Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 29 Going all the way, being let down all the way (1)
For a long time after that, I lived on campus.But the monthly account will still receive a sum of money from my father on time.

Spring is just a blink of an eye. When the school organized an outing, I suddenly realized that the whole world has been covered with a layer of fluffy green.I like this color, it represents hope, life, light.And these are exactly what I lack most in my life.

So I am keen on going out, picnics, and outings.Sometimes with a few classmates, sometimes alone, ride a bicycle and go around the back mountain of the school.

The weekend was a sunny day, and the department was going to organize an event, with outings during the day and live performances at night.The event site is tens of kilometers away from the school, and it is said that it used to be an ancient royal enclosure.I put on a light green sportswear, a sports cap, and tied my waist-length black hair into a ponytail. Looking in the mirror, I actually looked youthful.When Qin Qianqian ran over to compete with me for the mirror, he said, you are fine in all aspects, but your eyes are too cold.She tugged at my face: "This little iceberg beauty, she graduated soon and didn't fall in love, what a pity."

I think it's pretty good, but I really can't stand another Cheng Jiahui-style sensational confession.

He and the other five girls in the dormitory went downstairs laughing and joking, and ran into Fang Cheng, the chairman of the student union who was holding the school flag. This guy was not tall, but he was very energetic. He could do three or four things at the same time without delay. Various things are arranged on different people.

"You guys are finally here. Today you guys are in charge of logistics support." He carried the apricot-yellow courtyard flag on his shoulders, and began to count his troops: "Qin Qianqian is in charge of the performance costumes, Zhao Eryan is in charge of food distribution, and the band is our highlight , we need someone to take care of it.” He glanced at the six of us and pointed at me: “Go and pick up the band, if they need anything, you can call me.”

After speaking, he threw a note with a phone number on it to me: "Contact this person, and leave by car now."

It is said that today's event was grand because the school leaders also participated, and the girls acted immediately after receiving the work. Only I sat in the school bus and stared at the number with my mobile phone.

I'm really not good at dealing with strangers.If I had known this, I might as well go for a ride in the wild by myself.

Forget it, let's fight.When I dialed the phone, the other party seemed to be in the car, the signal was intermittent, and I couldn't hear what each said, so I just yelled: "I'll contact you when I get there!"

It was almost noon when we arrived at the destination, and most of the students and actors had already arrived one after another. Er Niu carried a big box and happily distributed bread to everyone. Q: "Where's your band?"

"People haven't come yet." Just as he was speaking, the crowd around the archway tied with a circle of colorful balloons was in commotion, and a group of boys in black sequined T-shirts with cool hairstyles walked slowly into the crowd like a few proud cranes .

"Wow, the Black Wind Band!"

Hearing the word "band", I was shocked and looked at my phone. The guy didn't call me, "Shit!" The face I didn't expect to see here.

He had an electric bass on his shoulder, a black shirt, white trousers, short black hair, a chiseled face, and those eyes seemed to be looking for something in the crowd.

Then he started to find something in his pocket... It was a mobile phone, and he took out a black mobile phone and put it to his ear.At this time, I heard a familiar voice from my mobile phone: "Hi, Bosha, where are you..."

Suddenly I became nervous, my hands trembled, and I hung up the phone.Continuing to stare at him without blinking, Lin Beifeng looked around blankly, while I was hiding a few meters away from him, refusing to go out.

The performance starts at [-] pm, and the afternoon is a good time to lie on the lawn and bask in the sun.I turned my phone to silent and quietly walked out of the crowd, hoping not to be noticed by anyone.

After walking for an unknown distance, I finally could not hear the commotion of the crowd. There was a small stream in front of a gentle hillside, with clear water flowing, surrounded by wild flowers and lush green grass.

I breathed a long sigh of relief, lay down on the lawn, looked at my phone, there were many missed calls, Fang Cheng's, Qin Qianqian's, and Lin Beifeng's.

I think it's a little ridiculous, when I tried every means to find him to meet him, he was as indifferent as ice; now I want to hide from him, but I can't.

I threw away the phone, closed my eyes, and fell asleep.

I didn't expect to dream of Ning Qinglan. How long has it been since I saw her?In the dream, she still had a face as young as the moon, and the silver-white moonlight shone on her body. She was sitting on the bow of the Zhenjiang boat, with endless waves of the vast river under her feet.

"Mom, where are we going?" In the dream, I was as small as a mouse, hiding at her feet.

She smiled softly: "Go home."

"But, where is home? Who is in our family?" I looked up, with too many doubts in my heart, she always maintained a smiling expression, and pointed to the distance: "Home is there, and there is a father at home." , mother, and my sand."

I tried my best to raise my face and look into the distance, but besides the water is water, no matter how far away, there is still a vast river, and I can't find a home at all.

"Father, mother." I muttered, and suddenly the dream changed. Ye Congling's frightened face was almost distorted with tears, and she rushed towards me with disheveled hair: "Baby, give me back my baby..."

"Mom! Help me! Mom!" I struggled, but she grabbed my neck tightly.

"Thin sand, thin sand!" Someone shook my body desperately, and the nightmare came to an abrupt end.

A pair of petal-shaped eyes looked at me tenderly and with pity, and the hazy silver-red sunlight lazily cast on the person in front of him. He squatted on the ground and looked at me intently: "Have you had a nightmare?"

Still in shock, I suddenly reached out and hugged his neck.

"Help me." I was in a cold sweat, my heart seemed to be grabbed by something, it was stuffy and painful, my hands tightly grabbed the shirt on his back, feeling the warmth from his body.

"Okay, okay, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." His hand gently caressed my back, and slowly, my breathing became stable, and my mind gradually became clear.

I let go of my hand suddenly and stared at him like a frightened rabbit, unable to say a word.

The corners of his mouth slowly curved into an arc, and he looked down at me very gently: "Why, you don't know me anymore?"

I turned my face away to catch my breath: "Why are you here?"

"What do you think?" He turned my face, his eyes bright.

"You are really... very annoying." I didn't know what to say, but the lump in my heart suddenly disappeared, and the nightmare completely receded, and my whole body felt comfortable and soft in the evening sunset.

He rubbed my hair, and sat down on the lawn beside me: "You didn't reply to the text message last time, and you didn't answer my call this time. Why can't I see that you have the slightest sincerity to me?"

"What sincerity?" Did he think I wanted to chase him?Seeing me staring with resentment on my face, he smiled slyly, lowered his head and stroked the grass on the ground: "Forget it. When you are free, I will take you to the alley. I also know a master who can make pigeon whistles. I'll take you there and ask him to make one for you." Seeing that I kept silent, he picked up a blade of grass and threw it over: "Hey, it's a good thing to say. Do you think it's too late for me to fulfill my promise?"

"Fortunately, it's better than breaking a promise."

"Tch." He pushed my head and was about to say something when the phone rang in his pocket.

It was to urge him to perform, and it was almost six o'clock, so we had to stop our rare short talk.

"Let's go, wait for me after the show, let's go back together."

The performance started at six o'clock on time. A large group of people sang and danced around a blazing bonfire, and even the burning clouds in the sky lost their color.After Cheng Jiahui graduated and left for internship, Lin Beifeng and other main band members recruited new members to form the "Black Wind" band.Judging from their performance tonight and the audience's reaction, the popularity of "Black Wind" is indeed very high.

I stood in a far corner, quietly watching them sing and dance, wantonly releasing their youth in the rhythm of the music, and a smile appeared on my face unconsciously.

A night intoxicated by the spring breeze, yes, it should be like this.

At this moment, there is a girl crazily calling Lin Beifeng's name in my ears. I am not jealous, but just relieved.A person who is as brilliant as a star always needs an audience to show his brilliance even more.

It was nearly nine o'clock when the performance ended, and the crowd spread out in all directions like a receding tide. I was originally standing at the southwest corner of the exit, where I could see Lin Beifeng most directly.

But suddenly, he was gone.

I stood there firmly, let the students who came and went squeezed me to this side, but among the hundreds of people, I really couldn't find him.

Lin Beifeng, Lin Beifeng!
I started running, looking around in the crowd, remembering what he said we would go back together, I no longer searched like a chicken without a head, but squeezed forward and came to the parking lot on the north side of the venue.

When I leave, I always have to take a car. If I can't find me, he will come here.It was already dark, a crescent moon was hanging far away in the sky, and the stars in the field were also extraordinarily bright. Standing in the wind, I felt a little cold, but my heart was warm.

Waiting for someone you love is originally a very warm thing.

After about ten minutes, the school buses behind were full of students who participated in the activity and left. Seeing that there was only the last one left, I was full of confidence. If he hadn't left, he would definitely take this bus!

I tried my best to widen my eyes, and carefully identified the people who came to get on the bus. The sisters in the dormitory had left early, and I met Fang Cheng carrying a large bag of leftover food from the event to get on the bus, and saw me standing outside the car Strangely: "It's so cold, why are you standing here?"

"Anyone else?"

He looked at the dark night and the extinguished bonfire and shook his head: "There is no one. Get in the car, this is the last one."

impossible!I immediately took out my mobile phone and called Lin Beifeng. Like the previous few times, the mechanical electronic female voice said, "The user you dialed is temporarily unavailable."

But I believe he will not lie to me.I quickly got into the car and looked for every seat, but he was not in every face. Finally, I stood helplessly in the middle of the car. The driver had started the engine and the car was about to leave.

"There must be someone who is not in the car, can you wait?" I said to the driver pitifully.

Fang Cheng came over to help me: "Are you okay, why is your face so ugly? I checked carefully before getting in the car, and they have already left."

He has always been meticulous in his work. It seems that Lin Beifeng has already left, but...why did he lie to me.

I was powerlessly lying in an empty seat, when my phone rang suddenly, I jumped up to catch it, it was indeed Lin Beifeng.

"Bosha, are you back?"

"Not yet, where are you?" I felt a little wronged, my nose was sore.

"I've already returned to the urban area. I couldn't find you after the performance. It happened that my friend was in a hurry, so I came back by car first. Are you okay? When will you be back?"

(End of this chapter)