Cruel President's Barbie

Chapter 97

My name is Fujiwara Kaoru, and I am Japanese.My father, is a very successful Japanese businessman.I am the only child in my family, but I have not received any love from my father since I was a child.At that time, I didn't know what caused the relationship between me and my father to become so bad.But later, I learned from my grandma that my father never thought that I was his biological daughter.He suspected that I was a bastard born to my mother and a wild man.

Therefore, my father never wastes a little care on me. Sometimes I haven't come home for a month, and he won't find out.

It is also because of my lack of family warmth that I, at the age of 17, shuttled between bars in this city.However, soon, I settled in a bar called "Tonight".The reason is that the owner of this bar is a big boy from China with a pair of sapphire blue eyes.That boy gave me a very warm feeling.Every time he went there, he would make me a new concoction he had researched.

At first, I didn't really like the taste of all kinds of wine mixed together, but later, I gradually fell in love with it.But I found that the feeling did not come from the wine, but from the owner of the bar.So, I often pretend to just pass by and go in for a glass of wine, and chat with him by the way.Soon, I became acquainted with him, and I also knew that his surname was Xia, his name was Chen Xi, and he was of Chinese-American descent.

Although, every time I chatted with him, I was very happy.But gradually I also discovered that Xia Chenxi's eyes always followed a girl named An Yale, also from China.To tell you the truth, that girl is really pretty and has a kind smile.But the most beautiful thing is her pair of eyes like a bend of clear spring, so transparent, so eye-catching and moving.

But gradually, I also found that Chen Xi was right to like An Yale, because she is really nice.Not only limited to her appearance, but also because she is really kind.However, I am sure that there is another person in her heart, and she loves that person very, very much.

Because sometimes when she went to the bar, An Yale happened to be sitting on the bar counter of the bar, drinking the juice Chen Xi made for her, in a daze.However, the look in her eyes did not give people a warm feeling, but a very sad and regretful feeling.From her eyes, I can see that this woman must have her story.

However, every time An Yale was in a daze, Xia Chenxi would never let me get close to her.

I originally permed my curly hair with big waves.But seeing Xia Chenxi's fascination with An Yale, I straightened my hair.I thought that Xia Chenxi was fascinated by An Yale's appearance, so I made myself almost exactly like An Yale.However, after I changed the issue, Xia Chenxi still didn't notice, he was still just following around An Yale.In a fit of anger, I cut my flowing straight hair into a pretty short hair.

Then, I went to the bar where Xia Chenxi was.However, Xia Chenxi still didn't notice my change.On the contrary, An Yale was the first to notice my change.It was just her reminder, in exchange for Xia Chenxi's brief gaze.

Xia Chenxi's eyes on me are almost limited, but he will never understand that all my changes are just to win his attention.But he is so stingy, all his attention is only on An Yale.

When I realized this, I decided to leave this sad place with all my thoughts.But the day before I left, I was still planning to say goodbye to him.After all, Xia Chenxi was the first person I fell in love with.

But if there is regret medicine in the world, I would rather not say goodbye to Xia Chenxi and never see him again.What happened that day changed the original trajectory of my life, and I will never return to the original point.

That day, when I came to say goodbye to Xia Chenxi with my luggage, he was drinking alone in the bar.

"Chenxi, what's wrong with you, why did you drink so much?" At that time, I was just wondering what happened to make Xia Chenxi become like this.

"Mo Zixuan, what the hell are you?" Xia Chenxi didn't pay attention to me at all, and didn't answer my words, just kept pouring wine into her belly.It seems that only by doing so, he will be more comfortable.

"Chenxi, what's the matter with you?" This was the first time I saw such a decadent Xia Chenxi, and it was also the first time I saw him drink so much alcohol.

"Xia Chenxi, wake me up!" Although I have decided to leave here and not have anything to do with Xia Chenxi, I still can't bear to see such a decadent Xia Chenxi mixed with a touch of sadness.So, I picked up the wine glass and poured all the wine in the glass onto Xia Chenxi's face, hoping that the wine could wake up Chen Xi and stop being so decadent.

It's just that the wine didn't pull Xia Chenxi out of her decadence as expected.It just made Xia Chenxi aware of my existence.

"Xiao Xiang, why are you here?" Xia Chenxi looked at me, and then there was no more to say.

"I'm leaving, I want to say goodbye to you." Looking at the dawn like this, my heart really hurts.

"You want to go too, let's go, you all go." When Xia Chenxi heard the news that I was about to leave, it seemed to touch a certain string in his heart, and he kept pushing me.

"Who else wants to go, Lele?" Except for An Yale, no one can make such a sunny Xia Chenxi into this ghostly appearance.

"That's right, as soon as Mo Zixuan appeared, An Yale would become like that, and she would definitely go back with him soon." As he spoke, a drop of crystal clear liquid slipped from the corner of Xia Chenxi's eyes.

"An Yale, An Yale... Is An Yale the only one who is a woman in your eyes?" I don't know why, but when I saw Xia Chenxi shed tears for An Yale, the anger in my heart suddenly came up.

"But Lele... Lele never sees me in her eyes..." A sobbing sound came from Xia Chenxi's throat. "Why, why does Lele never see me...why does she always regard Mo Zixuan as her world." Xia Chenxi waved all the wine bottles and glasses on the bar to the ground.All the wine bottles and glasses were shattered into pieces, scattered around the bar.

"Xia Chenxi, what about me, why don't you ever look at me!" I was also furious and pushed Xia Chenxi to the ground. "You can do whatever you like, I'm leaving and I'm never coming back." I swear, I really wanted to leave that time.Because at that time I really realized that Xia Chenxi didn't see me at all.After saying that, I got up and prepared to leave.

"Lele, Lele, don't leave me. If you think I made a mistake, you can tell me. As long as you say it, I will definitely change it, I will definitely change it..." At the moment I was about to leave, Xia Chen Xi rushed forward, grabbed me tightly, then pushed me to the ground, and then fell on top of me.

"Xia Chenxi, what are you doing, let me go..." Pushed by Chenxi for no apparent reason, I was about to get up and blame him, but I found that I couldn't move at all, because Xia Chenxi was pressing tightly on my body , leave no room for me.

"Lele, I really like you, I really like you very much, I have fallen in love with you since the first time I saw you. Please, give me a chance? Just once... "Speaking, Xia Chenxi started to ignite fires all over my body with his lips.Only then did I realize that Xia Chenxi thought of me as An Yale!
"Chenxi, please be sober. I am Xiaoxiang, Fujiwaraxiang. I am not what you call An Yale. I am not Anya..." Just as I was about to call for help, Xia Chenxi's lips pressed against mine, making my voice disappears down the throat.Then, everything that couldn't happen happened.

That day, Xia Chenxi pestered me for a whole afternoon until I fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was already early that night.And I was lying on a sky blue bed surrounded by cute Japanese cartoon characters.I'm starting to wake up, this isn't my bed.My bed has never had such a childish pattern.

I got up in a panic, but I found that I was naked under the duvet.I fell back down on my bed again.

"Are you awake?" Xia Chenxi walked in from the door, carrying a bag of things in his hand.

"Well, where are my clothes, I'm going back." Thinking of what I did with Chen Xi just now, I felt my face was burning with smoke.

"Your clothes are already torn. I bought new ones for you. There's also some food." Xia Chenxi shook the bag in her hand. "Don't go out, go tomorrow, it's too late now."

"Oh." I don't know why, but when I heard that Chen Xi was staying with me, I felt a little joy in my heart.Before I knew it, I also forgave Xia Chenxi for what she had done.But later I found out that Xia Chenxi had no choice but to keep me there because she was afraid that An Yale would find out if I went out at that time.

That night, Xia Chenxi slept on the sofa and I slept on the bed.Although we all know what happened to each other, we just don't want to mention it.

The days are still the same, and I haven't left that city, and I still hang around the bar where Xia Chenxi is.As long as he sits quietly in front of the bar, I will lean over and pretend to bump into him casually.And sometimes, when I see him talking and laughing with An Yale, I will leave silently.

The days passed so peacefully, and I never thought about leaving, nor did I ever think about saying goodbye to Xia Chenxi.It wasn't until one day, when I was squatting in the toilet and looking at the two horizontal lines on the pregnancy test stick, that I realized that the development of the matter had gone beyond what I could bear.At first, I just felt a little nauseous at the sight of greasy stuff, and then I started to lethargy.I thought I was going to gain weight, but when I realized I hadn't had my period for more than two months, I was so scared that I ran straight to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test.

However, this result is not what I want.Since I was a child, I have liked children very much, and I knew that I would definitely not be able to get rid of this child, so I went to find Xia Chenxi.

When Xia Chenxi heard the news, a trace of astonishment flashed in her eyes.However, he soon regained his previous look, and said to me indifferently: "Kill the child, and I will compensate you."

Such short words, such harsh words.When I didn't say anything again, Xia Chenxi said again: "You must kill it, or I won't let you go." Then, like a mouse crossing the street, he ran away in a hurry.

I looked in the direction where Xia Chenxi disappeared, and tears kept blurring my eyes.It turned out that he still only saw An Yale, only An Yale...

But that still didn't make me lose all my love for Xia Chenxi until that day.I went to that bar, knowing that An Yale was going to China that day, so I hurried to the airport.That is, at the airport, I saw Xia Chenxi hugging An Yale tightly, so intimate, so infinitely memorable.That was the first time I saw Xia Chenxi's gentle appearance. His eyes were shining with such gentle sapphire blue, which was the most beautiful I have ever seen in my life.

"Chenxi, if you really like An Yale so much, I will let you go. However, I will not kill the child, because the blood of both of us is flowing on him. So, Chenxi, please take care , in the days without me in the future, please be happy, definitely... must be happier than me..." The wind kept blowing the hair on my forehead, making them block my eyes, helping me hiding tears...

It was five years later that I saw Xia Chenxi again.At that time, I also followed Xia Chenxi's example and opened a very humble bar in a small town in the Netherlands, called summermorning.

That night, Chen Xi appeared on the bar counter with a tired face. When he saw me, some emotions flashed in his eyes that I couldn't see clearly.However, he quickly returned to normal.He knows how to hide his emotions every time.

"Xiaoxiang, long time no see." Xia Chenxi was the first to greet me.

"Hello, Mr. Xia." I used another method to distance the distance between me and Chen Xi.

"Do you still hate me?" Xia Chenxi asked me this question endlessly, and I really didn't know how to answer it.Should I hate him?At that time, he drove me and my daughter away, but he also made me understand how to go on in my life.So, I don't hate him.On the contrary, I am grateful that he gave me that cute and lively little creature, so that she can keep me company and not make me feel alone.Although I never thought about finding another father for her, because I know how it feels to get along with a father who is not my own, so I will not let her suffer the same pain as I did back then.

"No. I'll treat you to something to drink." I smiled at him politely.But at this time, my daughter came to my side at some point, held my clothes and asked, "Mom, why does this uncle have exactly the same eyes as Tongtong?"

It turned out that she saw that Xia Chenxi had the same pair of sapphire blue eyes as her, so she came over to take a look in surprise.

"Mixed races have eyes like this." I said loudly on purpose for fear of arousing Xia Chenxi's suspicion.

"Xiaoxiang, is this the child from back then?" However, Xia Chenxi seemed to have discovered something, and was looking at Tongtong speculatively.

"No." I denied it on the spot.If there's nothing wrong, he's already married to An Yale, so what's he doing here now?

"Your name is Tongtong?" Xia Chenxi seemed to see that there should be nothing to ask from me, and turned to Tongtong who was behind me.

"Yes," maybe it's because blood relationship is always so strange, Tong Tong, who has always been afraid of strangers, ran to Xia Chenxi's side after Xia Chenxi's words.

"How old is Tongtong?" Xia Chenxi hugged Tongtong who was standing beside her.

"Tongtong is four years old this year." Tongtong replied obediently, but my heart seemed to be torn open by someone.

"What about Tongtong's father?" Xia Chenxi seemed to be planning something.

"Tongtong, go back to sleep, or I'll spank you later." I threatened, what should I do if I let Tongtong tell the truth? Didn't Xia Chenxi say that he wouldn't just let me go like this? ?

"Mom, I want to talk to my uncle again. Uncle, my father left this world a long time ago, but my mother said that my father will watch Tongtong grow up on the other side of the world."

"You still say no!" Xia Chenxi looked at me after hearing what Tongtong said.

Boom...my head exploded all of a sudden.The bloody truth five years ago was immediately revealed by him on the spot.

"Even if it is, so what, could it be that you divorced or killed both my mother and daughter?" I roared angrily.

"I'm not married!" Xia Chenxi yelled at me. "I only have you and this child now..." As for the last sentence, Chen Xi looked so pale.

"What happened?" It was only then that I realized that the current dawn looks so vicissitudes...

That night, we talked all night long.It was also at that time that I realized that so many things had happened in the past five years.Xia Chenxi's sister kidnapped An Yale, and in the end she was disfigured by the fire.And she has always regarded Xia's bankruptcy as her own responsibility, and then three years ago, due to too much pressure in her heart, she finally committed suicide by jumping off the building.

"Then why didn't you marry Lele?" I still remember that Xia Chenxi hugged An Yale tightly at the airport with such a tender and reluctant expression on Shen's face.

"At that time, I couldn't see my heart clearly. Before I knew it, I had regarded her as my own sister, so I did my best to protect her." Xia Chenxi sighed, and his The expression on Mei Yujian's face was so sincere, it didn't look like she was lying at all.

"Fool, what about you? Why did you decide not to tell me when the baby was born?" Chen Xi's tone was full of regret.

"I thought you really didn't want it anymore." I took a sip of my wine.

"Don't drink something so strong, your stomach isn't very good." Xia Chenxi took the glass of strong wine away from my hand and brought me a glass of juice.

"Do you still remember?" I was surprised that Xia Chenxi still remembered that I had a bad stomach and couldn't drink strong alcohol.

"Hehe, after you left, I thought about it a lot, especially what happened in 'Tonight', and I found out that I fell in love with you unknowingly at that time, but at that time, I couldn't see you at all. Knowing what I want and what I am thinking, I let go of your hand in such a daze..." Chen Xi looked at me with infinite tenderness in his eyes. "So, Xiaoxiang, are you willing to give me a chance to take care of you and Tongtong?" Chen Xi held my hand tightly, not letting me dodge in the slightest.

"I... I see what Tongtong said, if Tongtong agrees to me, I have no objection." That's all I can answer.Since I was a child, I have wanted to get my father's love, but my father is not my own, so he never gave me any love.Therefore, I don't want my daughter to suffer the same suffering as me. I want to give her a warm home, a home with father's love.

"Of course Tongtong agrees." At some point, Tongtong was already standing behind us.

"Tongtong, why didn't you go to sleep?" I picked Tongtong up and let her sit on my lap.

"I saw you chatting with your uncle, so I followed to see what you guys were talking about?" Tongtong looked at me and then at Chenxi.

"Tongtong, did you really agree to my mother being with my uncle?" I asked Tongtong uncertainly. I knew that she wanted to have a father since she was a child, but she didn't like me being alone with other men.Only today, when I was with Chen Xi, she seemed so happy.

"I agree." Tongtong smiled, two small dimples appeared around her mouth.

"From now on, let Dad take care of Mom and you, okay?" Chen Xi's voice became hoarse.

"Okay." Following Tongtong's promise, Chenxi hugged the two of us tightly in his arms.It was so warm and tightly surrounded us...

(End of this chapter)