Elopement: My Decade of Life and Death in Thailand's Red Light District

Chapter 30 Go Home (2)
Yes, I can't, I can't even what Gu Yifan said.But I can't go, because I have nowhere to go.I originally planned to bury those dust-laden past events from now on, but I couldn't help but speak out at this moment. I didn't want to win Gu Yifan's sympathy, but simply wanted to speak out.

After Gu Yifan listened to my story, he became silent. I tried to capture something from his face, but I couldn't. The expression on his face was too calm, which made me very uneasy.But what do I need from him?Do you sympathize?I've said it all, even if I don't have sympathy for myself, how can I expect others to sympathize.So is it a joke?Laugh at me and deserve it?But if I have to choose between the two, I still hope that Gu Yifan can choose the former, but on the contrary, Gu Yifan finally chose the latter.

He suddenly burst out laughing, and then he pointed at me and cursed: "Cheng Xiaoluo, you deserve it, I always feel that God is so unfair, it turns out that God also opened his eyes when I was in great pain , it turns out that it has already begun to punish you!"

I looked at Gu Yifan with tears in my eyes. Gu Yifan is so strange to me at this moment, but even though he is strange, I can understand his mood at the moment. After all, I not only shamed his life, but also brought him so much. suffering.So, don't say he just scolded me, even if he hit me a few times, I would willingly bear it.

Just at this time, a woman in her 50s rushed in, and just after entering the door, she yelled at Gu Yifan loudly: "Mr. Gu, are you hungry?"

I guess I came too hastily just now, and I didn't see me until after I finished speaking, and then I heard her shouting at me again: "Who are you? What can I do with Mr. Gu?"

Gu Yifan glanced at me and said lightly, "A cosmetics salesman!"

I didn't expect Gu Yifan to introduce me like this. When I was there, the woman fired at me: "Go out, Teacher Gu is like this, and I don't need any cosmetics!" After saying that, she pushed and pulled me out the door.

Where did Cheng Yaojin come from here?I stood outside the door wanting to cry without tears, and just about to raise my hand and knock on the door again, a question suddenly came out from the bottom of my heart.Who is this woman?What's the relationship with Gu Yifan?His other wife?

No, if he married another, my cousin should have mentioned it, and only said that he had found a nurse to take care of him.

Then this woman is undoubtedly the nurse who took care of him.The hand I raised finally fell down again, and the door opened soon, and the woman's head poked out from the door, and said fiercely to me: "Why is it you again, hurry up, we don't need you here cosmetic!"

I was afraid that the woman would close the door again, put her hands on the door tightly and said, "Sister, you misunderstood, I am not selling cosmetics!"

The woman murmured after hearing this: "How could it not be? Teacher Gu said yes, so you can't go wrong!"

Hearing this woman's tone, I feel that I trust Gu Yifan, otherwise I wouldn't believe everything Gu Yifan says.

In desperation, I blurted out: "Sister, I'm really not a salesman, I'm Gu Yifan's wife!"

As soon as this sentence came out, it was tantamount to a bomb going off at once.The woman knew about me from the look on her face. She opened her eyes wide and yelled at me, "What? You're that shameless woman Cheng Xiaoluo? What's wrong with Mr. Gu?" ? You want to treat him like this..."

Looking at this woman who was filled with righteous indignation and defended Gu Yifan, I was speechless, because a mistake is a mistake, and more excuses will only make my mistakes worse.

At this time, Gu Yifan came out of the bedroom on a wheelchair. He frowned and said to the woman, "Sister-in-law Xiuzhu, you don't feel tired of wasting words with this kind of person!"

The woman stopped her voice obediently, but still stood there staring at me unconvinced.I turned to Gu Yifan and begged, "Yifan, don't drive me away, okay? I made mistakes in my previous life and in my next life I'll be a bull and a horse to repay you, okay?"

There was a trace of tenderness in Gu Yifan's eyes, but soon the tenderness was fleeting, and a string of cold words came out of his mouth: "Cheng Xiaoluo, I have saved enough face for you, why do you insist on tearing it up?" Embarrassing everyone? Well, let me tell you, you are already a stranger to my emotional world, and I am going to marry Xiuzhu soon!"

After Gu Yifan finished speaking, he turned his eyes tenderly to the woman whom she called Xiuzhu's sister-in-law just now and said:
"Right! Xiuzhu, tell her we're getting married soon?"

A trace of surprise flashed across Xiuzhu's face, but this surprise was soon replaced by surprise.

"Mr. Gu, don't worry. Although I, Xiuzhu, is a rough person who doesn't know a few big words, and I'm not as pretty as Cheng Xiaoluo, I promise that I will treat Teacher Gu well all my life, and I will never dislike Teacher Gu as a paralyzed person!"

Right now, it's so unnecessary for me to stand here.Since Gu Yifan had a better choice, all I could do was give blessings, and I quietly withdrew.

It was raining, and I walked into the rain alone, letting the rain wet me mercilessly.I don't know where I should go, the world is so big, I can't find a place for me, Cheng Xiaoluo.Suddenly the rain stopped, I looked up, where the rain stopped, but an umbrella was lying on top of my head.Yifan, my first reaction was Yifan. When it rained before, I forgot to bring an umbrella. Gu Yifan would suddenly appear by my side and silently give me a sunny day.

I smiled and turned back, but I was disappointed, it was not Gu Yifan who was holding the umbrella for me, but the woman named Xiuzhu just now.Seeing me turn around, she stuffed something tightly wrapped in newspaper into my hand and said, "Here, Teacher Gu asked me to give it to you!"

"what?"

Xiuzhu didn't answer my question, and after forcing the umbrella back to me, she ran away angrily.

I opened the newspaper, and what Gu Yifan asked Xiuzhu to give me was a thick stack of money, which should be no less than [-] at a rough look.I couldn't help crying while holding this stack of money. Gu Yifan is the only one who cares about me most in this world, but why didn't I know how to cherish it before?

Although the money in my pocket has almost bottomed out, how can I want Gu Yifan's money?I went back and planned to return the money to Gu Yifan.

Just as I was about to knock on the door, I realized that the door was ajar. I thought that since Gu Yifan had given it away, he would definitely not be willing to take it back.My hand that was about to knock on the door dropped again, and I gently pushed the door in, intending to put down the money and leave.But the voice from the bedroom caught my attention all of a sudden.

I only heard Xiuzhu say: "Teacher Gu, I don't understand, Cheng Xiaoluo has caused you such misery, why do you still ask me to send money to her?"

Xiuzhu's question was also my question, I couldn't help but hold my breath, nervously waiting for Gu Yifan's answer.

Gu Yifan sighed a long time, and said to Xiuzhu: "Sister-in-law Xiuzhu, if you have truly loved someone, you will understand how I feel!"

After hearing this, Xiuzhu continued to ask: "Ms. Gu, you still love her, right? If that's the case, why didn't you let her stay, but instead lied to her that we were going to get married and drove her away!"

What?Gu Yifan lied to me when he said that he and Xiuzhu were going to get married.But why did he lie to me like this?A lot of questions made me want to rush in and ask Gu Yifan for clarification immediately, but before I rushed in, Gu Yifan had already answered Xiuzhu first.

"I'm already like this, won't letting her stay with me suffer? I can suffer as much for her, but I don't want her to suffer for me."

It turns out that this is the case, I should have thought of it earlier, the reason why Gu Yifan is so determined to drive me away is not because he dislikes me, but because he loves me.

Why am I so stupid?I couldn't help but rushed in, and said to Gu Yifan: "Yifan, I heard what you said just now, as long as you don't dislike me, you can let me stay, okay?"

Gu Yifan looked at me in surprise, then sighed and said to Xiuzhu: "Sister-in-law Xiuzhu, why didn't you close the door when you entered?"

Xiuzhu poked her head out and glanced outside, then said angrily at me, "Why are you inferior to us rural people? Don't you know you have to knock before entering?"

I waved the things in my hand and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I wanted to come in quietly, put down my things and leave, but I didn't want to overhear your conversation!"

After finishing speaking, I no longer looked at Xiuzhu, but turned my eyes to Gu Yifan, my eyes were full of begging, I only hoped that Gu Yifan would speak up and let me stay.

But Gu Yifan ignored my gaze, but turned his head to the side, lowered his head without saying a word, and didn't know what he was thinking.

The air was so dull that it collapsed, I finally couldn't stand this suffocating silence, and spoke again.

"Yifan, just take pity on me and keep me, okay? If you really insist on driving me away, then I will die in front of you!"

After speaking, I rushed to the window and climbed onto the window sill.After climbing onto the window sill, I turned my head and said to Gu Yifan: "Yifan, what I owe you in this life, I will definitely pay you back in the next life! Take care!"

Although this was a momentary impulse, I didn't have the idea of ​​frightening Gu Yifan, I really wanted to die.Just when I was about to jump down, Gu Yifan said: "Xiao Luo, come down, can I let you stay?"

Gu Yifan's words ignited my vitality again, I stopped, looked at Gu Yifan in disbelief and said:

"Is it true? Are you really willing to take me in again?"

Gu Yifan nodded firmly and said, "Yes, it's too dangerous there, come down quickly!"

I jumped down from the window sill and said to Gu Yifan: "Yifan, thank you, I will definitely repay you in my next life by being a cow and a horse!"

Gu Yifan let out a long sigh of relief: "Okay, I'm tired, I want to rest for a while, you and sister-in-law Xiuzhu go out!"

(End of this chapter)