Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 13

"Lin Yuehe."

After struggling for a long time, I finally stopped him when he was about to finish walking the grassy path.

The voice is cold and clear enough.

He stopped at the end of the path, standing alone in the dark night, suddenly looking back, he stood like a beautiful freehand oil painting.

And at this moment, no matter how beautiful he is, how can I forgive him.

His voice was panicked and helpless, I slowly stood up, moved my numb and painful legs, and walked slowly towards him.

"Bosha... just now... was it you?" He even stuttered.

I found it impossible to utter a word except to call out his name.Standing in front of him, just tears streaming down, streaming down.

I miss Lin Yuehe who sang in the wind and rain, and I miss Lin Yuehe who patted my head with eyes as clear as a spring.

And the man in front of him was completely different.

After staring at him for a long time, he didn't dare to look at me, those eyes drifted in the night, I found sadly that I had no choice but to run away.

I can only run away helplessly, wanting to hate him, scold him severely, even beat him, but I can't do it.

He raised his head, but it seemed to weigh ten thousand catties, and he couldn't reach the top of my hair for a long time.

It was me who ran away in a hurry.

"Thin sand, thin sand!" He shouted behind him, but I ran away without looking back.

I don't know where I'm going, and when I'm going to run, I just want to use the soreness of my feet and the exhaustion of my limbs to numb myself, so that I can fall asleep. When I wake up, I find the scene I saw, Just a ridiculous nightmare.

However, this dream has really entangled me in it.

After an unknown period of time, when I was squatting next to a garbage station on a certain road and gasping for breath, a taxi stopped beside me, and Ning Qinglan, who was tearful, and Lin Yue, who looked anxious, walked out of the car. river.

Seeing his still handsome face, I suddenly hated him extremely.

Ning Qinglan ran over to hold me back: "My dear Shasha, I'm sorry for you, please listen to my mother's explanation..."

Lin Yuehe's whole face was gloomy, he opened his mouth, and spit out three words after a long time: "I'm sorry."

"Disgusting, hypocrisy!" Without mercy, I turned my head and spat viciously: "You are disgusting, I hate you!" Cursing and cursing, my tears flowed down my face.

The stench of the garbage collection station floated in the air, and I also wanted to vomit. Ning Qinglan still held my hand and said, "Come back with me, and I will tell you everything when I go back. Mom will tell you about our Is the story between you good? Don’t you like listening to stories the most?”

"Don't listen, don't listen, don't listen!" I covered my ears and yelled, you are so cruel, I have to accept a lot of cruelty and ugliness in this world as a 15-year-old me.

I stood up and tried my best to break free from Ning Qinglan's hand.

Lin Yuehe stepped forward quickly and hugged my arm: "Bo Sha, can you listen to me? Can you understand me... Today, I came to say goodbye? I just can't help it..."

I ignored his intermittent explanation, just struggled hysterically and shouted: "I don't understand, I don't forgive, I hate you, I hate!"

Youth has become a grand sacrifice, and all the youthful and beautiful imaginations are crushed into powder by reality, and they die with the wind.

(End of this chapter)