Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 28 She Wears His Rose Ring

I need Lin Beifeng to give me an explanation, complete and complete, without any false explanations.

He knew it was me, but he played the bass, held up his handwriting, stood with those booing people, helped other boys, and confessed to me.

After a long time, I suddenly woke up and jumped out of the bed, grabbed the clothes and put them on quickly. The roommates looked at me with surprise, and Qin Qianqian laughed at me while eating a snack: "Well, we have to face it. .As soon as you go there, there will be sensational news."

I didn't bother to pay attention to her, I hurriedly dressed and ran downstairs. Someone in the crowd recognized me and shouted excitedly: "Come on, come on!"

Cheng Jiahui, who was wearing a plaid jacket and had a naive smile on his face, held flowers in surprise, and shouted: "Bosha!"

I ran straight over, brushed past his shoulder, and turned around in a circle, but Lin Beifeng was nowhere to be seen.

But after a while, where did he go?

I stood where I was and yelled like a madman: "Lin Beifeng, Lin Beifeng! Come out! Come out!" Shouting, tears streaming down my face, everyone looked at me Don't understand the expression.Cheng Jiahui came to pull my cuff carefully, but I swung it away: "Get lost."

A short word caused those signs with words to be put down one after another. Several boys were not happy to see me scolding their boss. They wanted to gesture at me but Cheng Jiahui stopped him. His face was also withered like a hand holding it for too long. Like a rose, decadent, but still with a reluctant and simple smile: "Bao Sha, are you looking for Lin Beifeng?"

I suddenly turned my face and grabbed his clothes, looking straight at him: "Tell me, how can I find him, I want to find him. I have been waiting for him for seven years."

This is how the farce of the day ended.There were too many onlookers crowded downstairs in the girls' dormitory, which alarmed the aunts of the dormitory management department. They ran out of the office in blue uniforms, some with brooms in their hands.The fat dormitory chief put his hands on his hips and yelled, and those onlookers dispersed in response.The roses in Cheng Jiahui's hands were crushed by the crowd, and the sign with my name on it fell to the ground and was stepped on by countless feet. Only the "love" that Lin Beifeng raised was picked up by me and held in my arms. arms.

Cheng Jiahui said that he could take me to find Lin Beifeng, so I followed him.

The setting sun has gradually receded, and the last pale light has disappeared into the densely packed buildings in the distance.The temperature is getting lower and lower, and the thin jacket on my body is not enough to resist the cold wind on the street.

After walking a long way, I followed Cheng Jiahui, walked at least three streets, and turned four intersections. He didn't speak, so I kept my mouth shut.

When he came to a street full of sycamore trees, he suddenly turned around and looked at me with dark eyes: "Is it cold?"

I shook my head, but couldn't help sneezing.

He didn't speak, he took off his thick plaid jacket and handed it to me, his eyes hesitated to speak: "Actually, I should have thought of it yesterday. Lin Beifeng knows you...otherwise, he wouldn't have asked so many questions..."

I didn't pick up my clothes, and looked up at him with some sadness: "How do you know each other?"

It turned out that, as agreed in the past, Lin Beifeng was also admitted to a university in Beijing, but he and I and Ye Weiyang were not in the same school.Last summer, the band formed by Cheng Jiahui was recruiting, and he was introduced to Lin Beifeng, who played the bass well.

Cheng Jiahui pointed to a factory building hidden behind a large gray forest, and said with a smile, "Our band's training ground is here. At this time, Lin Beifeng should be there."

I started to run forward. Cheng Jiahui, who was only wearing a shirt, stood on the spot with his clothes on, with a little pity in his eyes. He said softly, "You enter through the side door, run slowly, and be careful not to fall."

Suddenly a little moved in my heart, I turned my head, the boy had already turned around, and the silent figure disappeared into the gradually dim twilight.

It looks like an abandoned factory, with blue-gray walls, about three or four floors, and a large rusty chimney sticking out of the roof.God, it's slowly getting dark.I run in the evening wind, and I can hear the wheezing and wheezing of my own breath.

As soon as I entered through the side door of the iron fence, I heard the sound of a piano, not a noisy electric bass, but a piano.Flowing leisurely in the somewhat desolate night, the sound of the piano also seemed a bit sad.

The door of the factory building on the first floor was closed tightly. I pushed it, and it seemed to be locked from the inside.

"Lin Beifeng!" I shouted, but no one answered, the piano was still playing slowly.

"Come out, I'm Bosha! Lin Beifeng!" The sound of the piano stopped suddenly, and the surroundings were silent, only the rustling of the wind passing by the treetops and the sound of cars in the distance.

The factory building is airtight, with only a few windows at a height of two meters, from where the sound comes from.

Still no one came out, so I looked around and saw a pile of discarded broken bricks in the woods behind me, so I bent down to pick up one, and smashed it hard towards the high window.

"Bang!" The glass window shattered in response, and the shards splashed all over the place, and a piece of it jumped onto my neck, scratching my skin and causing a dull pain.

I squatted down, a little helpless, but couldn't cry.

After an unknown amount of time, the door creaked open, and a tall, slender figure slowly moved out. In the already dark night, I recognized him by the faint light of a street lamp in the distance.

"Bosha, why are you crying?" A section of red fire flashed between his fingers, and the person who made the sound walked towards me slowly, with a desolate smell of tobacco on his body.

I was suddenly so weak that I tried to stand up but fell down on the cold concrete floor. "I'm not crying, are you Lin Beifeng?" I sniffled and asked softly.

A hand gently landed on my forehead, and the temperature in the palm slowly penetrated into my heart, as if after a long and arduous winter, suddenly, a touch of spring breeze melted the cold pain.

"I haven't seen you for seven years, Bosha, I miss you so much." He knelt down in front of me, his almost perfect young face was very close to me, under the long eyelashes, in the black pupils It's a look I can't see clearly.

"You still...do you remember me?" I looked up at him cautiously, the corners of his lips were slightly sunken, as if smiling quietly: "Fool."

"Get up, it's cold here." He took away his hand on my forehead, turned around and took a deep drag on the cigarette in his hand, and then popped it out.The sparks disappeared suddenly, and my heart also wandered away. After all, I haven't seen him for many years, and he has changed a lot.The Ruhe boy back then was also a reserved man who could smoke, play the piano and be silent.

He stood under the iron gate and waited for me to go in. He was full of questions and before he could ask, a sudden ringing of the mobile phone came to his ears. After he waited for me to enter the door, he went to get a black mobile phone that was placed next to the piano.

"Where are you?" He asked in a deep voice, the expression on his face was as gloomy as the twilight outside the door.

"I just asked where you are now and who you are with!" His voice suddenly increased, and he seemed to be unable to contain his anger, holding a cigarette case tightly in his left hand.

I don't know what the other end of the phone is talking about, but I guess it must be a woman, who can make Lin Beifeng care so much and get angry. Could it be... My heart sank instantly, and the joy of reunion was dispelled by seven or eight points. The grievances also flooded up.

As soon as he hung up the phone, I walked over and fixed my eyes on him: "I need your explanation, even if it's a fabricated reason."

"What?" He put the phone aside and looked at me with some surprise: "Explain what?" After thinking for a while, he groaned, his brows twitching slightly: "You blame me for helping Brother Cheng chase you."

"How should I put it?" He sat down in front of the black piano, randomly pressing a string of notes with his right hand, with a thin smile on his face: "I heard your name from him, but I'm not sure it is you."

"You can take a look first... Well, you never thought of looking for me." I smiled bitterly.

Lin Beifeng turned his face sideways, the outline of his facial features appeared hazy under the dim light, he lowered his eyes: "That's why I agreed to go to your school, but I didn't expect it was really you."

He lightly played a piece of music and said, "Brother Cheng is actually pretty good, you can try it..."

"Enough." I pressed my hands on the keys in a hurry, and the pain in my heart spread like a fire that was about to burn into my eyes: "Thank you, old classmate, thank you for your concern."

I didn't realize that my lips were trembling, maybe my whole body was trembling too, I just moved my feet mechanically like a piece of wood, and walked towards the door.

And he sat there quietly, the sound of the piano stopped, a thin layer of light covered him, and the atmosphere was extremely oppressive.

People are very self-deceiving animals. Many years later, all I remember are the warm and beautiful scenes with him, and those injuries, coldness, and tears are just pain at that time. Once comforted, they will all be forgotten .

I am such a useless woman.When I came out of Lin Beifeng's place that night, I was walking alone on the street in early spring, without moonlight, and the tall green and gray sycamore trees beside the road cast strange and terrifying shapes under the street lamps, my heart seemed to have been pierced There are countless holes, the cold wind blows in and comes out again, taking away all the temperature in the whole body.

Back in the dormitory, when I was about to sleep, I suddenly received a text message from an unfamiliar number on my mobile phone: "Bo Sha, I'm sorry."

It's only five words long and there is no signature. I guess it's Lin Beifeng, but it could also be Cheng Jiahui.I didn't reply, tired, I was really tired.

Early on Saturday morning, I received a call from my father. He said that today is Ye Congling's birthday and he wanted me to go home and have dinner together.

"Is it necessary? I'm afraid no one will cook when I go back." I sat on the balcony and manicured while basking in the sun.Bo Yuntian said with some shame: "No, no, we have prepared a table of delicious food, just waiting for you and Wei Young to come over. She was really busy a while ago and didn't take good care of you, so it won't happen in the future, you still Come back more often. By the way, Dad has prepared a gift, and you will give it to her later, saying that you specially prepared it for Aunt Ye."

I sneered and sneered: "You are really considerate." I hung up the phone with a snap, looked into the distance, the sky was very blue, and the spring wind was blowing softly on my face, I suddenly decided, as Bo Yuntian wished , Go home to "celebrate" Ye Congling's birthday.

As soon as I entered the alley, I smelled a strong fragrance. I was carrying a bulging backpack, which contained some dirty clothes and a "gift" I specially picked for Ye Congling when I passed by the toy store.At this moment, I was startled by the beeping of the car behind me.

Looking back, a white BMW with a local license plate stopped at the entrance of the alley, and a young man and a woman were sitting in the car. After a while, the woman got out of the car, with a pair of slender legs in black stockings and a tight bag The hip skirt and a small red sheepskin waistcoat, part of the wavy long hair perfectly set off the young and pretty face.

"Goodbye, Young Master Jiang." She smiled charmingly, if not for the familiar voice, I almost didn't recognize Wei Young.

"Okay, call anytime." The young man in the BMW was wearing sunglasses and brightly dressed. He looked like he was from a rich family.

I stood there, and after the two parted, Wei Young came slowly and saw me smiling and waving: "Sha, how are you lately? I heard you're dating?"

"Heh." I laughed dryly, looked at the BMW going away, and asked with a smile, "Boyfriend?"

She smiled shyly: "No, just ordinary friends." I didn't ask any more questions, and the two entered the house back and forth while talking.

Bo Yuntian wore an apron and was busy in the kitchen. Ye Congling dressed up himself and his family, and when he saw me enter the door, he immediately shouted affectionately: "Xiasha is willing to come back. I was busy a while ago, and your father blamed me for not taking good care of me." And you."

I said lightly: "Why, I caused you trouble."

After saying this, I felt uncomfortable, Bo Yuntian came out of the kitchen, smiled and called me, "Xiasha, come and help Dad."

"The gift is in the closet in your bedroom, you take it out and give it to her." In the kitchen, he looked at me with a greasy hand and sighed: "I hope you will understand Dad..."

I understand you, but who can compensate me!I roared in my heart, but my mouth responded obediently.

What Bo Yuntian prepared was a branded skirt, made of sky blue woolen material. I compared it to my body in the mirror, and it was very beautiful.Resolutely stuffing it deep into the closet, I took out the gift I had prepared from the backpack.

After dinner, they really prepared a sumptuous lunch.Ye Weiyang took out a delicate paper box, hugged Ye Congling affectionately and said: "Sister, Happy birthday!"

She gave her a blue silk scarf. From the approving eyes of my father, I knew that the silk scarf matched the sky blue skirt he chose. I looked at him and smiled faintly, letting you down, Dad, I will not let her Life always comes true, so perfect.

I handed her a pink paper box by the table, and smiled quietly: "Auntie Ye, happy birthday. This is a gift that Dad asked me to choose for you."

She was obviously surprised, and looked at me flattered, then burst into a smile, and turned her head to Bo Yuntian coquettishly: "Really, how can I let the child spend money..."

Dad blamed me for being outspoken, he smiled helplessly, and said, "Take it apart and have a look, are you satisfied?"

Wei Young also urged, only I waited patiently.

Ye Congling unpacked the package with a smile on her face, but suddenly let out a scream.

The thing in her hand was thrown up by her and then fell on the dining table with a bang, and fell impartially into the soup pot in the center of the dining table.

Then, a strange scene appeared in front of me, even I was a little horrified: a grinning baby more than one foot long was lying in a steaming soup pot, with big black eyes staring straight at everyone.

The terrified and continuous screams immediately filled his ears. Ye Congling's face was pale, and he opened his eyes in horror and backed away again and again: "Baby...alive...baby...Yuntian, save him quickly, quickly..."

She grabbed his sleeve like crazy, pressed her face tightly against his back, and kept yelling: "Is he dead, dead..."

Dad panicked, took the "baby" out of the soup pot and threw it on the ground, turned around and hugged her, and said repeatedly: "It's okay, it's okay, it's fake, it's fake."

Ye Congling was aroused by the sadness, hugged him and cried loudly: "He is dead, I don't have a baby anymore..."

I walked over, bent down and picked up the doll on the ground, found a towel to dry the wet clothes, stretched it out in front of her, and said, "Dad didn't lie to you, it's really just a doll, you see, he's still there." will cry."

When I pinched the doll's arm, the little doll with a bald head and a fat face and a red bellyband immediately let out a cry of "wow", but it was very realistic.Bo Yuntian was angry at me, grabbed the doll and threw it outside the door: "Shasha, what the hell are you doing!"

I said coldly: "Didn't you ask me to prepare a birthday present for her? Are you going to blame me if the gift doesn't meet your expectations?"

"You—" He stared at me, his face flushed blue.I turned around and picked up the backpack on the sofa, and said to Bo Yuntian with a sneer, "I'm your biological daughter, but now I'm an outsider, an extra in this family. I'm leaving, you guys are satisfied."

I slammed the door and left, the sun was warm outside, but when I recalled the scene just now, I also felt chills all over my body.

"Baosha, stop." Someone chased after him and shouted, I turned around and saw Ye Weiyang.

Her face was gloomy, and she came up to me and said, "Isn't it a little too much for you to do this?" I froze, and said in a muffled voice, "This is our family's business."

She was a little displeased: "But she is my sister, can't you live in peace with her for my sake? You can't blame her for all the misfortunes of the past. Many things in life may be due to fate ..."

"I deserve to live a humble life, right?" I looked into her eyes coldly: "People like you will never understand my feelings."

She was silent, her face painted with eyeshadow in the sun was glowing, and after a while she stretched out her left hand to touch my shoulder: "But thin sand, people always move forward..." The sun shone down, and the light on her hand suddenly Stabbed my eye.A shiny ring was set on her left ring finger. I took a closer look. There were no diamonds, but a slightly quaint, silver rosebud-shaped ring.

The scene when I was a teenager suddenly came back to my eyes, the tavern of the three teenagers in the snowy winter.The handsome young man solemnly took out a sparkling rose silver ring from the blue box, and wanted to give it to the beautiful girl, but was rejected...

Time will change everything. The girl who once firmly expressed her refusal to accept is wearing the silver ring that the boy has loved for many years.Ye Weiyang, what a lucky woman you are!

(End of this chapter)