my old life

Chapter 955
The sky is gradually dimming, and the last ray of the setting sun can still be seen in the distant horizon. The spaciousness between the sky and the earth makes people feel very comfortable!
This feeling of facing the open sea is completely different from looking at the small mountains at a glance. There is not much complexity and no need to travel long distances to reach the top. You only need to stand by the sea to feel the broad mind of the sea!

The evening wind blew Buddha Qianxiao's hair, the desire for protection in my heart became stronger and stronger, and the figure in front of me began to become a little blurry...

I think this desire for protection comes from my heart, from the desire to protect Shiliu, and the regrets that are missing in my heart are always there...never disappeared!

But I knew in my heart that Shiliu and Buddha Qianxiao were not alone at all!Although they are strikingly similar, Fo Qianxiao still has so many godbrothers and godfathers. On the contrary, Shiliu has lost everything...

"Xiong Sanming, have you ever loved someone?" Fo Qianxiao stood on tiptoe with her pockets in hand, her eyes always on the sea.

"Hmm!" I took out a cigarette and lit it, squinting my eyes and looking at the sea in front of me.

"Then do you know what it's like? Do you need a reason to love someone?" She asked again, but I still didn't know how to answer.

I have experienced many feelings in the past, including family affection, friendship, ignorant feelings and even bitter love... But these feelings cannot be expressed.

"Why? Is this question difficult to answer?"

Suddenly, Buddha Qianxiao turned her head, she looked at me peacefully, her long hair was blown by the evening wind, this picture is breathtakingly beautiful!
I couldn't see her clearly in the blur, but I could smell her breath and fragrance, and the weakest part of my heart was touched!
"Why are you asking me this kind of question? It feels weird..." I wanted to change the subject, not wanting to embarrass myself.

"Because you are different from others, there are many fascinating things about you! I really like the look in your eyes when you are serious, that kind of breath can really infect others!"

What Buddha Qianxiao said was very straightforward, and I was a little at a loss for a while, because I have always been a very traditional man in my heart.

"Your persistence, bravery, loyalty and unwillingness to admit defeat, all these qualities fascinate me!"

"Hahaha, am I really as good as you say?" I scratched my head in embarrassment, and felt that the cigarette became much easier to drink.

In fact, compliments always make people feel extra happy, no matter if they are sincere or fake, they will not hinder people's liking for compliments, because this is human nature!

"Of course, except for the fact that you're a local bastard, everything else is pretty good." Fo Qianxiao changed the subject and instantly poured cold water on me.

I rubbed my nose in embarrassment and didn't speak. I remembered the scene of scratching her itchy flesh that day, and the feeling of hugging and rolling on the ground. Everything is still vivid in my memory!
"I know you have her in your heart. It would be strange if a man like you doesn't like a woman!"

Her tone was very calm and natural, as if she was talking about a very ordinary thing, but I felt a little embarrassed.

"Do you know what I'm thinking now?" She looked at me slyly, the night wind blowing her hair brought a different feeling!

"I don't know." I answered honestly. I really can't figure out a woman's mind, let alone a girl like her who is loved and loved by thousands of people.

"I'm thinking that my emotional opponent should not be too weak. True love doesn't care about appearance and age. What's inside is what really fascinates you! You are outstanding!"

Fo Qianxiao didn't shy away from anything, I was a little embarrassed for what I said, after all, no girl had ever said such a thing to me so bluntly.

"Ahem, let's change the subject..." I flicked the cigarette butt into the sea, looking at the extinguished cigarette with peace of mind.

"I'm not afraid of a girl, why are you blushing like a big man? Is there anything wrong with being generous in your relationship? Or do you have other messy thoughts in your heart?"

"This one……"

For a moment I didn't know what to say. At this moment, I felt that the gap between me and her was not even a little bit. To put it bluntly, my thoughts were too dirty!

In my opinion, there is always something that can't be bypassed between men and women. Anyway, I have never faced feelings directly.

"I've been thinking about a question for the past few days. The biggest difference between me and her is that I will say what I want. If I want to have it, why don't I ask for it? Unless I don't want it..."

What Buddha Qianxiao said made me fall into deep thought. I have never considered a question, does Sixteen really like me?

"If the one in your heart really cares about you, why doesn't she keep you by her side?"

Buddha Qianxiao showed her small canine teeth, and her sly smile shocked me!Routine!It is definitely a routine!

I hurriedly drove the messy thoughts in my mind out of my mind, and said that I almost got tricked just now!I never doubted my feelings for Shiliu before, but I was led into the ditch with a few words by her unconsciously...

"Can you give me a hug?" She asked in a low voice, the heat in her eyes made my heart skip a beat!
I don't know how to answer this question. It seems very indifferent to directly refuse, but I feel awkward if I don't refuse...

Suddenly she stepped forward and hugged me directly, holding me tightly before I could react!At this moment, I felt an unprecedented feeling, and I didn't know where to put my hands...

The familiar smell is right in front of my eyes, my hair is touching my face, and I feel a little itchy... I admit that my EQ is very low, but I have no resistance at all to the girls who come to my door. what!
The night wind kept blowing, and the flying hair gently stirred my heartstrings. The warmth and fragrance at this moment made me a little confused...

"Very strong heartbeat, you must be very nervous now!"

"..." I said in my heart that of course I was very nervous!I can hear my heart beating myself.

"I didn't expect you to be really different from others! You are a very gentle bastard! You don't even know what rejection is!"

Fo Qianxiao's tone changed slightly, and there was a hint of sharpness in the calmness!
"Ah?" I was confused for a while, thinking that her request was strange enough!
I didn't agree to hug her just now, she obviously got here by herself, and now she comes to tell me this again, isn't it unnecessary to take off my pants and fart?
"It's so easy to let someone hug you, how will the girl in your heart feel when she finds out?"

"Damn it! You did it on purpose! But you took the initiative just now!" I just went crazy!She must be provoking my heart on purpose!

"Don't you know what rejection is? I'll teach you from now on! If you don't know how to refuse, then you can only become a bastard!"

Saying that Buddha Qianxiao pushed me away, this change really caught me off guard, I never thought she was playing a trick and waiting for me here!

But her words are not unreasonable. When I face women, I have always had no resistance...

"If you don't know how to say no, how do you face the temptation of this flamboyant world? If you can't be devoted to a woman, then what right do you have to say you love her?"

"This is completely two different things, two different things!"

At this moment, I was angry and wanted to laugh. It was the first time I saw Buddha Qianxiao's routine, and it was even a little unreasonable!

"Don't think that I, Buddha Qianxiao, am a casual person, and don't think that I must be you! My man must be a unique existence, and no woman is allowed to get involved!"

"Miss Buddha, isn't it a little too far for you to tell me this?" I immediately reminded her, I hope she will not confuse the concepts!

"Xiong Sanming, don't forget that you owe me your life now, because you lost!" Fo Qianxiao changed the subject and became extremely serious.

The appearance of a little girl just now disappeared completely, replaced by a decisive and resolute wind, I feel that she is really similar to Shiliu in this respect!
"Yes, I lost! I am willing to bet and admit defeat." I know that I lost to the old monster Buddha, but I don't know how I lost in the end...

Obviously under such dominant conditions, and obviously the old monster Buddha has no chance to win, but why is he still sure that he can beat me?
"By the way, Xiong Sanming! Grandpa told me to tell you, if you want to know how to lose, go to him!" Fo Qianxiao pointed to the villa next to him.

"Of course I want to know how I lost! But not now... I want to find my friends, and I want to fight side by side with them!"

After I finished speaking, I turned my head and left. At this moment, I have learned what rejection is!

(End of this chapter)