Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 137 Am I That Unbearable?

The corners of Yu Qinghua's lips curled up coldly: "In your heart, what do I really look like?"

"That's how you came to see me? That's it?"

"In your heart, I am such a person? Am I so unbearable?"

Sentence by sentence, every sentence was pressing, Yu Qinghua said, her footsteps were getting closer and closer to Dong'er, she slowly leaned towards her, Dong'er was so frightened that she forgot to cry and speak, she Subconsciously back, back, back again...

"Dong'er..."

The smile on the corners of Yu Qinghua's lips became heavier and heavier. She looked at Dong'er with an expression on her face that she had never seen before.

"How am I treating you?"

"Since I was a child, I have treated you, but has there ever been anything wrong?"

"Am I sincere to you?"

"What did I hide from you?"

The continuous questioning made Dong'er unable to speak, and she was stunned for a long time, not knowing how to answer.

"But..." Yu Qinghua's gaze became as sharp as a knife. She looked at Dong'er and said word by word, "Why do you treat me like this?"

"What are you thinking?"

"At this time, at a time like this..."

"When I thought you were the only one who would understand me and support me... But that's how you see me?"

"Ah……"

"Dong'er...how could you be like this, you are hiding it so deeply..."

"It's really in vain for me to show you all my sincerity..." Yu Qinghua lowered her head and shook her head as she said, she was so disappointed that she didn't want to ask any more questions.

"Why...you say that?" After a long time, Dong'er finally spoke.

Dong'er looked at Yu Qinghua, with undried tears in the corners of her eyes. She heard her say so much, and her heart was beating in a panic. She didn't know why she said these things to her, why she said such things to her .However, she is uneasy, she is afraid, whether, she already knows something...

After hearing Dong'er's question, Yu Qinghua raised her head suddenly. She looked at her with piercing eyes, motionless. Laughed again...

Yu Qinghua said: "Dong'er, don't you understand?"

"The reason why I don't want to make it too clear is that I don't want to expose you... Could it be that, don't you understand?"

Dong'er was a little apprehensive, she looked at her timidly, and said bravely: "Why... why, I, I don't understand..."

Seeing her like this, Yu Qinghua just smiled, the more she laughed, the more she smiled, the more sad her expression became.

She said: "What I didn't expect was that between me and Xiao Qin, you chose Xiao Qin."

After finishing speaking, Dong'er suddenly widened her eyes.

Yu Qinghua didn't intend to stop, she looked at Dong'er with an indescribably weird expression: "Dong'er, you like Xiao Qin."

Not a question, but a statement tone.

It was like a fact, but she was just telling, very calmly.

But Dong'er became terrified instantly because of this sentence, her expression became very ferocious, as if it was a good secret that she had kept hidden all along, but now she was suddenly revealed by the person she least wanted to know.

Her heart was in confusion.

"I...I...I..." Dong'er spoke incoherently, she didn't know what to say at all, but Yu Qinghua's face was indifferent, she looked at Dong'er, the corners of her lips gradually turned sour smile.

"Dong'er, you like Xiao Qin."

When Yu Qinghua said this, it seemed as if she had exhausted all her strength. Her tone was indifferent, even ordinary. She just exposed Dong'er's thoughts and said that she liked Xiao Qin.

In fact, she should have known about this a long time ago.

As early as a long, long time ago, it was no secret that Dong'er liked Xiao Qin, it had always been like this, it had always been that way, just like when the three of them first met, she was obviously the one who saved her, but, But she only cast her eyes on Xiao Qin, and there was a naked longing in those eyes, which she had known for a long time.

Dong'er may have always thought that she hid it well, not only she thought so, but almost everyone thought so, because no one else knew Dong'er's thoughts except her.

She likes Xiao Qin, yes, it has always been like this, it has always been like this.

Even then, when Yu Tsinghua knew about it, she still brought her by her side. She almost thought that as long as she was kind to her, she would be kind in return.

As a matter of fact, Dong'er has indeed done all these things, and she can almost be said to be extremely good to Tsinghua University.

She will think about many things for her, from the basic necessities of life to her likes and dislikes, there is almost nothing she doesn't care about, this really makes Yu Qinghua very gratified.

She thought that she was already the most important person in Dong'er's heart.

However, she was wrong.

It turned out that no matter how long it has passed, no matter how much they have experienced, no matter how much she has devoted her heart and soul to her, as long as she encounters Xiao Qin's matter, Dong'er will never stand by her side.

She knows how much Dong'er likes Xiao Qin, she will never say it out, she will just keep it silently, hide it in her heart, and only slowly recollect it by herself, she knows that whenever Dong'er sees her together with Xiao Qin How sad and sad she will be in her heart, but no matter how sad, no matter how sad, she will not show the slightest bit, she will not say, she will even speak for her when she and Xiao Qin are in trouble , who helped her scold Xiao Qin.

The reason for this is because she knows that Xiao Qin loves her, Xiao Qin likes Yu Tsinghua, and will only be with her... As long as she knows this, Dong'er will not fall out with her because of him.

But, it's different now, now that Yu Tsinghua is about to break off the engagement with Xiao Qin, she doesn't want to have anything to do with Xiao Qin anymore, she chooses to be with Gu Fengwan, she betrays Xiao Qin and chooses someone else.

This news undoubtedly came as a bolt from the blue to Dong'er.

Xiao Qin, whom she loved so much, was abandoned by her, and Xiao Qin was hurt. She has been silently guarding and hiding, never daring to say that she likes Xiao Qin, in order to make them both happy.

But now, everything has changed.

Now that she doesn't want Xiao Qin anymore, what are the things she sacrificed before?

She has been trying her best to hide her love for Xiao Qin, and she has been living in forbearance and pain, but she can't tell the one she loves bravely, what is she enduring this pain for?

So, she couldn't help it, she was angry.

For what Yu Tsinghua did, she was worthless for Xiao Qin and spurned him. At the same time, she was also reconciled and unfair for herself.

Why can she act recklessly in Tsinghua University, and why can Dong'er just hide and hide?
But Xiao Qin just likes Yu Tsinghua, just likes her...

And now, things have changed to this day, how can she bear it any longer?

Yes, that's right...

Yu Qinghua understood, she understood, it turned out that no matter what she did, no matter how she treated him, no matter how hard she tried... In the end, she was still not worth Xiao Qin's in Dong'er's heart.

Dong'er, she actually got angry at her...

She actually felt resentful towards her because of Xiao Qin.

Oh, that's great...

This is her good sister, she treats her like her own good sister...

Dong'er, how could you be so...

"I..." Facing Yu Qinghua's questioning, Dong'er couldn't say anything, she just looked at her blindly, their eyes met, and they were very calm.

"What do you want to say?"

"Originally, I have a lot of questions to ask you..." Yu Qinghua lowered her head, her eyelids were covered, seemingly inadvertently, but also deliberately, her eyes swept over Dong'er with a strange expression.

"But now, heh... there is really nothing to ask..."

With a self-deprecating smile, Yu Qinghua has never felt that she has failed as much as she is now, and she has never experienced this feeling in her previous life.

Dong'er, maybe you understand?

Oh, you won't understand...

Yu Qinghua raised the corners of his lips: "For Xiao Qin, you can do anything..."

She looked at her and said slowly: "For Xiao Qin, you can be my enemy... For Xiao Qin, you can ignore it... For Xiao Qin, you can question me... For Xiao Qin, you have become Not like you……"

As soon as Yu Qinghua finished speaking, she saw Dong'er's trembling shoulders, and she couldn't tell anything else from her expression, but she was very different from her usual self.

"Thank you for your hard work... You have been hiding it for so long... You must be tired of hiding it from me... Actually, you don't have to be like this."

Yu Qinghua looked at Dong'er with a fixed gaze, "If you really like Xiao Qin, I won't blame you, I might even... help you."

After speaking, he smiled alone: ​​"But, there is no possibility..."

Dong'er looked at Yu Qinghua obsessively, and murmured: "Princess..."

Yu Qinghua turned his head nonchalantly, and stopped looking at Dong'er: "Whether you believe it or not, Xiao Qin and I terminated our engagement first. The matter of the national teacher was a sudden affair. Even if he didn't exist, we I also planned to break off the engagement with Xiao Qin, but now, I can disregard the eyes of the world, I can put aside everything, I can ignore it..."

"This is the madness of falling in love with someone. It is the same as you for Xiao Qin... because my heart has long since not allowed me to escape... You love Xiao Qin, you should understand this feeling, you are not qualified to ask me what to do, Just like I will not stop you from loving Xiao Qin, no matter what, you have to remember that I saved your life, you will never have the right to disobey me, my connivance to you will not help you to question me , you are not qualified."

After finishing speaking, Yu Qinghua's heart that had been choked there finally let out a sigh of relief. She raised the corners of her lips sarcastically, and without looking at Dong'er, she walked straight to the door until she reached the door. Pulling the latch with both hands, he said at the same time: "Think about it yourself, maybe you will hate me, but even so, I won't blame you. For the last time, if you want to leave me, then leave."

Yu Qinghua opened the door abruptly and walked out.

Behind him, Dong'er collapsed to the ground with a terrified expression.

Yu Qinghua was half lying in the bath, feeling depressed in her heart. She never thought that one day, the relationship between her and Dong'er would become like this, it was because of Xiao Qin, it became like this.

Maybe, she should have thought of it a long time ago, she should have thought that there would be such a day a long time ago, Dong'er has always liked Xiao Qin, could she really hide it all the time?no she won't...

For some reason, Yu Qinghua felt that even if she and Xiao Qin finally became friends with Qin Jin, Dong'er would one day reveal her liking to Xiao Qin in front of Xiao Qin, but it was only a matter of time.

In fact, Yu Tsinghua once even thought about making Dong'er to Xiao Qin as her aunt after she married Xiao Qin, but every time she thought about such a decision, she felt uncomfortable.

But now...hehe, everything has changed again.

She talked to Dong'er like that, but she wanted to remind herself, don't be soft-hearted anymore, don't give yourself a chance to be soft-hearted, don't let yourself regret it, don't, give everyone a way out...

(End of this chapter)