Chapter 372 Unable to Escape
Now Ye Jinkuo has also found his love, and his best friend Mi Xiaojia has already been accompanied by Lian Qingyun, and he has lived a loving life.

Although Mi Xiaojia often complains to herself that Lian Qingyun doesn't have a sense of humor and is a wooden pile, but whenever Lian Qingyun is mentioned, Mi Xiaojia's face is filled with a happy smile.

This expression from the inside out cannot deceive people, so every time An Yinan told Mi Xiaojia that he ate a lot of dog food from her and Lian Qingyun.

In my own opinion, even Qingyun loves Mi Xiaojia very much, everything goes according to Mi Xiaojia, and he can't bear to let her be hurt in the slightest, so that Mi Xiaojia will always live in a fairy tale, without worrying about anything every day. Just need to take care of yourself.

Instead, it was me who always troubled Mi Xiaojia to worry about herself.

Recalling how Ye Jinkuo and Wan Ruoyu looked in suits and wedding dresses, they really matched each other.Talented and beautiful, a match made in heaven, An Yinan was a little envious.

Fortunately, Ye Jinkuo gave up on himself back then, after all, the current self would not and would not be able to respond to him, and would not be able to give him happiness.

An Yinan remembered the time when she was about to give birth to An Ziyi. At that time, she had no relatives in City A. She couldn't take care of herself and the child by herself, and couldn't provide An Ziyi with a good environment.

Fortunately, I met Ye Jinkuo. He is a very kind person and very patient. Seeing himself alone and pregnant, he took good care of him.But I had just experienced pain at the beginning, and I went away alone. I was afraid of being hurt, so I repelled people who approached me very much. I attacked him many times with words and erected thorns to protect myself, like an insecure hedgehog. , curled up into a ball all day long, not establishing contact with the outside world, but Ye Jinkuo never cared.

Once, he pointed to the film taken in the hospital, pointed to a small lump, smiled and said to me: "Look, this is your child."

At that time, she watched in disbelief, and for the first time felt the endless power that life brought her, allowing her to have the courage to live on.

Later, he became good friends with Ye Jinkuo. After he helped her give birth, he also kept enlightening her depressed self, giving her the desire to live so that she would not be stuck in the pain of the past and unable to escape.

Time flies, the past is like smoke, the past scenes are no longer so clear, everyone has their own destination, no matter the ups and downs, it is their own choice, and we must stick to it.

That's why now An Yinan is like this, with a strong heart, not like the previous An Yinan, cowardly and timid, not daring to fight for what belongs to him.

How did you feel when you got married?An Yinan thought about it, but only vaguely recalled a few isolated fragments.

Obviously only a few years have passed, but when I think about it now, it seems that countless springs and autumns have passed, and there is no trace left.

I just remember that when I first put on my wedding dress, I looked in the mirror, and the image of a strange woman was printed upside down. She was no longer young, but a mature, beautiful woman who was about to enter the palace of marriage.

At that time, although he was very unwilling to marry Gu Jue, he looked at Gu Jue who was trying on the wedding dress with him. He was wearing a black suit and tall and tall. .

What was she thinking at the time?After all, this wedding is very likely to be the only one in a person's life. Looking at the man next to her who is about to spend the rest of her life with her, even if she doesn't want to, she is full of longing, because how can there be no woman who doesn't want to have a happy marriage? What about marriage?

After the wedding, she imagined living with Gu Jue, eating together, vacationing together, and chatting together... There was a fantasy like a little girl in her heart, and Gu Jue would be her An Yinan's husband in the future, no matter how poor or rich, no matter Whether in health or disease, Gu Jue will be with her, this life, this life.

The oath at that time is ridiculous and fragile when I think about it now, the beautiful words are so vulnerable, they don’t even need to be touched, they collapse in an instant, without the beautiful shell, revealing the original appearance—— ——The abyss of ten thousand feet.

But I fell into it, and then I could never turn over, surrounded by darkness, leaving myself alone, no matter how I climbed, I couldn't get out, there was always darkness in front of me, as if it was endless, and I was finally will be devoured.

An Yinan stopped recalling, and thought with a wry smile, "No matter what, I finally escaped from that sad place, have my own life, and have a lovely son, finally there is light ahead."

Even though I am the only one left now, I am still alone, wandering alone in this world, I don't know where I came from, and I don't know where I am going.

The weather on the day of Ye Jinkuo's engagement was very good and the sun was shining brightly, making people happy just by seeing it.

An Yinan walked into the sunshine, completely bathing himself in it, enjoying the warmth and hope brought by the sun.She likes all bright things, because it will make her feel that she will be in it, and the darkness will not dare to invade and drag her into the bottomless abyss.

Walking in the sunshine, his mood also changed for the better, An Yinan suddenly remembered that Liu Xin's appointment was also today.After thinking about it for a while, seeing that it was still early today, I prepared to go to Liu Xin's appointment, but I didn't know if she was still there.

An Yinan dug out the business card that Liu Xin gave him that day from his bag, it stayed in it quietly, after hesitating for a while, An Yinan finally dialed the number on the business card.

The phone was connected, An Yinan didn't know what to say, so he could only remain silent.

"Hello? Is it Miss An?" The other side seemed to know that it was An Yinan's call.

"En." An Yinan replied.

"Miss An, I'm very happy that you can call me. I'm still waiting for you at the restaurant opposite your company. I wonder if Miss An would like to come and have a chat with me." Liu Xin said over there.

"Okay, I'll be there right away." An Yinan was stunned for a moment, unexpectedly Liu Xin was so persistent and was still waiting for her in the restaurant, An Yinan finally decided to go to the appointment.

On the way to the restaurant, An Yinan thought a lot. Last time Liu Xin helped him invest and relieved himself, he didn't know why he did this.If she is really in a relationship with Gu Jue, shouldn't she hate herself very much?Why do you still help her like this?

An Yinan was a little puzzled, and decided to take advantage of this conversation and ask a question.

When he came to the restaurant, An Yinan caught sight of Liu Xin, who was sitting on the seat, looking down at his phone.She didn't dress so smartly when she came to my company last time. Today, she was dressed in floral flowers and light makeup, which made her look much softer. Last time I heard that she and Gu Jue were classmates, so they should have a very good relationship.

"Ms. Liu, hello." An Yinan shook hands with Liu Xin, and sat across from Liu Xin.

"Miss An, I'm glad you came." Liu Xin said with a smile, "I was in a hurry last time, so I didn't have a good chat."

An Yinan recalled meeting Liu Xin several times, all when he was down and down.The last time I was trapped by work, and the last time I slapped Gu Jue, and Liu Xin was beside me, An Yinan was a little embarrassed.

"I'm sorry that time." An Yinan recalled what happened in Gu Jue's office last time. She became anxious that day, thinking that Gu Jue had been playing tricks on herself, and because of An Ziyi's matter, she directly slapped Gu Jue. The slap affected Liu Xin.

Now that I think about it, I am just Gu Jue's ex-wife, and now I have nothing to do with her, so what position do I have to blame Gu Jue?
He said it was for An Ziyi, but he was also concerned about Gu Jue in his heart, so why was he so angry when he heard that Gu Jue was with other people?

An Yinan thought bitterly, when she liked Gu Jue before, she even had nightmares where Gu Jue was with someone else, but she didn't expect it to come true later, the reality and the nightmare intertwined, making her almost collapse.An Yinan thought to herself, "But there are some things, if you don't think about them, they won't come."

"It's okay." Liu Xin comforted An Yinan when he saw An Yinan's suddenly lonely expression.

An Yinan looked at the woman on the opposite side, and she was smiling just right, making her feel like a spring breeze.The hands holding the teacup are also very warm and slender, they are a pair of beautiful hands.Gu Jue should also like these hands very much.

If so many things hadn't happened, I would have admired this kind of people quite a lot. They are strong and organized at work, with a full aura, and once they are in daily life, they will change into a gentle image without any trace. Freedom, as if you have mastered your life, rather than being controlled by life.

But as long as he thought of the other party and Gu Jue, maybe they were already together, An Yinan didn't have a good impression of Liu Xin.

"What's more, what are the two of them sitting here now? The duel between Gu Jue's predecessor and the current one?" An Yinan thought sarcastically, if Liu Xin just wanted to spy on her and Gu Jue, then she would think too highly of herself up.

I and Gu Jue were just entangled together at the wrong time, at the wrong place, and at the wrong place, but this kind of entanglement seems to be intricate, but in fact, only one party needs to retreat, and the other party will naturally fall off, just like Gu Jue left first. , so I have nothing to do with him.

After all, she was only Gu Jue's ex-wife, even if she was married, it would have no effect, because the wedding itself was a mistake, and after marriage, Gu Jue never loved her.

Now that Gu Jue has Liu Xin, he should be very happy. The two of them have the same ambitions. Liu Xin is also Gu Jue's favorite type, and their future life will be happy. An Yinan took a sip of tea and lowered his eyes to think.

In the following time, Liu Xin has been chatting with An Yinan enthusiastically, talking about some interesting things, but because of Liu Xin's identity, An Yinan's reaction to her has been very cold, and he responded indifferently. .

(End of this chapter)

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