The Lost Heart of the Five Parts

Chapter 49 Xiao Yu's doubts (1)
Walking to the door of the ward, Song Haiyang stopped again for some unknown reason, turned around and glanced at An Xiaoyu, feeling a little dumbfounded for a moment.

"Anything else?"

Song Haiyang looked at An Xiaoyu with a blank face, and asked in a helpless tone.

"You...do you know something?"

An Xiaoyu's hesitant attitude suddenly became extremely firm. At this moment, she seemed to have strengthened all her confidence and wanted to know something.

Staring at An Xiaoyu's firm eyes, Song Haiyang's deep eyes make people unable to understand his state of mind at this time, after a long time...

"No, the only thing I know is that if you don't leave here, it will be more dangerous. I said that it may be better to watch some things as a bystander, because the person involved may not have the opportunity to see the ending."

"If that's the case, why are you doing it? Wouldn't it be better for you to stay out of it?"

Looking at An Xiaoyu, Song Haiyang felt that her gestures seemed to be full of doubts.

"You are right, so from now on, I will completely stay out of the matter, so as not to cause unnecessary trouble for myself."

Unnecessary trouble Song Haiyang seems to be extremely helpless when he says these words, but in terms of his position and identity, it seems that there is only so much he can do.

Song Haiyang didn't say anything more, and didn't care if An Xiaoyu had fully understood what he meant, so he just left, but the smile An Xiaoyu left at the end was too weird, which made An Xiaoyu feel uneasy all the time.

In the corridor outside the ward, the sound of lonely footsteps made Song Haiyang's figure look extraordinarily lonely. He knew that it was impossible for An Xiaoyu to fully understand what he meant now, but he also knew that An Xiaoyu would know soon. What it will be like when she knows, Song Haiyang is not sure.

Standing at the door of the hospital, Song Haiyang felt an inexplicable pain in his heart. He supported the pillars at the door to stand firm, but the expression on his face was not pain, but infinite sadness.

"Brother, are you alright?"

Song Tiange stretched out his hand to support Song Haiyang, not only worried, but also helpless in his eyes.

"fine."

Song Tiange helped Song Haiyang get into the car, and looked at the hospital that was gradually disappearing from sight. Song Haiyang seemed to be getting better, but the constant silence showed that he was very depressed now.

"Has she made up her mind?"

Although Song Tiange didn't know about An Xiaoyu, Song Tiange still wanted to know more about the person Song Haiyang cared so much about. Maybe he and An Xiaoyu would have some intersections in the future.

"No."

When mentioning this matter, Song Haiyang was speechless. An Xiaoyu hesitated like this, and the final result of such scruples was nothing more than hurting himself deeply, but Song Haiyang knew very well that there are some things that no one will know before the facts are in front of them. believable.

"why?"

Song Tiange was very surprised. Why did An Xiaoyu still not make up her mind after so many things happened?Is she really going to wait here to die?

"She doesn't want to hurt Anshi."

"She's stupid enough."

Song Tiange said very speechlessly, he had never seen such a stupid person, and he didn't want to hurt An Shi, did she know that she was the biggest victim.

"She's not stupid..."

Song Haiyang didn't say anything further, he really didn't know what to say in this situation, An Xiaoyu has her own ideas, although her ideas may not be right, but some things are really not purely right and wrong can be assessed.

"By the way, did you tell her about that?"

"not yet."

"Why don't you tell her, if you tell her, I think she should make up her mind soon."

"It's not the time yet. We haven't confirmed whether that matter is true. Besides, even if it is true, I shouldn't tell her."

Although Song Haiyang wants to take care of An Xiaoyu's matter, he can't take care of it too much. This is also a big problem for Song Haiyang, so he chooses not to take care of it anymore. The only thing he can take care of is here. The rest is An Xiaoyu's own business.

Looking at the hospital that was getting farther and farther away from him in the rearview mirror, Song Haiyang showed a bitter smile, An Xiaoyu, I hope that when you figure out everything, you are not completely bruised.

This is the only thing Song Haiyang can do for An Xiaoyu now, and it is also the last thing he will do for An Xiaoyu.

It's just that An Xiaoyu, who is in the hospital now, doesn't realize this. What Song Haiyang said that he will start to stay out of the matter is not taken seriously by An Xiaoyu, because An Xiaoyu often doesn't know what Song Haiyang said. One sentence is true, which one is a joke, so this time, An Xiaoyu also took it as a joke. It wasn't until the moment An Xiaoyu's world was turned upside down that An Xiaoyu realized how naive she was.

Staying alone in the quiet ward, An Xiaoyu began to think for the first time, whether it was worth it for her to do this, because she didn't want to hurt An's family, and didn't want to hurt her own mother. He almost lost his life, but looking at Dong Wanhua's attitude, it seemed that this was only his own business and had nothing to do with her at all.

For the first time, An Xiaoyu's faith began to waver. The mother's care that she had been looking forward to for a long time seemed to have become worthless and meaningless to An Xiaoyu at this moment.

An Xiaoyu shook her head, feeling a chill in her heart, how could she have such thoughts, no matter what, Dong Wanhua is her mother, how could she be so disappointed in her?
In fact, An Xiaoyu is even more afraid of losing her last relative. She has lived in a world where no one cares for her since she was a child. An Xiaoyu cherishes the feeling of being cared for by others. I believe that Chen Lianqiu is not a bad person in essence, because he used to take care of and love himself so carefully; because of this, she believes that her mother will change her attitude one day, because she is her closest relative in this world people.

Powerlessly turned over, looking at the white world in front of him, the bloody scene once again appeared in front of An Xiaoyu, a scene that An Xiaoyu would never want to recall again, the indescribable pain, the dazzling bright red, has been lost The child in my heart, and the wound in my heart that will never heal...

An Xiaoyu closed her eyes, trying to escape from these painful memories, but a name floated uncontrollably in her ears, and once again drew a huge wound on An Xiaoyu's already wounded heart.

"Wan'er."

The originally depressed mood became darker because of the thought of this name, and the bottom of her heart began to ache. It seemed that just this name was enough to destroy everything about her.

Everything about yourself?Thinking of this, An Xiaoyu's whole body shuddered. What is everything about her?In this world, what is your own?
An Xiaoyu shook her head mockingly, it's really funny, she was still worrying about what she would lose, but she didn't realize that there was nothing that belonged to her at all.

Falling on the bed helplessly, An Xiaoyu no longer even has any problems to think about, because the sovereignty of thinking is not in her own hands at all.

In the quiet study room, Chen Lianqiu looked at the empty easel, the sadness in his eyes was so strong, looking around the other portraits, Chen Lianqiu's eyes became extremely scary, although it has been almost a week, but, Chen Lianqiu The anger in Qiu's heart didn't lessen at all, on the contrary it became more and more intense.

(End of this chapter)