my old life

Chapter 703 The Mind of a Man
There is no reason why the fat man can't see the things I can see. He is more scheming than me. I don't believe that he is a crazy guy, let alone take the risk of cuckolding...

Liu Lan was very enthusiastic as soon as she entered the door. She was wearing a floral cotton jacket and a pair of shiny cotton fleece pants, which tightly wrapped her legs. They were not slender but had no excess fat.

"Hurry up and change it, I'll wash your clothes for you." Liu Lan said as she put down a large navy blue padded jacket, which was the one that the fat man was going to wear for me yesterday.

"We'll come back after we go out to do some errands, and go shopping." The fat man left after finishing speaking. I always feel that he is too nervous...

Is it because you wake up early in the morning and feel fine?But I can't help but say that the fat man dragged me out and didn't give me a chance to talk or ask.

As the saying goes, misfortune comes from your mouth. I know that even if you ask about this kind of thing, you should be tactful and reserved, and you can't be too reckless!

As soon as I got in the car, I hit the bear car, and asked nonchalantly, "Brother Fat, why are you in such a hurry? Do you have to go with us? Do you want to call the soldiers together?"

"Stop asking, hurry up and drive, we'll talk about it on the way." The fat man responded, took out a cigarette and started smoking.

I feel more and more bad in my heart, especially the appearance of Da Bing when I saw Liu Lan for the first time. I have to say that she is in good condition, her body is not in good shape but it is okay.

Reminiscent of when the soldier was exercising shirtless in the morning, the muscular man would feel angry when he saw it. How would Liu Lan feel if he saw it?

"Brother Fat, I have to ask one more question about this matter. What are you going to do? Otherwise, let's call in the soldiers. There are more people to take care of you."

I tried my best to remind him with tactful words, but the fat man looked like he didn't care.

"No, no, drive quickly, I know what you mean, I know it."

When I heard this, I couldn't say anything, maybe nothing would happen, but I just felt awkward.

He drove away slowly, the thick snow covered all the roads, and he slowly drove onto the road under the guidance of the fat man.

"Where are we going?" I was going to speed up the drive, trying to go back quickly to avoid long nights and dreams, and I couldn't escape the guilt if something happened...

"Turn left, there is a small supermarket in front, I'm going to buy some daily necessities, and buy some clothes for the soldiers."

"Okay." I adjusted the car to snow mode, stepped on the accelerator and got on the road.

To be honest, I'm really worried about this kind of thing, but the fat man doesn't seem to be in a hurry at all. Even if he knows it well, he can't be so careless. Doesn't it mean that he doesn't understand the principle of taking precautions before they happen?
Along the way, the fat man kept urging me to slow down, but I just couldn't slow down. I hated that the car couldn't put on its wings and fly. To be honest, I was more anxious than anyone else!
Some people have certain things, once they happen, they are irreversible, and it will cause a series of troubles and disputes, especially about women...

The hot wind was blowing in the car, but I was sweating non-stop. I wanted to remind Fatty a few times, but I didn't know how to say it.

"Attention, the front is coming soon."

Under Fatty's command, I went to the so-called small supermarket, which is also a canteen, where everything is sold, and there are some ordinary cotton-padded clothes and hats.

The fat man slowly picked up an army overcoat, and then picked up an army green cotton hat and put it on his head.

"Sanming, do you think I look good in this color hat?"

When I heard this, my heart skipped a beat!All kinds of complexities suddenly surged in my heart!It turns out that the fat man knows everything, but I don't understand why he would do this!
No matter what the fat man's reason is, I can't convince me that he did this, because it is unreasonable in itself!
"I don't think this color is very good, but this one is good." I picked up a khaki cotton hat and threw it to him, feeling indescribably complicated in my heart.

"I think this is very good. It can be worn with a military coat... You are still too young, and you will know later."

"Fuck! This has nothing to do with age! I'm afraid I won't understand even when I'm seventy or eighty!"

I looked at him very firmly, no matter what his reasons and purposes were, this matter was beyond my comprehension.

The fat man didn't say anything, just shook his head and smiled, and then started to buy things as if nothing had happened. I had a bad feeling in my heart. Could it be that he was looking for an excuse to get rid of...

No no no!I tried my best to get rid of the thoughts in my head, since Fatty was threatened by Chu County Dai Fei, it proved that family is really important to him, otherwise he would not be under the control of others.

But now I can't understand everything that the fat man has shown. He understands everything I want to remind, but I don't understand why he would do this.

If he said that he did this to win over or for me, then I would never accept the favor!Because I know the principles and bottom line of being a human being!Some affections are absolutely unacceptable!
My second uncle once said that a person with principles and bottom line can't play against a person without principles and bottom line no matter what!If the fat man has no principles and no bottom line, how can I work with him in the future?
The fat man bought a lot of things slowly, and I couldn't understand him more and more, but now I can't say anything.

I bought a large bag of things and put them back in the car. I drove back without saying a word. I had been out for nearly an hour, but the fat man motioned me to wait.

"What's the matter, Fat Brother? Let's go back quickly after shopping, the road is not easy to walk."

"Don't worry, let's talk about it after smoking a cigarette."

The fat man calmly took out a cigarette and handed it over, but I couldn't understand his thoughts, and my heart would only get more and more anxious.

"Sanming, you're still young, and you won't understand some things if you haven't experienced them, especially the relationship with your lover, the relationship you've been with for many years."

The fat man lit up the cigarette with a confused expression. At this moment, I saw all kinds of complexities in his eyes, including tenderness and reluctance, but in the end, he was relieved...

The look in his eyes made my heart skip a beat, what on earth is he going to do?What kind of purpose does he have?
"Why?" I lit a cigarette and asked. Some things will take root in my heart if I don't solve them, and I will never be able to let go of them.

"Do you know what is the feeling of being in love with each other? Going through the most difficult days together, the feeling of being married..."

What I said made me speechless. I really haven't experienced that kind of emotion, so I don't understand it at all, but I can't understand what the fat man did.

The fat man stared blankly at the white snow outside the car window, and said with a wry smile: "Actually, I can understand your thoughts. What man in the world is not possessive? What man would be willing to wear a cuckold? Let alone a married couple who have been together for many years .”

For a moment, I was a little speechless. At this moment, the fat man seemed to be a completely different person. I saw a side of him that had never been shown before, and felt that he was so reluctant but had to do it...

"Your sister-in-law has been with me since I was young. At that time, I had nothing. Later, when I got richer, I was also afraid. I went out to get together less and leave more..."

The fat man froze in the middle of his words, but there was an expression in his eyes that he had never seen before. At this moment, I changed my mind, as if I had come to an unknown world.

It feels like Fatty understands everything in his heart, but he has unspeakable difficulties. At this moment, I can't tell whether it is good or bad, and I can't tell what kind of emotion it is.

"I was not at home all these years, she raised the child all by herself, but she never gave me a cuckold, she is a good woman!"

The fat man's eyes were red as he said that, and I only discovered his other side at this moment, but I didn't even know how to comfort him.

"Do you know? I owe her a lot in my heart. I love her very much, but I know that something will happen to me sooner or later... I don't want her to guard me for the rest of my life! Can you understand?"

Fatty raised his head and tears flowed down my face, I was completely shocked!I never thought that the fat man would be like this, this kind of thought made me fall into deep thought...

The fat man obviously has so much reluctance, he loves her so much, but knowing that accidents will happen as long as he is in the rivers and lakes for a day, how painful is his heart to make a game for the one he loves?
Fatty's tears made my heart ache. I can understand the pain in his heart, but I can't understand how heavy this pain is, and how difficult it would be for a man...

I don't know why I thought of my second uncle, and thought of him not having a family for so many years, isn't it just because there is a woman living in his heart?
I don't know why, but at this moment I feel the fat man's mind. As a man's mind, although it is so incomprehensible, I can feel the helplessness in the world.

Looking at the wind and snow outside the car window at this moment, my heart was completely at peace, and only the burning cigarette in my hand proved the passage of time...

(End of this chapter)