goddess above

Chapter 1190

She has neglected An Rong for several years, but after I told her that An Rong died, she was so sad that she fell ill again. She knew that I killed An Rong, but she didn't blame me. I really care about her. Can't figure it out either.

She is a king, but she is also a mother. She loves her child and just shows it directly. I know she will be sad, but if I know she will be so sad, maybe I will let An Rong go.

After my sister was gone, I watched my mother struggle with political affairs but could do nothing. I felt sorry for her but could do nothing. I didn't have my sister's courage, nor my sister's intelligence.

I know who the murderer is and I have obtained evidence, but as long as I remember that the time has not come for my mother to remind me repeatedly, I dare not act rashly. I am afraid that if I do something wrong, my mother's plan will be ruined.

My father and mother should know how my sister died, but they didn't say anything, or even acted as if they didn't know. I couldn't figure it out, I couldn't bear it, but I didn't know how to fix this.

Sister, I'm very afraid that if the queen mother can't hold on one day, how can I protect you, Yinxuan and Chaosi. "

He started to cry while talking, and he just hugged Deyang and choked up.

Now he has a lot of things to say, and regardless of whether it is logical or not, he just confides them blindly. Deyang thinks that he is still feeling uncomfortable because of what happened to An Rong, so he listens quietly and does not laugh at his crying.

The sleeping empress was woken up at some point, she heard Yinhua's words all over the place, and when she opened her eyes, she saw him crying, feeling sad and distressed.

He reached out and patted him, his hoarse voice was distressed because of the fever: "You are such a big boy, why are you crying?"

Yinhua was taken aback, turned around with red eyes, looked at the Empress, and immediately wiped his eyes with Deyang's handkerchief.

"Mother, you are awake, are you better?"

As Deyang spoke, he touched the forehead of the Empress, and Yinhua also leaned over: "Queen Mother, don't be sad, please, I'll go and bring An Rong's body back right away."

The empress looked tired: "Do you know why I am sad but can't blame you?"

Yinhua nodded: "Nanman's marriage proposal is a game. If the mother's queen refuses to marry, then Nanman may become hostile to the court. If mother's queen allows my sister to marry, then she will become Nanman's hostage. If she is allowed to marry An Rong, it is possible. It will bring Wang Xian and Nanman closer.

My mother's mother didn't marry my elder sister and married An Rong, not because she doesn't love her, but she won't be in danger of her life if she goes to Nanban, but if my elder sister goes, she will definitely not be safe.

The queen mother felt uncomfortable because of Yu Jiang and An Rong's separation, but she didn't want to harm them, but Dongchuan Anwei was nothing compared to the love between mother and daughter.

The queen mother is sad for our brotherhood, and also sad for giving up a daughter for the peace of Dongchuan. You are a king and you need to care about the overall situation, but you are also a mother. The time when you were pregnant with Anrong was the time when you first came to power and civil strife arose. Erchen knows that you feel sorry for her. "

The empress showed relief, touched his head and said: "There are too many unavoidable things in the emperor's house, but you must distinguish between the big and the small. The empress knows that you are also sad, and the empress was just like you at the beginning.

But if you think about it carefully, once you succeed, the emperor is the same. This seat will be stained with blood, maybe the blood of the opponent, maybe the blood of the siblings, maybe the blood of the best friend, or even the blood of the parents. Whether you want to or not, you have to do it when it's time to do it. "

(End of this chapter)