my old life

Chapter 956

I didn't know how to say no before, and no one taught me how to say no, but today, Buddha Qianxiao taught me a lesson, using the feelings in my heart to teach me a hard lesson!
Especially that sentence, if there is no way to be devoted to a woman, how can you say you love her?This sentence is like a knife stabbing deep into my heart!

Others may not be able to understand this feeling and the love I hide deep in my heart, but I don't allow others to easily deny it!
"Xiong Sanming! Do you have to use the refusal you have learned now to use it on me? Can't you tell the priority of the matter? In this way, do you know how to refuse?" Fo Qianxiao chased up and questioned, with every word cold!

"Of course I can clearly distinguish the priorities. I know what is important to me. I don't bother Miss Buddha to point me out." I said politely, turned my head and continued walking!
"You! You stop for me!"

I stopped in my tracks and didn't look back. Perhaps in her eyes, Buddha and monsters are more important, but to me my friends are the most important!

I can distinguish the priorities, just like today's birthday of the Buddha, it is far less important than my second uncle's birthday!The things you see from different angles of interest are naturally different!

"What advice does Miss Buddha have? As you said just now, what else can a bastard like me say?" After I finished speaking, I turned my head and continued walking. I had already seen through her tricks!

What I hate the most is that others use the so-called high-ranking ideas to apply other people's ideas, as if he is the only person who understands the world...

Little do you know that you will never understand the true meaning of it until you reach a certain field or level!I haven't seen or heard of it, but it doesn't mean it hasn't happened, and it doesn't mean it doesn't exist in this world!
My feelings for Shiliu are only known to me, how can someone else interfere with me with just a few words?

"You are a selfish bastard! It's simply unreasonable!" Fo Qianxiao jumped angrily behind, but I won't stop!
In fact, what Buddha Qianxiao said hurt me deeply. Maybe it was just a small routine in her eyes, but it stimulated the sadness in my heart!
Putting it in another way, if Shiliu is playing with men outside every day, then I will definitely feel uncomfortable knowing it... To put it bluntly, people are possessive!

But I was living in the rivers and lakes, in this black and white upside-down world, where there is only darkness but no light, let alone hope for the future...

I'm not making excuses for myself, let alone putting gold on my face!I only know that the human heart is a bottomless pit that cannot be filled, and you must follow your inner principles and bottom line in everything!

I admit that I am not a good person, let alone a person who is dedicated to feelings!But I have never advertised myself as a so-called good man. This is the big hat that Buddha Qianxiao put on me!
I don't avoid my feelings for Fox, nor do I avoid the little things in the past, because it's everything that made me who I am today!On the contrary, maybe I might still be squatting in an Internet cafe and playing with mud...

In fact, Buddha Qianxiao doesn't know what true feelings are at all!Second Uncle's watch is his real affection, no matter how slutty his appearance is, no matter how long Black Snake stays by his side, it is an irreplaceable existence!

A person can be wild and romantic, but it cannot be said that this person has no feelings!Not to mention that this person is not worthy of the qualification to say that he loves someone!
Maybe it was influenced by my second uncle. My understanding of true feelings is not what most people think... The true love does not need to be declared, because it has always existed in the deepest part of my heart!
The night was thick and I strode away, feeling unprecedentedly relaxed inside, without even the slightest sense of guilt.

In the past, I might feel guilty, but now I don't feel guilty at all, because the choices people make are their own choices, and the path of life is chosen by themselves!
Suddenly I heard a series of footsteps behind me, and then a figure appeared in front of me blocking my way.

Fo Qianxiao looked at me with a cold face, and her appearance at this moment was the first time I saw her.

"Xiong Sanming, remember! You are not worthy to say that you love someone!" Fo Qianxiao turned and left after speaking, looking very angry.

I smiled and took out a cigarette and lit it. Fo Qianxiao's routine is very cryptic and vicious!
The big hat she put on me is like a roadside cleaner, a waiter in a restaurant, or even a person at the bottom of society. It is used to arouse my guilt in my heart!
Is it impossible to say that you love someone when you get the meager salary as a cleaner?Can't love someone just because the waiter can't afford to make more money?This is so ridiculous!Nonsense!

The second uncle said that all living beings in the world are equal, and everyone's pursuit and choices are naturally different, and the environment and life they live in will be even more different!
But you can't deny a person's feelings just because of one thing, and you can't use your ability to measure whether a person is serious about feelings!
In other words, can I say love to a person? That's my business. Why should I care about other people's opinions and ideas?Who else can control my world?
At this moment, I can't help but think of my own past. I used to care so much about other people's opinions, but it is very tiring to always live in the world in the eyes of others...

I don't want to be me in the eyes of others, I want to be the master of my own world, I can't help my fate, even if others say that it breaks the sky, it won't affect me in the slightest!
As the saying goes, the words of the people make the gold, and the words of the people are awesome!But in other words, if everyone calls me an asshole, am I really an asshole?If others say I deserve to die, do I really deserve to die?If I ignore it, will the noisy voice continue?

After I figured everything out, my heart was very calm, and I felt as if I had an epiphany again!
Suddenly I remembered a saying in the world of martial arts, he forced the breeze to blow the hills, and he forced the moon to shine on the river!

What kind of heart and courage is this?I will not be affected by Buddha Qianxiao's words, on the contrary, every injury will make me stronger!

It's almost eight o'clock in the evening, I think Fatty and the others should have arrived!I go straight into the leisure center.

When I came to the door on the third floor, I was stopped by someone. I touched my pocket and found that there was no VIP card... When I was about to turn around and leave, someone suddenly patted me!
"Hey friend, did you come here alone?" The person who spoke was Wu Tian, ​​a young and rambunctious son.

"Good evening Angkor." I greeted politely, and we were considered to know each other.

"Listen all of you, this is the master catcher invited by Mr. Liang. Those who went in just now were all together, and you can come in and out as you like."

What Wu Tian said made my heart skip a beat, and I couldn't help calling him a big fool!

How can someone who catches a thousand take the initiative to reveal his identity?Even the waiter at the door knows that we are here to catch scammers, so why not catch cheaters?
Generally, casinos try to keep a low profile when inviting cheaters to catch cheaters. Firstly, it is to ensure the safety of scammers, and secondly, it is to prevent leaks... Wait!
This Wu Tian doesn't look like a brainless person, could it be that he did it on purpose?

"Brother, please come in quickly to see how our venue is, this is just a small venue..."

I can't help but say that Wu Tian took me in his arms and walked in. As soon as I entered the door, I felt that many people were looking at me. The eyes are very subtle!
At this moment, I even have a feeling of being recognized face to face. I think the old man must be among everyone. I'm afraid this Wu Tian is not easy!

Wu Tian dragged me around the casino, looking like he was giving advice, as if he was the boss here.

At a gambling table, I saw Little Wencheng, Fatty and the others stood beside him, and when they met Fatty, there was a wry smile on his face.

I know they must have been exposed too!Maybe it's either Wu Tian or one of them, who exposed all of our identities in advance, it's so hard to catch them now!
To put it simply, as long as the tricksters are not stupid, they will know that as long as we stop making money when we are close to the gambling table, the tricksters who don’t spend thousands of dollars are ordinary gamblers. Who can do anything to them?
"It doesn't feel right here, as if we shouldn't come here." Fatty flicked his cigarette and gave me a gesture, and I nodded to show my understanding.

"Do you know this person beside you?" The fat man gave me another gesture, and I shook my head to show that I didn't know him.

Although I know Wu Tian's name, I don't know anything about Wu Laolai being his father...

(End of this chapter)