Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 121
She also wanted to make it clear to Xiao Qin in this way, but she also knew that even if he heard her say that, at most he would just smile slightly, and then tell her: "I know."

However, even so, he still enjoyed it.

Yu Qinghua wanted to laugh, she didn't know how she and Xiao Qin became what they are today.

Maybe it's because she has changed, maybe it's because the current Yu Qinghua is no longer the same pure Yu Qinghua as before, but Xiao Qin is still Xiao Qin, never changed.

Perhaps when she was very young, she once had an idea that when she grows up, she will marry Xiao Qin and become a husband and son, a good woman who is elegant and skilled.

However, this kind of thinking has disappeared without a trace.

"Since you still love Hua'er, why did you break the engagement with her? There must be a reason?" At this moment, Yu Chongxuan finally regained his composure, looked at Xiao Qin, and asked directly.

Yu Tsinghua lowered his head and didn't want to listen any more.

Xiao Qin's gaze hovered over Yu Tsinghua for a long time, and finally, it turned into a dry smile on the corner of his mouth, and she heard him say: "Love, but he has no ability to give her happiness, such love, it is better not to love. "

Yu Qinghua's heart froze slightly, he could hear the confusion in his tone, but felt that she seemed to owe him more.

Yu Chongxuan frowned: "What is this? Why can't you give her happiness? Could it be that you don't love her enough?"

As soon as the words came out, even Yu Chongxuan found it funny. If Xiao Qin’s love for Tsinghua was not enough, it would be a joke. I’m afraid there will be no one in this world who loves her more than Xiao Qin Alright.

And the reason why he said this was just to be annoyed. He didn't know what the two children were hiding, and they were so entangled. It really annoyed him. It seemed that he had to mention them more.

Xiao Qin looked at Yu Qinghua softly, and then said lightly: "For Hua'er, my love is a burden. Hua'er has always liked me, but she doesn't love me, because I don't love me, so I give her My love has become her burden, the more I love her, the heavier her burden, I know that I am not the one who can give her happiness, because she always treats me as an elder brother, This kind of love, heh, it’s better not to have it... But, I can’t take it back.”

After that, Xiao Qin laughed at himself.

Yu Qinghua was stunned again.

She didn't expect Xiao Qin to say such a thing, did he know that she never loved him?
How could he know...Obviously, even she herself realized how she felt for him after two rebirths, but when did he find out?Was it earlier than she knew?

Xiao Qin, just alone and silently bearing everything?Just looking at her from a distance like this, even if you feel sad in your heart, you still want to show her the gentlest smile?
With him like this, what should she do to make up for it?

It was irreparable, she should have known.

From the first day she met Xiao Qin, she owed him too much, and she couldn't make up for so much guilt.

Xiao Qin, it turned out that she had hurt him so deeply without knowing it.However, she still didn't realize it, how could she deserve to be with him like this?
If this is the case, then he has to completely sever ties with him, otherwise, it would be extremely unfair to him to force them to come together like that.

"Xiao Qin, you..." Yu Chongxuan didn't expect Xiao Qin to say such words, the way he looked at Yu Qinghua made no secret of his tenderness towards her.

Could such a man really not be able to be with her?

Yu Chongxuan sighed slightly in his heart, it seems that today's matter cannot be bettered.

He thought he was still hoping that this pair of talented and beautiful women could live forever, but at present, I am afraid that it can only be an extravagant hope.

Yu Chongxuan sighed: "Tsinghua, don't you have anything to say?"

Yu Qinghua looked up at Yu Chongxuan, she knew that behind her, Xiao Qin must be watching her at this moment, but she could not waver in the slightest, so she resolutely replied: "Please help me, Father."

Yu Chongxuan glared at her: "You..."

After all, he flicked his sleeves: "Tsinghua, Tsinghua, you are so smart. You were confused all your life. How can you call me a father? You shouldn't have missed a good man like Xiao Qin. From now on, you can find him everywhere. If you don’t have such a person who treats you wholeheartedly, you will definitely regret what you did today, and I hope you won’t cry in front of me and say regretful things.”

"Father doesn't know what makes you so determined, that's all, I really don't want to care about these anymore, you are already old enough, you should have your own ideas, no matter what, Father wants you to be good Think about it, Xiao Qin, you must not miss it easily."

As Yu Chongxuan said, the disappointment on his face was beyond words, and he said again: "Forget it, you don't need to say anything more, just go back and think about it carefully, what is true and what is false, you It's time for you to weigh it carefully, as for the matter of marriage, let's not talk about it today, you can go back."

After listening to Yu Chongxuan's words, Yu Qinghua frowned slightly.

She knew that her father said this to give her a chance to think carefully, but she didn't want to think about it any longer. Could it be that what she said was not clear enough?

She no longer wants to be connected with Xiao Qin because of the marriage. She wants to break up the marriage that binds the two of them. Is it not clear enough for her to say that?
But why? "Father, I..."

"That's enough, there is no need to say any more, you go back and think about what I said, think about how Xiao Qin treated you, ask your own heart, and ask her what she thinks."

Yu Qinghua just wanted to open his mouth to say something, but Yu Chongxuan didn't give Yu Qinghua a chance to defend himself, and beat her to death with a stick, making her speechless.

How could she not understand Yu Chongxuan's painstaking efforts, but now that she had made up her mind, how could she suddenly change her mind.

That's all, since this is the case, she can't say anything else today, so let's do it for now, at least, no one will mention her marriage with him for the time being.

Yu Tsinghua stood up respectfully, and said in his mouth: "Then Tsinghua will step back."

Yu Chongxuan waved his hand at her and sighed, "Go back."

Yu Qinghua got up, turned around, exchanged a glance with Xiao Qin, seeing his same expression as before, she finally couldn't bear to look any further, turned her head away cruelly, and walked straight out of the hall.

Behind him is Xiao Qin's gaze like water.

Xiao Qinfan's two minds are like flowers
I originally thought that Hua'er and I would definitely live together in this life and grow old together.

However, I ignored Hua'er's heart.

Hua'er is a woman with a strong personality, no matter what happens, she doesn't like to speak out, she always likes to be alone in her heart.

However, Hua'er is an exception to me.

She would always be the first to come and tell me what happened to her. When she was young, whenever she was wronged by An Yun, she would come to complain to me, talking about how bad that woman was, how... His love always goes against her everywhere.

Over time, I have a deep understanding of this woman An Yun, that is, this woman is not a good girl, because she will always compete with my Hua'er.

When I won the champion of martial arts in one fell swoop, I finally reached the time for Princess Anyun, whom Huaer said was always fighting for her.

At first glance, she looks very beautiful, and there is an indescribable charm in every gesture, but I don't like it, not for anything else, just for Hua'er, this woman, I will stay away from it, not to mention, I can't ignore the light in her eyes when she saw me for the first time.

Maybe, they took me as a prey again.

I know this. Most women in Kyoto are like this. When choosing a husband and son-in-law, they always look at their background and family background. Thinking about it, maybe my qualifications meet her criteria for choosing a son-in-law.

I don't like other people looking at me with such picky eyes, but Princess An Yun looks at me with such eyes.

I thought in my heart, in this world, except for my Hua'er, other women probably don't have any good intentions. They look at me in the same way every time, but Hua'er is not like that, she is always like that She looked at me with a smile, her eyebrows curved like a moon, very pretty.

When I think that such a beautiful Hua'er will be mine in the future, I don't want to mention how excited I am.

Hua'er Hua'er, when will I be able to marry you back?
I really want you to grow up soon.

I saw An Yun again at Hua'er's 12th birthday party. On that day, my Hua'er was wearing a fiery red pomegranate dress and combed her hair. She looked very sweet. I still remember it to this day.

On that day, Princess Anyun played Que Chaogui at the banquet. I listened carefully, but I didn't expect her to play this piano well at such a young age.

However, I still don't like her looking at me with that kind of fiery eyes, she is obviously just a little bean sprouts, but she already thinks of finding a husband for herself, really, a superficial woman.

But I didn't expect that Hua'er was so sensitive that she thought there was some trick between me and An Yun, and she was so angry that she didn't talk to me for more than a month.

Although I was happy in my heart, Hua'er was jealous for me, which meant that she cared about me, but even so, I still felt very aggrieved. What is there about a woman like An Yun that deserves my glance? Hua'er misunderstood, how can I not be sad.

"Do you think that I don't know anything but wielding knives and guns, and I don't want to be as gentle and elegant as other girls?" When Hua'er got angry, she really didn't make any sense. How could I despise her for being rude? You know, I also handed over her dancing with knives and guns. I think a free and unrestrained woman like Hua'er is the cutest. Unlike those rich and powerful women, they are always twitchy when they do things on weekdays. It was uncomfortable to watch.

"I don't, I swear, I only like you, Hua'er, you have to trust me." I said to Hua'er sincerely, but it didn't seem to have any effect, because she was still so angry, He said to me strangely: "Hmph, you are no different from those playboys, what you say is not the same as what you actually do, you clearly say you like me, but you can still watch me at my birthday party. An Yun saw that she was in a daze, didn't she like her? You still want to lie to me, if so, I might as well go to tell my father right now and tell him to dissolve our engagement and give you two a marriage. Save you thinking about it all day, it makes me feel uncomfortable."

This is really a big injustice, I couldn't laugh or cry, and quickly said: "Why do you think so, don't you know how I treat you, An Yun, I have only met her twice, how can I like her, You really think too much."

Unexpectedly, she still ignored her, but she didn't say much, just humming.

I leaned forward with a playful smile: "Okay, okay, don't be angry, I won't like An Yun, and I won't like other women, I will only like you in my life, okay?"

(End of this chapter)