Doting on the Supreme Mad Concubine

Chapter 228: Cold Li (1)
However, he doesn't care, he came to this world was just a joke, so why should he care about the eyes of the world.

If Leng Xi is my most beloved younger brother, and Leng Hao is the emperor I have to protect, then Leng Li is my confidant. This younger brother who is the same age as me but has never seen each other in 20 years can be described as Like-minded, about military affairs, about the views of the world, we always have endless things to say when we sit together. There is no barrier.

However, I never thought that the relationship between me and Leng Li would end one day.

I have known for a long time that once all affection is involved with power and the country, it will become worthless.

We will eventually become enemies, either you die or I die.

I thought I had no heart, I thought I would not love, but I met a her.

This is the first time that a woman dared to approach me, she was willing to approach me, not to mock me, not because she had to, she said, she detoxified me.

I can push her away, or even let her die by my sword, but I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been alone for too long, and I’ve been lonely for too long, and I’ve longed for warmth, so I accepted her conditions, and I also accepted her. her treatment.

It was also the first time that someone would be willing to stand in front of me. She didn't know that the figure of her bow and arrow in front of the main hall square became the most beautiful scenery in my life.

She even gave up the most important virginity of a woman for me, for me who has only a relationship with her by name.

She even, would rather hurt herself than hurt me.

She leaned against my ear and said "I like you", which instantly made my blood coagulate all over my body.

I am a person without a heart, I am a person who does not know how to love, but I have grasped the warmth that belongs to me, but I don't want to let go.

I don't know when it started, but I was tempted.

I don't know when it started, but I began to miss her, want to see her, want to be by her side, and want to protect her.

It turns out that I still have a heart, and I still love.

I want to give her a home, a warm home, with me, her, and our children.

I promised her that I would take her to see the scenery where the water and the sky meet, and watch the ebb and flow of the tide.

I promised her that I would take her to see the beautiful scenery of mountain flowers, and watch the flowers bloom and fade.

I promised her that I would accompany her wherever she wanted to go.

I lived the first half of my life for Dayi, and the second half of my life, I only lived for her.

She is my wife, my Ah Rou, who I will protect with my whole life.

Dayi has been pacified, there is no need for me to guard every step, and I believe in Leng Xi, so I took Ah Rou and our two babies, left the imperial capital, left Dayi, and went to Ah Rou Longing for the ordinary city life.

Ah Rou said that she wanted to open a pharmacy, so we opened a pharmacy called "Nian Li" in a remote town where Yan Guo used to be. I knew she wanted to miss Leng Li, so why not me.

The town is very peaceful and peaceful. Since then, we have lived in the town.

Ah Rou is the doctor in charge of the pharmacy, and I need to take care of such trivial matters as collecting, dispensing and crushing the medicine, which makes me look more like a woman, but I am willing to do it for her.

Of course, it was five years before I could tell the difference between what I thought were almost identical herbs.

I think, I am very happy.

"Che." I was standing behind the counter sorting the dried herbs this morning and putting them in the medicine drawer on the wall. Ah Rou, who was sitting opposite the counter and taking the pulse of an old man, called me, and I put down my hands. Herbs, looked at her.

I saw that she was just smiling and explaining what the old man needs to pay attention to, then she looked up at me, and said: "Go to the yard to see if the medicine is ready, don't mess around with Leng You like yesterday and fry all the medicine It's blurry."

"Yeah." Thinking of Leng You, I couldn't help but smile slightly, and went to the backyard.

When I was leaving, I heard the old man's praise.

"Doctor Wen, your husband-in-law looks so good and treats you well. Everyone in the town is saying that Doctor Wen is blessed."

I couldn't help but want to laugh, because I suddenly saw Leng You, who appeared in front of me at some point and was holding back her laughter. She must have heard what the old man said, so I said "shh" to her "Actions.

"Father, I guess there is only one thing in Mother's heart." Leng You smiled wickedly, and pulled me away.

I also laughed, because I knew that Leng You was the same, and I knew that Ah Rou had only one sentence in his heart.

Silly wood, it is your good fortune to marry me.

If I had a choice, I would rather be Leng Li than Ye Xizhi.cold.

My queen mother doesn't love my father, maybe it's retribution, so my father doesn't love me either.

I seldom see my father, and even if I do, the way my father looks at me is so cold that there is no emotion.

However, although my father doesn't love me, he loves Zhi'er very much. I don't understand why I can't get the love of my father because I have the same mother and queen, so I envy Zhi'er. I envy her that she can indulge in her father's side as she pleases, and enjoy the pampering that is enough to make all brothers and sisters envy.

However, fortunately, I have a queen, a queen who dotes on me and loves me to the bone.

Since I was a child, I have been infected with a strange disease, which cannot be cured or removed. There are always a few days every month, I will be in pain, and whenever I am in pain, my mother will hold me tightly in her arms. To relieve my pain, and every time at that time, I can always see the tears of my mother.

I know that if it is possible, the queen mother is willing to bear all the pain for me, but I also know that there is no if in this world.

I thought that even if my father doesn't love me, at least I still have his flesh and blood in my body, and he won't push me to death, but I was wrong.

Perhaps in the eyes of my father, I am not even as good as a beast.

Therefore, when the courtiers asked for a person to go to Yi country to be an undercover agent, my father chose me without even thinking about it. The queen mother knelt down in front of him and fainted, but he did not change his mind.

Since ancient times, there has been a great way of diplomatic relations. If Yan Kingdom did this, it would be tantamount to tearing up the road of diplomatic relations of Yan Kingdom, and setting a precedent for future generations to follow crooked ways. to my head.

I would rather die than do something that I am not ashamed of, but I have no right to choose, because my father stood in front of me and told me that if I don't do what he said, he will know What makes me suffer the most and makes life worse than death.

I know that he is referring to the queen mother and Zhi'er, they are my weaknesses, if I don't go to the country of Yi, he will crush my weaknesses.

(End of this chapter)