Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 42 You owe me, and you still have a lifetime to repay

I don't know when Lin Beifeng called me. I picked it up in a daze, and heard him say in a hurry: "What to do, I have to go back to Hangzhou right away. My aunt really can't do it this time. "

I said a vague "Hmmm."

He said: "If you're okay, pack up your things and rush to the train station. Let's go together! I'll wait for you within half an hour!"

I still said "huh", then hung up the phone and continued to sleep for half an hour.

The phone rang again, and Lin Beifeng's voice was anxious and disappointed: "Why haven't you arrived yet? Are you still at home?"

"Yeah." This time, I uttered a normal syllable, "I'm home. North wind."

He sighed: "Forget it, wait for me for three days. After three days, I will come back and be good at home. I will hang up."

I was a little sober at this moment, holding my head and asked dully: "Waiting for you at home?"

He said, yes baby, wait for me at home for three days, go to sleep, I will be back when I wake up.

After waking up from the wine, it was already the next morning, and I had a splitting headache. I checked to see if there was no one in the house, and shook my head vigorously, only to remember that Lin Beifeng said that he had returned to his hometown and asked me to wait for three days.

Not daring to trust my memory, I took out my phone to see that there were two answered calls. The numbers were both from Beijing. They should be cards newly issued by Lin Beifeng. I called back, but no one answered for a long time.

Maybe it's not heard on the train.I thought, comforting myself.

I lazily got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower, and my hangover head was finally fully awake.I changed into clean and comfortable pajamas, then spread out the big rattan bed on the balcony, and lay on it with my eyes squinted to bask in the sun comfortably.

The living room is full of photos, some are mine, some are Lin Beifeng's, and some are photos of the two of us going out to play together. On a whim, I jumped off the rattan bed and took all these photos out of the frame , with a pen to write the words on the back one by one.

Lin Beifeng, you look silly when you laugh.

Lin Beifeng, you are the wind in my heart.

Lin Beifeng, when will you marry me?
Behind every photo, there are those three words, Lin Beifeng.

After finishing writing, I put them face up on the balcony to dry, thinking that if he accidentally looks through these photos one day and sees these words, will he be slightly surprised and moved.

When the ink of the signature pen on the photo was completely dry, I carefully harvested them into a pile. At this time, the mobile phone rang, and I ran to catch it, and heard my father's voice after a long absence.

I didn't know what to say for a while, I never contacted them after beating Ye Congling, I felt that I should be indifferent and completely forget that I still have a father.But when I heard my father's familiar voice grow old again, my heart couldn't help softening, I held the microphone, and called out slowly: "Dad."

He seemed very happy, and repeatedly said "hey, hey." He agreed, and asked again: "How are you doing recently? It's cold, do you wear thicker clothes? Is there enough money to spend? Have you lost weight?"

My nose was a little sore, and I felt a bit embarrassed. I was greedy for this kind of family care, but I couldn't get rid of the resentment in my heart.

"I'm fine. What's the matter with you?" I asked sullenly, and my father sighed over there, and said, "Dad misses you, I went to school to look for you several times, but you are not here. You live now Where are you, Dad, are you okay? Dad is not angry with you anymore, Auntie Ye also forgives you, we all hope you can go home." His voice was slightly desolate: "Son, go home , okay?"

I couldn't help my throat getting a little choked, and I wished I could stand in front of him immediately and hug him who was getting old.I turned my head and wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and said lightly: "When I have time, I will go back."

"Hey, hey." Dad responded with relief, and suddenly said at the end: "Have you seen Wei Young in the past two days? We couldn't get through to her phone, and asked her classmates at school. Some people said that she was scratched by a car. I know if Yan is serious, Shasha, can you look for her, your Auntie Ye is a little worried."

"No way? I saw her yesterday. I see. It's okay to hang up."

After hanging up the phone, I sat back on the balcony, but my heart was beating wildly, as if something was about to happen.I picked up my mobile phone and called Lin Beifeng, this time he answered, and I asked, have you arrived in Hangzhou yet?
He said, oh.

I asked again, how is my aunt?

Still, okay.

Didn't it mean that this time it really won't work?I was a little skeptical, but it's good that I'm fine. I breathed a sigh of relief and asked coquettishly, when will you come back?
"Soon, soon." Inexplicably, I felt that his tone was perfunctory, maybe he was too busy, and I said, "Then I won't bother you, come back early."

After drinking so much yesterday, I don't know what happened to Ye Weiyang, and if something really happened.Thinking of this, I called her, but she couldn't get through, so I had no choice but to call Jiang Chenxi.

This guy is somewhere happy, and the background is full of singing and dancing. When he received my call, he was more surprised and teased: "Hey, it's rare to call my brother. What's the matter? I figured it out so quickly? Or those two boys don't want you gone?"

I spat at him and scolded: "Why are you never in shape? Is Ye Weiyang with you?"

He put away his joke, "We broke up, don't you know it. It doesn't matter to me where she is." The tone and tone of his speech were the same as those of the cheating and wealthy actors on TV. I couldn't get angry and scolded Said: "Bastard! Where are you now, I will see you soon! Someone died!"

Half an hour later, I saw Jiang Chenxi downstairs. He was wearing a black leather jacket, jeans, and Martin boots. When he saw me walking out with a sullen face, he threw away the cigarette butt in his hand, raised the corners of his eyes, and revealed Signature smile: "Who killed someone?"

I slapped him across the face, Jiang Chenxi froze for a moment, stuck in front of his face like a stone, it took him a long time to force out an embarrassed smile: "Baosha, what's wrong with you?"

Xu Shi had never been beaten before, and Jiang Chenxi's whole state changed completely, like a primary school student who was exposed for doing something wrong and was at a loss as to what to do.I stared at him sharply and said: "Ye Weiyang is pregnant, did you know?"

His face turned pale again, his dark eyes stared at me closely, and the corners of his mouth curled into an unnatural arc: "What does this have to do with me?"

I really wanted to slap him again, and punched him hard on the shoulder, and I said, "Bastard, that's your kid."

"A month ago, in your villa, she was pregnant at that time. Now you dump her if you want to, what about the child, Jiang Chenxi, you are too fucking irresponsible!" I roared angrily , he just didn't say a word, his expression was rarely serious and deep. After a while, he murmured: "Why didn't she tell me? When we broke up, I asked her to check it out. Using a child to keep me... Impossible, Ye Weiyang is such a smart woman, she will never make such a stupid move." As if he had come to a conclusion after reasoning, he raised his eyes to look at me, and said seriously: "She is lying to you .”

"Then tell me the reason why she lied to me." I looked directly at him and said word by word: "Last night she drank too much alcohol and had a car accident while driving back, Jiang Chenxi, she is about to die, She still has your flesh and blood in her belly!"

I said these words viciously, I didn't care if I lied or exaggerated, the important thing is that I faintly felt that Ye Weiyang didn't want to leave Jiang Chenxi, and although this man was exaggerated, he wasn't bad in nature. If Wei Young followed him, she might be happy.I want to stimulate him, I want to see his reaction, I want to know if he really has no feelings for Ye Weiyang.

Sure enough, the man in front of him could no longer maintain his usual yuppie smile. He opened his eyes wide, grabbed my arm with one hand, and said in a broken voice, "What you said...is it true?"

"The mobile phone is no longer connected. Let's go to her house first and then we can talk about it." As I said that, I opened the car door and sat in. Jiang Chenxi seemed to wake up suddenly, turned around and got into the car. When I started the engine, I saw, His right hand holding the handbrake lever trembled slightly.

There is drama.I smiled quietly, pretended to be nervous and slapped him, "Drive."

The snowfall in Beijing is very competitive. Although the scattered snowflakes are not big, they are beautiful enough. The white elves dance with the wind between the sky and the earth, giving this steel forest a fairy-tale dreamlike color. .

The green cedar branches on both sides of the road are covered with snow, half a month before Christmas, there are already merchants putting up Christmas trees wrapped in colorful lights at the entrance of the store, and colorful bells are matched with the music coming from the store: " Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle bells..."

I was a little dazed, and looked from the street to the sky, and I could no longer see flocks of pigeons flying high in the overcast sky.I think that Lin Beifeng's promise to take me to whistle the pigeon whistle was not fulfilled after all.That's fine, account, I've written everything down, what he owes me, I still have a lifetime to repay.When the sun shines in Beijing tomorrow in spring, we will ride a bicycle together, roam the streets and alleys, and engrave our love time in the history of this city.

"The wind is fast, the heart is twisted like a knife." When the car stopped downstairs of Ye Weiyang, I looked at the pale Jiang Chenxi, and said with a smile: "My description is very suitable for your mood."

He glanced at me: "When is it, you are still in the mood to joke." He opened the car door, got out of the car, strode up the stairs, and just took a few steps, but stopped, turned and retreated, "I... It's better for you to go up and have a look. After all, I broke up with her so resolutely, and I didn't care about her face at the time. "

I glared at him: "Wei Young was not a vain girl in the past. Although she has changed a lot in these years, it was because of an accident in her family, and she was under a lot of pressure."

Jiang Chenxi's expression was embarrassing, and he lowered his head: "I've never heard her talk about family affairs. Baosha, you go up and have a look first, maybe she's already in the hospital..."

"Then I have to ask her family to know which hospital to live in!" I snatched him up, but secretly laughed in my heart, it seems that I really fooled him, Jiang Chenxi's nervous and shy look is so funny, I He pretended to be angry and sighed: "Forget it, I'll go and have a look. Which floor is it?"

"2nd Floor, Room 201."

I walked upstairs slowly, believing in my heart that nothing serious would happen to her, otherwise I would have received the news long ago.But if this makes them get back together, first of all, it will be considered a merit, and more importantly, the biggest hidden danger and threat between me and Lin Beifeng can finally be resolved.Thinking of this, my heart felt relieved, and I almost hummed a song.

Going up the stairs on the second floor, there is a large balcony facing you. The balcony is filled with various potted plants, most of which are orchids, such as Chlorophytum, Clivia, and Gladiolus. Although it is winter, these flowers and plants are still green and fluffy, which is truly lovely. The dark green door of Room 201 was ajar, I knocked lightly a few times, and called out, "Weiyang, is Weiyang at home?"

No one answered.

Through the gap, you can see that the living room inside is very large, and the decoration is also exquisite and luxurious. The most popular youth idol dramas are playing on the 42-inch flat-screen LCD TV.

I had no choice but to open the door and go in. There was a light gray cashmere carpet at the entrance. Next to the shoe cabinet in the entrance was a pair of high-heeled leather shoes studded with diamonds. Wei Young wore them yesterday. at home.

When his eyes were about to move away, he stopped suddenly, and there was a pair of brown men's leather shoes next to the pair of high-heeled shoes.Is there a man in her family?
I suddenly became nervous, and quickly turned to look at the door, Jiang Chenxi didn't come up, so I was relieved.Looking at the living room again, this is a duplex structure house, and there is a wooden turning ladder in the middle of the living room to go up to the second floor.

"Weiyang. Weiyang." I called again, but still no one answered, but I finally heard a human voice coming from a room in the house other than the TV.

The thin laughter is very familiar, it belongs to Ye Weiyang.She vaguely mentioned my name, and I only heard a few intermittent words: "Baosha", "Fool".

I was stunned, my steps stopped, and I listened more carefully. The voice came from upstairs. I picked up the remote control on the coffee table and turned down the volume of the TV. At this time, I heard a man's voice again.

His voice was low and slow, so that the words were vague, and I couldn't make out what he was saying even if I held my breath.But my heart began to ache before my brain recognized those voices, and it conveyed a terrible, unbelievable message to my brain word by word: I recognize the voice, and the man who spoke, I recognize.

I really want to turn around and leave, but my feet seem to have taken root, and my body is firmly planted on the clean and smooth wooden floor of Ye Weiyang's house.My eyes wandered around the living room at a loss, and suddenly, a touch of blue hanging on the wooden hanger next to the sofa caught my eyes.

It was an Adidas down jacket, men's, 1314 yuan. When I bought it for Lin Beifeng from Wangfujing Adidas store, I asked the salesperson to cut out the label for me to keep.At that time, with a happy and sweet face, I pointed to the price on the label and said to Lin Beifeng: "Look, this price is really good. 1314, for a lifetime. I bought it for you, and you will be mine for the rest of your life. "

I remember he scratched my nose and laughed at me for being stupid, but when we put on that blue down jacket, we sweetly asked the salesperson in the store to take a picture of us with his mobile phone.

Now, here, at Ye Weiyang's home.Lin Beifeng, who was supposed to visit his dying aunt in his hometown in Hangzhou, appeared at the house of his childhood sweetheart's ex-girlfriend... All of this, why do I have any doubts?

I was finally ready to leave, because not only did I see his jacket, but also the baseball cap he liked to wear on the sofa, and the pair of leather shoes at the door, wasn't it familiar?I was too careless, I was too stupid.I think I'm smart, I think I'm kind, I think Yuelao will help others reunite, but in fact... I'm like what Ye Weiyang said: "Bo Sha is the biggest fool!"

Jiang Chenxi doesn't believe that Ye Weiyang is pregnant with his child, so maybe Lin Beifeng is the real father of the child?

I can't think about it any longer, and I can't stay here any longer. I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself, and then I will set fire to this house and burn the couple upstairs to death. Maybe they are flirting and...

I escaped from the door of Ye's house as if I had been attacked by a ferocious beast. Before I left, there was another burst of laughter in my ears. The continuous laughter became louder and louder. Ye Weiyang's, Lin Beifeng's, I seemed to see They hugged each other, kissed and laughed.

I wish I could go blind immediately, like Cheng Shanan!
Jiang Chenxi was still standing downstairs and wandering non-stop, throwing cigarette butts all over the floor.I rushed down the stairs, grabbed his arm without saying a word and shoved him into the cab.

"Drive!" I said.

I felt cold all over, and I gritted my teeth to restrain the shivering in my body.

"What's the matter?" He asked puzzledly, "Your face is so scary."

I suddenly stretched out my hands and grabbed his shoulders and shook them vigorously, and shouted, "Drive, drive! Do you hear me!"

Jiang Chenxi pushed me away vigorously, and shouted: "What's wrong with you? Is Wei Young okay?"

When I heard her name, I screamed like crazy: "She's dead!" Then I opened the door, jumped out of the car and ran fast.

I don't know where I'm going, but I have to keep running, to escape this place, even this city, forever.

It was a night that will never be erased from memory.

The snow suddenly became heavy, covering the sky and covering the road and covering the wild.Like me in a hurry, running on the lonely street.

There is another me left in the world, alone, in a pure white world, my whole body is covered with snow, and I also become white.I don't know how long I ran, but I was tired, so I lay down on the spot, closed my eyes, tears flowed out, and the hot temperature melted the snow petals that fell on my eyelashes.So I opened my eyes again and looked straight at the high night sky, it was so deep, clean and vast.It silently sprinkled snowflakes down, letting them cover my wounds and soothe my pain.However, I want to tell the sky that I am in too much pain, and the snowflakes are too cold, they can't warm my heartache.

So the sky stopped talking and sprinkled the snow a little slower and smaller.However, I was still covered and buried by this snow.

(End of this chapter)