Enemy is difficult: Mr. President, please let it go

Chapter 105 Depression

What Ruan Shuqing said in the morning flashed through his mind, and he turned to say, "Shu Qing wants to change to a nanny. She thinks... Aunt Qin is pretty good, and wants to..."

It wasn't until Fu Sichen said it that he felt that he had found such a bad topic.

Originally, he didn't agree, but at this time he brought up this topic again in order to change the subject.Obviously, he can also talk about work matters.

"No..." Ni Jiaren's red lips parted slightly.

Although it was very light and extended, it made people feel that there would be something to say in the next year, but Fu Sichen had already understood the firmness in her eyes.

She disagrees.

Ruan Shuqing just wanted to grab something from her, as long as it belonged to her, she wanted to grab it. She has long been used to this mentality.

It's just that it's one thing to get used to seeing her, but another thing to get used to her.

She won't compromise all the time. For example, now, she won't let her take Aunt Qin away.

"it is good."

Fu Sichen nodded in agreement, speaking three times faster than Ni Jiaren, trying to quickly turn over this topic.

The elevator stopped on the top floor, and the door opened slowly. Fu Sichen said softly, "Be careful on the road."

Ni Jiaren nodded slightly, and entered the elevator expressionlessly.

At the last moment when the elevator door closed, she slowly let go of her tightly clenched hands, bent her straight back as if she had collapsed, pressed down on the floor, and leaned gently against the elevator wall, her back resting on the floor. Still wet.

Depressed mood, loss of appetite, sluggish response, inability to express clearly... This situation seems to be getting...more and more intense.

The last time this happened was five years ago.She knew she was sick.

No, it should be said that the old disease has relapsed.

With her forehead pressed against the cold iron wall, she slowly stood up straight when the elevator dinged and was about to open.

Leaving Fushi, Ni Jiaren went to the cinema, chose a recently released comedy, and watched the end alone.

The movie is a romantic comedy. It tells the story of the male and female protagonists meeting each other to make jokes, and finally getting together by mistake.

Both of them have cheap mouths, and the whole show is a joke.Everyone in the cinema was laughing, and she laughed too.

But in the end, everyone left in twos and threes. She sat alone in the huge theater, watching the screen was a little black, only the white subtitles were still scrolling, and the restless music was still going on, but she felt that the surroundings were peaceful of.

"Miss, the movie is over, why don't you go?"

The staff stepped forward to remind Ni Jia that she suddenly realized... the movie is over and she should go.

"Ah, sorry."

She got up in a hurry, forgetting that she was still holding a glass of Coke in her hand, and fell out in an instant, falling to the ground, splashing her all over.

"...Sorry..." She was at a loss.

The staff was stunned for a moment, but in the end they kept their best attitude, smiled and said "it's okay", and then reminded Ni Jiaren of the wind direction of the exit, and asked her to leave first and deal with the stains by herself.

Ni Jiaren walked out of the auditorium apologetically, and there was another silence outside.

It seemed that the other auditoriums were still showing movies, and there was no one in the corridor.

She walked alone from the last screening hall to the ticket office, which seemed very long.

The soft velvet blanket, the heel of her shoes sank in just one step, she walked calmly and didn't feel strange.

When Ni Jiaren returned to the company, the lunch break was over.

Everyone in the company was busy, only the inside and outside of the president's office were in a hurry.

"You don't even know her whereabouts, how did you become a secretary? What if something happens..." Kang Jing still had an insulated box by his hand, and his face was livid.

Liu Ling was so scolded that she bowed her head, even though she was older than Kang Jing, she was still willing to be scolded.Ni Jiaren's condition is not good. It's not the first time Kang Jing reminded her to be careful, but she still lost Ni Jiaren.

"Feel sorry……"

"Sorry if it helps..."

Kang Jing was in a panic and was cursing when the door was pushed open.

He turned his eyes suddenly, and Ni Jiaren looked at the two people inside with some confusion, and asked, "What's wrong?"

As soon as the words fell, Kang Jing had already rushed in front of her.

"Girl, where have you been? Why did you run out without your cell phone? What if..." Kang Jing didn't dare to continue, but was very worried.

He couldn't get through no matter what he called, and no one knew where she had gone. He couldn't even describe how anxious he was at that moment.Only at that moment did he really realize it.

Distraught is not enough to describe his mood at that time.

Ni Jiaren was a little taken aback, and it took a long time before she said slowly, "Sorry."

Her weak words, because the speed of speech was very slow, eased the whole tense atmosphere, and Kang Jing couldn't say anything more.Letting go of one's heart, seeing her appearance, she couldn't vent her anger no matter what.

Sighing softly, she put the mobile phone in her hand, "No matter where you go in the future, remember to bring your mobile phone, don't let us lose contact with you."

"it is good."

Her answer seemed to be distracted, and it felt like a casual answer.

Kang Jing had no choice but to let her go, "Have you eaten yet?"

Ni Jiaren hesitated for a moment, then shook her head.

"Come over for dinner."

I originally thought that the cooperative custom dress would have an intersection with Ni Jiaren, but I didn't expect that she would be a hands-off shopkeeper and hand over all the communication to the designer, and the size and the like were recorded when the last film festival was customized. There is no need to go to Ni's.

In this way, their plan to respond to Ni Jiaren fell through.

Yu Xinyu was a little anxious, so she quickly asked Ruan Shuqing to come out.

"Shu Qing, tell me, is Ni Jiaren scared? Or has she actually given up?"

"Impossible!" Ruan Shuqing said affirmatively, "Whoever gives up, Ni Jiaren can't give up. She may just be escaping from reality, and you must pay attention, she is likely to do something wrong with the clothes. You try them on." Remember to check it out."

With a sincere tone, she held Yu Xinyu's hand, feeling that she was given another strength invisibly.

Yu Xinyu nodded affirmatively, "I know, don't worry. I will pay attention. I also heard that there was a celebrity last time. By the way, it was Sun Mengqi who was very popular recently, and it was also because she and Brother Sichen got married. When she got close, she took advantage of her position to lay a black hand on her!"

"Sun Mengqi?"

Ruan Shuqing asked back, seeming to have some impressions.

"That's right. Later, Sun Mengqi was buried for a long time, and then she got on the right track with a new manager."

"I see."

"Yeah." Yu Xinyu nodded affirmatively, "By the way, Shu Qing, since it's impossible to stimulate her, what should we do?"

Ni Jiaren narrowed her eyes, as if she didn't expect that this road would not work.Moreover, Ni Jiaren is still living a good life, which she is not happy to see.

"let me see……"

Ruan Shuqing's brain turned quickly, looked at her and stared at her, Yu Xinyu looked expectant, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, "You are like this..."

She asked Yu Xinyu to come over and whispered something in her ear.

Yu Xinyu frowned slightly, "Is that so?"

"Well, you can just do this, and leave the rest to me." Ruan Shuqing said reassuringly.

"That……"

Yu Xinyu was a little worried.

"Don't worry, I will protect you. Only in this way can we completely wipe out this threat. For your own happiness, are you willing to take a gamble?"

Ruan Shuqing led her into the pit bit by bit. Yu Xinyu listened, her eyes lit up, and she nodded uncontrollably.

"Shu Qing, I entrust my happiness to you."

She was full of gratitude, and turned a little apologetic, "I'm sorry, I said I was going to help you, but now you are helping me..."

"It's okay, which one of our sisters is with whom? Besides, am I helping myself?"

Ruan Shuqing smiled sweetly, and Yu Xinyu seemed to be reasonable when she heard it, so she also nodded in comfort, no longer entangled in this problem, and calmly accepted Ruan Shuqing's so-called help.

Coming to the same place again, Ni Jiaren stood in front of the hospital, always a little uneasy.The hands clasped in front of him lightly stroked, but hesitantly did not go in.

She didn't go to Su's Hospital, but she had been to this hospital five years ago.

Not only have I been here, but I have come frequently.

She stood there for a while, when a doctor she knew saw her, and took the initiative to say hello, "Miss Ni? Why didn't you come in?"

"I……"

Ni Jiaren spoke first, but felt that her voice was slow, "Dr. Li... is there?"

"Yes, let me take you in."

Ni Jiaren nodded slowly, and followed the nurse into Dr. Li's office.

Dr. Li was slightly taken aback when he saw Ni Jiaren.

"beautiful woman?"

No doctor wants to see his patient several times. After all, seeing him again means that he is sick again.

The body is still like this, not to mention, he is a psychiatrist.

"Doctor Li..."

"sit down."

Listening to her tone and seeing her gestures, Dr. Li frowned deeply.

"Girl, you haven't been here for nearly five years." Dr. Li sighed, "Tell me, what happened to you?"

He was persuasive, and Ni Jiaren poured out her thoughts slowly. Even though she spoke slowly and moved slowly, Dr. Li still patiently listened to her tell the whole story.

When Ni Jiaren came out of the hospital, the sky was gray and the snow was melting. The road under her feet was wet, and there was some congealed snow, which was dirty from countless footsteps.

Looking at the snow that was as white as ever, she didn't want to step on it.

Bypassing those places, stepping on the road that people have stepped on before, walking all the way, I don't know where I am going.

The doctor's words rang in my ears again...

"Beauty, your condition is much more serious than it was five years ago."

"You were almost cured five years ago..."

"Depression can cause your thinking and action to slow down. You used to be just tired, poor sleep, poor diet, and now it has affected your thinking and limbs..."

"Girl, take medicine for treatment."

He raised his hand, and what he was holding in his palm was a medicine bottle.

Antidepressants.

For five years, she never touched the medicine bottle again.

She also thought that her heart was ashamed, no matter how severe the torture was, she would not fall into this situation again.

Unexpectedly, she would still be dragged away by hope after all. When hope came, she believed it. In the end, she was thrown to the ground again and again by despair.

After looking at the medicine bottle for a long time, every character on it was almost imprinted in her heart, and she was very familiar with every stroke and stroke.

Repel.

For some reason, she subconsciously didn't want to take medicine.

As soon as he raised his hand, he threw it into the trash can in a panic.

With a "boom", the medicine bottle smashed into the empty trash can.The streets in winter are eerily quiet, and even such a voice feels harsh.

Ni Jiaren stared deeply at the trash can for a long time, then suddenly thought of avoiding something, turned around and walked away quickly.

Not far away, a man was standing beside the car, with one hand resting on the car door, looking deeply at Ni Jiaren's direction, his eyes were deep and somewhat puzzled.

She was sick and went to the hospital, why didn't she go to Su's Hospital, instead she came to a public hospital?

Seeing Ni Jiaren walk away, he slowly got into the car and left.

(End of this chapter)