The Biography of Fangirls and Immortals

Chapter 392 From Guilt
His voice was inexplicably gentle, making Su Hongyan feel like a deer was bumping in her heart, but her mouth was still stubborn, "What are you doing? You want to kill me!"

"Whatever you say is what you say! Anyway, I won't let you go!" Li Yaoluo embraced Su Hongyan into her arms, no matter how Su Hongyan struggled, she just wouldn't let go.

"I want to show respect! Let me go!" Su Hongyan had no choice but to resort to her trump card...

Uh...does this girl spoil the scenery so much?

In order to avoid the embarrassment of seeing you, Su Hongyan woke up early in the morning to pack her luggage, and she went to great lengths to wake up Li Yaoluo. Li Yaoluo blinked and looked at him, then nestled back into the bed , "It takes courage to get up in the ice and snow...give me a little time..."

Li Yaoluo said, and fell asleep again.

Su Hongyan really regretted agreeing to let him sleep on the bed, if he was allowed to continue sleeping on the floor, he would have woken up long ago, and Dong would have woken him up too!
"Hurry up, we must leave before the people from Junzitang leave here, otherwise it will be embarrassing to meet you! Hurry up!" Su Hongyan kicked Li Yaoluo directly.

"Last night, I drank too much and got a headache. Please let me sleep for a while..." Li Yaoluo hid in the bed again.

"Oh..." Su Hongyan really had nothing to do with Li Yaorao, so she could only pack his things for him, then wrapped Li Yaorao in two fox fur cloaks, and was about to carry him away!
"Eh? Nephew Su, you are..."

"Uh……"

As soon as she stepped out of the tent, she saw Chen Xianshi, Jun Bubu, and Yuan Qingxiao, all three of them stared at her dumbfounded! "Ahem, that, Martial Nephew Su, you're holding Li Yaoluo, it's really..." Chen Zhengyang suppressed a smile.

If you don't see it, you also look embarrassed, but you don't turn your head to look at Su Hongyan.

"Yan'er, what are you doing?" Yuan Qingxiao walked to Su Hongyan's side, pulled her aside and asked softly.

"Master, why are you so quiet? I didn't do anything shameful!" On the contrary, Su Hongyan was very ungrateful for Yuan Qingxiao's "considerateness"!

"What do you mean by not doing anything shameful? Then you are carrying a big man around like this, it is a fair thing? You put him down quickly! It's not that he has no legs, he can't walk by himself ?" Yuan Qingxiao was so confused by Su Hongyan!

"Oh, he drank too much last night, and he couldn't wake up no matter how much he screamed, I... I was in a hurry to leave again! Really, if I knew you guys came out so early, I would have come out later, and I don't have to work hard Hold him!" Su Hongyan felt angry when she saw Jun Bubu not looking at her on purpose, and Li Yaoluo, if she woke up earlier, don't dawdle, just dodge it!
"Hmph!" Su Hongyan angrily threw Li Yaoluo to the ground!

"Ow—woo—"

"What sound?" Su Hongyan looked around, but there were no small animals!
"What voice did you say?" Li Yaoluo jumped up wrapped in a cloak, "I fell to death!"

"Not dead yet!" Su Hongyan looked at him angrily.

Leaving Li Yaoluo alone, and looking at Junbu, anyway, we have already met, it's better to talk about something, at least let Junbu know that she is not the kind of person who breaks promises, if Nangongru didn't keep her promise first, She will never kill her.

"Don't you see, come here for a while." Su Hongyan called you directly.

"Hey... Su Hongyan, you! You woman! Did you throw me to the ground when you saw another man?" Li Yaoluo was furious.

It's just that seeing the way Jun Bubu looked at him, he immediately stopped talking, and added: "Of course, this man is my good brother, so it's another matter! You...you can go and talk if you have anything to say! "

It's not that he is so magnanimous, but that the guy looked at him as if he wanted to despise him to hell!
Is he, Li Yaoluo, such a stingy person?He has to prove it to Jun Bubu, it's not that you, Jun Bubu, are an upright and upright gentleman, and so am I, Li Yaoluo!He would never do such things as doubting a good brother and being jealous of a good brother!

"Don't you see, do you think I'm a treacherous person, do you sympathize with Nangongru very much, even recalling the things she did for you when she was by your side, you will feel like losing your love , feel sorry for her, don't you?" He called Jun Bu to Hanbi Pool, where he collected Nan Gongru's body last night.

She knew that he must have collected the corpse for Nangongru, from the way he looked at Nangongru, from the way he saw Nangongru and Qiuyuebai, when he decisively chose to use Nangongru as a shield to reject Qiuyuebai, she would Knowing that he has Nangongru in his heart, it's just that he cares about it a little bit, and it can't be upgraded to the level of love.

But once this person disappears from this world and never appears again, such a little bit of care will become his love mixed with guilt, and he will miss this person because of guilt, because day after day It's normal to miss and fall in love with this person.

That's why she made the agreement with Nangongru at the very beginning. From the very beginning, she made this agreement because she cared about the feelings of you. In 12 years, anything can happen. If you don't see her If she has no interest in Nangongru, then she will naturally let her go. If he is reluctant to let her go, they will be together in the end. At that time, what she has to deal with is Jun Bubu and Nangongru.

Although the chances of winning are not high, she really hopes to give him a fair result, not for anything else but because he once liked her and his affection for her.

"Yes, I feel that you are treacherous. I feel that I am sorry for Nangongru. Anyway, she took care of me so wholeheartedly, and she was the one who saved my life. Not only did I not repay her kindness, but I almost watched her being raped. You killed her! And I clearly know who killed her, and I know who to seek revenge on, but I just can't do it, this is not what a gentleman does, and this is not the way to repay a life-saving person!" Don't you see that he didn't look at Su Hongyan at first, but now he is looking at her!

Su Hongyan took a deep breath, she knew it would be like this, she still made you blame yourself after all.

"It is true that I killed Nangongru, but it wasn't because I broke my promise. I fought back because she wanted to harm me. If you don't believe me, you can go to the bottom of Hanbi Pool to see if there is any poisonous powder in the pool? If not, you now You can kill me, I will never fight back! Of course, if you want to avenge Nangongru no matter what, then you don’t need to go to see it.” Su Hongyan said in one breath, she was afraid that she would say these words after a pause Not coming out, even she herself felt that it was a sophistry.

In any case, she promised to be the servant of the king, but she failed to do so.

And at that time, she could have chosen not to kill Nangongru, but she still chose to get rid of her, just because she never wanted to live a life where such an enemy was in front of her, but she had to procrastinate again and again, which would make her feel very useless. use!
"I don't need to look at her death yesterday. It can be seen that it was caused by poisonous powder. I never thought of killing you to avenge her. I just feel... I feel that people are weak in front of some things. So powerless, she designed to kill your parents, but it is extremely sinful, and it will not be because she has repented that you will not take revenge, and it will not be because she has repented that those who died will come back to life. This These are things that cannot be changed.”

Don't you see it sighing: "If you do something wrong, you have to pay back. This is a matter of course. It's not something I can decide. No matter how hard I try, the result is still the same. I can't stop you from coming to her for revenge, and neither can I. I'm a useless person to stop her from harming you for her life."

If you don't see it, just say it, turn around and leave.

"Hey—then you're not blaming me?" Su Hongyan continued to ask.

After all, Jun Bubu is her good friend, so it is impossible for her not to care about his thoughts.

"When did I blame you?" Jun Bubu stopped and didn't look back.

Su Hongyan didn't know how to answer the conversation, she could only watch him walk away, but for some reason, she always felt that this figure was a bit lonely.

Did he miss Nangongru?
It was because of this that he blamed himself so much. If he didn't take her to heart, how could he blame himself for her mistakes?
"Are you finished?" Li Yaoluo asked hastily when she saw that Jun hadn't returned.

"Let's go, Li Yaoluo, what are you talking about!" Su Hongyan also caught up and pulled Li Yaoluo.

"What are you talking to him about? Why does he seem angry!" Li Yaoluo pointed at you.

"It's nothing, it's about Nangongru. Nangongru died, he feels bad." Su Hongyan said softly.

"Oh", Li Yaoluo nodded thoughtfully, "Understood."

"Master, are you going back with me?" Su Hongyan wanted to take Yuan Qingxiao with her.

Yuan Qingxiao is naturally willing to go back with Su Hongyan. He hasn't talked to Su Hongyan for a long time. Although they are in the same place these days, they can't meet each other. Of course, this is all on purpose. , He knew that with his own abilities, he could no longer protect Su Hongyan. Before he still had reason to pull himself out, he hoped to hand Su Hongyan over to someone who could protect her, that is Li Yaoluo.

Back at Yuanchun Hall, Su Hongyan waited for Li Yaoluo to come to her. She had a few days of leisure, so she thought about spending time with Yuan Qingxiao, playing chess with him, and practicing with him. After all, when she thought of saving Canglang Xian Jun, there is a feeling of deceiving Yuan Qingxiao, as the saying goes, the master is on the left and the right, and the palms and backs are all flesh!

"Yo? You boy, why did you remember to look for me? Are you not intoxicated by the beauty?" Don't you see that it was Li Yaoluo who came to look for you, and you were really surprised.

(End of this chapter)