Elopement: My Decade of Life and Death in Thailand's Red Light District

Chapter 15 Crying in Desperation (1)
So I would rather she live in hope than fall into despair...

In a blink of an eye, it has been three years since I was sold here.In the past three years, if Lin Xiu'er hadn't been by my side, the belief in going home, and the hatred for Brother Dong had supported me, I really wouldn't be able to survive a day.

I can't remember exactly how many guests I picked up and sent off, I just know that I have become numb to the point of being a walking corpse, only when I miss my parents, Gu Yifan and Gu Duoze, I feel that I am still alive.

This year, spring in Thailand came earlier than in previous years, and there were birds jumping on the branches very early.

Jumping around like a bird is Lin Xiuer.In the past few years, Lin Xiuer has done a few more things that satisfied Sister Chun. According to Sister Chun, as soon as this spring is over, Lin Xiuer can go home.

So Lin Xiu'er has no reason not to be excited, even I can't help getting excited for her.More than once, I told her in the secret blind spot that only belonged to me and her: "Xiu'er, after you go back, you must visit my parents and my son for me. If possible, you must let them come. Save me!"

Every time, Lin Xiu'er would bite my ear tightly and say, "Don't worry, Miss Luo, as long as I get out, I will definitely try to rescue you too!"

Lin Xiuer's words were like a stone thrown into a stagnant water. My numb heart started to live again. I was even more excited than Lin Xiuer, and I was still looking forward to that day.

On this day, Lin Xiu'er was taken out by a guest, and I could only stay behind full of envy.It has been three years, and I have never stepped out of here. For people like me who have been sentenced to life imprisonment by her, Sister Chun has always been on strict guard. No matter how much money the customer wants to take out, she will Nor will you bow your head in front of money.

But Lin Xiu'er was different, as long as the guests wanted, she could be taken out at any time, but she was not taken out alone, she was always accompanied by thugs hired by Sister Chun.

I sat on the bed blankly for a while, and suddenly felt discomfort in my lower body. I went into the bathroom and found out that my period had come earlier.

In this regard, Sister Chun is quite humane. She is allowed to ask for leave and rest for a few days during her monthly period.So, after I cleaned up everything, I walked out of the room and prepared to ask Sister Chun for leave.

At this time, according to Sister Chun's usual habits, she is usually in the living room on the first floor. When I walked there, when I was about to lift the thick curtain, I heard the iron tower buzzing and asking Sister Chun: "Sister Chun, are you really planning to put Lin Xiu'er back?"

I heard them talking about Lin Xiu'er, so I quickly withdrew my hands, and instead of going in hastily, I put my ear to it, hoping to hear how Sister Chun would answer the iron tower.

I only heard Sister Chun say: "Tieta, you have been with me for so many years, can you use your brain when asking questions? Tell me, can I put Lin Xiuer back? Although brothels are legal in Thailand, I They also have their deeds of prostitution, but don’t forget, where did these people get them from? If Lin Xiuer is not sensible, she will report to the Chinese police as soon as she returns. Do you think the Chinese police can just sit back and ignore it? At that time, the two countries charged me casually, and you and I will just sit in prison honestly in the next life! Therefore, I have to find a charge for her and let her know that she will not be able to leave here for a while. Continue to work hard for me!"

Tieta asked suspiciously after hearing this: "If she knew she couldn't leave, she would definitely hate you to death, so why would she work so hard for you?"

The question of the iron tower was exactly my question, and I listened more attentively.Sister Chun coughed lightly: "The secret must not be revealed, just wait and see!"

Listening to their voices getting closer and closer to me, I felt that Sister Chun and the iron tower seemed to be walking towards me. I was so frightened that I even forgot the purpose of coming here, and hurriedly turned around and ran back to my room.

When I got to the room, it had been a long time, and I just sat there blankly like this. All the hopes I had before turned into bubbles at this moment.I really hate Sister Chun to death, she gave Lin Xiuer so much hope, and Lin Xiuer and I lived so strong because of this hope, but now this hope turned out to be false, it was actually used by Sister Chun to coax Lin Xiuer to replace her The pretense of her life.No, I have to tell Lin Xiuer about this.Don't let her be deceived and used by Sister Chun again and again.

But when I saw Lin Xiu'er again, I couldn't say anything about it. I really don't know if Lin Xiu'er would be able to bear it after knowing the truth?
She must not be able to bear it, because no one knows better than me what this matter means to Lin Xiuer, because she is getting closer and closer to this hope, her walking steps are so light and cheerful, and her face On the table, there is a smile from the heart.This kind of spirit is rare here, she is like a gust of spring breeze, a beam of sunshine, let us also see hope, life is not so painful.

As her best sister, I found that I couldn't open my mouth because this matter was really too cruel for her.So, at night, when Lin Xiuer came back from the outside, when I saw her again, I felt a little unnatural. Once unnatural, Lin Xiuer began to become suspicious. She asked me: "Sister Luo, what's wrong with you? Is there something to hide?" Look at me, why do I feel weird!"

Of course I blurted out and denied it, but the panic in my eyes betrayed me. Lin Xiuer knew that I must have something to do, and it was still inconvenient to talk about it here, so she secretly found an opportunity and pulled me into a place where we talked secretly Asked: "Miss Xiao Luo, what happened, can you tell me?"

At this moment, I almost said it, but I tried my best to hold back. This matter is really too cruel for her, so I would rather she live in hope than fall into despair.

So I lied, and to Lin Xiu'er's questioning, I just said against my will: "Xiu'er, I'm really fine, I'm just a little bit reluctant to let you go, I've survived because of you these past few years, so I really don't know You are gone, what should I do?"

Lin Xiuer really believed it. She listened to me and said with a smile: "My foolish sister, didn't I tell you? After I go out, if I don’t come to rescue Cheng Xiaoluo, I will die a terrible death..."

Hearing Lin Xiu'er began to swear, I was so scared that I quickly covered her mouth: "I didn't say I don't believe you, so don't swear like that."

Lin Xiuer giggled when she heard this, and left with confidence, leaving me to stay there. This is an agreement that Lin Xiuer and I have made a long time ago. The purpose is to prevent Miss Chun from suspecting why we disappeared together. Appear.So under normal circumstances, the other person will leave after a while after one person leaves.In order to keep this secret place, Lin Xiuer and I really put a lot of thought into it, because talking here is the only way to be safe, and only here can we say something without any worries.

Lin Xiuer walked for a while, and I also walked out, because I pretended to be this matter, and I was obviously absent-minded this day. I even forgot about the important thing of asking for leave with Sister Chun in advance for my period.

This forgetting can be a disaster.

Not long after I entered my room, Sister Chun came, followed by a guest.Seeing Sister Chun bringing guests here, I suddenly remembered the matter of menstruation.

Up to now, I don't say no, and I don't say no, I just stand there stupidly.Until Miss Chun frowned and said loudly: "Xiao Luo, what are you doing standing there? Didn't you see any guests?"

I habitually took a step forward, and then stopped immediately, because the guests who come here are very taboo about women's menstrual holidays, they think that if they touch a woman who is menstruating, they will suffer bad luck, so, don't It's not that Sister Chun treats us so well in this matter, but because of the attitude of the guests, we have to take our leave for these few days.

So, the current situation is very bad for me. If I don't say it, I will definitely not be able to eat it when the guests find out about it. But now I tell Sister Chun that she can't get off the stage, and I don't do any good. fruit to eat.

But I can't keep pretending to be deaf and dumb.I weighed which is more important, and decided to tell Sister Chun first, so I walked up to Sister Chun, leaned into her ear and said, "Sister Chun, I'm sorry, I just came here, and it's too late I asked you for leave, and you brought the guests!"

Sister Chun, who was always alert, was obviously slow to react at this moment, and she actually asked loudly: "What just came?

What are you going to tell me? "

Sister Chun's reaction was really abnormal. Normally, she wouldn't ask so loudly. She would immediately think of remedial measures, tell a lie to the guest, try not to let the guest know about it, and then calmly tell her Guests are taken elsewhere.

But now she is so loud that she doesn't want the guests to know.The guest's face turned dark when he heard it, and he pointed at me and asked suspiciously, "What are you talking about? Is your dirty thing here?"

The men who come here always call our women's period a dirty thing, so I don't think it's strange, I nodded honestly: "Yes!"

This is good, the guest's face became even more terrifying, he turned his head and said to Sister Chun, "I said, Sister Chun, are you trying to make me feel bad on purpose? You purposely wanted to come here for a change of luck, but it turned out that you were lucky enough to find such a woman on purpose to make me suffer."

(End of this chapter)