Chapter 47

It is because I don't know how to deal with myself and how to face it, so I hesitate and procrastinate until today.

Xi Shichen looked at her, her eyes were turbulent like waves, she was like this in the past, whenever she encountered something, she would never face it, she would trap herself in a world and torture herself, Don't tell him either.

He sighed, and in the end, he still hugged her into his arms. Nan Huan struggled for a while, but to no avail, so he let him hug her.

The man's arms were long and strong. Nan Huan pursed her lips, "What's the use of hugging me? Things won't be solved just because of your hug. Xi Shichen, I really don't know what to do , why don't you tell me?"

This is her nature, she is particularly decisive in some things, but when faced with some of her own complexities, she is at a loss.

The man buried his head on her shoulder and sniffed her breath deeply, as if with some kind of obsession.

"Nan Huan, you are always like this. You care about the eyes of others. As long as you are willing to be with me, wouldn't it be fine? If you can be happy with me, then why do you want to break up because of these things?"

"So what if my father and your mother were together? Their faults may not necessarily require us to bear and repay them. What's more, we don't know whether those things are true or not. Unnecessary, just push me away again, huh?"

No need.

Nan Huan closed her eyes, "How can it be unfounded, I hope it is unfounded."

But she could clearly see the uncomfortable expression on her father's face that day. She knew that her father loved her mother, but those pasts also hurt him deeply.

Nan Huan felt that the man was holding her harder, she pursed her lips, "Xi Shichen, relax a little, it hurts me."

This man is always like this. In front of her, he seems to be unable to restrain his emotions.

Xi Shichen let her go, looked at the tangled expression on her face, and said, "Nan Huan, we finally got together, you said you would like to be with me, you don't know how happy I am, and you don't know You ignore me these days how flustered I am, be brave, huh?"

Nan Huan was silent.

She knows she has to be brave, but this is not something that can be solved by being brave.

She has a disturbed conscience and is with her mother's lover's son. How can she accept this fact?

But she really likes Xi Shichen. When she saw this face, she wanted to hold his face and kiss him. She couldn't control it. The moment he kissed him, Xi Shichen was a little stunned, but then he turned his back on the guest. Attacked her.

In the end, Nan Huan buried her head in front of the man's chest, her voice was hoarse and her head was even more dizzy, "Xi Shichen, father will not allow us to be together, he will not want me and his wife's lover's son Contact, what do you want me to do?"

She couldn't live without her father, and she didn't want to be separated from him.

It was as if she was being pulled by two huge forces, as if they were going to tear her apart.

She just came out of Shen Yuan's betrayal of her before, and now that such a thing happened again, she felt that she was almost out of breath, not to mention that recently, the matter of Xingguang was still circling back and forth in her mind, although She took the initiative to see a psychiatrist, and she got better, but the combination of these things still made her feel exhausted.

Xi Shichen also fell silent, he frowned, and Nan Huan didn't know what he was thinking.

Sometimes she would feel that Xi Shichen was very special, but to her, he always seemed to hold her in his palm, and he would not hurt her. As long as he was there, Nan Huan felt that she could live a peaceful life without fear of wind and rain. .

She smiled, maybe, that's how God can test people?
……

When she returned to the villa at night, Nan Zhengyan was waiting for her on the sofa.

When the man saw her coming back, his expression was still not very good-looking, "Have you met Xi Shichen again?"

Nan Zhengyan rearranged bodyguards around her, and Nan Huan naturally knew that her meeting with Xi Shichen today could not escape Nan Zhengyan's eyes.

She walked over, lowered her head and said neither humble nor overbearing, "Dad, hit me, you can do whatever you want."

Nan Zhengyan was very annoyed by her appearance, "Huanhuan, is it because Dad didn't say it clearly enough? Do you have to do this? This incident is a scar on Dad's heart. You have to tear up the scar that has been worn out for a long time. Show it to you?"

It's not good for her to be with anyone, she must be with that Xi Yu's son!
Nan Zhengyan's face was terrifying, Nan Huan knelt down, her heart ached, her voice was hoarse, "Dad, I know what I did will make you sad, but I really love him."

"Do you know what love is? Huanhuan, everything in this world will change. He loves you now, and he will love others in the future. Xi Yu never loved his wife deeply, but how did he get along with you later?" Mother got mixed up?"

"Huanhuan, Dad didn't tell you what happened back then because some things have nothing to do with you, they are things of our generation, but you are with Xi Shichen, if you enter the Xi's house, do you think the old man of the Xi's house will How to treat you?"

"Dad, don't you care about his heart? Do you want me to watch my daughter share the bed with the child of my wife's former lover? Sons follow their father. If one day Xi Shichen is like his father, What should you do if other women get up nonchalantly?"

After all, Nan Zhengyan couldn't be completely cruel to his daughter. Nan Huan burst into tears, and he was especially soft-hearted.

Nan Huan lowered her head, "Dad, maybe you made a mistake about what happened back then? Mom wouldn't be that kind of person, would she?"

She never knew, she always thought that it was her father who did something wrong to her mother, that's why she...

In recent years, Nan Zhengyan has spoiled her so much that even Nan Yu is jealous. Although Nan Yu is a child born to a woman outside of him, he is still his own. With such a big difference in treatment, Nan Huan always feels that Nan Zheng Yan put all the guilt towards his mother on her.

But if he said that, what guilt did he have towards his mother?
Nan Huan only hoped that what she thought was true, but Nan Zhengyan shook his head, "Huanhuan, Dad won't make fun of such things."

Back then, the emotional disputes between the Nan family and the Xi family were complicated, and it wasn't just Xi Yu and Xu Wan.

……

Nan Huan filmed on the set for more than a month, and it was completely finished.

On the night of the finale, the film crew had to have a dinner, so Nan Huan couldn't push it, so she went.

She also drank some wine, felt a little uncomfortable, greeted everyone, and went to the bathroom.

After washing her face and coming out, her mind was still not clear, but she saw a figure in that place from a long distance, the familiar outline made her eyes hurt all of a sudden.

These days, her news is overwhelming on the Internet, saying that her new relationship fell through, because the paparazzi followed her, and it has been a long time since she saw the picture of her and that man in the same place, let alone the last time it appeared on the news Those intimate photos.

Even Jiang Mo and Lin Lu called her to ask her if she broke up with Xi Shichen.

Break up, how is it possible?
It's just that she and Xi Shichen agreed to give each other a period of time to calm down and calm down. She was filming well, and he was going to go abroad, and then flew to Yuncheng. The two haven't seen each other for a long, long time.

For so long, she thought that this man had never appeared in her life.

Looking at the picture not far away, Nan Huan leaned against the wall and smiled lightly and indifferently.

He didn't call her when he came back, and he's still entangled with other women here.

She rubbed the center of her eyebrows, not knowing what it was like for a moment.

She went back and drank a lot of wine, but Xiaoyan couldn't persuade her. When she was drunk, she took out the mobile phone from her pocket and asked Nan Huan's bodyguard to come up and take her back.

Ten minutes later, Nan Huan lay on the glass, looking at the scene outside, feeling a little nauseous.

So I asked the driver to stop and went down by myself, saying that I wanted to blow some air.

The bodyguards followed her not too far away, but Nan Huan didn't care. He took off his high heels and carried them on his mobile phone. The satchel was casually draped over his shoulders. It was a bit cold, so she walked against the wind.

The mobile phone in the bag rang at this time, Nan Huan took it out to have a look, although she didn't want to answer it, but she connected it anyway.

"Hey?"

The voice over there was still so pleasant after so long, "Nan Huan, where are you now?"

He just found out that she was also eating at this hotel, but when he went looking for her, she had already left.

Nan Huan stood in the middle of the road, her long hair disheveled by the wind, "I'm home. President Xi, can I ask for something? If nothing else, I'll hang up..."

Xi Shichen frowned, "Nan Huan, why are you getting angry with me?"

Before he went abroad, he told her that he had something to deal with there, and then he went to Yuncheng because Ji Jing had an accident there, and he had to go to help, so he didn't take care of her for a while.

But it's better to take this opportunity to let her calm down, lest she won't be able to film the movie because of his affairs, and the loss outweighs the gain.

Nan Huan squatted on the ground with a blurred expression and a hoarse voice, "I didn't lose my temper with you. I just ate, so I should go home, right? It's so late, and I have to rest. After filming like this The long play is finally over, and I want to relax."

She found someone to buy a plane ticket for tomorrow morning, and planned to fly to the UK and go there for a tour. For the time being, Su Er didn't accept any job for her. Xi Shichen mentioned a movie to her before, but she didn't respond much afterwards. , it seems to be nothing.

He had originally used an excuse to lure her into the bait.

Now that she got her wish, she was hooked, but she began to worry about gains and losses.

Nan Huan sighed softly, and she recalled the scene she saw just now. In fact, she also knew that Xi Shichen and that woman were really fine, but there were always women around him who would pounce on him one after another, but she was still uncomfortable.

Why wasn't she the first one he saw when he came back? Why hasn't he called her these days.

Is it really that busy, or is it because she said to calm down with each other.

But women are always duplicity, she is still looking forward to his news, but no, for more than a month, there is no news.

Nan Huan was very angry, she was still talking about something, her hoarse voice gave her a headache, Nan Huan bit her lower lip, and hung up the phone directly.

And Xi Shichen had already walked out of the hotel gate, just now he wanted to ask where she was now, but was reminded that the phone had been shut down there.

The man's face instantly darkened to the extreme.

(End of this chapter)

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