Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 135 He Wants to Tie Her Up
He looked at her with a gentle expression, stretched out his hand and touched her hair gently, feeling the softness from the hair, he said softly: "I want to clean it too."

"Ah..." Hearing his answer, Yu Qinghua exclaimed in a low voice, she felt ashamed for her dirty thoughts, she even thought that he would say this: I'll cook porridge for you, to suppress my shock.

But after hearing him speak like this, she realized that he was disheveled like her now, and she was getting more and more corrupt...

Looking at the blush on Yu Qinghua's cheeks that began to spread to the back of her ears, Gu Fengwan's brows and eyes showed no trace, and finally patted her on the head, and said lightly: "Go back."

Only then did Yu Qinghua reluctantly let go of the hand that was holding the hem of his clothes, slowly raised his head to look at him, nodded slightly, then turned around reluctantly, and walked towards the courtyard where he lived, and still took one step at a time. Looking back three times, that appearance made Gu Fengwan very helpless.

It wasn't until Yu Qinghua's figure disappeared into the distance that Gu Fengwan finally came back to his senses. He shook his head weakly, turned around, and walked in the opposite direction of Yu Qinghua.

Yu Qinghua returned to the courtyard where she lived, opened the door of her room, and walked in. The fatigue of the night made her feel powerless. She had been staying with Gu Fengwan all the time before, but she didn't feel much. Son, when she was alone, she was really tired.

Yu Qinghua couldn't stand the mess all over her body anymore, she began to take off her dirty clothes and hung them on the screen, and saw that the person in the bronze mirror had a dirty Although the small face was exquisite, it looked a little funny, and her cheeks flushed instantly, thinking that she still faced Gu Fengwan like this before... The more I thought about it, the more I felt ashamed, so embarrassing...

Yu Qinghua stretched out his hand to untie the hair, but suddenly saw himself in the mirror, with ink-like black hair tied loosely with a ribbon, and placed obliquely in front of his chest like this, experiencing such beauty beforehand.

She slowly stretched out her hand to caress the long black hair, she still remembered his watery eyes, his gentle movements, and his gentle breath when he brushed her hair up for her...

The white ribbon tied with the hair was touched by the fingertips, it was a ribbon, the whole body was white, soft and smooth, this ribbon... was his hairband...

she knows...

Now, it's on her head, binding her hair...

Does this mean, he thought, to tie her up...

Does that mean, he thought, to be with her forever...

Thinking of this, a trace of sweetness finally emerged from the corners of Yu Qinghua's lips. She stroked the silky hairband over and over again, and there seemed to be a faint fragrance coming from it. She knew that it belonged to him. breath...

Suddenly, with a "squeak", the door of the room was opened, and Yu Qinghua's heart trembled slightly with the sound of the door, but she did not turn around.

Dong'er finally opened the door of Yu Tsinghua's room with anxiety. She didn't dare to speak, she didn't dare to ask her, she didn't even dare to raise her eyes to look at her. She didn't know how to face Tsinghua now, she didn't know , what should she do to calm down her messy heart.

"Princess, princess..." Dong'er murmured, her voice still trembling slightly.

Yu Qinghua's body froze slightly, and then she turned around pretending to be relaxed, pretending to be ignorant of Shang Dong'er's eyes full of doubts and surprises, and said as if nothing happened: "The bathing utensils are all ready ?"

Facing Tsinghua's question, Dong'er nodded stiffly, and replied, "Yes, get ready...ready."

Yu Qinghua nodded slightly, then turned around, carefully took off the hair band on her head, folded it, and then put it in her jewelry box like a treasure.

Yu Qinghua took another look at the ribbon with a smile in his eyes, then gently closed the box and put it away.

Turning around, Yu Qinghua said to Dong'er: "Then let's go and take a bath with me."

As she spoke, Yu Qinghua raised her foot until she had passed Dong'er, but Dong'er didn't make the slightest movement. Yu Qinghua pretended not to know, and then continued to walk forward. She stretched out her hand to hold the latch, ready to open it. Go out the door.

"Princess..." At this moment, Dong'er suddenly called her, the voice was so abrupt that Yu Qinghua paused, and the movements of his hands also stopped.

After a while, Yu Qinghua said, "What's the matter?" She just asked, but she didn't turn her head, because she didn't dare to turn her head, she didn't dare to let Dong'er see her now, and she hasn't figured out how to go. Facing her, she still didn't know how to tell her.

"Princess..." Dong'er called out again.

"You, and the national teacher...you, it's true..." Dong'er spoke intermittently, her heart was also trembling as she didn't say a word.

"Princess..." Dong'er whispered.

But Yu Qinghua became firm in her heart. She didn't turn around, but just nodded lightly, and said: "As you can see..."

Hearing this, Dong'er immediately opened her eyes wide. Yu Qinghua's answer was enough to shock her for a long time. Seeing it with her own eyes is one thing, but hearing it with her own ears is another.

She opened her mouth slightly, and tremblingly said: "So, it's true, you and the national teacher, you... are true..." She said things like this that she couldn't even articulate herself.

Yu Qinghua turned around suddenly, looked straight at Dong'er, she looked at her with clear and firm eyes, and she said, "Yes."

Yes……

This word is like a thousand catties, and Dong'er is almost out of breath. She originally wanted to make excuses for her, but now she saw an unquestionable firmness in her eyes. From this moment, she really understood one thing: her princess is really happy to be with the national teacher.

This is real……

At this moment, Yu Tsinghua's gaze was so firm and unquestionable. She looked at Dong'er fixedly, without a trace of concealment, she simply wanted to express what she thought and said completely, and she didn't want to cover up any more. I don't want to hide anymore, I don't want to be looked at with such strange eyes, terrified expression, such suspicion, such unbelievable, such unacceptable... such expression... She doesn't want to see it anymore... ...No matter what others think or say, she doesn't want to hide anymore...

If this is the case, then she would rather tell everything, unfold everything, let others see clearly, let them know that she is like this, she is like this... she just chose This way, she is, fell in love with Gu Fengwan, fell in love with, this monk...

She is with him, she chooses...

Even though she was hesitant about it not long ago, even though at that time, she was still looking forward and backward, even though at that time, she could not persuade her heart to let go of everything, even though at that time, she was still full of hope for the future between them. Confused, even though at that time, she didn't dare to really abandon everything...

But, now, she just wants Dong'er to know so much, to let her know that it is too late for her to fall in love with Gu Feng; she is determined to be with him; she has already decided For him, she can abandon everything, including herself; she has already made up her mind, even if she is smashed to pieces this time, even if she is risking the disgrace of the world, even if she is cast aside by the world, even if, no one Ken agrees with them, even if she does, she will pay a more painful price than in her previous life...

She can ignore it; as long as she can walk side by side with him, as long as she can always see his smile, as long as he is still willing to be with her, as long as he is still by her side...

As long as these, she can leave everything behind...

Yu Qinghua knew a long time ago that she was crazy...

This time, she was genuine, reckless, and completely crazy; this time, she didn't even need to use the Love Gu, she was willing to let go of her identity, her dignity, and what she had for him. Everything, as long as she can let go, she can let go one by one for him...

Even though, she knew clearly that his identity was unknown, and she knew nothing about his situation, even if she was with Song He back then, she couldn't find any news...

Yes, she once asked Song He about him, but even so, she didn't know anything about him. The only thing she knew was that he was Gu Fengwan, and she, Yu Qinghua, loved Gu Fengwan of.

This is enough, this is enough, now for him, just this is enough to make her fall into it completely...

So to say that she is crazy is really, really, completely, completely crazy...

Gu Fengwan is not Qiao Chuliang, at least she knows that Qiao Chuliang approached her for power and position, and she also knows that he approached her with purpose and scheming; however, she was completely ignorant of Gu Fengwan, She didn't know who he was, where he came from, and his identity, and she didn't even know if he really liked her, and she didn't even know if there was any purpose for him to be with her...

She doesn't know anything, doesn't know anything, and doesn't understand anything, but she knows, and only knows, that she loves him, that she has fallen in love with Gu Fengwan in Yu Tsinghua, and for this reason, she used to be like that Terrified, I wanted to escape over and over again, but I couldn't escape no matter what. After going around for so long, I still returned to the original point.

Since she couldn't escape, since she couldn't avoid it, she could only face up to her own heart, although, this heart made her feel at a loss...

Since her rebirth, her state of mind has changed several times.

At first, she only thought about revenge, she wanted to find that person, the person who caused her to miss him until she died, but when she really started this path, she found that, it turned out that what she thought was all False, all untrue, all non-existent...

In her previous life, her death was only planned by someone, not an accident, but a reason. The person she thought she would love with all her life turned out to be just because of a love letter. Gu and tied together...

It turns out that the "everything" she thought earlier turned out to be nothing but floating shadows. It turned out that all these things were just her wishful thinking, but the truth is so unacceptable...

So, she just wants to protect the people she wants to protect, those people she owes her whole life, now, she just wants to protect them well...

Yu Qinghua thinks this way, she just wants to live with the people she cares about, nothing else, as long as they are still...

However, it turned out that it was still not possible, and this was not possible...

Her mother is still dead, without the sins she committed, her mother still left, left in that posture, in front of her, in front of her and her brother, left...

She couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure it out all the time, didn't she obviously change?Isn't it obvious that it has become different?Isn't it obvious that the evil fate she sat down in the previous life has disappeared?

But why, the final result is still like that?
(End of this chapter)