Sheng Chong Concubine

Chapter 1101 A Li painstakingly, moved late (4)
She closed her eyes again, and every word was very soft and clear.

"When I knew my own life experience, it was very sudden and so taken for granted. After the initial pain, I began to think. If I hadn't been sent out of the palace, what would have been waiting for me? Without a doubt, it was Death. What if, my mother did not die at that time, and I was not sent out of the palace. Instead, I lived in the court strife for several years, and then faced those cruel storms, and watched those people force my own life to death. Mother and I can only watch helplessly, what will I become? Who will help me avenge this bone-destroying hatred?"

She raised her head slowly, with an imperceptible fragility in her confused eyes.

"Third brother, I heard that your mother and concubine were born as palace maids, and the late emperor didn't pay attention to you even after giving birth to you. The late emperor didn't know about you as a son until your mother passed away. At that time, you were already five years old. Then , How did you come here when you were five years old? How did those people treat you? Hehe..."

Duan Muhong didn't need to answer, she chuckled.

"How else? Although I haven't seen it with my own eyes, I can imagine how cruel and cold it is from his wheelchair. In the palace, there is no need for emotion. No, there are exceptions. The late emperor, The love for my mother is an exception. However, in this vast imperial power, such a one-in-a-million true love should not exist. So his deep love for my mother has created so many women in the palace. , and indirectly caused my mother's death and my exile among the people, experiencing all kinds of ups and downs in this world."

She let out a long breath, she seemed a little tired, but she was still speaking slowly.

"In order to fulfill his special liking for my mother, how many beauties and bald heads have been caused in this palace? How many princes and princesses like me can't get the love of a father and the innocence of a child? Compared with facing the palace The cruel and bloody scene here, it seems that although I only had a mother and no father in those years, at least the family in Yangzhou was happy and ordinary, and there was nothing wrong with it.”

"But--"

Her gaze suddenly became cold and terrifying, "They didn't let me go, they insisted on dragging me into the dirty imperial power struggle in this dirty palace. I hate all of this, but I have to hold on to it firmly." Because I am not reconciled, I want revenge. Those who are so cruel to me and him are still alive and well. They watch us struggle with cold eyes, but laugh wildly behind our backs. Why? By Why do our tears make others laugh?"

She turned her head leisurely and looked at Duan Muhong, who seemed a little lost or sentimental because of her words just now brought into her memory, "Third brother, tell me, don't you hate it? Why don't you want to accept this hot imperial power? Because you hate it as much as I do, hate this seemingly gorgeous but dirty palace. However, you have the blood of the Duanmu clan on your body, so you can't escape. That's why you will do your best to help me."

Duan Muhong looked at her deeply, "Xiaoqi."

He suddenly smiled, very lightly, but in his eyes, something was degenerating and something was condensing. In the end, he just patted her on the shoulder, and said in an extremely relaxed but deep tone: " You've grown up."

Qiu Mingyue lowered her head, biting her lips lightly.But I thought in my heart that anyone will grow up after experiencing those blood and tears.It's just that the price is too high...

"You're right. He owes a debt and needs to pay it off. If he can't pay it off by himself, I'll help him pay it off."

"What do you get back?"

Duan Muhong sighed, "Xiaoqi, listen to me, don't force yourself too much. Don't forget, you are just a woman. There are many things that you don't need to bear."

"But I'm also a wife."

Qiu Mingyue's eyes were very serious, "At the beginning I was forced to approach him helplessly. He knew clearly that he might have explored and guarded against me, but he never did anything to hurt me. Instead, he continued to pamper me and take care of me. In the end, even if he wanted to go against his own principles and the mission of the Jokhang royal blood that flowed through him, he wanted to keep me. Until I had to leave, even though it was extremely painful, he used his way to fulfill me .”

Tears flickered in her eyes, but she took a deep breath and held back the tears.

"Even if I asked you to test him this time, he treated me the same as before. You said, what right do I have to hate and complain? I used to always think that I would never let anyone bully him again, However, when I think about it carefully, I have been almost 13 since I met him at the age of 16. In the past three years, I seemed to have done nothing for him except to let him worry about my injury."

Duan Muhong was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "Xiao Qi, I don't know what happened between you and Feng Qingli. But you remember, no matter what you have lost, what you will lose in the future. At least—"

He paused, let out a breath, and his tone was soft and serious.

"You still have your third brother."

Qiu Mingyue was startled, and called out hoarsely.

"Third brother..."

The third brother said this, and the tears she had held back for a long time fell involuntarily.

"Don't cry. If my brother-in-law finds out, I'll think I'm bullying you." He hilariously and pitifully took out his handkerchief and wiped her tears away, "What a beauty, crying like this is so ugly."

Qiu Mingyue burst out laughing, "You are really good at humor, you can make people smile with tears at any time."

She sniffed, "Third brother, I'm actually very curious. Compared with me, you should have experienced a lot of blood and blood since childhood. How can you be so cynical, so...clear and frank?"

Duan Muhong smiled, and looked into the distance with his hands behind his back, his eyes were a little far away and also had some memories.

"Because of my mother, she is a poor woman. She only lived for 25 years. Among them, 20 years were spent in this palace. In the past 20 years, she has not been frightened for a day, and she is careful at every step. Fortunately, the favor did not turn her from a sparrow into a phoenix. The so-called great favor brought her not only endless jealousy and troubles, but also uninterrupted tears day and night."

He lowered his head, watching an ant waddling by on the ground.I remembered that many years ago, I lived in a cold palace with my mother and concubine. Without the favor of the emperor, even a court lady and eunuch could be arrogant and bossy to them.Those brothers and sisters bullied him and the concubine mother one by one.The concubine mother always hugged herself with her thin arms and said in a loud voice.

"Don't be afraid, don't cry. I've lived in tears and pain all my life. Hong'er, my child, don't follow your mother's way. You must be strong and live with a smile. Mother's tears today will be all in the future." Turn it into the driving force for you to laugh in the future. This is my expectation, and it is also the life you should have. Those imperial power and fame, those glory and wealth, those high-rise buildings. It is too beautiful, but also too lonely. Mother does not want your future Life is spent alone like that.”

(End of this chapter)