Elopement: My Decade of Life and Death in Thailand's Red Light District

Chapter 14: Firmly Established Beliefs (2)
I was so scared that I didn't even dare to breathe, so I shivered under the quilt. I really don't know what kind of nightmare will befall me next.

Sister Chun glared at me once again, then screamed outside, "Iron Tower, bring Lin Xiu'er to Cheng Xiaoluo."

I don't know what medicine Sister Chun sells in her gourd, why did she suddenly ask Iron Tower to bring Lin Xiu'er to me?

Soon, the iron tower brought Lin Xiu'er like a gust of wind, and the two of them walked into the room, when I heard Sister Chun say to me: "Cheng Xiaoluo, you are awesome, you screwed me up the first time, but, I don't blame you, and I don't want to hold you accountable."

This is strange, Sister Chun doesn't blame me, and doesn't want to hold me accountable, so who is she going to hold accountable?I just came up with this idea when I heard Sister Chun sternly say to Lin Xiuer: "There is an old saying in China, it is the fault of the father if he is not raised, and the teacher is lazy if he is not strict. How did you teach it?"

Lin Xiu'er was rushed over by the iron tower, and she didn't understand what happened at all. Now that she heard what Sister Chun said, she finally understood what was going on, and she knelt down with a plop: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Sister Chun snorted: "Is it enough to just be sorry? You smashed my signboard like this, will this place let me continue to operate?"

After Sister Chun finished speaking, she winked at the iron tower, and immediately the iron tower walked over. Just like that day, she grabbed Lin Xiuer's hair with one hand, and stepped on Lin Xiuer's kneeling calf with the other foot.When Sister Chun saw her, she immediately took out her box of embroidery needles from her pocket, took out an embroidery needle, and was about to poke Lin Xiuer's finger.

Seeing this, I couldn't stand it any longer, and I didn't care if I was naked or not, so I jumped off the bed, knelt down at Sister Chun's feet, and begged in a low voice: "Sister Chun, you are so wrong. My fault, if you want to punish, punish me! This has nothing to do with Lin Xiuer."

Sister Chun mumbled: "Are you not good at hearing? Didn't I say that just now? It's none of your business. This kind of thing happened because of Master Lin Xiuer's failure to teach me well."

After Sister Chun finished speaking, she kicked me to the ground, and the shiny embroidery needle in her hand ruthlessly poked at Lin Xiuer's finger.

With Lin Xiuer's scream, my heart ached like it was being torn apart. This is the second time Lin Xiuer has suffered this kind of suffering because of me. This time, it was all guilt and distress.

It's really uncomfortable to see others suffer for me. Although I am also afraid of suffering this kind of pain, I really prefer that the needle is poked on my finger instead of Lin Xiuer's.

I can't stop it, so I can only watch Lin Xiuer suffer because of me. Every time a needle is poked on Lin Xiuer's finger, it's like being poked in my heart. No.

Just after Lin Xiu'er fainted and came back to life several times due to the pain, this torture, no matter whether it came from the mind or from the body, finally ended.As soon as Sister Chun and the iron tower left, I ran over to help Lin Xiuer, who was already dying, from the ground, and cried, "Xiuer, I'm sorry for making you suffer for me!"

Lin Xiu'er opened her eyes weakly, and tried to force a smile: "Sister Luo, it's not your fault, really, it's not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself, okay?"

How can I not blame myself?If it wasn't for me, how could she suffer this kind of suffering? I have only suffered this kind of suffering once, but whenever I think about it, I can't help but tremble all over.

The more Lin Xiu'er said she didn't blame me, the more uncomfortable I felt.I held her in my arms, all the sad things came to my heart, I couldn't help crying anymore, and Lin Xiu'er was like a mother who was coaxing her crying child, she kept silent and just gently Pat me on the back.

After crying bitterly for a while, the stone that weighed on my heart was finally lighter.At this time, Lin Xiu'er gently pushed me away and said, "Miss Luo, can you bring me a basin of cold water and soak my hands?"

After hearing this, I blushed and said to Lin Xiu'er apologetically, "Xiu'er, I'm sorry, I took care of myself, but I didn't expect you to be injured."

Lin Xiu'er shook her head lightly: "Sister Luo, we don't need to keep saying sorry, although I suffered external injuries, they are far inferior to your internal injuries."

Alas, I sighed softly, helped Lin Xiuer to sit on the bed, and then trotted into the bathroom, filled a basin of cold water, carried it to the bed, put it on the bedside table, and carefully wiped Lin Xiuer's red and swollen skin. Put your hands in the water.

Seeing me busy, Lin Xiuer blinked her eyes and said sincerely: "Sister Luo, I'm so glad to have a sister like you!"

I also dipped my hands in the water, held Lin Xiuer's hand tightly, and said from the bottom of my heart: "Xiuer, I am so happy to have a sister like you."

Lin Xiu'er listened, looked at me seriously and shouted: "Sister!"

I also responded to her seriously: "Sister!"

Lin Xiuer and I interlocked our fingers in the water. The icy cold water seemed to have infected the enthusiasm in our hearts, and it also had a temperature. It was no longer icy cold, but warmed up.

The next day, Sister Chun brought another fat middle-aged man into my room and said, "Xiao Luo, this is Boss Zhang. Would you like to make Boss Zhang comfortable? I won't force you." , anyway, I have asked Lin Xiuer to stretch her fingers, waiting for me to refresh her! When the time comes, just remember to come and visit!"

After Sister Chun finished speaking, she stomped away.I'm not an idiot, why can't I understand Miss Chun's blatant threats, no matter how stupid she means, people can understand her meaning, even if I don't take good care of this fat pig named Boss Zhang, she will use yesterday's method Go clean up Lin Xiuer.

Lin Xiu'er now sincerely recognizes me as her older sister, so how can my older sister be so unkind and let her younger sister suffer for her again and again?

So, even though I hated doing this kind of despicable thing, but in order for Lin Xiuer not to suffer for me anymore, I went up to her bravely and said against my will: "Boss Zhang, if you need anything, just tell Xiao Luo, Xiao Luo You must be satisfied!"

After hearing this, Boss Zhang didn’t agree with me. He just said to himself: “Oh, is it possible that Sister Chun found me a man-in-law? It sounded like a broken gong. Didn’t I tell her that I Do you like big beauties who talk delicately?"

Isn't this dead fat pig obviously scolding me for not being gentle enough?Although I wanted to kill this fat pig, I didn't dare to show such emotion on my face, I was afraid that this fat pig would turn against me like Brother Biao yesterday, and then Lin Xiu'er would be implicated because of it.

So, even though I hated him so much that I almost killed him, I changed my tone, walked up to him, put my arms around his fleshy arm, and said delicately: "Boss Zhang, he's so dead, he actually made fun of him!" I'm a man, look how I look like a man!"

Boss Zhang heard this, and came over with a lewd smile on his face: "Is it a man's wife? It's not up to you. Let me take a good look at it!"

Half a catty of oil could be scraped off that greasy face. When he opened his mouth to speak, he showed a mouthful of yellow and black teeth. What was even more exaggerated was that there was a leek stuffed between the teeth.

When he gnawed at my face, mouth, and body with that stinky mouth, I almost wanted to vomit, but I still tried my best not to vomit it out.

After tossing and tossing on me, this fat pig finally left in satisfaction. Before leaving, he held my hand reluctantly and said, "Xiao Luo, I will come to you again!"

I wish I would never see him again in this life, but I have to bow my head under the eaves, not to mention my every move is closely related to Lin Xiuer's safety.

So what can I do?He could only exaggerately blow a kiss to the fat pig and said, "Boss Zhang, you must come, I will miss you!"

The fat pig walked away satisfied. As soon as the fat pig left, I ran to the bathroom and vomited up. The vomit was so dark that I even vomited yellow bile.After throwing up, I turned on the shower head again, without even adjusting the water temperature, I just got into the cold water.Like masochistically, I rubbed my body vigorously, and sprayed bath foam one after another, just wanting to wash off all the marks left on my body by that fat pig, but the marks on the outside are easy to wash off, but What about the scars in your heart?No amount of water, no amount of foam is of any use.

I had sex with Gu Yifan before, although I didn't feel that sex was beautiful, but I never felt that sex was dirty.Later, when I was with Brother Dong, I felt that I loved him, so every sex brought me an unprecedented enjoyment.But now, for the first time, I feel that sex is so dirty. I feel so dirty that because that fat pig has entered my body, my whole body is dirty and smelly.

It wasn't until I rubbed myself blood red and was so tired that I couldn't even raise my hands that I finally stopped this kind of self-abuse, wiped off the water on my body, and slowly walked out of the bathroom with heavy steps. When I got to the bedside, I collapsed on the bed exhausted and wept bitterly.

I don't know how long I cried, but I only felt the door being gently pushed open with a "Ga" sound, and then I heard Lin Xiu'er's voice next to my ear: "Sister Luo, thank you!"

I raised my tear-stained face and said hoarsely, "Xiu'er, what are you thanking me for somehow?"

Lin Xiu'er gently wiped the tears off my face with her hands, and said in a low voice, "How can I not thank you? Sister Chun and Tieta have already prepared their positions and are ready to torture me at any time, but in the end because of your performance, I escaped." After this catastrophe. Sister Luo, I know that the reason why you wronged yourself like that is all because of me, and you are afraid that I will be implicated again, so... shouldn't I thank you?"

It is said that scholars die for their confidantes. With Lin Xiuer's words, I feel that all the grievances I have suffered before are worth it all at once.My tears flowed out again. Lin Xiuer saw it, hugged me tightly, and started crying too, crying, "Miss Luo, when will this kind of life end? If it wasn't for me If my mother can go to my father's grave alive to worship, I really don't want to live a day."

(End of this chapter)