Elopement: My Decade of Life and Death in Thailand's Red Light District

Chapter 26 The Hope Reignited

A buzzing fly is annoying, and I've transformed from a fly to a wall-watching gecko...

The days are too thin, the fingertips are too wide, and another month has passed in the blink of an eye, Brother Huang has not come back to find me as the girl predicted before.My heart also slowly turned from anticipation to despair.I often ask the sky speechlessly, is there really no way for me to escape from here in this life?Is it true that I have no chance to see my loved ones again in this life?The sky was silent, only white clouds floating in front of my eyes.

Since there is no way to escape, then we can only live up to Lin Xiuer's expectations and follow her.Just when I made up my mind to keep annoying Sister Chun by breaking the jar, Brother Huang came with Brother Hei one night again.

Alas, this little friend finally came, and only then did I feel that my heart was like a grassy wasteland, and brother Huang was the spark.But in fact, I am the wasteland, but brother Huang is not the kindling. It has been almost 10 minutes since I entered the door. I have been buzzing around him like a fly, but he didn't even look at me again.

Apart from wry smile or wry smile, I’m so self-indulgent, let’s not say Brother Huang’s age is still young, but the last time he took me out, he didn’t even touch me with his fingers, how can I expect him to treat me differently Treat each other?
A buzzing fly is annoying, and I transformed from a fly to a wall-watching gecko.

This time, they stayed for a very short time, and Brother Hei soon pulled Zi Qiong, who had a grudge with me a few days ago, to go out, and asked while walking, and yelled at Brother Huang: "You are not really a girl nor are you take it?"

Brother Huang's face turned red when he heard this, he turned his head and started scanning the girls who couldn't wait.

I can see the expectations of these girls, every time Brother Huang's eyes pass over a girl, that girl will always scream and blow kisses, the level of enthusiasm is comparable to that of a celebrity meeting a fan.

After doing this, Brother Huang's face became even redder, and after stroking his finger in a circle, he pointed at me and said, "It's her!"

Brother Hei laughed wildly and said, "Little Huangzi, you are so muddy that you can't paint the wall! There are so many gorgeous girls for you to choose, and you like this half-old lady!"

Brother Huang didn't explain much, just smiled, walked up to me and held my hand and said, "What are you doing standing there stupidly? Let's go!"

I finally came to my senses, could it be that God looked at me pitifully and gave me another chance?As if waking up from a dream, I quickly said, "I'm going to change clothes!"

Brother Huang smiled and shook his head: "No need, this is very good!"

His smile is so kind and warm, like a long-lost friend reunited, more like a relative.I suddenly started to feel dazed, suspecting that Brother Huang and I were not meeting for the second time, but old friends for many years, never parting, and always together.

This time I went directly by car, so although I had the idea of ​​escaping along the way, I didn't have the chance to implement it.

This time I went to the same small courtyard as last time, everything in the small courtyard has not changed, it is still so elegant, it makes people feel like coming home.Especially since it was very late, everyone went into the bedroom without staying in the living room.

Zi Qiong was dragged and dragged into the bedroom by Brother Hei, but Brother Huang maintained the gentlemanly demeanor of the first time, politely made a gesture of invitation to me, and then followed me after I entered the bedroom came in.

What made me laugh and cry was that Brother Huang was still the same as last time, he dragged a chair and sat beside the bed, and kept quiet.Looking at his appearance, I couldn't help laughing: "What are you doing sitting so far away? Are you afraid that I will eat you!"

After I finished speaking, I stretched out my hand towards his. The moment I stretched out my hand, I swore in my heart that no matter what method I use today, I must get this brother Huang down under my pomegranate skirt. , Only the person who successfully catches him can further talk about catching his heart. Only in this way, there will be more opportunities for me to use, instead of everything relying on luck like now.

But as if my whole body was electrified, just as I reached out to grab his hand, he swung his hand away forcefully and asked stammeringly, "You...you...do you want What are you doing?"

I'm really confused by this brother Huang, you say he is pure, but he knows how to go to the red light district to find women, but you can say he is not pure, he doesn't even move a finger on the women he brings.Is it because you dislike me for being old?

But why don't you bring a lot of young girls, but why choose me, an old lady?

I really found myself getting more and more confused about the young man in front of me.Brother Huang may have sensed my doubts about him. Seeing me staring at him, he suddenly raised his head, met my gaze and said, "Can you tell me your story?"

Seeing that I was silent, he mocked himself and said, "Perhaps my question is too abrupt. If it's inconvenient for you, you don't need to talk about it."

This may be an opportunity for me, maybe this brother Huang will sympathize with me after hearing my story, and maybe help me escape.So I cleared my throat, and started talking since I knew Brother Dong and failed to resist the temptation of Brother Dong... Brother Huang listened very carefully, and the expression on his face kept wrinkling along with my story Brows, and clenched fists from time to time.When it was said that Lin Xiuer died because of me, and I promised Lin Xiuer that she must live on, I could no longer control my sobs.Seeing me crying, brother Huang's eyes were filled with tears, he stood up and walked to my side, put me in his arms and said: "Do you want me to help you escape? "

Even though this was my heartfelt voice, I was still taken aback when these words came out of Brother Huang's mouth. Could this be a trick set by Sister Chun for me?Because all of this is really abnormal, otherwise this brother Huang is young, and he has so many girls who are like flowers and jade. He insists on taking me out, an old woman, but every time he comes out, he has been deliberately keeping a distance from me .The more I think about it, the more I feel that this is a trap set by Sister Chun for me, but I don't understand what Sister Chun wants to do and what hidden purpose she has set up such a trap for me.

Seeing that I was silent, Brother Huang hugged me even tighter, and whispered in my ear: "Don't worry, I won't hurt you, I sincerely want to help you!"

I pushed Brother Huang away and stared at him blankly, trying to see some clues from his face, but Brother Huang's eyes were very clear and his expression was very sincere, I couldn't see anything from his face. Show a trace of deceiving me.

Could it be that God took pity on me and specially sent an angel to save me?I couldn't help plopping and knelt down towards Brother Huang: "Brother Huang, please help me! As long as you help me escape, I will be your next generation's cow or horse..."

Before I finished speaking, Brother Huang pulled me up and said, "Don't, don't do this, I will help you if I say I want to help you, but you have to tell me that after you escaped, you wanted to do it what?"

I sighed and said slowly: "I will go out to find Brother Dong, and then..."

My words were once again interrupted by brother Huang, he sighed leisurely, and said: "Do you really love him that much? He has made you like this, and you still have to go out to find him."

I shook my head vigorously and said: "You will be mistaken. I didn't go to him to reminisce about the old relationship. I wanted to seek revenge from him. When this matter is over, I will go home and make amends and repent in front of my family. I beg their forgiveness!"

After hearing this, Brother Huang continued, "What if your relatives don't forgive you?" His tone was so sad, but I was immersed in my own emotions and didn't notice the changes in his emotions. I followed his words and thought about it.

I really can't imagine that things will really happen as Brother Huang said, will no one forgive me?If so, what should I do?The faces of Gu Yifan and Gu Duoze floated before my eyes one by one, and I seemed to see the scene of Gu Duoze chasing and running behind the back of the car back then.

Gu Duoze was six years old that year, and his favorite game was peek-a-boo.Once I hid from him, and as soon as I hid, I received a call from my work unit, saying that I had to go to the work unit immediately for important matters.Putting down the phone, I left in a hurry without even bothering to tell Gu Duoze. When I came back from work, I found Gu Duoze was sitting in the living room crying. When he saw me, he jumped up and said: : "Mom, it turns out that you ran outside, and I couldn't find it because I searched for a long time."

After listening to Gu Duoze's words, I realized that I left in a hurry just now and didn't even say hello to him, so I squatted down guiltily, hugged his small body and said, "I'm sorry, Duoze, for making you worry. In the future, my mother will never run too far, so that Dorze can't find her."

After hearing this, Gu Duoze smiled and said, "It's okay, Mom, you don't need to apologize to me. No matter how far you hide in the future, Duoze will not just stand there and cry like today. I will definitely try to find you back." Come!"

Thinking of this, I shook my head violently at Brother Huang and said, "No, I believe that even if everyone in the world won't forgive me, my parents and son will definitely forgive me!"

Brother Huang didn't make a sound when he heard this, but kept looking out of the window thoughtfully. His eyes were so sad. Several times, I couldn't help but want to ask him how he wanted to help me escape. I went out, but his expression made me flinch and couldn't speak at all.I can only accompany him quietly, looking out at the dark night with my own thoughts.

Sitting like this, I fell asleep without knowing it, and when I woke up, I found that it was already dawn.I opened my eyes to look for Brother Huang, but found that the door was ajar, and there was no sign of Brother Huang, but a bowl of thick millet porridge and a plate of pickles had already been placed on the bedside cabinet.

I jumped up, went into the bathroom, washed my face indiscriminately, and sat on the head of the bed, looking at the steaming millet porridge, but I had no appetite at all.

Forget it, I still don’t want to eat. When I stood up and was about to go out to find Brother Huang, I suddenly remembered what Brother Huang asked me last time, "Are the pickles delicious?"

Pickles, why did Brother Huang ask this question last time?Is there any mystery hidden in this pickle?I was looking at the pickles on the plate. Just looking at the appearance, the pickles were no different from the pickles I had eaten in Thailand in the past few years. I picked up one of the chopsticks and was about to put it in the mouth when Brother Huang pushed the door away. Liao came in and said, "It's too late, the car to pick you up is here!"

Alas, I have to go back again. I put down my chopsticks and gave up exploring the secrets of the pickled vegetables. I got up and just walked to the door. Uncharacteristically, Brother Huang greeted me warmly and hugged me tightly. When my brother was so abnormal, I suddenly heard him whispering in my ear: "Don't worry about running away, I will pick you up after I arrange everything!"

I nodded, and was about to say something thankful, when I saw Brother Biao, who came to pick us up, had entered the living room, so I said with a pun, "Brother Huang, do you remember to come to me again!"

Brother Huang was also considered clever, and immediately said with a dry smile: "Don't worry, baby, just wait for me obediently when you go back, and I will definitely look for you again."

Brother Biao at the side laughed narrowly and said, "No wonder people call you Brother Huang, so that's how you came here!"

Brother Huang's name actually has a deep meaning. I was half curious, half pretending to push Brother Huang away, leaned in front of Brother Biao and said delicately, "Brother Biao, tell me how did Brother Huang get this name?"

Brother Biao laughed, pointed at me and said, "Brother Huang, as the name suggests, he is a big brother who picks up waste!"

"Brother scavengers, what does this mean?" I said puzzled.

Brother Biao laughed even louder when he heard this: "Cheng Xiaoluo, Cheng Xiaoluo, Sister Chun is still secretly praising you for being smart and telling us to be on guard against you all the time. I didn't expect you to be so stupid. You are a garbage picker. You said Brother Huang often picks up outdated garbage like yours, so what else can you call him if you don’t call him Brother Huang?”

That's how the name came about, and Sister Chun was always on guard against me in private. I shook my head with a wry smile, and immediately put on a reproachful tone, and said to Brother Biao: "Brother Biao, dare to scold my old lady!" It's rubbish, let's see how I deal with you, old lady!"

Brother Biao exaggeratedly raised his hand to beg for forgiveness: "Don't scold, don't scold, you are now a celebrity in Huang's eyes, how dare I offend you!"

After speaking, he winked and glanced at Brother Huang, and pushed me into Brother Huang's arms. Brother Huang supported me, and his face suddenly turned red.

That flushed face made people feel the urge to kiss him.When I was about to take action, I saw Brother Biao changed his laughing appearance just now, and said seriously: "Okay, okay, let's stop making trouble, it's time to go back!"

After hearing this, I reluctantly pushed Brother Huang away, and said again worriedly: "Don't lie to me, remember to come find me again!"

Seeing that Brother Huang nodded his head, which was considered a yes, I reluctantly followed Brother Biao out of this familiar small courtyard and got into the car going back.

It is said that people are refreshed on happy occasions. After returning this time, my spirit has improved significantly.The thought of escaping from here soon made me laugh even in my sleep.But the good times didn't last long, and after a few days, I started to become anxious again, because after so many days, I didn't see Brother Huang appearing at all, and I couldn't help feeling uneasy again, could it be that he lied to me?But why did he lie to me?
Reminiscent of my relationship with brother Huang, he is not related to me, even though he took me out twice, he never did anything to me, so there is no need for him to take such a risk to help me.I couldn't help shaking my head again and again, laughing to myself that I was so old, and still so stupid and naive, no wonder I was deceived by Brother Dong back then.

As soon as Brother Huang and Brother Dong were equated, my affection for him disappeared.After I figured it out, I was relieved, and finally returned to the kind of despair that always outweighs hope, but I was relieved, but others were not relieved, just like Ziqiong who had a grudge with me before.

On this day, before I woke up, Ziqiong took some dirty clothes and knocked on my door. Since I was still asleep, my reaction was a little slow. Ziqiong knocked for almost 2 minutes before I finally realized , got up and went to open the door.This is good, Ziqiong had complaints about me, seeing that it took me a long time to open the door to her, without saying anything, she threw the dirty clothes in her arms on me.

Although I, Cheng Xiaoluo, was deceived into prostitution, but after entering this door, every sister from up to Sister Chun and down here has never been soft on anyone. Seeing that Ziqiong is so rude to me, my temper has come up I didn't say anything, I stepped forward and slapped her hard in the face. After the slap, I gritted my teeth and said: "Ziqiong, don't think that I, Cheng Xiaoluo, are doing the work of an old mother, so you can pick me up." Pick an eye, tell you, don't even think about it!"

Ziqiong didn't expect that I would hit her, she covered her face and rushed towards me.Soon the two women were twisting like shrews.In any case, she was still young, and I was already old. Soon, in this fight without any skill and only relying on physical strength, I became powerless to fight back, only to parry.

Seeing that I didn't fight back anymore, Ziqiong yelled at me triumphantly: "Ha, do you think that with Brother Huang supporting you, you can be defiant? Tell you, Brother Huang is just lying to you..."

This is exactly what I dare not admit, I lay on the ground, closed my eyes, did not make any resistance, only let Ziqiong insult and kick, tears still flowed out, everyone can see through, ridiculous Brother just lied to me to play, but why am I so stupid to believe that everything he said is true.

Just as I was lying on the ground puffing and weeping, a roar suddenly came from my ear: "Stop!"

I opened my eyes, and was surprised to find that the person who uttered the roar was Brother Huang.

Brother Huang rushed over after finishing speaking, grabbed Ziqiong who was riding on me, and then slapped her face twice and said: "Who said I lied to her? Bitch Son, let me tell you, if you make Cheng Xiaoluo your enemy, you are making my brother Huang your enemy!"

Ziqiong was really frightened, she covered her swollen face and said tremblingly: "Brother Huang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Brother Huang snorted, ignored Zi Qiong but walked up to me, knelt down to help me up from the ground, and said softly: "I'm sorry for being late, I have made you wronged!"

Brother Huang's words were like the sunshine in winter, my heart suddenly became warm.I said pitifully:

"You're really here, I'm not dreaming, am I?"

Brother Huang shook his head and replied: "This is not a dream, it is absolutely true. Don't worry, although my brother Huang is young, he speaks like a spittle and a nail. I won't lie to you."

I looked at Brother Huang's serious look, and my face suddenly turned red.But Brother Huang didn't pay attention to the change in my face, but seriously looked at the room I lived in, and after looking at it for a long time, he suddenly asked: "Have you been living here all these years?"

I shook my head with a wry smile, "No, I didn't live here before, I moved here after doing odd jobs."

As soon as I finished speaking, Sister Chun ran in with a smile on her face, and said, "Don't worry, Brother Huang, it was my mistake. I've been really busy these days. Return to the original room."

Brother Huang turned his face, looked at Sister Chun, and said calmly after a long time, "Then I will thank Sister Chun on Cheng Xiaoluo's behalf!"

Sister Chun said flatteringly, "Are you going to take Xiao Luo out today? Why didn't Brother Hei come?"

The corner of Brother Huang's mouth curled up, and he asked mischievously, "What? Will you not allow me to take someone out if Brother Hei doesn't come?"

These words immediately hit Sister Chun's mind, and she could see that Brother Hei didn't come, so she was really worried that Brother Huang would take me out.Just when she was thinking about how not to offend Brother Huang and achieve her goal, Brother Hei's rough voice came from the yard: "Little Huangzi, I asked you to come in and bring someone, why did you hang around for a long time without coming out?"

Sister Chun hurriedly laughed and said, "Brother Huang is laughing, you belong to Brother Hei, why would I worry about you taking someone out?" After speaking, she went out to say hello to Brother Hei.

(End of this chapter)