Sheng Chong Concubine

Chapter 1100 A Li painstakingly, moved late (3)
She threw away the leaves and waved her hand, as if she wanted to shake off the dull and depressive thoughts lingering in her mind at this moment.

"So I knew the agreement between them. I knew that he would end up in such a position."

"Xiao Qi..." Duan Muhong turned around with pity in his eyes.

She smiled again, "He felt that he owed Feng Qingyue too much, so he wanted to make up for it. However, the only person who could undo the curse on Feng Qingli was me, and he was reluctant to let me out. So he suffered and struggled countless times. One night, I woke up in the middle of the night, but I couldn’t see him. Countless times, he kept flipping through those ancient books, hoping to find a way to crack them.”

"I was only 14 years old when I married him. I refused to have skin-to-skin contact with him. He didn't force me. Until I was drugged by Yanju..."

Duan Muhong's eyes were shocked. He was a laid-back person, and he was always indifferent to what he thought were trivial matters.What's more, what Qiu Mingyue said now is not known to many people, and it can even be regarded as a secret between her and Feng Qingli.So it sounds a bit shocking now.

"Later, I thought about it. He probably felt guilty for not touching me at that time." She smiled softly, but the emotion in her eyes was indescribable.

"He is jealous and always tells me that I am not allowed to smile at other men, and I am not allowed to say a word to other men. In fact, he is just afraid... He is even ready to let me go at any time." She lowered her head, her voice was hoarse and low.His fingers caressed his abdomen, trembling unbelievably.

"Such a person...he has such a strong desire for me, but he is still struggling whether he should let me go. If he didn't have a deep affection for me, why should he be so painful and contradictory?"

"Now that you know, then..."

Duan Muhong suddenly stopped, and an idea flashed through his mind, but he couldn't grasp it vaguely, but he was subconsciously surprised, so that he forgot what he should say at this moment.

He stared blankly at Qiu Mingyue, watched her slowly raise her head, and watched her smile slightly at the rainy flower petals outside.

"He can treat me like this, why can't I pay back those he owes on his behalf?"

Duan Muhong was shocked.

Qiu Mingyue pressed her face against the window sill, her voice was as gentle as a cloud.

"When we parted that day, I traveled thousands of miles from Dazhao to Xirong. If he hadn't been willing to protect me, how could I have been so safe all the way? Yanju...hehe, she can't handle her own troubles, how can she take care of so much? He knew me earlier. He didn’t want to tell me about his life experience, because he was afraid that I would leave him. However, he didn’t want to deceive me, so he concealed it and told me the message in the way of telling a story, so that I could slowly peel it off and find the truth.”

"Actually, he can be more selfish, even if he cheats me for the rest of his life? As long as those people are dead, I will never find out the truth, so I can stay by his side forever. Perhaps, he thought so too. Otherwise He would not fight Yanju at the birthday banquet, nor would he stop Yanju from seeing me repeatedly without hesitating to hurt himself. But in the end, he still fulfilled me. Sending me an imperial hegemony, leaving him in vain. .”

She has never said these words to anyone, and it may be because she has been suppressed for so long that she is so lonely, and her calmness and sobriety have been stripped away inch by inch.At this moment, she just wanted to have a good talk.The person in front of her is her third brother.

"When you see him, you may also think that I'm too cruel. Otherwise, you wouldn't speak so harshly to me today."

Duan Muhong was silent, he just looked at Feng Qingli standing in front of the window when he stepped into Tongjun Pavilion.The young man's figure was elegant and slender, and his silhouette concealed all the magnificence in this world.However, in his eyes, that figure was so lonely.It seems that the world is full of prosperity, and in the end he is the only one left looking back alone in the world of mortals, admiring the beautiful flowers in that place.From every branch and leaf, every petal, recall the woman's smiling face.

He still can't forget the state of mind at that time.Suddenly, I felt that Xiaoqi really had a good eye.This secular girl's only hope in her life is to find a beloved man, from then on, she will love her husband and teach her children to love her forever.That young man may have a lot of things on his mind, or he may have ditches in the city, and he may have secrets and pains that are unknown and unspeakable.However, to Xiao Qi, he did not disappoint at all.

"In the past few months, I have been thinking about a question. I had to leave Dazhao out of helplessness, but why could I be so decisive? Just to act in front of Yanju? No, it's more than that. That woman , She has been suspicious all her life, and she may not be able to see through my tricks. Thinking about it carefully, I still blame him, blame him for being moved to give me to others, and blame him for deceiving me. "

She smiled wryly, "Later I was thinking, what would I do if I were in his situation? I have been thinking about it since I left Dazhao and came to Xirong, and then I figured it out. If it was me, I would probably be the same as him. He made the same choice. Because we are all the same people, rational and calm, but unwilling to succumb to the cruelty of fate, so we struggle and wander step by step."

"Me, him, and Feng Qingyue, we are all the same. We think that the heavens will conquer the sky, and the Chinese will conquer the sky. In fact, they are just poor people who have been teased by fate." She sneered again, "A single curse can kill us The three of them have been trapped for so long, plus those so-called national hatred and family hatred, who else can defeat the coldness of fate and the loneliness of this deep palace and red walls?"

"You've said so much..." Duan Muhong spoke slowly, his eyes a bit complicated.

"Do you want to help him pay off his debts?"

Qiu Mingyue didn't look at him, but still looked into the distance.

"After knowing my life experience, I thought of my mother, my biological mother." She was silent for a long time, but she said this. "At the beginning, he told me that he watched his mother burn to death, and he himself was tortured and tortured by his biological father, who poisoned him so much that his legs were crippled and he was discriminated against for years."

Duan Muhong was shocked, obviously he didn't know these things.

"At that time, I only felt hatred, hated Fengming's cold-bloodedness and ruthlessness, and felt sorry for what happened to him. At that time, I said to myself, the world is cold, people's hearts are old, and everyone bullies him, so from now on, I will let everyone Those who looked down on him and tried to harm him all died without a burial place."

Duan Muhong took a deep breath and looked at the girl with indifferent eyebrows and eyes like ice. He didn't feel scared, but felt a faint pain spreading from his heart.

They are all noble princes and daughters who were born in the royal family, and they are born to be emperors who kneel and worship three times and nine times.However, fate is so unfair that each of them has a noble background but suffered a miserable childhood.Too early to understand the desolation and pain of this world, too early...to learn to hate.

"There was a period of time later, um, it was about that time when he knew about my life experience. At that time, the way he looked at me changed, although he was still as gentle and doting as before. But he had another emotion... ...A kind of sympathy... Pampering and tolerance. He knew that I wanted to investigate the affairs of the previous court, but he still indulged. He knew that my purpose of approaching him was not pure, but he was still so kind to me..."

(End of this chapter)