Rebirth of the Splendid Phoenix

Chapter 38 I'm not as good as you think

Lying quietly in the box were a small and thin dagger with a cold light, a small hand crossbow and a crossbow with a sharp light.

These few things are obviously good things that can kill people and save lives, especially the hand crossbow, which is even rarer and rare. If Xie Jinhua hadn't obtained such a hand by accident in his previous life, he would not know the power of this thing, and where it came from .

Xie Jinhua looked at the things inside, a little dazed, she didn't expect Qin Zheng to disappear for most of the day to find these things, does he know the special feature of the hand crossbow?Does he know what the lines on the dagger mean?
Xie Jin's fingertips hovered in the air on the subtle pattern on the dagger.

Qin Zheng looked at Xie Jinhua in a daze, thinking that she didn't know how to use the hand crossbow inside, hesitated for a moment, and opened his mouth to explain.

"I can't accept this thing."

Xie Jinhua's voice suddenly sounded, breaking the inexplicable silence. She raised her eyes, closed the box gently, and handed it to Qin Zheng who was at a loss, with a rare seriousness on her face. : "I don't ask you how you got the hand crossbow and dagger, but Ah Zheng, remember my words, unless it's life or death, don't use these things, and even if you use them, don't let others spread the word."

There was a coldness in the girl's eyes.

Qin Zheng's hands hugging the wooden box were tight, a little stiff.

He looked at Xie Jinhua who had lost his smile: "Don't you like this gift? They can protect you. If you don't like it, I can find some other ones."

Apart from these life-saving things, he has nothing else to give to Xie Jinhua. His life has always been extremely barren.

In addition to being barren, it is still barren.

Qin Zheng's eyes were extremely dim, and in the candlelight, all the brilliance gradually disappeared.

"I like your presents very much, but these things are not what Daqing should have."

Xie Jinhua looked at Qin Zheng's dim eyes, his heart tugged, and the seriousness on his face couldn't be maintained.

She pressed her hand on the boy's bruised hand, which was extremely cold, and there was still some moisture on his body. The things he found for her after traveling outside for so long were rejected. The thing is too big, and Xie Jinhua doesn't want to refuse to let the boy feel uncomfortable and disappointed.

"Listen to me, put your things away, and don't let others see you have these two things again. Also, don't think that I'm going to a dragon's pool and a tiger's den tomorrow. Even if my father has plans, he won't want to Kill me, don't you want to follow me tomorrow? With you protecting me, what am I afraid of? Why do I need to do it myself?"

Xie Jinhua's words and deeds can always easily control Qin Zheng's emotions.

Obviously just now I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, but at this moment when I heard Xie Jinhua's words, I felt the temperature on the palm of my hand, but it was as if the winter had warmed up, and the whole person felt alive.

When his mind recovered, Qin Zheng also thought that something was wrong. He looked down at the box in his hand and frowned: "I got this thing from someone. She taught me my martial arts. She said I could protect you."

Qin Zheng went back to Prince Rui's Mansion, where he had some self-defense weapons and poisons, no matter who put them on his body, they were all sharp weapons for self-defense.

However, he happened to meet the old woman. He thought that there was going to be a fight, but he was wrong. The old woman was not very agile, and she was poisoned by him last time. After knowing his purpose, I gave him these things.

The things were indeed good things, but Qin Zheng was also worried about some mechanism on it, checked it many times, and sent it to Xie Jinhua if there was no problem.

But now Xie Jinhua said that something was weird, Qin Zheng's face showed a cold look, and there was a murderous intent flashing in his eyes, if the old woman really messed with it
"Things are good things, but there are some problems with the source. That person, I don't know if she knows it well. Anyway, it's better not to believe too much in the future."

Xie Jinhua shouldn't have spoken to Qin Zheng like this, but she was worried that the boy would be plotted against by others, so she didn't care about other things, so she directly persuaded him.

"I believe you."

I only believe in you, I don't believe in anyone but you.

The boy didn't say the last half of the sentence, but his eyes were full of Xie Jinhua's shadow.

Xie Jinhua suddenly didn't dare to look into the young man's eyes. Compared with her many concealments, the young man almost exposed everything in front of her.

There was the matter of poisoning Prince Rui's son before, but now there is a protective weapon with unknown meaning behind it, no matter what kind it is, it is fatal, but Qin Zheng never concealed the slightest from Xie Jinhua.

Xie Jinhua believes that if he asks Qin Zheng who he is talking about now, the other party will not hide it.

She only wanted to repay her kindness, to make up for what she owed him in her previous life, but in fact it was just for her own peace of mind.

On the contrary, it was a young man. In his last life, he abandoned everything for her, and finally died without a place to die. In this life, he entrusted all his wealth and life just for the sake of a little closeness to him.

His trust is too heavy.

She was afraid that she would not be able to bear it, and that she would fail again.

"Don't trust me too much, I'm not as good as you think."

Xie Jinhua withdrew his hand from the boy's palm.

Qin Zheng's fingers moved, wanting to grab that hand, wanting to tell her it was worth it, but Xie Jinhua had already turned around.

"I'm a little tired and want to sleep, you go out first."

Xie Jinhua has never been so indifferent to Qin Zheng.

Qin Zheng's hands were empty, and he looked at Xie Jinhua's back with a bewildered expression on his face.

He didn't know what he said or did wrong, and he didn't understand why the girl suddenly became indifferent to him.

"Don't go."

The young man suddenly walked two steps quickly, grabbed the other party's sleeve, and muttered these two words. Apart from this, the young man didn't know what to say or explain.

The expression on his face was terrified, like a little beast that was suddenly thrown down by its mother beast, and he didn't even know what he did wrong.

"elder sister."

The boy called Xie Jinhua again: "I did or said something wrong, you tell me, I will change everything."

Just don't leave me.

Xie Jinhua couldn't help but turned his head back, and after just one glance, he couldn't move anymore.

Sighing, Xie Jinhua closed his eyes and opened them again, the indifference inside had disappeared.

"you're not wrong."

It was me who was wrong, it was I who provoked you again and again, it was I who repeatedly let you into my vortex.

"Suddenly realized that I am actually very selfish, Ah Zheng. In the future, I may bring you hurt, pain, despair, or even..."

death.

"I do not care."

The young man moved his hand from Xie Jinhua's sleeve to the other's hand, grasping it firmly, as if grabbing a life-saving straw, and said word by word: "I want to be by your side, even if there is something bad. I also want to stand in front of you."

He wants to protect her.

This idea is so strong.

"Fool."

The girl smiled, and besides this, facing him, she couldn't say anything else.

Qin Zheng watched as the light in the room went out and turned into darkness again, without moving for a long time.

Although Xie Jinhua was no longer so indifferent in the back, the sudden indifference in the front was like a thorn, deeply piercing in his heart.

He didn't know why she was so cold to him all of a sudden, but he didn't want to accept the other party's coldness, that feeling was too bad.

The young man's eyes were deep and dark, unable to see the slightest light, just like his state of mind at the moment.

A sense of security is never easier to lose than to gain.

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Xie Jinhua didn't sleep well that night.

She couldn't help but wonder whether Qin Zheng's life would be better without herself. Without herself in the previous life, Qin Zheng would have been soaring after the bitter first half of his life, and would have become an existence admired by thousands of people.

Qin Zheng in this life, if he hadn't intervened, he might have suffered a lot of hardships and pains, and he would have had the same opportunity as in his previous life, and he would have skyrocketed.

To him, she was never a salvation, but an abyss.

When Xie Jinhua woke up, his eyes were a little sore and he felt uncomfortable.

Stretching out his hand and rubbing the center of his eyebrows, Xie Jinhua slowly opened his eyes.

I looked at the sky, it wasn't bright yet, and it was still a little dark.

She habitually called Lily's name.

Suddenly there were footsteps outside, followed by respectful words.

"Did the Second Miss get up? The servant waited all night to make the clothes for you to try on. If it doesn't fit, there is still time to change it."

Xie Jinhua frowned, hearing the voices of these people early in the morning made her already bad mood even worse.

"Second Miss, Second Miss?"

The voices outside raised their voices.

"Second Miss doesn't seem to be up yet, that's impossible, open the door."

It was so loud yesterday.

Xie Jinhua frowned even harder, sat up and wanted to get out of bed.

The next moment, the young man's hoarse voice came from outside, as if he hadn't slept all night: "Second Miss hasn't gotten up yet, you can't go in."

Xie Jinhua couldn't help but worry first, did the other party not have a good rest last night?
"What are you? We are here on the master's order to wait for the second lady to wash and change clothes. Get out of the way."

Meme looked at the gloomy young man with a wound on his face, showing some disgust on his face.

Xie Jinhua listened inside, his face darkened, not wanting to delay any longer, got up and got out of bed and put on his shoes.

"Without the order of the second lady, no one can go in."

Qin Zheng's voice was even lower, Xie Jinhua didn't know that there was a gloomy murderous look in the young man's eyes at this moment.

The aura made Momo and the person behind her, who wanted to lead people directly into the room, chill, and couldn't help but feel trembling. They had a feeling that the other party would kill them.

"You, what are you going to do? We are the people sent by the master. If the master's business is missed, even the second lady can't bear it."

This voice and words are already showing weakness.

Qin Zheng is just a young man, but his appearance at this moment, especially under the dim sky, is like a rakshasa, which makes people uncontrollably afraid.

The door behind him was pushed open, Xie Jinhua put his hand on Qin Zheng's shoulder, and said coldly to Momo and a large group of servants opposite, "Come in."

"I just woke up right now."

The words to Qin Zheng were soft.

Qin Zheng didn't look back, Xie Jinhua couldn't see his expression at the moment, but her hands were wet, and the boy's hair was full of damp water vapor, as cold as a piece of ice, between the hair There was a leaf, just like the one on the tree in the yard.

Xie Jinhua was stunned, the other party, Xu stayed outside all night.

In my heart, the acid is severe.

(End of this chapter)