Confused school belle, rely on you

Chapter 52 The Confused Life of Senior Three (5)

"I really miss Zhou Bing!" I also lay on the grass and murmured!On that handsome face, there is always a hint of cynicism in his eyes, and he always appears in my dreams with a playful smile all day long!

"I'm so tired, I really want to sleep!" Zhang Jiacheng murmured suddenly, and slowly fell asleep!Zhou Chen and I looked at each other and smiled, and slowly fell asleep next to Zhang Jiacheng!

I don't think I can face the college entrance examination with all my heart, or even a math problem, but whenever I quietly look at a familiar and unfamiliar textbook, I can always feel the shock of a complete collapse in the silent communication.Let my confusion and helplessness be interpreted without a single gap!

The ballpoint pen who never refuses has contained all my grievances, helplessness and frustration with her small but broad mind.Holding a pen to write the future that I can't even imagine!The silent company always makes me unable to tell my everything!Just hold it tight!Hold it tight!

In the very evening, we finally woke up, everything in the dream was always unclear, and we couldn't see our future clearly!Waved his hands and dragged his still tired body back to each house!

Under the street lamp, this figure is very bleak!

When I get home, I will do the questions while the alarm clock is ticking, and I will keep doing it, and I will drink hot water to make myself feel full until late at night.

Occasionally I would be lazy and go for a walk, the streets are empty, the wind blows the leaves of the sycamore trees, and I really want to lie on the road and let a speeding car run over me, then I will be relieved, everything will be over It's over, very melancholy, revealing a touch of pale sadness.

There is nothing impossible in this world, it just depends on whether you can persevere.Says the great man!

I can't hold on any longer, I'm willing to give up.I say so!
Without warning, heavy snow fell in the sky, and the flying snowflakes were full of youthful passion. In the silence, we were peaceful and peaceful in the late winter of this season.

"It's snowing!" Zhang Jiacheng tightened his clothes, raised his head and let the snowflakes fall freely on his face!With eyes closed, the corners of the mouth slightly raised!

"Yeah, it's snowing, this year's snow doesn't seem to be as good as last year's!" Zhou Chen stretched out his hands to catch the flying snowflakes, spreading his arms and muttering!
"Last year? Did it snow last year?" I rubbed my eyes trying to see the trajectory of the snowflakes flying, but there was no snow scene from last year in my mind!
"It's off, hahaha, summer, you won't be demented!" Zhang Jiacheng wiped off the snow on his face and smiled foolishly!

"Hehe, I don't remember!" I lowered my head and said with a wry smile!Yeah, I really don't remember, I just remember the words "big struggle" posted on the wall!

"Isn't it the Chinese New Year soon?" Suddenly Zhou Chen asked stupidly!
"Chinese New Year?" I suddenly woke up, yes, it seems that Chinese New Year is coming soon, but I don't know when it is!
"How many more days?"

"How do I know, Zhang Jiacheng, do you know?" Zhou Chen saw that I was asking him, and after replying, he asked Zhang Jiacheng again!
"Fuck, I don't know! My mind is full of test questions, test papers, equations, English words, and Chinese vocabulary! How can I care about the New Year!" Zhang Jiacheng said angrily!

"Hahaha!" Seeing Zhou Chen's appearance, Zhou Chen and I looked up to the sky and laughed, snowflakes got into our eyes mischievously, turning snow into water and flowing down the corners of our eyes!

In this cold and tense season, the Spring Festival unknowingly buried the ordinary days and came head-on.Sitting at the desk, looking at the desk calendar that I circled with a red pen on the desk, I suddenly found that half of the time in the third year of high school had been lost when I picked it up inadvertently!
So suddenly woke up!Time is running out for senior year!It's like a child who suddenly finds that his piggy bank is running low!
The Spring Festival is coming, and I walked into my bedroom in the rhythm of my heartbeat. I walked all the way, but found that the ground was dripping with blood!It turns out that the Spring Festival is sticking to my hard work and walking into me

Looking at the heavy snow outside the window, I suddenly remembered that this winter vacation, Zhou Chen, Zhang Jiacheng and even He Jiajia have not played together for a long time!Looking out of the window in the snow, the children are playing snowball fights carefree!The mood is calm!

Perhaps at this moment, there is really no pressure, no sustenance, no exhaustion in my heart, and there is only passion for that snow, which has nothing to do with the date.Looking at the snow all over the place now, instead of the excitement at that time, maybe, the world is so close inside and outside the window!Maybe it's numbness!
"Zhou Chen, you don't come to play with me now, I'm going crazy at home!" I pulled Zhou Chen and stood in the snow and shouted!
"Damn, how did I find you? I want to commit suicide now, I don't have time to spank you!" Zhou Chen was smoking, and his long hair was covered with white snowflakes!
"Jiacheng, what are you thinking?" I pushed Zhang Jiacheng who was standing there motionless and asked!
"Oh, I was thinking about that math problem in the morning..., damn it, no!" Zhang Jiacheng suddenly realized that he had said something wrong, so he quickly corrected it!
"Jiacheng, you, hey!" I glanced at him with a wry smile, then smiled at Zhou Chen and shook my head!

Why am I not!
The Spring Festival walks on a catwalk, waving to me coquettishly, and then walks away without looking back. Watching the tail of the Spring Festival travel through time, I don't feel happy or sad at all!

Steal half a day of free time!
Maybe it is to describe me and my good friend!

(End of this chapter)