Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 197 Another Scumbag

She held the two ling cloth tightly with both hands, and looked at the small circle formed by the ling cloth with burning eyes. She thought, as long as she stretched her neck into the small circle, then everything would be over. right?
All the pain, all the torment, will disappear, right?

Hehe, I didn't expect that in the end, she would still need to end herself in this way.

So, why did God want her to be resurrected in the first place?

Why make her do it all over again?
Why do you want her to die after she has tasted that pain?
What is the reason for this rebirth?
Forget it, no matter what the reason is, she doesn't care anymore, anyway, she should have been a dead person long ago, she should have honestly slept in the ground long ago.

Why bother to come to this world and suffer so much.

Why, why...

There was a wicked smile on the corner of Yu Qinghua's mouth, and then, he opened the circle with both hands, and just stretched his neck in...

Close your eyes, everything should be over...

Pushing the stone under his feet, the tightness and suffocation in his neck hit instantly, Yu Qinghua didn't struggle a bit, and let it drown her.

"Tsinghua..." A familiar voice suddenly came from next to my ear.

Who, who is calling her?

At this time, who else...

Such a familiar voice, why, she couldn't remember it...

Anyway, she's leaving, it doesn't matter who she is, no matter who she is, it has nothing to do with her, it's time to end, it's time to end...

——When he woke up, the gentle sunlight hit Tsinghua's face.

There is still a dull pain in the throat, the feeling of being strangled to the extreme, the feeling of being unable to breathe, it still stays there.

Where is she?
Already dead?
Is this another world?

Why, there is still sunshine here, so warm and comfortable...

If there will be such a good world after death, then why did she live in such pain before, and why did she persist like that?

Yes, until now, what exactly is she sticking to, huh, it's ridiculous, ridiculous...

"Tsinghua, Tsinghua..." Someone was calling her again, it was still the same feeling, the same voice that she heard when she was unconscious.

Who is it, who is calling her?

"Tsinghua, are you feeling better? How do you feel?" This voice is really familiar, so familiar...

She even felt as if she had heard this voice a long time ago. Why did she feel this way? Who is this person?

Yu Qinghua's eyelashes fluttered up and down, and he opened his eyes in a daze.

When it caught the eye, it really felt like the warm and dazzling sunlight.

She saw the shadows of the trees projected between the branches, mottled as before.

Where is she?

"Great, Tsinghua, you're awake, that's great..." At this moment, an excited voice suddenly sounded in his ears, and before Tsinghua could distinguish it, he was already embraced by someone.

"Cough cough, who is it... who is it?" Yu Qinghua's body was still too weak at this time, she had just escaped from the gate of hell, and she hadn't fully recovered her sanity yet.

As soon as the man heard Yu Qinghua's cough, he quickly let go of her and looked at her anxiously: "How is it, Tsinghua, did I tighten your grip? How do you feel?"

Yu Qinghua looked around weakly, and then saw a familiar person anxiously in front of her.

Yu Qinghua looked at the person in front of him in disbelief, put his hand on his chest and asked him: "Wu Yue...it's you, why is it you..."

Wu Yue finally showed a smile on his face. He looked at Yu Qinghua with a gentle gaze: "It's me, Tsinghua."

It turned out to be Wu Yue...

This sudden accident made Yu Qinghua look very astonished, isn't she already dead?Doesn't she no longer belong to this world?She has abandoned everything and is no longer ready to have contact with anyone in this world...

But what's going on here?

Now what the hell is this?
Why isn't she dead yet, why is she alive again, why is she still seeing Wu Yue, why...

What the hell is this, what is it...

Could it be that God is really so cruel, so cruel that she would not even allow her to ask for death?Why, why should even her right to die be deprived, why...

"It was you, it was you who saved me..." Yu Qinghua murmured foolishly, his tone full of despair.

Wu Yue looked worried, but still nodded unconsciously: "Well, I saved you. I have been allowed to go back to the country of Wu. I happened to leave the gate of the capital today, but unexpectedly I met you in the outskirts of the city. I I saw you, you were... So, I naturally saved you, Tsinghua, what happened to you, how could..."

"Who wants you to save me, who wants you to meddle in your own business, why do you save me, why do you want to save me? What qualifications do you have, what qualifications do you have to control me, why, why do you want to make your own decisions, I What does it have to do with you, I want to die, what does it have to do with you, why do you save me, why do you..."

Who knows, before Wu Yue finished asking, Yu Qinghua was already yelling like crazy. At this moment, she is so crazy, it seems that she has lost her mind, as if she has been pushed to the extreme, without any Her modesty, without any arrogance and self-esteem, and without the princess attitude of the past.

Wu Yue had never seen Yu Qinghua like this before, had never seen her so hysterical, he didn't know what happened to her, he didn't know why she became like this, let alone how she could be like this sharp.

When he saw Yu Qinghua who stretched his neck into the white silk, with a calm expression on his face, as if he had abandoned everything and detached himself, his heart was almost shattered.

That kind of shock was something he had never experienced in his life.

What on earth would make a noble princess look like this, with such an expression, she was extremely desperate, she no longer had any hope, and she looked pale.

The Yu Tsinghua he knew was obviously not like this. The woman he knew was the strongest, the most confident, the noble princess aloft, and the tough woman who could withstand all burdens.

All the persistence and calmness in her are what he admires the most. He once thought that such a woman would not be dragged down by anything, nor would she be knocked down by any difficulty.

However, he didn't really realize how wrong he was until today.

It turns out that there will be a day when she collapses, she will show such sadness and gaffe, she will also be sad, desperate, and even choose to commit suicide.

At what point does a person have to go before giving up life so easily?

despair?

helpless?

Give up on this world and no longer have any expectations?
So, what happened to her?
Why does she look so fragile and vulnerable.

Is this person still her?Is it still the helpless businessman and noble Princess Her Royal Highness?
Why, he felt that she was so strange, and also made him feel so distressed...

"Tsinghua, don't be like this, let's talk about what you have to say, but don't treat yourself like this..." Wu Yue's eyes were full of regret and pity.

However, Yu Qinghua was extremely disgusted with this look. She pushed him away suddenly, and shouted with a ferocious face: "Don't call me that, who allowed you to call me that, why do you call me that, what do you have?" Qualification, I hate your pity, I don't want your pity, you go away, you go away, you are far away from me, I don't need anyone's pity, I don't need anyone's charity, I don't need it, I don't need it No need... No one has the right to control me, no one has the right to control me, I have nothing to do with anyone, it doesn't matter, leave me alone, leave me alone, go away, go away..."

Such thorough shouting made it impossible for Wu Yue to touch Yu Qinghua at all. Although he didn't know what happened to her, he could guess that she must have suffered a big blow, which is why she became In this way, and he, now can't stimulate her even more.

"Get off, all of you, get away from me, get away from me, I don't want your charity, I don't want your alms, get off, get off, get off..." Yu Qinghua was yelling, but suddenly his body was shaking. He lost his strength as if falling apart, and soon passed out and fell down.

"Tsinghua." Wu Yue stepped forward to support her with feeling.

Yu Qinghua was already weak, and just after waking up, he experienced a lot of yelling and fatigue, and now he has no physical strength to support his body.

Wu Yue looked at Yu Qinghua full of distress, extremely sad.

The servant on the side stepped forward and asked: "My lord, we still have to hurry. Look, what should we do now?"

Wu Yue glanced at Yu Qinghua, thought for a while, and then said: "Forget it, since she is in such pain staying here, it's better to take her back to the country of Wu. I'm afraid she won't listen to me now, so let's take her on the road first , I will explain it clearly to her in the future."

After finishing speaking, he waved to the servant and said, "Go on, and prepare some water for me." Then, he carried Yu Qinghua into the carriage.

The servant nodded and left.

The convoy staggered and continued on the road. However, Yu Qinghua, who was in a coma at this time, did not know that she was on the way to Wu country again.

Wu Yue held Yu Qinghua in his arms, and his heart couldn't hide his calmness. He, is this his selfishness?No matter what, he should be happy that she is lying in his arms now, but why is he still so restless?
Looking down at the pale Yu Qinghua, Wu Yue shook his head weakly, she will understand him, yes...

The pain in the world is nothing more than life without love, and death is impossible.

When Yu Tsinghua, who had been in a coma for four days, woke up in the bumpy carriage, she was no longer angry.

Wu Yue told her that he had arbitrarily advocated taking her to the country of Wu. At the moment when they were on the way to the country of Wu, she didn't get angry at all, didn't get angry, didn't yell, didn't resist, didn't complain, and wasn't hysterical. madness.

Wu Yue thought that she would be angry, that she would yell at him full of anger, lose her temper at him, and even struggle to go back, or tell him to go away.

But instead, no, nothing.

After waking up, Yu Qinghua remained silent like a puppet.

Calm, deathly calm.

She couldn't cry, she didn't yell, she didn't get angry, she didn't get angry, she had nothing, everything was as calm as stagnant water.

There was no storm as Wu Yue had expected, just a dead silence that didn't make sense.

It's been a long time, Wu Yue gave Yu Qinghua dry food and water, but she ignored her, she lay quietly in the carriage, her eyes were slightly glazed over, without any emotion or ripple.

Wu Yue talked to her, but she didn't respond to her, she just pretended that she didn't exist, as if everything in this world had nothing to do with her, no matter what others said or did, she didn't care, and she didn't even look at it .

Wu Yue was very worried about Yu Qinghua like this. He originally thought that he had decided to bring her to Wu country forcibly. After she found out, he would definitely be scolded bloody by her. He had already been doing a good job. In order to prepare for her scolding and resentment, she will question him: What qualifications do you have to make decisions for me, what qualifications do you have to control me?
He thought it was going to be like this, but no, nothing.

Now she no longer struggles, no longer seeks death, no longer scolds him, no longer resists...

(End of this chapter)