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Chapter 53 The Coming of the College Entrance Examination (1)

I started to get busy at the beginning of school. During the long nights, I wrote hard and looked at the completed test papers. The dense fonts made me feel like I was stuck in a quagmire!So much so that the joy of the Spring Festival was thrown on the ground by me, and after making up a few feet, I continued to repeat the shuttle of three points and one line!

The sea is boundless, where is the shore?
Look up at Zhou Chen, turn your head to look at He Jiajia!Suddenly, I found that I have not been used to the calmness of the classroom since I don't know when, the calmness that is almost close to death is suffocating!
"Zhou Chen, Zhou Chen!" I whispered to Zhou Chen who was frowning and was struggling with an English problem!
"Ah, Xia Tian, ​​what are you doing? Wait a minute, I'll solve this problem first!" Zhou Chen raised his head and glanced at me, then quickly buried himself in the battle!

"I..." Looking at Zhou Chen who ignored me, he just shook his head!

Looking at the seemingly calm situation in the classroom, I knew that it was actually filled with gunpowder smoke. Maybe I couldn't see it, but that kind of tense atmosphere ruthlessly grabbed the arteries of the heart and refused to let go!Even if you are dizzy!
I, I know that I can't change all of this, I can only use the sea of ​​questions that can't be seen at a glance to soothe my slightly anxious heart!
Thinking back to the extension of the self-study class, not having to take special care of the exercises, the juniors and juniors playing freely, rushing out of the school gate after school, I began to feel a kind of melancholy surrounding my heart, and a river of spring water flowing eastward flowed through my heart!

That is the alternative taste of life in the third year of high school!
Melting a bit of sour, sweet and bitter, let me obediently bury my head in the fortress-like mountain of books; with a little sadness, thinking about the coming of the last moment that will determine my fate: more than ten years of hard study in the cold window in two extremely tense days Here to find a result!so afraid!
I am afraid that I will burst into tears at the moment when the bell at the end of the last door rings. I am afraid that I will suddenly look back at today's days of studying hard with a lamp and hanging my buttocks. I can't help feeling a faint but real pain in my heart. After all the vicissitudes of life, I will grow old overnight, and then helplessly look at the flipped calendar on the desk, wondering if I really waved goodbye to the college entrance examination...

"In summer, I fell in love with the sky. Look at those white clouds walking carefreely in the sky, so free and easy!" Sitting on the bank of the river, He Jiajia whispered with a handful of suddenly cold river water!

"Yeah, look, the birds in the sky that day will definitely not fly tirelessly and unremittingly like me!" Zhang Jiacheng lit a cigarette and said, the helplessness on his face was like the confusion on the face of a beggar on the street!

"Jiacheng, you're still looking for Xiaoxian, don't lose yourself!" I looked at Zhang Jiacheng and suddenly realized how strange he was. The heartless master who used to be forced into this state by the college entrance examination made me feel sore!
"Jiacheng, your Sun Yat-sen University is definitely not a dream! We all believe in you!" Zhou Chen patted Zhang Jiacheng on the shoulder vigorously and encouraged him!
"Hehe, yes, Jiacheng, I believe we will all realize our dreams!" He Jiajia stood up, put her little hand that was red from the cold to her mouth and laughed!

"Xiamen, what about you? It seems that you applied for Wuhan University! That's a key university!" He Jiajia turned to me and asked!

"Yeah, but I'm not confident, that goal is a bit too high for me!" I took another deep breath on the cigarette, threw the cigarette butt into the river, and said in a depressed tone!
"It's okay, we trust you too!" Jia Cheng came to his senses and said, patting me on the shoulder!

"We can do it! Hahahaha..."

04:30 in the morning, it's this time again, I always have inexplicable insomnia during this time period recently!
Looking at the gloomy surroundings, I feel some inexplicable fear, and only when I turn on a bedside lamp can I feel a kind of comfort.Then he curled up in a corner of the bed, wanting to continue looking for the feeling of a dream.

However, it's useless!

I know this is the hesitation brought about by the college entrance examination!

At this time, I will always get out of bed, sit on the desk and look at the bright red characters described on the calendar!Scarlet Thirty makes my heart tremble all the time!
I'm really not ready to meet the road ahead, how can the clear thoughts in my heart lift up the lost youth!
Who will be my foil in the days when the college entrance examination is approaching, and whose foil will I be?Who is keeping whom unknown?All kinds of people and monotonous review are reviewing.Feel the pressure for a moment, so heavy, unforgettable!

This summer, I can't find a pure and relaxed state, only the color that makes me realize my dream by bowing my head to the desk and writing with a pen!
"Summer, recently I always dreamed that I was standing alone on an isolated island, surrounded by the sea and the sky, I couldn't find the way back, not even a single log, I was so uncomfortable!" Zhou Chen raised his head, his eyes were red Red looked at me and choked up in a low voice!

"Zhou Chen, it's self-study now, we can't disturb others, a man can't cry, look at your bear!" I shouted at Zhou Chen!In fact, I can't bear the pressure anymore!

"I know, I'm just afraid that I won't do well in the exam and let down my parents' hard work!" Zhou Chen sniffed, rubbed his eyes and whispered!

"Zhou Chen, believe in yourself, you will pass the exam, don't worry, my brothers will cheer you up!" I lightly thumped his arm!
"Well! I will!"

(End of this chapter)