The Biography of Fangirls and Immortals

Chapter 393
"It's okay, I think you must be in a bad mood right now, so I'm here to comfort you." Li Yaoluo turned against the guest, and sat leisurely on the stone chair in the courtyard.

"I'm not in a bad mood..." Even though you didn't admit it, you still sat down on the stone chair beside Li Yaoluo, and your expression was a little lonely.

"Your emotions are all written on your website, so what's the point of arguing?" Li Yaoluo thought it was funny when she saw this mournful face, and thought to herself, even if your mouth is stubborn, you should let your face match it. !

"Why, your gentleman's hall is so shabby, don't you even have a little disciple who brings tea and water? The visitor is a guest, so he poured me a cup for me in a symbolic way, what a meaning!" Li Yaoluo really didn't open any pot pot.

"Didn't Nangongru do these things in the past, now that she's dead, I haven't asked other disciples to do it yet." Don't you really want to slap Li Yaoluo's mouth, I don't know if he did it on purpose!
"I said you've been depressed these days, is it because of Nangongru?" Li Yaoluo looked at Junbu tentatively, "Hey, don't you really like that demon girl?"

Don't you see that you are full of melancholy at this time, and you don't know where to tell it, when Li Yaoluo asked about it, she was very happy to express it.

"When she was alive, I couldn't say I liked her, but I could feel her heart when I saw her doing this for me. However, no matter what, I didn't fall in love with her. It's strange to say that after her death, Instead, it made me worry about it." If you don't see it, you don't know what happened to you these days, it seems that you can always see Nan Gongru busy for him when you walk in this yard, in the back hill, in your room The busy figure inside and outside, and the feeling of guilt, kept him awake at night.

He had never felt that he had done anything with a guilty conscience, but this time, he really felt guilty from the bottom of his heart.

"Brother Jun, let me ask you, if Nangongru hadn't died, and was still by your side, serving as your cleaning disciple, after more than ten, twenty, or even thirty years, would you fall in love with her? Her?" Li Yaoluo asked.

Although he also felt that a big man asking such gossip questions really hurt his masculinity, but these days, he always had a mystery in his heart that he couldn't solve. With such a lonely expression, he seemed to see that when he knew that Fang'er was dead, a thought had already flashed in his heart, but it was just that he hadn't realized it for a long time in the past few days.

"No, absolutely not, even after 100 years, I don't think my heart and my life will change in any way, it will still be like it is now." Junbu shook his head and smiled wryly, "So people are It's very strange, obviously I don't like it to the extent that I can't forget it, not even like it, but once I lose it, I miss it so much."

Li Yaoluo pondered for a moment, her eyes narrowed, and after a while, she said, "Brother Jun, thank you."

After saying that, he flew away without looking back!
"Hey? You kid!" Don't you see, I really don't know what Li Yaoluo is playing, isn't it to comfort him?Why did you run away after asking a few questions?
"Unreasonable, unreasonable", you shook your head again and again.

But after speaking these few words with Li Yaoluo, his heart seemed to become much brighter.

It's just because of guilt. This feeling of guilt and self-blame is enough to deceive people's minds and confuse people with other feelings!
"Hehe", don't you suddenly realize what Li Yaoluo came here for, "So he came to ask this...hehe, then he should be awake now."

"Su Hongyan, come out!" Li Yaoluo shouted from Su Hongyan's yard.

"Why? When did you come? Why did you come in without letting the little disciple pass on?" Su Hongyan opened the door and said, she could recognize the voice of this person without looking at who it was, wasn't it? Li enchanting!

"Hey, hey... you..." As soon as she stepped out of the room, she was hugged by Li Yaoluo, which made her flustered.

"Oh... what are you doing?" She wanted to push Li Yaorao away, but found that Li Yaorao was hugging him too tightly, and she couldn't struggle at all.

"Don't talk, spoil the scenery." Li Yaoluo said briefly.

"And." Well, since you won't let me speak, I'll stop talking for now.

However, the scenery?How can there be any scenery here?
"What on earth are you going to do?" Feeling that Li Yaoluo's breathing was calmer, and her emotions were not as excited as before, she tentatively and slowly broke free from Li Yaoluo's arms, and looked at him with blinking eyes.

"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly realized something." Li Yaoluo replied with a look of nothing to do with her, as if the person who hugged her just now was not him at all!

"Hey, you, why did you take advantage of others..." Before he finished speaking, he was choked back by Li Yaoluo's sharp eyes!
"Okay, why don't I stop talking!" I could only sit opposite Li Yaoluo angrily.

"Hey, don't touch my cup, it's my cup." Seeing that Li Yaoluo was going to pick up the teacup on the small table, Su Hongyan stopped her.

"We've shared the same bed, what's a cup?" Li Yaoluo smirked, the more things Su Hongyan forbade him to do, he would do it anyway, even if there was cold tea in the cup, he would still sip it a clean.

Su Hongyan watched him gulp down the tea in the quilt upside down, looked at him with a strange face, and felt a little nauseous!
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Li Yaoluo asked puzzledly as she put down her teacup.

"Actually, I just want to say..." Seeing how successful Li Yaoluo's pretentiousness was, she really didn't want to spoil the atmosphere. The main reason why I don't let you drink the tea in this teacup is not because it's my cup, but...the tea in it seems to have not been changed for more than a month, and it's the...tea from before we went to Luoyue Gorge ……hey-hey!"

"What? Vomit..." Li Yaoluo felt that her stomach had been turned upside down!
"Why didn't you say it earlier?" Li Yaoluo's hand that pointed at Su Hongyan trembled.

Su Hongyan looked innocent: "You didn't ask me, besides, I told you not to drink!"

"You...you did it on purpose!" Li Yaoluo really wanted to cry without tears.

"Oh, it's okay, a big man, drinking a little bad tea will do nothing, it's just a stomachache, with your body, you can definitely stand it for three to five days. Hehe!" Su Hongyan smiled silly .

Seeing her harmless smile, Li Yaoluo was so excited to release it, she almost sighed up to the sky: "Why did I come here to look for you so excitedly! I, Li Yaoluo, who was famous for the first time, fell into your hands On? Are you sent by the enemy to torture me?"

Su Hongyan raised her eyebrows, noncommittal.

"After all, what did you realize?" This is what she really cares about.

"It's nothing, what I wanted to say at first, but I don't plan to say it now, I'd better think it over carefully." Li Yaoluo said.

"If you don't say it, don't say it, who cares!" Could it be that she begged her?Does she have such a strong curiosity?
"By the way, did you send someone to find Qin Xiang'er when you returned to Tianmo Sect these few days? I think you are in such a good mood, did you find it?" Su Hongyan suddenly remembered about Qin Xiang'er, Nangong Yue arrived Now that she didn't send anyone to Yuanchun Hall to pass on the message, it proved that she hadn't found Qin Xiang'er yet. If Nangong Yue couldn't find it, it would be difficult to find people from the Tianmo Sect.

Li Yaoluo shook her head, "No, there is no news."

Seeing that Li Yaoluo was a little disappointed, Su Hongyan hurriedly comforted her: "It's okay, the refugees are mixed now, and after the flood is over, it will be easy to find them, and... take a step back, even if you don't find Qin Xianger, this matter I can't blame you, it's her own fault. If Qin Fanger is still there, she will discipline her sister like this. Don't feel sorry for Qin Fanger. Is Qin Fanger a sensible person? Even if there is a soul in the sky, I won't blame you."

"I'm just sorry for her, but I'm just sorry..." Li Yaoluo sighed.

Indeed, it was only now that he understood what his obsession for so many years was. In fact, it was not an unforgettable love, but an unforgettable feeling caused by guilt.If Qin Fang'er was still alive, I'm afraid he would still be the same Li Yaoluo who was looking for flowers and flowers in the past, and Qin Fang'er would still be the obedient little sister waiting for him at home, a pure girl whom he liked, not the only one Love.

It was only because of the permanent loss brought about by death that he kept the past with her with deep affection.In fact, for a period of time, what he was persistent and unforgettable was just that guilt.

So even now, he still feels ashamed of her for being so affectionate to him, but he has not returned her the same affection, and has not given her love so far.

"What are you talking about, it's weird..." Su Hongyan felt that Li Yaoluo's words today were very strange. If it was normal, he would have said, "I'm sorry for Fang'er, I'm ashamed to see Fang'er", but today he said, "It's just I'm just sorry"...

Even though Li Yaorao didn't explain anything, she seemed to be able to feel that some changes in Li Yaorao's heart, and the gap that had been between them all this time, was being eliminated bit by bit.

Briefly explained to Yuan Qingxiao that if someone from Chu State came to deliver the letter, they would send someone to Chu State to pick up Qin Xianger, and then said a few words to ask Yuan Qingxiao to take care of herself and act carefully. , and flew towards Qilin Volcano together with Li Yaoluo.

Qilin Volcano is no longer within the scope of the mortal world, but in the realm of the fairy garden. For monks who have not yet ascended, entering the realm of the fairy garden is extremely difficult, and they need to go through careful preparations.

(End of this chapter)