Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 120 She Can't Face Xiao Qin
This shouldn't be her life, it shouldn't belong to her.

Therefore, she couldn't face Xiao Qin.

She could even throw herself into Wu Yue's arms in order not to marry him, because in that case she would not care about so much, what Wu Yue can give her is unlimited freedom, allowing her to travel as she pleases.

Xiao Qin, let it be that I am sorry for you.

No matter in the previous life or in this life, I owe you the biggest explanation, but unfortunately, I can't even convince myself.

Don't blame me, since I have no choice but to choose this path from the beginning, then I will have no turning back, and now I can only choose not to look back and continue walking, as for what is waiting for me ahead , I don't go back and think about it, I should face it, I must face it, this cannot be avoided, now, I only hope that you can be happy and forget about me.

Various complicated thoughts welled up in Yu Tsinghua's heart. She knew that she was destined to lose Xiao Qin, so she felt sad and no longer sad.

She and Xiao Qin have been doomed since they were born, and they must be two lines that they don't want to meet. He will go his way, and she can't have any intersection with him.

"Father, my daughter is not quarreling with Xiao Qin. My daughter is very clear about what I am talking about, and my daughter has also thought clearly. My daughter just won't marry Xiao Qin, and she won't marry him no matter what."

When Yu Qinghua said this, his tone was sonorous and forceful.

Yu Chongxuan was stunned, as if he never expected her to be so firm.

But why is this?
He didn't understand, what could make a person change like this before and after?Didn't she like Xiao Qin the most?Didn't she always love to follow behind him when she was a child, clamoring that she must marry him when she grows up?
So what's the matter now?
She wasn't joking, he could see that in the unusually determined look on her face.

No kidding, what is she talking about?
"Yu Qinghua, it seems that I dote on you too much on weekdays, so that you can develop to this day and do whatever you want." Yu Zhongxuan was so angry that he really couldn't figure out where his daughter came from. Since then, has it become so unpredictable to him?
"Retirement? Don't let me even think about it. Your marriage with Xiao Qin has been finalized long ago. You won't be allowed to say no. What you have to do now is to go back to your palace and wait for your marriage. By the way, let me think about it behind closed doors and think about whether what you said today is worthy of Xiao Qin."

Yu Chongxuan's words were like a sharp knife. At this moment, it was mercilessly piercing into Tsinghua's heart. At this moment, there was only a big hole glistening with blood left in her heart.

Yes, she knew that what she did today was sorry to Xiao Qin, she had never been sorry to him, and she had always been ashamed of him.

However, even so, she has withdrawn from today's marriage.

Even if she feels ashamed of him because of this, even if she regrets it for the rest of her life, she will retire today.

Yu Qinghua looked directly at Yu Chongxuan, and the corners of his mouth trembled slightly: "Father, please help me." After saying that, he fell to his knees straight on the ground, and his smooth forehead hit the cold marble floor.

Yu Chongxuan's expression had turned blue at this moment, his eyes were about to burst into flames, and he roared angrily: "You unfilial daughter, what are you doing?"

Yu Qinghua ignored his anger, still kowtowed over and over again, but when she heard the sound of her forehead hitting the floor, she suddenly felt much better in her heart.

"Eldest princess... why did you do this? Could it be that my family, Xiao Qin, did something to offend you... You are like this..." At this moment, Xiao Ruhai, who had stood aside for a long time, finally couldn't help but speak. His voice was trembling, and there were countless sorrows between his brows and eyes. He didn't look like the right prime minister who was in the court. Right now, he was just an old man who was worried about his son.

When Yu Qinghua heard Xiao Ruhai's words, her heart froze for a moment. She realized that she really didn't know what to say to appease the old man's heart.

So she raised her head and said with a light smile at the corner of her mouth: "Prime Minister Xiao, I'm sorry, Xiao Qin didn't apologize to me, but I was not good enough for her. I'm so sorry for making you happy. I'm really sorry, Xiao Qin is not wrong, the whole thing is wrong. Me, you must not blame him, otherwise, my conscience will feel even worse."

After finishing speaking, seeing Xiao Ruhai's hesitant expression, Yu Tsinghua shook his head, determined not to talk to him anymore.

Seeing this situation, Yu Chongxuan was finally furious: "Yu Qinghua, are you really tired of working? Do you want me to lock you up in the clan mansion?"

Yu Qinghua frowned when he heard the words, and just about to speak, he heard two voices: "General Xiao, you can't just break in like this, you haven't got the emperor's permission yet, General Xiao, hey..."

"Please appease the emperor and spare the eldest princess."

At this moment, the hall stopped abruptly.

Yu Qinghua heard that the second sentence came from Xiao Qin's mouth, and for some reason, her chest suddenly started to panic.

Obviously, Xiao Qin broke into the hall.

At this time, I heard the panic-stricken voice of the eunuch in charge: "Your Majesty, the servant has already stopped him, but General Xiao is naturally brave and powerful, so the servant cannot stop him."

Yu Chongxuan waved helplessly at the eunuch in charge: "Forget it, you go back first."

Hearing this, the head eunuch seemed to be amnesty: "Yes, Your Majesty."

The eunuch in charge retreated, seeing that there were only four people left in the entire hall.

Yu Chongxuan looked at Xiao Qin, feeling guilty in his heart, and then asked softly: "Why are you here?"

Unexpectedly, Xiao Qin fell to his knees immediately, he raised his head, looked at Yu Chongxuan with firm eyes and said, "Please don't blame the eldest princess, the emperor, what happened today is all Xiao Qin's fault, it was Xiao Qin who asked to retire , the eldest princess is forced to do so, and has no choice but to follow, please the emperor to see clearly."

As soon as this statement came out, everyone was shocked.

Yu Chongxuan looked at Xiao Qin and frowned slightly: "What did you say?"

Xiao Qin replied with his head held up neither humble nor overbearing: "This matter has nothing to do with the Eldest Princess, it is all Xiao Qin's fault. Xiao Qin thinks that he is not worthy of the Eldest Princess, so today I come here to ask for the dissolution of the engagement, and ask His Majesty to grant it."

Xiao Qin, he... what is she talking about?
Yu Qinghua was kneeling on the ground at this moment, raised her head, and was waiting for her big eyes to look at Xiao Qin with an expression of disbelief. Before that, she never thought that Xiao Qin would say such words for her.

But, why did she feel a sense of depression after hearing these words?

"Xiao Qin, you brat, do you know what you're talking about? How dare you utter wild words in front of the Holy One. I think you don't want to live anymore." The right minister Xiao Ruhai was so angry that he blew his beard and stared at Xiao Qin's words. He almost took off his shoes and rushed up to give him two big slaps.

Even Yu Chongxuan was frowning at this moment with a solemn expression.

He couldn't figure it out, these two villains had looked at each other since they were young, and today was supposed to be a time to talk about happy events, but now they both sang against him ?How could such a happy event turn into an angry one?

Yu Chongxuan's heart is really depressed at the moment. Originally, if only Yu Tsinghua had the idea of ​​breaking up the relationship, it would be fine. At most, he would scold her a few words, and then punish her with two months of confinement. In this way, let her recognize the facts and let her know that there are some things that she can not face if she doesn't want to.

But what is the situation now?
Unexpectedly, Xiao Qin also came to tell him that he wanted to break off the engagement, and tried his best to take all the faults on himself. Could it be that there was something awkward between these two villains?Did you come here to get angry with him?

However, no matter how he thinks about this reason, it doesn’t make sense. You said that if Qinghua told Xiao Qin that he wanted to break off the engagement because he was angry with Xiao Qin, it would still make sense, but he knew Xiao Qin very well. Not like something he would do.

Moreover, not to mention, the two of them, from childhood to adulthood, no matter what estrangement there was, Xiao Qin was the first to admit his mistakes, and for Tsinghua, he was always tolerant and tolerant, and never let her suffer the slightest bit of anger , and there was no quarrel.

So, how to explain this matter?What exactly happened here?
It seemed that something must have happened between these two people, otherwise, it would never have happened.

Yu Chongxuan realized the seriousness of the matter, he knew that these two people were not joking with him, so the expression on his face became even more tense.

"Xiao Qin, I'm asking you, you must tell the truth." Yu Chongxuan looked at Xiao Qin and said with a serious face.

Xiao Qin nodded: "Yes, please ask your Majesty, Xiao Qin will know everything."

Yu Chongxuan nodded in satisfaction, Fang said: "Then I come to ask you, do you still love Hua'er?"

As soon as these words came out, Xiao Qin and Yu Qinghua immediately raised their heads.

Yu Qinghua didn't know why Yu Chongxuan asked such a question, but she didn't know why, at the moment, she really didn't want to hear Xiao Qin's answer, no matter what he might say, she didn't want to hear it, and didn't want to know.

"Back to the emperor, Xiao Qin has always loved the eldest princess deeply, and it has never changed."

As soon as these words came out, everyone's expressions changed.

Xiao Ruhai finally showed a gleam of relief in his worries, Yu Chongxuan finally showed a little relief in his worries, and Yu Tsinghua was full of bitterness.

What Xiao Qin said, now she can only hear it as a wry smile.

She couldn't face him, she couldn't say the same thing to him, she didn't love him in the first place, she never did, how would she face his unrequited love for her?

That's why she didn't want to listen to his thoughts, didn't want to know his thoughts, because she knew that he would never give up on her, not for anything else, just because he was Xiao Qin, the Xiao Qin whom she had known for many years .

He doesn't know that she doesn't love him, but she knows that he loves her very well.

Xiao Qin is someone who, once in love, cannot be forgotten.

Because he fell in love with her first, he was doomed to never be able to erase her from his heart for the rest of his life. He would only miss her and would never look at other women again.

Just like in the previous life, after she married Qiao Chuliang, he went there and never came back. Even when he married An Yun, he never came back, because his heart had already been given by her. It is fully occupied, and there is no room for others, no room for other women.

But it was because of this that Yu Qinghua's guilt towards Xiao Qin became even deeper. Although she didn't like to see Xiao Qin being affectionate with other women, she was even more unwilling to see him make himself so guilty for her. so miserable.

Xiao Qin is a good man, and any woman who can marry him will be happy, but unfortunately, he has been waiting for her.

does it worth?
Yu Qinghua really wanted to ask Xiao Qin like this.Although she could already guess how he would answer her, she still wanted to ask.She wanted to know what was going on in Xiao Qin's heart.

Xiao Qin, let it go, she's not worth it.

(End of this chapter)