The Lost Heart of the Five Parts

Chapter 48 Destruction, Sooner or Later
"I would like to advise you, it is best not to make things difficult for yourself, because there are many things that will not change in any way because of your retreat."

Quietly watching Song Haiyang, An Xiaoyu has a bigger doubt than this question, that is why Song Haiyang wants to leave here so much?

"Why on earth are you doing this?"

This doubt has been forming in An Xiaoyu's heart for a long time, but An Xiaoyu has never asked, because she feels that Song Haiyang has no malicious intentions, but now An Xiaoyu really wants to find out, because after this incident , An Xiaoyu has already fully understood that it is better to clarify some things, otherwise, sometimes the consequences will make her unbearable.

"If you must have a reason, then you can just treat me as a very nosy person. As for the others, it doesn't matter. The most important thing is that you should already know your current situation."

If An Xiaoyu still has any fantasies after walking around the gate of hell, then Song Haiyang really doesn't know how to persuade An Xiaoyu, but just wants him to stop asking about An Xiaoyu. Song Haiyang also admitted that he couldn't do it.

An Xiaoyu avoids Song Haiyang's gaze, what should I say, of course I am aware of my current situation, although I survived this time, what will happen in the future, An Xiaoyu doesn't even dare to think about it , one's own destiny, one's own life is completely out of one's control.

"Xiao Yu, there are many things in this world that are not as simple as you imagined, why make things difficult for others."

All of An Xiaoyu's thinking was interrupted by Song Haiyang's last sentence. She looked at Song Haiyang with a puzzled face, as if she was waiting for him to explain the meaning of this sentence to herself.

I wanted to ask myself, but after seeing Song Haiyang's sad eyes, An Xiaoyu was shocked instantly. Why, why are his eyes so sad?
This is not the first time An Xiaoyu has seen Song Haiyang with such a sad expression, but the atmosphere at this time, Song Haiyang's advice to her, and Song Haiyang's sad expression at this time all made An Xiaoyu feel something invisible , that is, Song Haiyang did not seem to be doing this for himself, but for whom?
An Xiaoyu felt a little strange about her own thoughts. It seemed that Song Haiyang was for whom he should not care about, but why did he do this?Why do you want to leave yourself so much?What on earth does this have to do with him?
"You know what? The reason why I refuse to leave is because..."

"Once you leave, Chen Lianqiu will probably take his anger out on An's Group because of this. You don't want to see Dong Wanhua suffer any harm because of you, so you would rather bear all the pain yourself than leave here, yes ?"

An Xiaoyu nodded mechanically. Song Haiyang was so clear about his own affairs and even his own thoughts.

Song Haiyang lowered his head slightly, and his slightly slanted bangs blocked Song Haiyang's eyes, making An Xiaoyu unable to recognize what he was thinking at this time. A few minutes later, Song Haiyang put away all the emotions in his eyes and looked up at An Xiaoyu.

"Don't fantasize anymore. You have to know that An's destruction will happen sooner or later. Even if you refuse to leave all the time, even if you endure to self-destruction, you can't change this decisive fact. Before the Anshi is destroyed, save yourself first. Of course, if you insist on staying to be buried with the Anshi, then no one can do anything about it, but I think maybe Dong Wanhua doesn't want you to have any relationship with the Anshi at all. "

Song Haiyang's words were like a basin of cold water in winter, directly cooling An Xiaoyu from head to toe. For a long time, An Xiaoyu didn't know how to accept these words, or could not understand them.

Seeing the change in An Xiaoyu's face, Song Haiyang knew that what he said was too serious, but this was an unavoidable decision, because if An Xiaoyu didn't fully understand her current situation, An Xiaoyu might never make up her mind Without determination, some things can no longer be delayed, otherwise it is really hard to predict what An Xiaoyu will experience in the future.

From this incident, Song Haiyang had already seen a situation that he least wanted to see, so An Xiaoyu's situation really had to end as soon as possible.

"Xiao Yu, there are many important things in this world, and there are many important people, but the most important thing is yourself. Only by protecting yourself can you protect those who are important to you, but there is another prerequisite, that It’s just that the person who is important to you is also important to you, otherwise everything you do is not worth it.”

His tone was no longer as cold as before, nor as indifferent as before. On the contrary, he was a little more helpless, and there was even a hint of... request.

Because of Song Haiyang's strange attitude, An Xiaoyu didn't know how to deal with it for a while, but just looked at Song Haiyang blankly.

The four eyes met, the time became unusually silent, and the weird atmosphere made An Xiaoyu not know what to say. Song Haiyang's words that destruction was only a matter of time was enough to make An Xiaoyu restless.

What exactly does this mean? If this is just a piece of advice, An Xiaoyu will never believe it, because although An Xiaoyu doesn't know Song Haiyang very well, An Xiaoyu knows very well that Song Haiyang will never say such serious things out of thin air. There were too many things that An Xiaoyu didn't know were hidden in the words, but An Xiaoyu didn't know what Song Haiyang wanted to hide.

"I just want to know why you did this, don't tell me there is no reason, I won't believe it."

A trace of shock flashed in Song Haiyang's eyes, but it was only for a short moment. Soon, Song Haiyang showed a faint smile. Such a smile without impurities has not been shown on Song Haiyang for a long time. , it has been several years since that incident.

"If you really want to know, someday in the future, I will tell you, but not now, but what I can tell you is that my reason is really simple, I just don't want to see the same thing a second time in in front of me."

The same thing?the second time?What does it mean?Has this happened before?And it's related to Song Haiyang, but it doesn't make sense, too many things don't make sense.

An Xiaoyu shook her head, her head hurt so badly, what happened recently was so sudden that An Xiaoyu didn't have any time to react.

"Don't worry. Some things can't be solved in a hurry. You should take a good rest now. It's not too late to talk about anything after your body recovers."

An Xiaoyu nodded, closing her eyes as if she was resting, but Song Haiyang knew that An Xiaoyu would never be the same as before, pretending to be nothing, and continue to pretend to be confused. Once something happened, no matter whether she wanted to or not If you are willing, you must accept and face it.

That's right, the fact is just as Song Haiyang thought, although An Xiaoyu closed her eyes, she couldn't calm down and rest at all. She had too many things to think about, but she didn't know what to think about. Because An Xiaoyu didn't know what to do in the future, should she leave?Just leave like this?
An Xiaoyu closed her eyes tightly, thinking she could conceal everything, but her tightly locked eyebrows had already betrayed her, the helpless sigh disappeared in An Xiaoyu's ears in an instant, An Xiaoyu twitched the corners of her mouth slightly, and smiled wryly to herself , Song Haiyang must be very disappointed.

Song Haiyang closed his eyes, as if he was making some difficult decision. After a while, Song Haiyang resumed his usual indifferent expression, turned around silently and prepared to leave. Specifically speaking, this result should not exceed Song Haiyang's expectation That's right, he knows An Xiaoyu's stubbornness, and such a result seems inevitable.

(End of this chapter)