my old life

Chapter 238: Trapped by Love

Looking at the back of Sixteenth Sister leaving, the love words she whispered to me flashed in my mind, her tenderness and her arrogance, like an invisible sharp knife stabbing my nerves, there is something in my heart that cannot be said uncomfortable.

There is nothing but guilt in my heart. Her feelings are like hot flames hidden under the cold exterior. Once they explode, they can melt people. I am faced with an unprecedented difficult choice.

The warmth of Shiqiu's hug seems to be still in my heart, and the tenderness of Shiliu wiping his face is still in my heart. What should I do?
The afterglow of the setting sun shone into the hotel room in the evening. Unknowingly, I stood there for a long, long time. I dare not leave here. I don’t know what I’m still afraid of. s Choice.

I haven't let go of Shi Qi in my heart, but I made another big mistake. I don't know how to explain it, let alone how to choose. Everything is like a ridiculous joke, making everything about me so ridiculous. .

There was no thought in my numb brain. I didn't even know where I should go after leaving the hotel. Looking at the sparse and deserted streets, I felt that the world was extremely desolate.

Walking in the deserted street, I feel very panic in my heart. When I saw the moon cakes sold at the door of the street store, I suddenly realized that today is the night of the full moon in the Mid-Autumn Festival on August [-]th, an important day that makes people's thoughts fly.

After thinking about it, I still called my second uncle, and after getting the news, I took a taxi to Wang Zizi's entertainment city.

The entertainment city is also very deserted today, but there are still some people in the chess and card room who don't want to leave, maybe some people don't want to leave, maybe they don't know where to go after leaving here...

I saw the second uncle in the room on the third floor of the entertainment city. He was very energetic in a white shirt, with a cigarette in his hand, and was playing chess with the black snake. The two were concentrating on the game.

Hei Snake also held a cigarette in his hand, and his black nails looked extraordinarily charming. For some reason, I always felt that women looked lonely when they smoked, and there was an indescribable desolation.

I have never seen my second uncle play Go before, nor have I seen him have such a quiet moment. I feel that his frizz every day has nothing to do with the elegant entertainment of Go.

After watching it for a while, I couldn't understand it either. I was lying on the sofa next to me and waiting, hoping to find the answer from my second uncle, but the guilt in my heart didn't decrease a bit.

The strange thing is that I am not worried at all about the people from AOB coming to beat me up violently. If I can beat me up, I will feel a lot more relaxed. No wonder my second uncle used to say that if you make a mistake, you need to be punished, and you have to stand firm when you are beaten.

In fact, to put it bluntly, if some things are not resolved, it is always a heart disease in my heart, a heart disease that plagues people's sleep and food!

My mind was in a mess, but since I came to the room and saw my second uncle, my heart has settled down, and I don't have the feeling of panic and helplessness just now, especially today is August [-]th.

In previous years, I had to go home early on August [-]th. My parents packed a table of food and everyone gathered together. At night, I ate mooncakes to enjoy the moon, and talked about the love stories that have been passed down forever in Guanghan Palace...

"Come here, play a game of Go with me." Suddenly the second uncle said something abruptly, although I can play Go, but I am not proficient in it.

I wanted to say something at first, but the second uncle just made a silent gesture and said, "Let's talk after playing chess."

I don't know what kind of medicine is sold in the second uncle's gourd, so I have to be patient and play chess with him. In fact, at my level of Go, I don't know how to play Go.

A chessboard is full of stars, and every time a chess piece is dropped, a new pattern is formed. I don’t know if my mind is not playing chess at all. I was killed by my second uncle in less than an hour and won at least thirty head...

The second uncle sighed, and said meaningfully: "Did you do something wrong with your heart? How can you play chess like this?"

"Second Uncle, don't make these elegant things with me, I really don't know how to do it."

"This is different from knowing how to play. Your mind is not on playing chess. In fact, you can see a person's heart through playing chess." The second uncle said seriously, as if he could really perceive something.

"What? Second Uncle, when did you like playing Go? Is it interesting?"

"uh-huh!"

As soon as he finished speaking, the Black Snake was unhappy, and his eyes looked strange to me!I wiped the cold sweat off my brow and asked guiltily, "Second Uncle, could it be that you were also forced to play chess?"

The second uncle immediately raised his head and gave me a look, and I instantly understood that it was really the reason for the black snake!Otherwise, what kind of go does the good second uncle play, he is not suitable for playing this kind of game.

To say that Go is the most difficult of all games, because it takes too long to be patient. A game of chess takes more than an hour or even several hours. In this fast-paced society, few people can delay such a long time. Who has nothing in hand!
I pretended to play chess with my second uncle, and felt that I was completely arty. I didn’t have that kind of leisure, but I made a chessboard and made a pot of tea, pretending to be a Bimeng?

"Play chess first, I'll pack up and prepare to go out for dinner." Black Snake left a sentence and went to the next room.

Second Uncle Kong, who was waiting for the Black Snake to go out, immediately quit. The two of us almost put away the chessboard as quickly as possible. Seeing that Uncle Kong looked like he wanted to smash the chessboard, I think he had a good time. difficult.

I've never seen my second uncle be so polite to that woman before. He has always been unruly and rarely pays attention to small things, but today he took the wrong medicine or is he really afraid of black snakes?
"What's the matter, Second Uncle, why do you also look guilty?" I asked quietly, if he wasn't guilty, why would he be sweating like that, it's a typical look of doing something wrong.

"Stop talking nonsense. Today is August [-]th, the day of reunion. It's not easy for a woman to stay by my side."

My second uncle's words touched me deeply. I understand why my second uncle changed his normal routine today, because on this special day, everyone left to go home for a reunion, but Black Snake was still willing to stay by his side...

Maybe the second uncle is a fool for 360 days a year, but he knows when to change himself and be considerate of the women around him...

"You kid, learn a little bit later. It's not easy for a man to get a woman who follows her heart and soul. You'll know when you're my age."

"What? Did I hear you right? Second uncle, you are a woman with a train!"

I don't know about other people, but I can't count how many women my second uncle has changed. It can't be that all of them are just passers-by. Could it be that there is no feeling left?

The second uncle slapped my head hard, grinning and cursing in a low voice: "You know what an idiot! What did I tell you before? If you play with emotions, you must never play with emotions!"

"Then Black Snake, are you just for fun or emotionally?" I blurted out without going through my brain, and I regretted it as soon as I said it, the second uncle will definitely kick me!

Unexpectedly, the second uncle's face became very calm, as if he remembered something, he gently rubbed his watch with affection in his eyes.

At this moment, I choose to shut up honestly. I know that if I continue to speak, it will only touch my second uncle's heart. Everyone has an unknown story in their hearts...

After being silent for a long time, the second uncle wiped the corner of his eyes and lit a cigarette. I felt that I really asked something that should not be asked, and I accidentally touched the second uncle's sensitive nerves.

"What's the matter with you today, boy? Did your long-winded appearance cause trouble? Didn't you last night..."

Facing the second uncle's question, I couldn't say anything, and I didn't know how to explain this matter. Everything I did was so absurd, and I even fell into a confused choice.

I took out a cigarette and lit one, took a puff and watched everything quiet down, as if the whole world was quiet.

I decided to ask my second uncle. After all, he has experienced a lot and knows a lot. I can't find anyone else to ask for advice except him.

"Second Uncle, have you ever been trapped by love before? It's just that you can't choose between two women..." I looked at him cautiously, I didn't mean to mention the black snake, I just wanted to ask for a solution.

"Of course, the man who has been in the rivers and lakes has never been trapped by love? There are always all kinds of women around excellent men."

The second uncle changed his normal routine and became very serious. The long conversation at this moment is so precious. It has been a long time since we have a period of time between us, uncle and nephew, like now.

I think the question that's bothering me is about to have an answer, I just don't know what the answer is...

(End of this chapter)