Confused school belle, rely on you

Chapter 46
The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, the child wants to support but the relative is not there.During these seven days, I finally deeply understood the meaning of this sentence, which is repentance, heartache, and heart-piercing powerlessness after waking up.Every night when the people are quiet, my thoughts always stay in the past days, there is always a slight smile on that kind face, and the white hair records the vicissitudes of my grandfather's life.In the dream, the appearance of grandpa is always reflected, and when I wake up, tears flow down my cheeks!

The tunnel of missing is very deep, recalling those past happiness.I am used to running into grandpa's room first every time I go home, calling out grandpa, and getting used to sitting beside grandpa doing homework every day!Accustomed to looking at grandpa's kind face, he giggled silly!I love playing with the flowers my grandpa planted on the balcony!
An old man in a family is like a treasure. Only when you lose it will you know the meaning of this sentence, and only then will you understand why the family is deserted!

At this moment, weeping and raining, I couldn't find any reason to be happy.

Time shuttles on the track of life, running very fast.

There are too many gains and losses in life. The most painful thing is the parting of life and death. Only after experiencing loss can we know how to cherish. The lost relatives cannot be retrieved. We must cherish what we have now.Every day in the future, I will redouble my love for every family member around me.Facing the morning sun, I saw grandpa's smiling face.I am no longer alone, because grandpa's love is always by my side.

I finally walked out of the house, showed myself in the sun, put away my heartache, no matter how sad I was, I couldn't undo the ending of losing my grandpa!

I finally learned to use sadness to carve my mood, and use my mood to rehearse sadness. I began to hate this hot summer, and began to like the mist of the drizzle.

In this hot summer, I picked up the deep-rooted pain and deep-rooted injury, knowing that this is an irreversible result, but I hope it is just a joke!
In this hot summer, I polished off all my rebelliousness, I learned to be steady, I learned to be hypocritical, and I learned to hide!

"Xia, don't be sad anymore. I am also very sad about the passing of my grandpa. I have never had a grandpa since I was a child, and I have always regarded Grandpa Xia as my own grandpa! I just didn't expect Grandpa Xia to leave in such a hurry!" On the bank of the river, Zhang Jiacheng said He took a sip of beer and said in a low tone!

"Xiamen, grandpa is looking at us from the sky. We can't be overwhelmed because of a little setback! That's not you, Xia Tian! I know that Xia Tian can withstand many hardships!" Zhang Jiacheng suddenly raised his head and scratched his eyes with red eyes. said on my shoulder!

"Jiacheng, I, I really don't want to believe that I lost my grandpa just like that, you know? For the past few days, I've been sleeping with a photo of my grandpa every night, but I'm always awakened by nightmares! Stay in bed until dawn!" Tears slowly overflowed my eyes, and I still couldn't help crying out!

"Xia, Jiacheng is right, Grandpa Xia is also my own grandfather, and I feel bad too..." Zhou Chen also cried out with tears in his eyes!

Under the setting sun, the river was flowing quietly, but we on the bank were crying hoarsely!The helpless figure looks depressed and thin under the evening sun!
Grandpa in heaven, do you hear my helpless cry and see my frail figure?

"Okay, don't cry anymore, let the grandpa in the sky see and say that we have no backbone!" I took a deep breath, wiped away my tears, and said with a sob!

"Damn! Stop crying, both of you, come drink and get drunk tonight!" I punched them one by one!
"Well! We still have to study hard! We still have to be admitted to university!" Zhou Chen wiped away his tears and said!
"Well, come on, cheers, tomorrow will be better!" Zhang Jiacheng wiped away his tears, held up his beer and shouted!
"Cheers!" Zhou Chen and I raised our beers and bumped each other hard!
It's night, drunk, drunk crying, crying laughing!
"Summer, get up and have breakfast!" Mom's voice rang in my ears through the door!

My head hurts. I drank too much yesterday. I was lying on the bed, looking at the photo of my grandpa on the bedside table, smiling and saying good morning to my grandpa!Struggling to get dressed and open the bedroom door to go to the bathroom to wash up!
"Xiamen, why did you go last night? You drank so much wine, do you know that you are still a student!" As soon as I sat at the dinner table, my mother began to chatter that made my heart tremble!
"I know your grandpa's death has hit you hard, but you have to study hard to make your grandpa smile! Don't be depressed, or your grandpa's spirit in heaven will be disturbed!" My mother sat next to me and said earnestly said to me!

"Well, Mom, I know, it was just Zhou Chen and Zhang Jiacheng having a drink together last night!" I stopped my chopsticks and explained to my mother!

"Hey, by the way, where is my dad?" I looked at the lack of a pair of chopsticks on the dining table and asked!
"Your father left before dawn, and said he was going to do something, and he will be back later!" Mother's kind eyes were shining with motherhood!
"Eat more! You haven't eaten in the past few days!"

"Summer, wake up! Why did you drink so much yesterday, you unlucky boy, and you want to be beaten up again?" Before my mother finished speaking, I saw my father open the door and yell at me at the door!
"Oh, that, that dad! The three of us, Jia Cheng and Zhou Chen, drank together last night!" I put down my chopsticks and said submissively!

"Hey, Xia Tian, ​​I know you're not feeling well, and your mother's heart hurts so much for you to suffer such a big blow!" Dad looked at me and said duplicity!
"Well, I know!" I looked at my mother, and found that there were nasty wrinkles slowly attacking my mother's face, and tears fell into the bowl drop by drop!
"Look at you, the child is eating well, what are you talking about! Go aside!" Seeing my sad look, my mother was furious at my father!

"Summer, don't cry, a man bleeds and doesn't shed tears! Hold it back! See what you look like!" Dad ignored my mother's clamor, and yelled at me with a sullen face!
"Okay, the child is just a little bit, and you will yell!" Mom hurriedly pulled my dad aside and said!
"Remember, you are the seed of the Xia family, you have to study hard, then your grandpa will smile!" Dad looked at me and said in a soft tone!
"Well, don't worry, I will!" I wiped my tears and nodded heavily!
(End of this chapter)