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Chapter 45 Unacceptable Thunderbolt (2)

The solemn and solemn spirit shed was erected, and the desolate and shrill suona sound pierced the silent sky, even the air trembled.Wreaths, elegiac couplets, and the white barrier, all of which prove that grandpa and I have separated yin and yang forever.

I knelt on the ground, looking at the flickering candlelight, pale filial piety clothes and sallow face, my ears were filled with sobs.I was immersed in the suffocating air blankly, and I couldn't get rid of the scenes when my grandfather told me stories to lull me to sleep when I was a child, my grandfather accompanied me to the countryside to play, and my grandfather sent me to school.

I still remember that my grandfather once said that I was very attached to my grandfather when I was a child, and my old love followed behind my grandfather, so my grandfather gave me a nickname "little follower".But now, grandpa is gone, grandpa is gone forever, and I can no longer hear that slightly reproachful but extremely friendly whisper.

Sour and sad tears flowed from my eyes, and also flowed silently in my heart...

The solemn music hurt my soul. I watched my grandpa laying flowers on the central table, his cheeks sunken deeply. I looked at my grandpa who loved me, but he closed his eyes and didn’t look at me. I don't know what peace is, and at this moment I finally understand the meaning of peace.

Grandpa likes to let me practice brush calligraphy with him, grandpa likes Henan Opera, grandpa likes storytelling, and grandpa likes to grow flowers!
Grandpa likes to say: Smash this unlucky boy to death!

All this has disappeared in smoke now, I can't bear it!I can't bear it!

Grandpa finally left without leaving a last word.

Only the sad drizzle left me, my sky finally collapsed, and the brightest star has turned into a shooting star with the passing of grandpa!
"Summer, the mourning is changing. Although grandpa passed away suddenly, he didn't suffer much! As long as you live well, it will be the greatest comfort to him!" Zhang Jiacheng persuaded me with red eyes!
"Yeah, Xia Tian, ​​don't be too sad, grandpa is in the sky, and he won't like you being depressed like this, cheer up and work hard, for grandpa." Zhou Chen also had red eyes!

Grandpa is finally going to be sent to that cruel funeral parlor. I don't want to lose grandpa. I screamed and cried heart-piercingly, hugging grandpa's cold body and refused to let go. In the hot summer, I can't help but fight coldly. I would like to use my temperature to make grandpa stand up again!I don't want to let go!I can't lose it!I can't bear it!
Outside the funeral parlor, the sound of mournful cannons and the bursts of cries from relatives severely whipped the fragile hearts!I hold the ashes and don't want to let go!All I know is that I'm still clinging to Grandpa's chest.

Death is always so quiet, leaving only the sky full of cries and a sad mood. Grandpa, my dear grandpa, just quietly left this world. Death always comes so suddenly than mourning the old, with knees deep Kneeling down, tears poured down, and the pouring rain couldn't wash away the grief.

The box in my hand weighs as much as a thousand catties, and I walked step by step with everything my grandpa held, tears streaming down my face, this small box dares to hold the story of my grandpa's life, I hate this box!

Grandpa finally left without leaving a last word.

When all my grandfather's life was finally stored in the small sarcophagus, covered by grains of loess, and the characters carved on the stele were carved in my heart like a dagger, what else could I do except cry out?The yin and yang are separated, and the distance becomes the horizon, and the voice of grandpa can no longer be heard, nor can grandpa be seen again!There are tears in the sky, and the earth is full of sorrow, how embarrassing is the feeling!Can the lingering smoke of burning incense convey my reluctance?
Grandpa is like a tall and straight green pine and verdant cypress. Under the protection of this giant tree, I look more youthful and vigorous.However, the sudden death of my grandfather suddenly wiped out all the good wishes and expectations in my heart!It is a kind of sadness of parting from life and death!

At this moment, I finally deeply understand what the feeling of bereavement is.In the past, I couldn't help but understand this vocabulary, because this was the first time in my life that I lost a loved one.

My voice was already hoarse from crying, so I could only cry silently.

I sat in his room holding a photo of my grandpa, hiding in a dark corner, I locked the door, and didn't want anyone to disturb my silent conversation with my grandpa!
I finally understand what the heavens can bear!
I finally know that death is so close!

I finally realized that I couldn't bear it!
I finally know that grandpa really left me like this!

Relatives go by yellow crane,
People go to the sound storage building is not empty.

But comfort mercy with a smile,
The hatred has never been infinite.

How should I remember my dear grandpa, how can I live bravely!Today is the seventh day of my grandfather's death, and I am still in deep grief. The love and care my grandfather gave me all his life cannot be expressed in words.At this moment, my mood cannot be expressed in words, and I am deeply immersed in endless nostalgia for my grandfather.

(End of this chapter)