingqingzijin, miss my heart

Chapter 21 The Sunshine Is Here, You Are Not (3)
"Actually, don't blame yourself too much." After a moment of silence, Cen's mother persuaded, "After all, what happened back then was an accident, and you didn't think about it, and I can see that you regret it too. If Nian'er's father knew, You, who he saved back then, changed your whole life because of him, became positive, passed the A University, and stopped going astray. So, I also choose to forgive you, and you forgive yourself too."

After listening to Mother Cen's speech, Jiang Bei felt warmly moved.

Will Cen Nian's father feel comforted?
He didn't know, but he was grateful for the woman in front of him comforting him so much.

Bowing deeply again, Jiang Bei said: "Thank you, Auntie. If you need any help in the future, you can come to me. I will do my best."

"no need!"

It was Cen Nian who answered.

Her voice was cold and full of stubbornness.

"We have already broken up." Thinking of the intimacy between him and Zou Yuqing, she said bitterly, "You just need to help Zou Yuqing!"

Yes, apart from her father's affairs, he also hurt her in love.

Seeing her grief, Jiang Bei gritted his teeth, he didn't want her to suffer anymore, so he said, "Zou Yuqing and I are not together."

"what?"

"We're just acting, to make you leave me."

"why?"

"Because... your father."

It turns out that the so-called empathy is the truth.

Cen Nian pursed his lips tightly, in addition to being astonished, there was also a hint of secret joy.But after the secret joy, she thought of her father who was lying in a pool of blood that year, and her heart ached fiercely.

So, she turned her head and didn't look at him: "Whether you are together or not, we are impossible anyway."

Jiang Bei was silent.

Of course he understood, and he also knew that turning around and leaving was the last thing he could do.

After he turned around and walked a short distance, Cen Nian looked up at him.In the falling snow, his back swayed slightly, and he walked further and further away, and finally, he was out of her sight.

There were tears slowly overflowing the eyes, warm.

While thinking wildly, her mother patted her on the shoulder lightly.

Cen Nian finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned around and threw himself into his mother's arms, crying wantonly.

The mother sighed, stroked her back, and said softly: "You still love him very much, don't you?"

She is a mother, how can she not see what is on her daughter's mind, after all, she is a child born in October of pregnancy, flesh and blood are connected, and there is a tacit heart.Even if Cen Nian dared not admit it, she could still feel it.

"If you love him, go to him."

"But, father..."

"Your father must have never blamed him. What's more, because of your father, he has become an excellent man. Your father must be very pleased. If he knows that his daughter is with such an excellent man, he will also feel relieved .”

"can you?"

"Of course, your father and I have been husband and wife for so long, and I know what he thinks." The mother smiled, "Nian'er, go, in this world, I can meet someone who loves me and loves me too." It’s not easy being a man. I can see that he loves you very much, and you love him very much. In this case, why not forget the past and start over? A person’s happiness depends on himself. If you let him go now, you You will regret it in the future."

05
Standing in the flying snowflakes, Cen Nian thought about his mother's words and Jiang Bei.

The memory began to replay her treasures sensationally. She remembered the first meeting with Jiang Bei, the long process of pursuing Jiang Bei, and Jiang Bei's sentence "Because I am ready to accept her confession", and remembered his love. That morning with her sprained foot on her back, I thought of the sweetness between them bit by bit.

She suddenly realized that between the two choices of "forgive Jiang Bei" and "never see Jiang Bei", the latter made her heart hurt more.

It turned out that she couldn't hate him at all.

Even if you force yourself to hate, the love in your heart cannot be contained.

Just let Jiang Bei leave like this?
No!
Thinking about it, Cen Nian took out his mobile phone in a panic and called Jiang Bei: "Where are you?"

It seems that he did not expect Cen Nian to call him. Hearing her eager voice, Jiang Bei was a little surprised, a little nervous, and a little helpless.In an instant, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't speak a word.

It wasn't until the flustered Cen Nian repeated the same question again that he moved his lips and said, "On the bus."

"Bus? Where are you going?"

"TRAIN STATION."

"You wait for me! Be sure to wait for me!"

With no time to say anything else, Cen Nian hung up the phone and ran all the way to the bus station. She was going to the train station to find Jiang Bei.

Running wildly all the way, Cen Nian arrived at the bus station out of breath. However, after waiting for 5 minutes, she did not see the bus bound for the train station.

Time passed bit by bit, and Cen Nian, who couldn't wait for the bus, decided to run there, as long as he crossed this street, he could take a taxi to the train station.

Thinking about it, she immediately ran again.

——Jiang Bei, you must wait for me!

The night was getting darker, and she was running wildly while praying.

After a long time, Cen Nian finally arrived at the train station.

The waiting room was crowded with people, and Cen Nian, who was in a panic, wandered through the crowd, calling the name "Jiang Bei".

After admitting several people wrongly, Cen Nian finally saw Jiang Bei, so she ran to his arms without hesitation.

The long-lost hug, the familiar temperature.

Cen Nian couldn't help crying softly.

--finally found you.

Jiang Bei was stunned, and hugged her too. At this moment, the sweetness that had been lost for a long time gradually filled his heart.

Cen Nian choked up in his arms, and couldn't help crying: "Do you think you can make up for it with a few words of repentance? What should I do if you pat your ass and leave like this?"

"sorry."

"Obviously in love with me, but you still want to play some kind of messy love affair with senior sister Zou Yuqing, is it fun?"

"sorry."

"Acting is acting, and acting so real! Still holding hands, and holding hands so tightly!"

"sorry."

"Always want me to chase you, want me to stalk you."

"sorry."

"I will definitely punish you this time!"

She laughed while crying.

"it is good."

Jiang Bei also smiled, with tenderness in his eyes, which was more intense than before, and it would melt with the slightest touch.

Cen Nian wiped away his tears, stood on tiptoe, raised his head, and a sweet kiss was printed on Jiang Bei's lips.

After the kiss, Cen Nian issued an order and said, "I will punish you to stay with me for the rest of your life, and don't leave me behind!"

Jiang Bei smiled softly, nodded, and said, "Okay."

"Then..." After reconciling, sweetness immediately appeared on Cen Nian's face. She wrapped her arms around his waist, with a look of reluctance, "Shall we go?"

With her cute and shy appearance, Jiang Bei couldn't help bowing his head: "I'm not leaving, I'm going to your house for the New Year."

Cen Niantian smiled and asked, "Have you met your parents?"

Jiang Bei asked back, "Didn't you see it?"

"That doesn't count." Cen Nian pulled him towards the exit, "You don't have any gifts from parents. Also, I let you spend the New Year at my house. You have to repay your kindness. On the first day of the new year, you have to Send me red envelopes. It’s said on Weibo that the best boyfriend is the one who sends red envelopes to his girlfriend.”

Looking at the chattering Cen Nian, Jiang Bei raised his hand and gestured up and down, and said, "It's all yours." His hand finally stopped at the position of his heart, "Including here."

06
The two talked to each other, and walked out of the train station full of joy.

When they arrived at Cen Nian's house, Cen's mother had already prepared the meal.

Seeing the happy and sweet look of the two people interlocking their fingers, Mother Cen smiled gratifiedly.At that moment, she thought of herself and her husband many years ago, when they were young, they also loved each other like this, even if they just looked at each other, they would feel shy, but they never tire of enjoying the moment when they saw themselves in each other's eyes.

While thinking about it, she seemed to see her husband, standing beside her with his hands gently on her shoulders.

The wind came in through the crack of the window, instantly spreading the sweetness of memory into every inch of the air.

In a trance, she seemed to hear her husband's voice, he said - you see, our Nian'er has grown up, and we have a happy and sweet love.

Knowing that it was an illusion, she still felt that the feeling at this moment was very real.

She smiled, exhaled, and greeted the hall: "Go and wash your hands, you're ready to eat."

Jiang Bei sat beside Cen Nian during a homely meal.

After the meal, Jiang Bei sat upright and said to Cen's mother, "Auntie, there is something I want to ask you."

"Ok?"

Mother Cen looked at him suspiciously.

"I want to take Cen Nian home."

"what?"

Cen Nian exclaimed in surprise.

But mother and Jiang Bei ignored her tacitly.

In silence, Cen's mother seemed to be waiting for Jiang Bei's next words, Jiang Bei understood: "I want to take her to see my parents."

"Wait!" Cen Nian interrupted again, "You should ask me this kind of question first!"

"When?" Continuing to ignore Cen Nian, Cen's mother asked with a smile.

"After the new year, before school starts."

"Then I'll prepare some gifts for you."

The implication is to agree.

"Hey, hey! Wait, wait!" Dissatisfied with being ignored, Cen Nian stretched out his hand and turned Jiang Bei's face to himself, "I haven't agreed yet! Shouldn't you ask me about this kind of thing?"

Jiang Bei looked at her now, and asked lightly, "Are you going?"

Cen Nian made things difficult on purpose: "No."

"Oh."

Then there was silence.

In the end, Cen Nian couldn't bear it anymore and asked him, "No more?"

Jiang Bei pretended not to understand: "What do you want?"

Cen Nian curled his lips angrily, and said, "You can't say a few more words!"

Seeing Cen Nian's angry look, Jiang Bei smiled: "No, you have to go if you don't, I've already decided."

Although Cen Nian was looking forward to it and was very nervous, she decided to pretend to be angry on purpose, so she curled her lips: "I won't go, go by yourself!"

"Oh." Jiang Bei nodded, "I'll ask Zou Yuqing if she wants to go."

"no!"

"why?"

"Because...because...because the real girlfriend is going, and the counterfeit can only go on one side!"

(End of this chapter)