When the iceberg is sweetened by me

Chapter 677 Xueluo Lonely City Chapter Mei Zhixueluo's Confessions 5
Mother's stupidity, mother's persistence, mother's death for a scumbag, it is because she liked the scumbag too much at the beginning, she couldn't break the filter built for the scumbag, she could only end her own life, to deny the cruelty reality.

However, although I realized my goodbye love for Luo Gucheng, fortunately, I haven't built a thick filter on him, and I can still leave.

So I tried to find out about him, trying to disappoint myself.

After all, an 18-year-old boy with no father and no mother can easily get some money, so he definitely doesn't do good things, and he might be a scumbag among them.

At that time, I thought, he wouldn't sell it, would he?

His small appearance is definitely the favorite of a super rich woman, which can help him take off overnight.

But after inquiring, I fell into boundless distress.

It's hard for me to imagine that such an innocent and lovely doll when I was a child, in order to raise my younger sister, begged for food with dignity among a group of rich wolves in human skins.

Luo Gucheng was 16 years old. He was doing business with a foreigner. At the beginning, he was in the business of dumping industrial equipment. In order to sell the first batch of goods in his hand, he knelt on the ground and was stepped on by a partner of two hundred catties. Looking back at the beauty.

Later, the unscrupulous partner saw that he was young and wanted to monopolize his goods, so he tampered with his goods and demanded ten times the compensation from him. Using this as an excuse, he broke four of his ribs and his right arm, and beat his brain. shock.

He was 17 years old that year.

After hearing about him, I fell for him completely.

Because he was like this, he was able to ride a bicycle with one hand to send Shui Rao to the exam, and after Shui Rao entered the exam room, he passed out outside the exam room, and was almost dragged away by some unvaccinated dog biting his trouser leg.

Before he was a teenager, he had already become an out-and-out bloody man.

All his devotion to Shui Rao made me believe that his heart is hot.

When I'm awake, I like Luo Gucheng, but when I'm asleep, I'm oppressed by his beast father's evil deeds.

Then one day, I suddenly thought of a breakthrough.

If something like that happened to me and Luo Gucheng, would I come out?
After my deliberation, I was 19 years old and got the 18-year-old Luogu City.

I really broke through.

I finally brainwashed myself with the thinking that "people, regardless of gender, are just animals with complex emotions and animal nature."

I think my idea of ​​wanting to occupy Luogu City is a beast.

Then afterwards, I felt sorry for my mother.

I just came out of his father's nightmare, but the pain of my mother's life made me fall into another anxiety immediately.

Not only do I feel that I am sorry for my mother for not loving myself, but I am even more sorry for what my grandfather has done to me.

In order to avoid the self-condemnation in my heart, I made up lies and reasons for myself, and even deliberately stabbed Luo Gucheng with words.

I told him who I am, and I told him why I plotted against him.

"After my mother became insane, I swear, I will treat his smartest son the same way your father treated my mother."

Listen to what I said, how righteous, I deliberately exaggerated the tragic experience of my mother, and even acted as if I sacrificed myself to avenge my mother. Everything is indifferent.

But all this is just a stupid excuse to deal with my inner anxiety.

After all, I am only 19 years old. Since I was 10 years old, I have been trying to survive alone in this complicated society, like a blind man crossing a river.

(End of this chapter)