The Lost Heart of the Five Parts

Chapter 55 The Roar of Despair (1)
It's really funny, those things that were very important to me in the past can be put down so easily by me now, Ke Yijun is right, I've been thinking about others all the time, but who cares about me, An Xiaoyu I will never deny that if I die now, no one will feel sorry for me, and no one will care about the reason for my death.

Standing up from the ground with some difficulty, An Xiaoyu stumbled towards the door. Through the door, An Xiaoyu seemed to have sensed the tranquility outside, but that was fine, at least no one would find her this way.

Never before has An Xiaoyu's desire to escape from a place been so strong.

Opening the door, An Xiaoyu walked out of the door gently, and walked downstairs carefully step by step. She didn't know the reason, but everything went very smoothly today. It seemed that everyone was helping her. From the bedroom to the door, An Xiaoyu was alone. I have never met anyone, this has never happened in the past, maybe because Chen Lianqiu is at home today, maybe it is because it is raining today.

An Xiaoyu walked out of the gate carefully. Although the heavy rain blurred An Xiaoyu's vision, An Xiaoyu walked forward as if she couldn't feel it at all.

Completely ignoring whether her physical strength could last, An Xiaoyu walked faster and faster, and in the end, she was almost trotting forward.

Such a rainy night can't help but make people feel that the temperature is a bit low, but An Xiaoyu can't feel it at all. If there is no rain, I believe that An Xiaoyu's whole body must have been soaked in sweat.

The vision became more and more blurred, An Xiaoyu wiped her eyes indiscriminately, but she was deceiving herself that it was just rain.

An unsteady foot, An Xiaoyu fell into the rain, his knee was scratched, and along with the rain, blood seeped down his calf, but An Xiaoyu didn't seem to feel it at all, stood up from the ground, and continued desperately Running forward, without a goal, it doesn't matter, there is no shelter, it doesn't matter, for An Xiaoyu, the most important thing is to keep a distance from Chen Lianqiu, the farther the better.

The lights of the villa became more and more blurred in the rainy night, but it became darker and darker in front of An Xiaoyu, until nothing could be seen, only darkness remained.

An Xiaoyu's footsteps finally stopped, and she stood still and took a breath. At this time, An Xiaoyu didn't feel tired at all, but there was a more complicated feeling in her heart than tiredness. That kind of feeling made An Xiaoyu feel scared. Desperate escape is trying to avoid that feeling.

An Xiaoyu naively thinks that as long as she keeps a distance from Chen Lianqiu, that feeling will naturally stay away from herself, but she doesn't know that that feeling exists in her heart, if she can't open her heart knot, no matter what Wherever she fled, that feeling would follow her like a shadow.

A ray of light flashed behind him. To An Xiaoyu, that kind of light was as terrifying as an emissary from hell. In An Xiaoyu's eyes, all the lights and even all the lights were like the light in Chen Lianqiu's house. Even though she was right in front of her eyes, she couldn't illuminate her dark world, so An Xiaoyu wanted to escape, to escape from this terrifying place, to find the real light.

The car passed by An Xiao's side at high speed, and even splashed water all over An Xiaoyu's body because of the speed of the car. Seeing the car go away, An Xiaoyu was inexplicably relieved, even though his surroundings were once again plunged into darkness.

Slowing down and walking forward, looking around, An Xiaoyu didn't know where this place was at all, it seemed to be in the suburbs, yes, Chen Lianqiu's villa was on the edge of the suburbs, it seemed that he had walked into the suburbs Come, the surrounding area is empty, except for the trees on the side of the road, and a few unoccupied villas in the open space not far away, the rest is only darkness.

In the past, An Xiaoyu was most afraid of the dark, but now, An Xiaoyu likes the feeling of darkness so much, because in the dark, no one can see her haggard, because this kind of darkness can cover up everything, including her Sad, her helplessness.

Walking forward with difficulty, An Xiaoyu didn't seem to feel it at all, her feet were worn out, her knees and arms were also scratched due to the fall just now, but An Xiaoyu couldn't feel all of this, I just feel so depressed.

Why, An Xiaoyu asked herself over and over again, didn't she already escape from there, why did she still feel depressed, by the way, she must have not gone far enough.

Thinking of this, An Xiaoyu quickened her pace unconsciously, without feeling exhausted at all. Until a long time later, recalling this night, An Xiaoyu herself felt incredible, how did she walk so far.

The scene in front of her was a bit blurry, An Xiaoyu stood where she was, shook her head vigorously, trying to keep herself awake, An Xiaoyu secretly assured herself that no matter what happened, she would never fall down again, absolutely not, even though for As far as he is concerned, he is doomed to suffer more to survive, but now, there is no reason for him to fall down.

"A trash like you still has the face to live, get lost, get lost as far as you can..."

"Why do I have a daughter like you, get out of here, don't let me see you..."

"You little bitch, did I owe you in my previous life, get out, get out of here..."

Dong Wanhua's words echoed in An Xiaoyu's ears one by one. An Xiaoyu covered her ears, thinking that she would not hear these words again, but to no avail. Those words penetrated into An Xiaoyu's ears, over and over again. , seems to want to drive An Xiaoyu to nowhere.

"Useless waste..."

"You bastard..."

"waste……"

Yes, by Dong Wanhua's side, what An Xiaoyu heard the most is trash, maybe in Dong Wanhua's eyes, An Xiaoyu is a trash, even Dong Wanhua has always felt that a person like An Xiaoyu, alive Any meaning, because An Xiaoyu can't bring her any benefits.

"No, no..."

An Xiaoyu shook her head desperately, trying to drive away these words completely.

"No, I'm not trash, not..."

An Xiaoyu's lips trembled, how much she wanted to shout out these words desperately, she was not a waste, no.

"Wan'er..."

"An Xiaoyu, you bitch..."

"The daughter of a bitch is a bitch..."

The same words full of sarcasm and insults struck again, but this time, it was no longer Dong Wanhua who said it, but Chen Lianqiu.

"No... no... that's not the case..."

An Xiaoyu seemed to have fallen into a predicament, and no matter how she walked, she couldn't get out of this predicament.

"No...it's not like this, it's not like this..."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and no one could understand the look that flashed in An Xiaoyu's eyes. Is it fear?Is it firm?Is it to escape?Is it negative?

Running forward, she wanted to escape from here, from these voices, from all the pain here.

Because of exhaustion, An Xiaoyu fell to the ground, letting the rain hit her body, but she didn't even have the strength to escape. An Xiaoyu looked up at the sky where the thunder was rolling and the lightning was constant, why, why everything happened to her body?Why should all the misfortunes be borne by oneself?Why, why exactly?Why is God so unfair to me?

"why?"

Looking at the sky where the rain was falling, An Xiaoyu's throat erupted with a roar like a sharp blade. On this night of lightning and thunder, he broke through layers of dark clouds and charged towards the sky like a shining sharp blade...

"Why. Why are you all doing this to me?"

(End of this chapter)